"I Have a Date with My Childhood" -

Remember, just after Children's Day in 2005, you and I broke up. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

You said you wanted to stay in the past, but I can't wait to rush into the future.

You turn around and weep as you walk back in time alone.

I looked at your back, my heart was so sad, but in the end, I didn't chase after you and hugged you. Instead, he turned around and rushed to the future with a false smile.

Since then, you have become an occasional memory of my upbringing.

Now, nine years have passed.

I've grown up, what about you? Are you still as happy and beautiful as you were back then? I, I miss you!

It's been a long time since I've seen you, and I wonder how you're doing.

I know that I hurt you back then, and it's normal that you don't want to see me. But you can't stop me from seeing you, I'm looking for you.

I'll find you, and I know you must still have me in your heart. It's like, I must have you in my heart. It's not that I'm sentimental, it's that I believe in the love that will always exist between us, even if it's just a little bit left.

So, I'm looking for you.

In order to find you, I thought about a lot of places where you might appear. There's only one place that I think you're most likely to be in. That is, the place where we created the era of reading together - Hirayama Elementary School.

Early in the morning, my aunt and I went out to take the car. Although the road is long and there are many twists and turns, I think it is worth it. As long as I can see you again......

During the ride, a girl dressed in a uniform that looked like we used to have at Hirayama Elementary School got on the bus. There were a lot of passengers, and she happened to be standing right next to me.

I wondered if she was wearing a school uniform from Hirayama Elementary School. So, I looked up and sneaked a peek at the logo of her school uniform on her left chest.

I can't see clearly, so focus my attention again. Well, it turned out not. It seems that I miss the memories of studying at Hirayama Elementary School so much.

Hmmm? Why am I still staring at her left chest? How do I feel like I'm being stared at? Raising her head slightly uneasily, the girl was looking at me with a look that wanted to be a pervert, and then, with disdain, turned away.

Don't get me wrong, I, I didn't mean that. I, I'm not a pervert. Oh no, I'm not the pervert you think I am. I am...... I...... What am I doing?!

Look, I'm going to face a lot of challenges to find you. How can you bear to avoid me?

Finally, I got off at the Pingshan intersection.

Auntie said she couldn't remember any of these roads. More than a decade, a lot has changed.

And I, who was only six or seven years old at the time, couldn't remember the road. However, I remember that the main entrance of Hirayama Elementary School was facing the place where I was born.

Walking hand in hand with my aunt and asking for directions, I finally saw a very memorable place for me in a very remote corner - Pingshan Elementary School.

The years do not spare people, and they do not even spare the school.

In my memory, Hirayama Elementary School was the highest school. Now, surrounded by surrounding buildings, it has become the shortest scenery.

Walking in front of the school, those memories of the school were almost drowned out by the torrent of time. Fortunately, some parts still retain their original appearance, and after more than ten years, I can't help but be a little moved.

I used to secretly tell myself that I would come back to see my alma mater. After so many years, I started my career here in order to go to university, and then I came back here after my study career ended. Feeling, so grateful!

Thank you Hirayama Elementary School, the source of my study.

Then, I took a photo with my aunt at the school gate. Looking at the place where I was born, I was already asleep at the foot of the tall building. Well, it will eventually return to nature.

Just as I was about to leave the school, you finally appeared! Around the corner, quietly watching me.

You're still that beautiful, but you don't have a happy smile.

I thought I would be excited to run over and hug you, but no. We just said a word, quietly. Then, accompany Auntie to dinner.

We found a fast food restaurant, and I knew that Auntie didn't like to eat too spicy food, nor did she like to eat dishes that were too hot and too humid, so I ordered a fungus and pork rice for Auntie.

We ordered grandma's dismantling and pork rice. No chili peppers are added.

When it comes to eating, you eat very quickly. You used to eat very slowly.

When Auntie hasn't finished half of it, you've already finished eating and playing with your phone. Why don't you talk more with my aunt? You haven't seen my aunt for so long. Didn't you like to talk to my aunt before?

You seem to be enjoying the quiet more and more.

After eating, we took the car to the gate of the safari park. From a distance, I saw that the adult ticket was 200 yuan.

It's nothing, since you're here, you're definitely going to go in. Despite the rapid dehydration of the purse......

I just saw some small animals at the door, I thought it was pretty good, and I wanted to take pictures. However, Auntie doesn't seem to like these animals very much, she doesn't want to stay too long, she wants to watch animal shows. And you, just as expressionlessly quiet.

Well, keep walking. My mood was also unconsciously uncomfortable.

On the way, I was thirsty and forgot to buy water outside. The water inside, full of it, is distressing. A bottle of mineral water, six pieces.

Walking and walking, suddenly a tour bus passed by, saying that the lion and tiger performance was about to start. Hurry up and get in the car, and you can get there in time.

Thinking that Auntie wants to watch animal shows, and she can't walk that long. Well, get on the bus and buy a ticket. Twenty pieces per person. I always feel that the attraction of animals to people is that they will eat money.

When I arrived at the Lion and Tiger Performance Hall, it was very good, and there were still many vacant seats. I found a more comfortable position and sat down. Since there were still ten minutes to start, Grandma and I started talking. You who were left out in the cold didn't care, just as quiet.

Ten minutes later, a cheerful prelude sounded, and first Mr. Clown came out to set the audience in the mood. Throwing balloons, interacting and stuff like that. The children were so happy and excited. The zoo is indeed a world loved by children.

Auntie is smiling happily, and I am just as quiet as you.

Finally, the lion and tiger appeared! Many children screamed for joy! But why, like me, you were not excited? Didn't you like to watch lions and tigers the most before?

You ignore me, always keeping that eerily quiet.

When I watched the animal trainer beat the tiger with a whip, I felt that the tiger was so pitiful! It was forced to do things it didn't like to do, just for the so-called pleasure and money of humans. It has no freedom of its own, it does not dare to resist. It's not a destiny that it can control.

Why, I don't see happiness coming? You, are you the same as I think?

After watching this performance, we went to the aquarium to watch the show.

Although the weather is hot, there are a lot of people, and it seems that the attraction of marine animals is a little greater!

I ask you, "Why don't you ignore me?"

You look at me, and there's no light in your eyes.

I was about to hug you, but you said, "No." I don't love you anymore. ”

I...... I...... Gloomily withdrew my outstretched arms.

Well, the show begins.

First of all, the sea lion show, it's so cute! It's really like a three- or four-year-old kid greeting you and clapping his hands at you. The feeling of getting up, walking up, and jumping up is not something that can be described by the word "funny".

I admit that when I saw those two cute little sea lions dancing in the street, I was really struck by the two of them.

These performances are much better than the lion and tiger shows, interesting, and more loving.

Auntie smiled even more happily, I took a sneaky look at you. I instantly felt like it was a gift from heaven - you finally smiled.

The reason why your smile has made me nostalgic for so many years is that when you smile, there is light in your eyes, and what the light reveals is a world. In other words, there's a world of beauty in your smile.

Later viewing, I kept looking at you secretly, and luckily, you really smiled.

After leaving the zoo, I plan to visit Xili Lake. It should be the place where I was most happy in my childhood.

However, in the end, Xili Lake was closed to the public, so it was not allowed to enter.

I feel, really feel, you're disappointed. You must be tempted to go with me to collect memories, don't you? But you secretly hide it in your heart......

I'm leaving, I ask you, would you like to go with me, let's go to the future together.

You turn around and walk back alone, just like you did at the beginning.

This time, I ran up and hugged you from behind.

I said, "I know, I know." You don't come with me because you know that every age has a mind for every age. You're afraid that if you go with me, it will make me unable to really grow, so that's why you ...... Either way, believe me, no matter how old I am in the future, I will love you. No one can replace you, because you gave me the beginning of life. I'll look for you when I have time, so don't ignore me then. I'm gone, remember to take care of yourself! I love you!"

After saying that, I hurriedly left the place where my life began in a car with my aunt.

I don't want you to see my tears. You're still standing where you are, not taking another step, it's quiet, it's quiet......

I know you still love me. As I hugged you, I felt your heart grieve and you were quietly crying.

Time flies, but my memory can find a safe place in the torrent of time and preserve it.

This memory is called a date between me and my childhood.