"Wonderful" -

Well, a short log. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

Just an hour ago, I was pushing my cart to go home when I casually turned around. I saw it......

She looked at me.

I felt my pupils dilate visibly, and I lost my mind for a second!

Why?

Because she looks like the girl in the picture I drew yesterday, very much like it!

Is it love at first sight? It's not like it, I don't have a heartbeat.

Thinking too much again......

She turned to push the cart and I looked at her shoes. What familiar shoes! Could it be that she is the girl I met earlier?

Before, when I was going up the stairs, I just saw the shoes first and then looked up.

A pair of beautiful eyes set off Peugeot's face glowed in front of my eyes, and the beauty that I couldn't see clearly. So, I remembered those shoes in my mind.

The way I remember a stranger depends heavily on the shoes they wear.

Thinking of the owner of those shoes, and then thinking about the girl I just saw, could it be the same person?

Thinking about it, the person is gone. It seems that the daze is quite serious!

On the way home, the moment the girl and I looked at each other kept replaying in my mind.

What's wrong? Will you be able to go home well?

Sure enough, I lost my soul even after eating.

In the end, it was in the sacred place of the toilet that this feeling was written.

It's a wonderful moment, it's like a dream has suddenly come true!

Don't ask me if I'm happy, because I've been giggling in the toilet for half an hour and haven't "contributed" to the toilet......

"The Night Is Not Dark" -

It's late at night, and the light is there? Have you gone to sleep?

Sure enough, the night was deep and lonely. It's black, it's really hard to see.

My former roommate said that don't express your inner feelings at night, because the night is easy to be sad.

Indeed, the night is dreamy, between mystery and security. It is easy to arouse the fragility of people's hearts, capture the hope in people's hearts, and induce sadness in people's hearts.

For me in the past, if there was no one around, the night was so terrifying and unsettling.

It's like walking in life, and suddenly getting lost in a very dark world, with no light and no one around. Loneliness, helplessness, despair are like boundless darkness that surrounds you fiercely, leaving no room for anything.

Luckily, it was once.

Now, it's not that my life won't be lost, it's just that when I'm lost, I've adapted to loneliness, I'm used to helplessness, and I'm familiar with despair. In other words, in the boundless darkness, we have learned to entertain ourselves, we have learned to solve problems on our own, and we have learned to see hope in despair.

I don't know if it's because I'm optimistic, because I'm a Sagittarius. A lot of things that seem bad to me in the first place, I try to see them as meaningful things in my life. Actually, I didn't understand what true optimism is. I only know my own optimism.

My optimism is my sense of comfort. No matter what mood I express, as long as I feel comfortable after the announcement, it is my optimism. Who says that a person who often expresses sadness can't be optimistic? Even if it's crying, if you feel better after crying, in my opinion, that's also optimism. Optimism is not about looking at the surface, but about experiencing the feelings of the heart.

The night was dark, but it wasn't really dark.

The darkest thing in life is that people no longer believe in the existence of hope and close their eyes in despair. The darkness when you close your eyes in despair is the real darkness.

Optimism is the starry night, it can be a big moon, and it can be the light in the heart. These lights can illuminate the way for themselves in the night. There is also a lot of light, dear affection, beautiful friendship, and expected love......

Night, in fact, is not lonely. Lonely is just the heart of a lonely person.

The night, in fact, is not dark. Dark, but the hearts of desperate people.

Occasionally, when I'm in a bad mood, I can write an article to encourage myself. That's nice!

The night is not dark, and because, because ......

It won't be long before the sky will be bright.

"The Bus I'm Waiting For" -

This afternoon, I'm going to a place I haven't been to.

I looked up the map and directions to that place on the Internet, and I had the need to take a bus that I hadn't taken before.

I was afraid that I would forget which bus to take and where to get off. So I wrote down everything I was afraid of forgetting on a post-it note and took it with me.

Sure enough, my fear was warranted. When I got to the bus stop, I really forgot where to get off. Also, I'm not sure which one to sit on. This is where post-it notes come into play......

The bus I'm going to take is the M215-M218 loop.

Strangely, there is no stop on the bus stop sign where I want to go there. No, the Internet says there is such a site. Is it just not marked? Or is the bus on this line not the M215-M218 loop that I want to take?

Otherwise, ask when you get in the car. Let's use the Tiger Map to check it first. My mind began to go into self-questioning mode.

I checked it with the tiger map, and the prompt told me to walk a few hundred meters to the bus stop on the other corner.

They all said they weren't here to get on the bus. Really, isn't it? You'll find out when you go to another site.

At that time, the sky was in a very good state and chatting with the sun. And I, without an umbrella. Both sides of the highway had just been renovated, and the trees had been cut down.

My sweat is boiling, my heart is dancing, and my soul is burning. It's really good to think about it, take it off, take it off, take it all off......

When I was only 100 meters from the stop, the M215-M218 loop bus that I was waiting for passed me. I knew that if I ran forward, I would be able to catch up with it. After all, it has a red light in front of it. But I didn't run......

I don't think I'm in a hurry, so it's okay to wait for the next one. That's what I thought at the time, that's why I felt later, and the fact that I was writing this.

Don't run? Okay. Watch the bus that you can catch gradually disappear into the traffic......

After walking the 100 meters to the station, I looked at the stop sign, well, how is it the same? That is to say, I don't need to take this section of the road in the first place, just take the M215-M218 loop bus that I have just missed at the original station. However, I ...... In other words, nothing to do.

However, I always believe that nothing is in vain. So, I consoled myself, how do you know it's not a good thing to come to this station and take a bus? As it turned out, I really suffered from anticipatory encounters, and the thought that I might have an encounter immediately made me wait for the bus. Dizzy!

Okay, a few minutes passed. There was a bus coming in front of you. I was preparing change, and when I saw it, it turned out to be M217, which was very similar to the M215-M218 loop bus. Whew, okay, keep waiting.

The sun is warm and my complexion is receptive. I'm not the only one waiting for the bus, but there are almost no people waiting for the same car.

Because when the next bus came, everyone waiting for the bus got up, and I was the only one left. Why? Because that bus is not the M215-M218 loop bus that I was waiting for, it is the M217.

Because the roadside is being renovated, there is no shading equipment at the bus stop kiosk, only a bare stop sign.

There will be more people waiting for the bus all of a sudden, and almost all of them have umbrellas. If you don't have an umbrella, there are still some places on the side of the road that can provide shade, and they will go to those places to wait for the bus. It's just me, and I've been basking in the sun with the bare stop sign, I don't know if it's because I haven't been in the sun for too long, or if my head is abnormal.

As the minutes ticked by, the buses drove by one by one, and the faces of the people waiting for the buses kept changing. However, why hasn't the M215-M218 loop bus I been waiting for yet appeared?

I'm not in a hurry, I'm quiet, keep waiting, keep basking in the sun.

When the M217 had already driven five buses, and the bus I was waiting for had not yet arrived, and after waiting for an hour, my heart was finally not at peace.

It's not anger, it's sentimentality. I, I, I actually combined the mental journey of waiting for the bus with my own love process.

If I'm in love, it's like waiting for the bus......

If I'm in love, it's really like waiting for a bus. Then, getting on the bus represents marriage.

At the beginning, I made a note on the post-it notes of which car I was going to take and where I was going to sit. It's like when I was a child, I was always thinking about what kind of girlfriend I would find when I grew up, and how my girlfriend would accompany me on my future path.

When I got to the bus stop, I forgot what I was going to take and where I was going to get off. It's like when I had my first love, but I forgot what I said when I was a child about what kind of girlfriend I wanted to find when I grew up, and how I wanted to walk the future with my girlfriend.

When I ask myself again and again if this bus stop is the stop of the bus I want to take, it is as if I am constantly feeling insecure about getting along with my first love.

When the bus I was about to take passed me, and I could run to catch it with my own efforts and give up, it was as if my first love had left me, and I could have tried to get it back, but I gave up.

When I went to a new site and found that I had nothing to do, it was as if my first love had no intention of leaving me, but I became a "murderer" because I thought too much.

When I knew that the bus would pass and I could only continue to wait for the next one, it was as if my first love had left me, and I could only forget her and look forward to a new beginning.

When the people waiting for the bus around me got on the bus one by one, leaving me alone waiting for the bus, it was as if many people were in love, and I was the only one who continued to be single.

When the M217 that is very similar to the bus I want to take drives one by one, and I don't get on the bus, it seems that sometimes there are girls around me who are quite close to my first love, but I know that those girls are not my first love, and I can't fall in love casually because of loneliness, and they can't accompany me to go the way I want to go.

When I waited for an hour and didn't see the bus I was going to take, I began to miss the missed bus more and more, regretting not running to catch it, as if my original love had left me for a long time, and I still hadn't started a new relationship, I missed my first love more and more, and I was even more reluctant, and even regretted it.

However, regret is one of the most life-wasting things. So, I generally don't allow it to stay too long in my life.

I hurriedly diverted my attention and inadvertently looked at the stop sign again. It wasn't that there wasn't a stop for the place I was going to, it was just that I was looking in the wrong direction and didn't notice it. That is, the bus can go where I want to go.

I was excited, and I was even more sentimental. Does it mean that my first love was right, but I didn't have the confidence to the end?

When I was feeling lost, I decided not to wait for the bus, but wanted to call a motorcycle. When I think about it, huh? I see......

It turned out that I was wrong at the beginning, who said that I had to take that bus to get where I went? I could still take a motorcycle, and even walk, but it was longer.

If you think about it that way, you don't have to have a partner to get a good way. It's just that I hope to have a good partner on the way to the future.

Well, that's right. That's the result of my thinking.

When I was about to call a motorcycle, the M215-M218 loop bus I had dreamed of appeared at this critical moment!

I was so excited!

The first thing I felt when I got on the bus was, wow, beauty! Yes, the conductor was a beautiful woman about my age. It's as if I'm the only one in the car. After all, the total number of people in the car at that time did not exceed seven people.

Once I got in the car, I became bolder than ever. I don't know if it's because there are few people in the car.

Usually when I take the bus, I don't like to sit in the few seats facing each other in front of the car because I don't feel comfortable.

However, I sat in the seat facing each other, because the beautiful conductor was sitting across from me. The whole process, I took the bus more naturally than before.

If I get on this bus, it means my future marriage, then I feel that marriage will give me a new birth. Haha, if that's it. In fact, it's not that simple. However, there is also a little longing.

After getting off the bus at where I was going, everything was not as good as I imagined. It's like, the future doesn't have to be the one you want. But also strive to walk, to discover, to create.

After a while, I'm going home. It is still necessary to take the M215-M218 loop bus. Because there was only that bus in that place that took my route home, and there were no motorcycles there. If I walk, I get lost.

That's when I knew, I had to wait. When I walked through many traffic lights and finally walked to the bus stop, thinking that I would have to wait for more than an hour, it unexpectedly appeared! The bus I was waiting for -- the M215-M218 ring line.

Eventually, I returned to the opposite side of the first site I had visited in the afternoon.

If my first love gave me a fruitless beginning, then the marriage that came later, like my first love, made my life full of meaning, gave me the result of no beginning.

Without my first love, maybe I wouldn't have known how to cherish my future marriage. Without a future marriage, my life would never have come to fruition. The two have complemented each other in my life. Figuratively speaking, my heart is in a state of connecting the previous and the next.

In the end, sure enough, my life credo suited me: nothing is in vain, even if it's just waiting for the bus.

Now think about it, what about the bus I'm waiting for?

It's late at night, be quiet, on the road, you'll show up before you're old.

What if I don't grow old for the rest of my life?

You're thinking too much......

Really, I won't get old when I'm young?!

That's right, but the question is, are you young in mind?

Of course, Superman Diga is still my idol.

You're naïve, not young.

No, that's cute young. I see, you're old!

What do I say? What do my six-pack abs say?

Vomit wildly! No pectoral muscles, a pair of ribs!

Hmph, they all say that you are naïve and don't know how to appreciate!

Hmph, it's you getting old!

……

Phew, ignore the two of them, they're arguing to death. I'm going to sleep well with good anticipation. Rattle!

The love bus will come.

Good night!