"A while ago, I felt like I was obsessed, and my mind was all about winning. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 info thinks that if you win money, you can pay off your debts, you can buy good cosmetics, you can give money, and your parents don't want them to work so hard. Actually, I also have times when I win, but when I win, I don't pay off my debts as soon as I win but continue to gamble, every time I want to win a little more, and then I don't lose all of them. After losing, I felt very guilty and remorseful, and vowed in my heart that I would never gamble again. However, after I borrowed the money, I was reluctant to eat, and then used it to continue gambling. ”

"The money I owe is getting more and more and more and lying is becoming more and more frequent, and I am really miserable and blamed myself. I wanted to change, I wanted to go back to the way before, but I kept gambling, because I thought that I could only go back to the old way if I won money. Then I fell deeper and deeper, until finally, all the people stopped believing in me and refused to lend me money, even a dollar. It felt like I had been abandoned by the whole world, but I knew it was all my own doing. No money to eat, no money to pay debts, no friends, all the time in their own fantasies???"

"I can't let people know that when I go out, when I go to work, I have to pretend to laugh!"

"I am struggling all the time, but I can't get out, guilty, lonely, hopeless and helpless, but I still fantasize about getting rich overnight, and even hallucinates from time to time. ”

"This is the state I was in a while ago!

"Thank you, boss, thank you for pulling me out of the quagmire and thank you for helping me pay me back. ”

Chen Xiaoting smiled with tears: "Now, I still eat instant noodles and steamed buns every day, but I eat with a steady heart and sleep peacefully." I could feel my heartbeat, and I knew I was alive and I was still alone. After repaying your money in two or three years, I will be able to be my old self again. Not only do I live, but I live with hope. ”

"Boss, I'm sorry, I cheated on you!

"You're still young, just don't do it again in the future. Li Zhongnan lit a cigarette and took a puff and said lightly. After a lot of experience, these words still can't move him. However, he could feel the sincerity of the little girl, so he comforted him a little.

Chen Xiaoting hummed for a moment and said: "Only after experiencing it, can you know how to cherish it more, and in the future, you will guarantee that you will be able to win money, and I will not touch it again!"

When Li Zhongnan heard this, he smiled and said: "You are right, only after experiencing it will you cherish it more." If you can face yourself bravely today, peel back your heart and say these words, I believe you have indeed come out. And, you'll be even stronger in the future!"

"Thank you boss!"

Chen Xiaoting wiped her tears and asked with a smile, "Boss, have you eaten, I'll buy it for you." ”

Li Zhongnan took out a hundred yuan, handed it to her, and said, "Make it yourself, I'm tired of eating the gutter oil outside." I'm looking at the store, you go buy a few vegetables and come back. Buy more meat, you're still growing. ”

"Hmm!"

Chen Xiaoting took the money and jumped out.

After she came back from grocery shopping, Li Zhongnan wanted to cook, so she pushed him again and said, "Boss, I'll do it, I'll rest." ”

Li Zhongnan nodded, and she went.

After preparing the meal, serving it to the table, and washing the dishes and chopsticks, Chen Xiaoting asked him to eat together.

Li Zhongnan sat down.

Chen Xiaoting helped him serve a bowl of rice for the first time, and then gave him a few chopsticks dishes, and smiled at him: "Boss, you eat, this is the braised pork I specially made for you." ”

Li Zhongnan nodded and took a bite, it tasted good.

While eating, he asked casually, "Xiaoting, why did you become addicted to gambling?"

It stands to reason that it is difficult for a high school student and a girl to get in touch with online gambling. Moreover, even if she inadvertently entered those websites when she was surfing the Internet, she would have closed them as soon as possible.

Chen Xiaoting smiled awkwardly and explained: "I quarreled with my mother, she cut off my financial resources, and then I borrowed money from a friend when I had no money, and he gave me a URL and taught me to play, and I won a lot of money at first, and then ~~~"

Li Zhongnan waved his hand and said, "Don't deal with him in the future!"

Something obvious, she didn't need to go on.

"Hmm!"

Chen Xiaoting bit her lip and nodded.

Eating.

Li Zhongnan saw that the little girl was a little lively, and couldn't help but make a few jokes with her.

Seeing that his attitude had changed for the better, Chen Xiaoting hesitated for a moment, and asked angrily: "Boss, can you delete those, I really won't lie to you in the future." I promise, I'll listen to you. ”

Li Zhongnan shook his head and said, "I'll talk about this later!"

Chen Xiaoting was a little aggrieved and asked, "Boss, don't you still believe me?"

Li Zhongnan didn't answer her words, lit a cigarette and smoked.

Chen Xiaoting lowered her head again, bit her red eyes and said, "Boss, how do you want to delete it?"

Li Zhongnan said casually: "That's it, when your performance reaches a hundred a day, I'll think about it." ”

Chen Xiaoting asked in a low voice, "Can you give a promotion fee?"

She didn't mention this, Li Zhongnan's face turned dark again, and he said directly: "No." Figure it out for yourself. ”

Then, he got up and walked out.

However, when it was over, he still turned around and said, "I won't live here in the future, you return the house outside, and then move in." The air conditioner here is fully equipped, which is better than the outside. Also, induction cookers, rice cookers, refrigerators, and so on, you can buy and cook what you usually want to eat. Save money and keep up with nutrition. ”

"Oh!"

Chen Xiaoting responded, and her heart was complicated again.

Get out of the storefront.

Li Zhongnan thought for a moment and made a call.

At present, the top priority is to build a scrap yard.

The first step is to buy land.

However, he was not familiar with the village chief of Bangtang Village, and if he wanted to buy land there, he had to be introduced by an intermediary.

Half an hour later, a young man in his early twenties wearing a police uniform came to him. The other party asked directly: "Brother Nan, what are you looking for me!"

Li Zhongnan smiled, handed him a cigarette, and said, "Wenzhi, I want you to help you with something." ”

The person who came was called Chen Wenzhi, a junior brother of Li Zhongnan.

The two used to play basketball together, so they were more familiar. After graduating from high school, Chen Wenzhi served as a compulsory soldier for two years, and after returning to the county, he entered a police station in the county seat and became an assistant policeman. In fact, it is an unorganized chengguan, and the police uniform he wears is also brought by himself. However, he is a nephew of the old village chief of Bangtang Village.

Therefore, it is very suitable to find him as an introducer.

Li Zhongnan told the matter directly.

Chen Wenzhi frowned and said, "Brother Nan, I can't help you with this, it's really difficult." ”

Li Zhongnan said: "Money is not a problem!"

Chen Wenzhi said: "It's not a matter of money!"