God, does it really have its own arrangements in the dark? I don't know, it feels like there is really a ......

Back in the small world, take off your shoes, and slump on the bed. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info Gradually, I felt like salted fish swimming in the air. Well, it's not that simple, it's a school! The magical taste of salted fish makes me a little dizzy! Take a deep breath!Whew, it's okay, I think I'm just a little drunk......

One Monday morning, I woke up shortly before my alarm went off. Strange, why is it so punctual?

At work, the leader of the beast looked at me with a look that seemed to hide countless words, and said to me with a smile: "You died yesterday afternoon, right?!"

I replied to him flatly: "No." ”

"It's not fun to go out and women?" his beastly nature flare up again.

"Huh, I haven't done it!" I was shocked.

"Don't pretend! We're all men, I know! haha!"

I shook my head helplessly, alas, if I really understood, how nice it would be......

Forget it, I know it's useless to explain more, just let it pass with a smile......

Even though the beasts like to tease me like to tease me a lot, I still feel happy. They were all older than me and were all happy to help me, which had a big brother feeling. Working with them should be a kind of fate!

I ate in the canteen at noon that day, and I couldn't sit in my "exclusive seat" anymore because I was "robbed" by the new aunt in our workshop.

So will she still see me? Yes, her seat has changed. I feel like it's always easy to see me after she changes seats. Is that a psychological effect that I think too much about?

Yes, I saw her a lot during that time. Even, I really want to see her. The first thing I did when I entered the canteen was to sweep the canteen with the rest of my eyes to find her.

As soon as I see her, my heart will feel so comfortable. Of course, I try to let her see me, I don't know why, as long as I feel that she doesn't see me, I will be a little lost, which will affect the mood of eating. To put it bluntly, as I said before, I don't go to the canteen to eat, but to be able to see her.

That afternoon at work, I saw her again, head-on, up close.

My eyes no longer run away from her like they used to. Her eyes are small and her face is a little round, so she is not considered a beauty. However, the first time I saw her mouth was a little peculiar, a little charming, a little cute, and a little more charming. That special smile was imprinted in my mind at once, and it was very successful in attracting me. It's the feeling she gives me that belongs to her, not the feeling of being like this and whom. This feeling made me reminisce for an afternoon.

For her, it should be regarded as a kind of fate!

She was the only girl I had been able to see on a regular basis since I met her once the day after I entered the company and went to the cafeteria. I had seen her for almost half a year, but I hadn't communicated with her. Still, I think, soon. Because I feel that there is always a magical energy that is bringing me closer to her. In other words, she and I really seem to be slowly getting closer to each other, getting closer, and seriously, a little bit closer, I'm going to soak her!

Whew, time will tell.

Thinking about these fates, and thinking about the first time I went to the company for an interview, I went into the production workshop to take a look at the working environment. Found, not at all like the machine I had operated in the tr liter before. In other words, there's a feeling of starting over.

When my supervisor asked me if I wanted to work here, I really thought about running away. Moreover, it is still a very weak kind of evasive mentality.

Luckily, I somehow agreed to stay and work.

At first, I thought it would be painful! Indeed, it was painful at first! Even if I was asked to do the hard work I had just started doing, I would feel a little painful!

Thank yourself for surviving it! The harder ones have survived, and the rest of the hard ones are nothing.

That's it, keep working. I found that I had grown a lot. Everything is not as terrible as I imagined, and the terrible thing is that I have imagined a hell for myself.

So, did I stay because God already had such an arrangement?

Heaven let me stay there, does it want me to get in touch with those lovely beasts, does it want me to meet her, does it want me to find my own rhythm of growth?

I don't know, I just feel like I'm lucky! Thank God for loving me so much!

Desire is one of the nature of the beast.

Almost all of the beast brothers in the workshop have a desire to be kings. No matter what, they have shown themselves to be superior to others. Because of this, sometimes I don't know how to operate a new machine, ask any big beast brother and he will answer me in great detail. After answering, he will feel that he is still unsatisfied, and he will continue to give a lot of suggestions.

It is possible that in the process of his talk, other beast brothers passing by will also interject and talk about their suggestions. As I talked, it was supposed to help me solve difficult problems, but in the end, it turned into a competition of the beasts' experience. This beast says he's good, and that beast says he's good. Well, I'm just a little beast, and I don't want to make any beast brother unhappy, so I think it's all good, and I'll adopt it. The big beast brothers will go to work quietly.

Some of the beasts that love to compare will often ask me what my daily yield is. When I say it, he's going to be very proud! because he'll laugh and say, "That's less, I can't produce more than half as much as you!"

The beasts are like this, I don't hate them, I don't like them very much, and look at them calmly.

It's not that I don't have desires, it's just that I don't have strong desires. Perhaps, it's not that it's not strong, it's just very hidden.

One day I rode the "Flash" on a small trip, a round trip of more than 60 kilometers.

I used to feel so tired after 30 kilometers, but that day I felt so relaxed. In addition, the left gear of the "Flash" can be increased to third gear, and it feels easier to ride than before. Is it because I'm getting stronger? I don't know, but I think it should be.

On the way, what I look forward to the most is not to see any scenery, but to see people riding bicycles.

Perhaps, the dark side of the heart is really a monster with a lot of desire. He wants to win! He wants to surpass everything around him! He wants to be proud!

When you see someone riding on the road, it's like a hungry wolf meeting its prey. The whole body is instantly full of physical strength, just to surpass those who ride.

Most of the bikes of those who will show up on the road are high-grade and well-equipped! And my "Flash" equipment is a little lower-end, and the price is only three hundred. These are the car gaps. As for the people, most of them are professional bicycle racing masters in cycling clothes, and their physical strength must be exercised regularly. As I wore casual clothes, I had very little experience in cycling, not even experience, and I didn't do much physical exercise. This is the human gap.

But it is precisely because of these gaps that the dark side of my heart feels that I want to win! This is full of challenges! There is a feeling of blood boiling!

On the way back, I really met the three people who were cycling. And, coincidentally, they are both wearing my company's cycling clothes, and they are also riding my company's brand bicycles, you know, it is a best-selling car with a price of more than 2,000 yuan!

The dark side of me went crazy all at once! It felt very challenging! So, I went all out!

Their car performance is good! For them, it is very easy! For me, it is very tiring! But in order to throw them off, I don't even change light gears uphill, and I just accelerate uphill!

In the beginning, yes, I really outdid them. I also feel like they know I'm provoking them!

As a result, I stopped at the red light and took a sip of water by the way. In less than a few seconds, they passed me and ran a red light!

At this time, in fact, I can catch up! However, the bright side of my heart does not allow me to run the red light. There are still six seconds to go before the green light, but for a race against time, six seconds can stretch a long distance.

Six seconds later, the light was green! I immediately accelerated! However, there was a red light at an intersection not far ahead! I still didn't run the red light.

As a result, they are gone. When I found out that they were gone, and I had no prey to follow, my physical strength plummeted......!

So, I understood.

Desire can stimulate potential, but it can also make people lost and go to destruction.

Why? Because before I met the three cyclists, I was braking on a downhill slope, and the brakes suddenly broke! I couldn't brake! I crashed directly into the steps on the side of the road to avoid the crowd in front of me! Fortunately, the car and the people were fine.

Yes, I know the brakes are broken, so I can't ride too fast. But in order to overtake the three riders, I accelerated without hesitation! Fortunately, there were no accidents, and if there were special circumstances to brake, and I couldn't brake, it would be a tragedy. Therefore, it is easy for people to get lost and go to destruction.

Fortunately, the bright side of the heart is willing to obey the traffic rules and not run a red light. This gave me time to come back to my senses.

Desire can also stimulate potential. I had already ridden more than 40 kilometers at that time, and I was able to suddenly explode such a large amount of physical acceleration, and I remained stable during the acceleration!

Then I continued to think about it, if I could keep my desire in moderation, would it be possible to break my three-minute heat?

Perhaps, I need prey.

Perhaps, I was thinking too much about it again.

But the dark side of my heart full of desire really makes me feel powerful and terrifying......

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