Chapter 94: It's better to kill than to be sad

What happens when two undesirable people meet?

Naturally, there will be more gossip.

Dumb with widow!

This is probably the latest topic of ridicule by people.

No, as soon as the two of them sat together, some people couldn't help but snicker and point, which was really boring.

"Hello!"

Zhang Jiaqi sat next to Eleven and whispered hello.

It's been many years, and I don't know if the current Eleven is still the timid stuffy gourd I was at the beginning.

In short, with the idea of sympathy, Zhang Jiaqi still took the initiative to speak.

She needed to have a friend at school, which was her greatest wish during this time, and the only belief that sustained her to stay in school.

Zhang Jiaqi has already thought about it.

If things really don't go as planned, she will decisively ask for leave to work and go to other places.

It's just that this sudden shift change made her hesitate a little.

After all, the original idea was a bit taken for granted, and she was not sure.

So, if you can really have the motivation to stick with it in school - friends

then she can find the most reasonable reason to bow to reality.

For Zhang Jiaqi's initiative, Eleven was actually a little reluctant.

In her opinion, it would be best for the person closest to her to think of himself as air.

Now the other party was the first to say hello.

So do you have to bother with it?

If you ignore it, it will inevitably be too embarrassing in the future, Eleven doesn't like to be looked at strangely at close range, and he is a little disgusted by that atmosphere.

So, his head was still looking out the window, but he still gave a little response:

"If you can't laugh, don't laugh, forcing a smile is disgusting!"

The words were poisonous, but the tone was not hostile, as if he was reading a manuscript paper.

Zhang Jiaqi, who heard the sound, was stunned for a moment.

The smile on his face that was barely visible gradually faded, but he couldn't help but think more in his heart, how did he know?

Because Eleven hadn't looked at himself at all from beginning to end, it stands to reason that he shouldn't be able to see his expression.

"How do you know?"

Zhang Jiaqi asked with some doubts.

Eleven didn't reply.

This time it was deliberately not returned.

Eleven knows very well that if he behaves too indifferently, with Zhang Jiaqi's unpopular conditions, he will make the other party misunderstand and think that he dislikes her.

If the other party was sitting in a different position instead of himself, Eleven didn't care in the slightest.

But now it's different, the other party is right next to him, and Eleven hates to see that disgusting face with low self-esteem.

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It's like seeing an old man cry in pain.

It's like seeing a little girl being beaten and crying.

It's like seeing a fat man who can't eat enough and is full of grievances.

It is like seeing a child see the corpses of his parents, but naively think that he will come back to life.

All the damn pitiful and sad scenes, Eleven was extremely disgusted.

In his opinion, instead of seeing these damn scenes, it is better for everything to be better or all to die.

This is one of the few spiritual cleanliness habits he possesses.

And only what kind of sad death the corpse has become, Eleven will not feel anything.

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In short, Eleven hates to see Zhang Jiaqi's disgusting face with inferiority complex and grievances up close.

At least that face can't be because of itself.

So you have to let the other party know that you don't look down on or hate her, but you are not interested in it and don't think so.

Therefore, she has to show that kind of unreasonable attitude, so that Zhang Jiaqi understands that she is no different from others in her eyes.

And as long as Zhang Jiaqi becomes the same as everyone else, then it will not be far from treating herself as air.

Eleven has enough experience in this.

When I first came to this class, I didn't talk much and didn't make friends.

All people think they have autism alone.

As a result, some savior characters who think they are righteous take the initiative to befriend themselves.

Maybe they will be satisfied with some vanity when they become friends with people of their own image.

Especially at this time, there is another sentence next to it.

"Hey, why are you on such a good relationship with that autism? Why can't we?"

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There are actually people who think this way, and there are a lot of them.

But what about later?

Isn't it blocked by Eleven's unmoved glacial attitude?

None of them succeeded, so it was later nicknamed dumb.

This is how losers vent their anger.

If you don't be friends with us, then you are an outlier, you are sick.

As a result, Eleven was firmly isolated from the atmosphere of the entire class.

There were a lot of nasty words, but Eleven didn't care.

There was no need for his mind to be wasted on a bunny bunny.

In this way, over time, the swearing became less and less, because those people did not see the desired effect.

From time to time, there are still unpleasant ways such as muteness, but it has become a habit.

At least no one would deliberately provoke Eleven out of a specific target.

It is also a habit that is usually taken for granted, and it comes with a mocking joke and saying a bad word or two about eleven.

It's just that Eleven didn't react at all.

The matter of Wang Yise, the student president, made a lot of nasty and disgusting words around Eleven during this time.

But I've been used to it for two or three years, and I didn't care about it before, let alone now?

It's just that the wild dogs are barking a little louder.

In short, everything is peaceful, and no one in the school can really get close to Eleven.

Guo Rongrong, Sun Li.

Didn't they have a little interest in Eleven not long ago?

But now?

Eleven's way of doing things and attitude didn't make them subconsciously stay away?

Even Wang Gang, who is called the boss of the eleventh.

At best, it's just a bunny-type pawn.

It's just a character who runs errands and earns errands.

Eleven didn't plan to show Wang Gang that he would treat him as a friend.

Therefore, if Wang Gang thinks crankily and thinks that the two are close, it is because he has a brain disease, and Eleven has never shown such examples and situations.

He will not maliciously give Wang Gang the illusion that he is very close to him.

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In short, for Zhang Jiaqi, she paid attention to it from time to time, so that she understood from her heart that she had no good intentions or malice towards her.

Let her take the initiative to ignore and alienate herself.

In this way, she can get by on the surface, and she will not be staring at herself with a disgusting expression of grievance.

"That...... Do you hate me too?"

Zhang Jiaqi spoke again, a little apprehensive.

Eleven turned his head and glanced sideways at him, then his gaze stayed on the textbook in front of him.

"If you don't like it, just don't like it!"

He replied calmly, Zhang Jiaqi's face was a little gloomy, and then Eleven said:

"But it's not annoying either!"

Zhang Jiaqi was stunned for a moment, and then involuntarily showed a brief smile on her face:

"Thank you......"

"There's no need.

In my eyes, you're no different from anyone else. ”