PS: At the request of a comic comparison, I recommend a book, "Blazing"~

Here's a diary:

Monday, February 26, 2007, fine

Not long after the Spring Festival, a few days ago, the fireworks in the sky on the side of the Hangang Bridge were still reflected in the eyes, time was in a hurry, and the life around me was back on the normal track, and the school outside the Chinese was still on vacation, but Yuna and Taeyeon had already started school, and they had always heard that the high school here was very heavy on their studies, but they always didn't feel much, and the impression was only that they came and went in a hurry every day.

Recently, I have been thinking more and more about my time in San Francisco, my home, my school, and the people I used to know and are not familiar with.

Think of the summer of 2004.

That summer, he went to San Francisco and took a picture of my old hometown, which I still kept, and when he came back and handed it to me, he printed it, pressed the film, and clamped it in the frame of his desk, and I could see it when I looked up.

In fact, the memory hut is already beyond recognition in the photo, the familiar fence has been torn down, the flowers planted around the lawn have withered, and there is still a photo of me standing under an old tree in front of the door when I was very young, straddle a walker, but in the footage he passed back, it is gone, and every time I see it, I suddenly think, how did it disappear?

Is it finally old, withered, and cut off, or is it still alive? I still remember the year I left, its branches were still smoking, fluttering down in the wind of the Bay Area, and a few birds stopped in the treetops. Jumping and chirping in my distant vision.

It was a beautiful evening in California that day, and when the plane took off and pierced the clouds, the sunset hanging on the horizon was red, and Xiujing said that it looked like an egg yolk, and then she pestered her mother to eat a black pepper omelette...... Children are so annoying!

In fact, I know what I am talking about, and I always think of the past recently, probably because of the similar parting emotion......

The team was reorganized again, and this time, it was Stella, who entered around the same time as me and had always thought we could debut together...... Just the day before yesterday.

When the section chief announced this. I don't even know how I listened to it. Stella stood beside me, motionless, not sad or reluctant, as quiet as ever. Maybe. She already knew the truth.

Maybe others include me. I have known the Tao for a long time.

In the more than 2 years since the team was formed, the people around me have changed one after another, and there are signs every time. Some people are gone, some people come in, and they used to be nervous, worried, and worried about whether it would be their turn next, but after going through so many times, the only feeling left is exhaustion.

We haven't debuted yet, but we've already tasted hardship.

Yesterday when Stella was sent away, Yuna cried very sadly......

……

Writing this, the tip of the pen paused, and the dusk overflowed the desk in front of the window, and the girl who was covered with a layer of gold, and looked a little cold, bit the tip of the pen.

Yuna and Stella are the best friends, Stella's departure seems to have hit her hard, and when she said goodbye yesterday, she kept crying and saying something "I know what to do...... I know the ...... But I didn't believe it all the time, and I blamed ......", so-young said that she was so sad that she was confused, and then teased her badly if she was in love with Stella or something, she didn't laugh, and kept muttering to herself there.

In the girl's opinion, that performance is exaggerated, but ...... It seems understandable that she doesn't have many friends after all......

Actually, she had a good relationship with Yuna before, but then it seems that they are slowly estranged.

Thinking about it, she looked at the photograph again, it was placed on the desk of the diary, in the afterglow of the setting sun, the photograph was dyed a dim, and the outline of the house in it became hazy, just like the color in her memory.

Sighing, she drew a string of ellipses at the end of the diary.

She has always known what the estrangement of Lu Dao is for, and even the specific time of knowing Lu Dao was at the beginning of this year.

People say that a woman in love will have a negative IQ, and Yuna probably didn't escape from this shackle, she thought she hid it well, but when he was still in Korea, she looked like a peach blossom on her face every day, and after he left, she seemed to be distracted every moment, exposing everything.

Yuli has made fun of Yun'a for her unruly appearance more than once in private, and even Stephanie, who looks a little silly, often looks at Yuna ambiguously.

Speaking of which......

Thinking of Stephanie, Su-yeon laughs. She never thought that the power of fate was so amazing, she and Stephanie had never met before entering SM, and even, later, they were in the same team, perhaps because they were all authentic Koreans around them, and they didn't have much to talk about with the same background, and they didn't have a deep friendship.

It wasn't until I had known each other for a long time that I met by chance, and after chatting idlely, I realized that the two were actually born in the same hospital. Of course, this wonderful fate did not lay a breakthrough foundation for their relationship, and occasionally they would smile when they remembered it, and then forget about it.

The only impression that so-yeon has of the other party is that she behaves very strangely, probably a month ago, I can't remember the specific time, anyway, it was during that time, so-yeon found that Stephanie always looked around Taeyeon and Yoona, especially once Yoona got close to her, she stared at those ignorant eyes and stared closely.

Isn't it common in the United States to be in love......? Perhaps, it's because she knows who Yuna is in love with?

Can't figure it out......

Shaking her head, Xiuyan didn't think much about it. The smell of her mother's stir-fry was already wafting from the kitchen downstairs, and when dinner time was approaching, she packed up her diary and went downstairs.

In the living room, my father, who had recently rested, was sitting at the dining table reading the evening newspaper, the TV on the other side was on, and my sister was lying on the sofa, boringly pressing the remote control and constantly changing the channel.

She went over and slapped her little buttocks, and then quickly ran away, and her sister's scream came from behind her: "Mom-Zheng Xiuyan hit me again!"

Hey, you also said it again, you have the ability to call back!

Got into the kitchen and was glared at by her mother with disgust, and Su-yeon pouted.

Xiujing also joined SM as a trainee last year. Maybe it's because they spend most of their time together 24 hours a day, and they no longer have their own space as before, the "contradictions" of sisters begin to intensify, quarrels and quarrels are the norm, and sometimes it's not unusual to fight.

12-year-old Xiujing is the fastest growing time, and her size is scurrying up, Xiuyan has always felt that children hate it, and children will hate it even more when they grow up. After all, you can easily press her down and beat her down. But the bear child has grown up, although it is still a bear child. But he had the strength to resist.

Xiuyan rubbed her chest, and the kick she received here last week seemed to hurt faintly......

Of course, she selectively forgot what her sister kicked her in the chest, and she also selectively forgot. With the speed at which her pocket money is spent. How did she scrape together enough money to get the brand new iPod.nano in her bedroom?

"You're a sister. Why do you know how to bully your sister all day long?" "Mom complained as she stir-fried the vegetables in the pot.

Xiuyan turned a deaf ear and casually picked up a piece of sweet and sour pork ribs and stuffed it into her mouth. Immediately, before my mother went crazy, she ran out of the kitchen with a plate, and when she passed behind the sofa, she shouted at her sister who was still lying on it, "Hey, it's time to eat!"

Xiujing didn't move, watching TV.

She followed her gaze and looked over, an entertainment news was playing on it, it should be the pick-up scene of a big-name star, the camera was crowded, the picture was shaking, only some slogans that were crossed from time to time were obviously in Japanese, telling people that it was not domestic.

Subsequently, the announcer began to explain the content of the news, and Xiuyan realized what her sister was looking at it.

According to Tokyo media reports, An Junhyuk arrived in Japan this time, and will debut in Japan with a new work, and hold his first solo performance...... This news has been officially confirmed by J.H Entertainment, J.H Entertainment said that Ahn Jun-hyuk will not say goodbye to the showbiz because of his commercial success, there have been rumors that Ahn Jun-hyuk will focus on behind-the-scenes work in the future, and some fans have protested in front of J.H Entertainment headquarters, according to statistics, Ahn Jun-hyuk is currently in South Korea with 300,000 fans in the first place among SOLO artists, J.H Entertainment obviously does not want to give up the company's current largest market ......"

“…… The release of the album and the timing of the solo performance, J.H Entertainment did not further disclose that Ahn Joon-hyuk has not appeared in public since he arrived in Tokyo, and J.H Entertainment said that it was ......"

In the face of the reporter's interview, he said with a solemn expression: "In the past year, business activities have consumed a lot of energy from the president, and he is currently resting, and after the holiday, he will meet with everyone......"

The screen jumped again, but several scenes of Ahn Junhyuk giving a speech in English were played: "According to the joint statistics of the portal Yahoo South Korea, Japan, and the United States, Ahn Junhyuk's assets have swelled dozens of times in the past year, and he now has a net worth of 2 billion US dollars, which can be called the artist with the fastest wealth expansion in the world and the youngest billionaire." Recently, there have been rumors in the United States that this year's "Forbes list" intends to include Ahn Junhyuk in the list, and an analyst of "USA Today" pointed out in an article that if Facebook continues to perform well within this year, the number of users grows as rapidly as in the past six months, and Jmap's strategy of tying Apple's iPhone is also successful, Ahn Junhyuk will have no suspense to be selected by Forbes, the only suspense is, how many places will he rank?

In between listening to the report, Xiujing turned up the sound of the TV a little louder, at the dining table, Dad put down the newspaper and looked at this side in a daze, and the kitchen mother also poked her head out, and Xiuyan, who was holding the plate, was stunned for a moment, and her eyes drooped.

It's him again...... Lately, I've always heard his news, every day, every day......

The mood that had just improved, so she was a little depressed, holding the plate, she silently walked to the dining table, she knew that the next topic at home must be around him again, after all, having been in contact with a billionaire is a very interesting thing, this has nothing to do with money worship or reality or not, but the norm during the banquet.

Sure enough, when the report passed, my father, who was sitting at the dining table, spoke first: "It's really like a dream, the last time he came to our house, it was like yesterday, I couldn't see that he would be so powerful at that time, I feel that in addition to being very beautiful, other aspects are very ordinary!"

"You are embarrassed to say that people are ordinary, he was a big star at that time. That's people know how to be polite, otherwise you don't care who your sloppy uncle is!" said the mother who came out of the kitchen, wiping her hands with her apron.

Dad smiled "hehe", "I didn't brag, I said it in the future, billionaire Ahn Junhyuk, a rich man on the Forbes list, once poured me tea and bowed." I glared at him...... Wow. It's a little exciting to think about!"

"Don't dream there, you, he's half capable...... No, he's a fifth of what he can do. I won't lose anything to you in my life. Don't you always think I'm in charge of you? You have to be as good as him. I can hold you in the palm of my hand every day!"

The sharp-toothed Mother Zheng continued to fight, but after more than ten years of husband and wife, Father Zheng didn't care about it at all. Zhilu said that she was just nagging, if she was really greedy for prosperity, she would not have moved back to China for her daughter's family.

Cheekily giggling for a while, Father Zheng immediately remembered something, and suddenly joked at his little daughter: "Xiujing, didn't he give you a few toys before......? You say, how about putting them up for auction on Gmarket when the time comes?

"Don't!" Xiujing, who was holding her face and didn't know what she was in reverie, pursed her mouth when she heard the words, decisively refused, and then led the cannon fire to her sister: "I want to auction you Zheng Xiuyan, she also fell in love with Ahn Junhyuk!"

As soon as the words came out, the air in the living room seemed to freeze suddenly, and Zheng's father and Zheng's mother both glanced at Xiujing, but Zheng Xiujing, a bear child who is in the second stage of secondary school, can't take care of so much for her "priceless" toys.

The girl snorted, "What are you blinking for, I'm telling the truth! Of course, people may not believe it, after all, someone didn't keep that rich man at all, and I haven't seen them together since that day...... Hmph, just grab someone else's pocket money!" she folded her arms in front of her chest and glanced at her sister with disdain, with a "you are very useless" expression.

Xiuyan, who was originally gloomy, suddenly threw those sentimentalities out of the clouds.

Bang!

The girl's delicate palm slapped on the table, "Zheng Xiujing, are you impatient?"

"Come on, come on, I'm afraid of you!"

Crackle, bang!

Ten minutes later, the sisters were locked in the bedroom with their hair unkempt, and Zheng's mother dropped a sentence: "If you want to fight here, the bigger you are, the more uneasy you are, and you will be punished for not being allowed to eat!" and left, leaving them to reflect.

The two sisters frowned, glared at each other, snorted again, and turned their heads away.

Everyone who has siblings has probably encountered a similar situation, and it is actually normal to fight and fight, and most of them will soon be as if nothing had happened. With her back to her sister, Xiuyan sulked for a while, and after a while, she heard no sound behind her, and she was a little worried, and she was hesitating to look back, a soft body was attached to her back, and her hands touched her chest: "Just kicked here again, does it hurt?"

"Go!" Xiuyan slapped her sister's hand away angrily, "Do you say it hurts!"

"Who made you always bully me!" pursed her lips, and she snorted again, seeing that her sister didn't look like she was still angry, Xiujing leaned in and rubbed her shoulders: "Okay, I'm sorry just now, I shouldn't have made fun of you." ”

"Humph!"

"Okay, don't be angry, I've never been angry that you've been robbing me of my pocket money, oh...... I know, you still like Ahn Joon-hyuk, don't you?"

"What......" Xiuyan was stunned, and then hurriedly retorted: "Who...... Who still likes him!"

"Hehe, do you think I'm still 11 years old? casually deceived me, if you didn't still like him, why didn't you say a word when you saw his news before. Pretend not to care at all, in fact, you care the most in your heart! No need to explain, I understand!"

…… You know the......

Xiuyan almost burst out with a foul word, but she didn't bother to explain.

Remembering the reason why he once rejected him, Su-yeon was amused, and a resentment that was difficult to hide, he said that he regarded her as a friend, just like Taeyeon, Xiaoxian, and ...... Yuna has the same status in his heart.

As a result, he rejected her on this ground, but now he is ......

Scold......

Every time I think about it, I want to laugh, but I can't laugh, just like he refused without hesitation at that time. It hurt her heart, and she couldn't hate it.

I don't know if it's because his heart is too soft, or if he really has an irresistible charm like the newspaper says?

At least, he didn't deceive, he didn't play with it, whether the reason was true or not, he said it, let her know it, and never enjoyed her affection comfortably. While saying "I love you too" but kicking away after getting tired of this kind of game.

At least. He's emotional.

Remembering that it was said in the news that a year of business activities consumed a lot of his energy, he must be very tired! She knew that he would lose track of time as soon as he got to work. That's it when I was in SM before. Sometimes it's late. She was ready to go home, and she could see the lights on in his office on the fourth floor.

Occasionally, the lights simply come on. Occasionally, the drawn curtains would cast a silhouette of him pacing back and forth.

Sitting on the floor, the girl leaned against the edge of the bed, looking at the ceiling of the bedroom where the sunset cast many strange shadows over the window.

It was many nights, and when she walked out of the building with her backpack on her back, she would subconsciously look back, and the wind blowing in the space blew from the hot to the cool of autumn, and then to the cold, and now, the light never came on again......

I haven't been in touch for a long time, and I don't know what to do...... Is he doing well?

In the distance, the sunset sinks, the mountains have lost the last ray of sunlight, the horizon darkens for a moment, revealing the color of spring in the burning clouds in the sky, coming from the place where the sun sets, as if it is eternal, the endless flow of the Han River, reflecting the glow of the sky, the waves crash on the shore, blowing up a twilight and dusk after the most gloomy afterglow.

It was golden, as if the tide of memory was the most brilliant time.

Immersed in such thoughts, a trace of sorrow appeared on her face, which rarely showed expressions, and then ...... Then this wisp of literary and artistic young woman's faint sadness was broken by Xiujing's slap.

Syllable!

She looked at her little hand on her shoulder, and when she looked up, the girl was smiling at her with satisfaction: "However, although you still care about him, you will definitely not be with him again, right?"

"............" Xiuyan was stunned.

"If you don't speak, you'll acquiesce!" Xiujing announced the result with a grin, and then the whole person rolled over on the bed and rolled happily.

“…… Hey, what do you mean you're so happy?"

"Because you won't rob me!"

“…… What do you mean?"

Xiuyan suddenly had a bad feeling, and before she could react, she heard her sister, who was lying on the bed, with one foot cocked up, and her feet moving flexibly, and her sister, who was cast a faint shadow on the ceiling by Sunset, and made all kinds of strange impressions, replied wistfully: "What else do you mean, I want to be his girlfriend when I grow up!"

“…………”

"Why are you looking at me so shocked, he is handsome, he has a good personality, and the key is that he is very rich!" As she spoke, Xiujing sucked the corners of her mouth, giving people the illusion that her saliva was flowing out, she looked at her sister who was staring at her: "$2 billion, once you fall in love with him...... Wow, haha, haha, this girl won't worry even if she eats Haagen-Dazs for a lifetime!"

"Only a fool would let such a man go!" she said, playing with her feet, and showed her sister an expression of "You are the fool".

“…………”

……

……

When the sun sets in Seoul, the same sunlight has just converged from behind Shizuoka's castle mountain, and when you look down from the mountainside where the villa is located, the city that had been glorious in the setting sun suddenly dims, and the next moment, the lights of thousands of homes are lit up one after another.

The ocean is at the edge of the city, stretching to the endless blue depths in the east, and the west is across the sky, like a ribbon of glow, spreading from the other side of the mountain, the lights are reflected in the ocean, and the glow is also reflected in the ocean, like the streamers of stars and the Milky Way sliding down the world.

"It's so beautiful...... "Outside the villa, under a verdant broad-leaved poplar, Jisoo took a deep breath of the sunset, and quickly cooled the mountain air, sighing.

A few steps away from her, was Ahn Junhyuk who was accompanying Lin Xiujing, Lin Xiujing was lying on the recliner, closing her eyes to recuperate, and when she heard Jisoo's sigh, she opened her eyes and looked at the orange-gold sky above her head.

In the past few days since he came back, Ahn Jun-hyuk has not done anything, and the cooperation negotiations with Sony have been handed over to Kwon Bo-gen, anyway, his meaning has been revealed, what to do next, in order to persuade Sony and reach a cooperation, that is Kwon Bo-gen's job, otherwise what use do they want?

These days. All his energy is spent on accompanying Lin Xiujing, in fact, it is near the villa, the time is getting closer and closer to the due date, Lin Xiujing minimizes her activities, and takes a walk at most every day, and in the villa, after An Junhyuk came back, he also arranged a family doctor to guide Lin Xiujing at any time As she approached labor, the contractions began to become more and more obvious.

See her open her eyes. Ahn Jun-hyuk crouched down. With one hand on her stomach, feeling the pulsation of her abdomen that would harden from time to time, he said with concern, "How is it?"

grabbed his palm with his backhand, and his cheeks began to swell yesterday Lin Xiujing. He smiled palely: "Much better." Don't be too nervous. The doctor said that these were normal and arranged for me to eat, although my appetite was not very good. ”

"Hmmm......"

Stroking her hair. Ahn Jun-hyuk didn't say anything more, after looking at the scenery for a while, he seemed to be tired, Lin Xiujing closed his eyes again, but leaned his head in his direction.

After coming back, the two spent most of their time together so quietly, basically not talking about work or other things, she watched TV and said that he was going to rest for a while. Although Ahn Joon-hyuk never said how long she would take a break, she knew that this time was reserved for her to compensate for his absence from her for the month.

A month ago, when he suddenly went to the United States, although she understood, she was still a little unhappy, after all, it was when she needed him the most, and no one could tell how long he would stay in the United States, but now those unhappiness have long been gone.

I'm just a little worried that I'm going to be ugly right now!

Time has come to the end of February, next month, is the range of the due date, time to come here, some troublesome symptoms have also begun to appear, yesterday morning when she got up, pressed in the mirror to the swollen face, the result is a pit, depressed all day.

But then she adjusted her mood, and she knew that the more she cared, the more worried he became, and it was better to look away, anyway...... He can't get rid of it.

Thinking about it, Lin Xiujing smiled sweetly.

In the slightly cool mountain breeze, looking at the smile on the corner of Lin Xiujing's mouth, An Junhyuk's gaze also became gentle, and the fingers shuttling between her hair gently stroked, and for a moment, leaned over and kissed her forehead.

"Why don't you kiss me while I'm closed!" she opened her eyes, a smile in her eyes.

Ahn Junhyuk also smiled, and pressed his forehead against her forehead: "Because I want to kiss you, I want to kiss you for the rest of my life." ”

"No!" the corners of her mouth curled, and she pretended to refuse nobly, but this small, intimate tenderness had already made her eyes hazy, her breath burning, and her red lips opened slightly, as if tempting him to suck it down.

Ahn Jun-hyuk's eyes were warm, and he was about to kiss him, but a few steps away, Jisoo rubbed his arms and shouted, "You are numb!" and then shook his wheelchair back to the villa with a look of disgust.

Ahn Jun-hyuk spread his hands: "Okay, the one in the way is gone, let's continue." ”

"Don't!" Xiujing smiled and pushed away his approaching face, "......Haha Don't, your beard is so itchy...... Haha......ha

The sky was getting dark, and the wind carried laughter into the night sky.

……

……

After dinner, Jisoo huddled in his bedroom and watched TV.

It was a replay of the new episode of "Cousin Brothers", I had already watched it yesterday, and the reason why I watched it again was to learn Japanese, after all, compared to the stage drama performance style that she was not used to in Japanese TV dramas, variety shows are undoubtedly much better.

The first issue of "Cousin Brothers" was only 30 minutes, and soon it was the end of the guest chorus, and her mobile phone rang, picked it up and looked at it, it was Yun'er.

"Hey, Yoona!" Jisoo turned down her volume and smiled at the other side, "Didn't you say that you didn't have time to call me a few days ago? Who dragged me to talk until midnight, and then complained that I was delaying her studies?"

To her surprise, Yun'a on the other side of the phone didn't pick up her joke and play with her, but just called "Ernie" in a low voice and stopped talking.

Jisoo was stunned and sat up slightly: "Yun'a, what's wrong?"

“…… It's okay, I just miss my sister. After a moment of silence, Yuna's low voice came from there, Jisoo breathed a sigh of relief and said with a smile: "Silly girl, you want me to say it directly, I am worried, I thought you were kidnapped by someone, and the kidnappers are thinking about how to blackmail it!"

In Seoul, Anjia, there was no light on, in a dark living room, Yuna who was curled up on the sofa was amused by her and laughed, and in the faint light emitted by the mobile phone screen, there were tears on her face.

The girl sniffed: "My sister is so annoying, she teases me every time!"

"Huh. Jisoo smiled. "If I don't tease you, do I want to hear you cry?"

"Ahh......h I didn't cry......"

"Don't hide it, you can hear it when you listen to the voice, let's say, is someone bullying our family Xiaoyun?"

"I didn't ...... There is no ......" retorted, but in the quiet breathing of Jisoo over there, the girl's strength only lasted for a moment, and more tears fell, and the girl pulled up her sleeves. While wiping the tears that I couldn't stop. Choked up and said aggrievedly: "Sister...... Sister...... Stella, Sister Stella ...... yesterday Left...... Woo......"

Jisoo is no stranger to the name Stella, and Yoona often mentions her at home. In Yoona's description, it was the best for her except Taeyeon. It's like a sister-like image.

Listen to the other side of the phone. Yun'a who was crying. After talking for a while, Jisoo sorted out his thoughts.

The girl, Stella, was removed from the girl group by S.M. The external statement was that Stella couldn't keep up with the progress of the training, but Yuna was not convinced, and ran to find the section leader who announced the decision at that time, but was ridiculed by the other party, and the expelled Stella packed her bags and left South Korea the next day.

Seeing the best friend leave, but she can't do anything about it, this is obviously a big blow to the girl, in the past she has always believed that as long as you work hard, nothing can be done, but this reality has taught her a good lesson.

Knowing the ins and outs, Jisoo couldn't cry or laugh, in her opinion, Yuna behaved like a spoiled child, when she was her age like Yuna, how could she not think of crying like a tearful person because of such a setback. However, she has always liked Yun'er very much, and when she heard her crying sadly, she was reluctant to teach her anything, Wen Yan comforted her for a while, and Yun'er's mood slowly stabilized.

"You, don't think so much, in fact, many things are not as simple as you think. After Yuna's crying voice gradually weakened, after thinking about it, Jisoo still said directly, "You are upset for your friend and try to leave her behind, of course this kind of starting point is very good, but, Yuna, have you ever considered why she left for Lu?"

Yuna didn't speak, apparently listening.

Looking at the moonlight outside the window, imagining the appearance of the girl at home who may have cried red eyes, but still holding her mobile phone and listening attentively on another peninsula across the Sea of Japan, Jisoo smiled and said seriously: "Just from your words, I think Stella knew early on that she couldn't stay in S.M, so she accepted the reality quickly, so she left Korea the day after the section chief announced the decision." If this is true, then this result is predestined a long time ago, and your will cannot be changed at all, because Stella herself has not thought of changing, you are just her friend, not her, what can you do?"

"So, don't beat yourself up, from a friend's point of view, you've done enough. ”

If a car accident changed Jisoo the most, in addition to reshaping her original lively and naughty personality, the most important thing is that she slowly learned some things from her brother during the time when she was slowly used to using a wheelchair instead of her legs.

- No one can change the fate of others without authorization!

It's not that you can't do it, but you don't know what this change will bring.

She still remembers that she liked to watch a movie during that time, "The Butterfly Effect", the protagonist has an ability to go back to the past, and every time he tries to change something bad, but every time, it can only create a greater tragedy. Although the movie is exaggerated, and the ending makes her very dissatisfied, the truth explained is agreed by her.

Her brother always likes to emphasize that everyone should be responsible for their own choices.

Because the "choice" here is the person's own, the person wants to do it, so he is responsible, and if someone else does it for him, then the only result can probably only attract hatred, and then, there is endless chaos.

Like, the man who paralyzed her legs.

She had already known that when the man was playing in a nightclub, he had a conflict with the underworld and was beaten into a vegetative state - this is what Yuan Cheng told her when she asked Yuan Cheng to help investigate, of course, she is not stupid, the details that Yuan Cheng heard are too detailed, and she is the one who knows her brother best.

The topic is far away, and the reason why she told Yuna such a truth is not to pretend to be deep, but that she hopes that Yuna understands that when a decision of hers concerns others, it is best to think clearly about the impact it will have.

She knows Yun'a too well, that girl sometimes seems to be smart, but in fact she acts recklessly without thinking about the consequences, as many things have proven in the past.

Since the beginning of the year, Yuna herself thought that she was well hidden, but Jisoo knew that she was with her brother......

I don't know if Lu Dao Yun'er understood what she meant, the girl was silent for a moment on the other end of the phone, and then she agreed "um", and the two talked for a while, Yun'er, who didn't cry anymore, always hesitated, until she hung up the phone, the girl who seemed to have hesitated for a long time suddenly said: "Sister, I'm ...... It's been a long time...... I always have a dream ......" (to be continued......)