In the distance, the veil-like clouds floated in the water and the sky, and the moon shadow was hazy.

After dinner, Ahn Jun-hyuk sat on the balcony with Lin Xiujing for a while, from here you can overlook the entire Shizuoka City, the mountains in the dark night are like a lying giant beast standing on the earth, and the city below standing by the sea, surrounded by mountains and brightly lit, is like a pearl in the mouth of a giant beast, shining in the vast darkness.

The mountain breeze blew and lifted the white curtains behind him, and the clouds in distant places occasionally showed a little crack, and a piece of brightness leaked out and sprinkled here.

Looking at this night, hugging Lin Xiujing, Ahn Junhyuk quietly listened to her whispering, which was actually nothing more than trivial things in life. There are not so many ups and downs and magnificent waves in normal life, dull day after day, the bedroom behind him does not turn on the light, only the CD player runs quietly, and the soft "City in the Sky" floats out of the speaker.

Xiujing said that this is prenatal education.

"The doctor said that the child can already hear, so now he needs to listen to more music. Xiujing gently stroked her belly, "Cultivate more music cells, so that when the baby grows up, he can make music with his father." ”

Gently holding her shoulders and looking at her in her arms to lower her voice, as if she was afraid of disturbing the child, Ahn Junhyuk smiled: "What, you want to train the baby to be a singer?"

"There's nothing wrong with being a singer!" leaning on his arms, she had the confidence to say such things, just like no one dares to say that he is a little actor and a little singer in front of Ahn Junhyuk now. Ever since she learned about Ahn Jun Hyuk's net worth, she has been trying to adjust her mentality and opinions. She is a mother. Her mentality is related to the future growth of her children, and this child is the only bloodline of the next generation of the An family, the current 2 billion, and the inheritor of more wealth in the future.

Even if she doesn't care about that much, she has to adapt herself to the changes in her environment for the sake of her children.

If it was before, she would not have wanted her children to enter the entertainment industry, and she knows better than anyone the troubles and hardships of this circle. But. Not anymore.

Leaning on Ahn Junhyuk's heart, listening to his strong heartbeat, Lin Xiujing closed her eyes slightly and followed the melody of "Castle in the Sky" floating from the CD player in the room. Humming softly. She hoped. His own children are able to inherit all his talents. physiognomy, acting, music...... All the outside world admired his talent.

She hoped. This kid will be his pride!

This is not just the same expectation that every mother has for her child, because by his side, she always has a sense of crisis......

Listening to Lin Xiujing's gradually smooth breathing, An Junhyuk remained motionless, about how much scientific basis there is for the so-called prenatal education, An Junhyuk doesn't understand, but since she is willing, let her go!

After sitting for a while, Lin Xiujing fell asleep, Ahn Junhyuk picked her up, put her on the bed, turned down the volume of the stereo a little more, and then sat on the edge of the bed like that, looking at her sleeping face, watching her sometimes seem to have backache, turning her body in her sleep, but her hands always subconsciously protect her stomach.

He sat in the darkness, his eyes unblinking, looking at the bulge under the futon where little life was conceived.

He loves Xiujing and this child, which is undeniable, but he knows that he is not a good husband, and perhaps, he is not a good father.

As a husband, he cheated emotionally, and in the face of such facts, all explanations are quibbles, and he will never find a reason for himself to be at ease, because things have already been done, and no matter how much he says, it will not help.

As for being a father......

Sometimes he was at a loss - what kind of father is?

The child started with a little invisible cell, and gradually grew up these days, he never thought about the future of the child, or rather, subconsciously did not think about it, because he did not know what to do.

In his life, the word "father" was just a very vague symbol, with no specific concept.

From the beginning of his sensibility, the deepest impression in his life was only his mother, his father, who was once a fighter for democracy, was arrested and imprisoned for participating in the "rally", and after Lu Taiyu overturned the case, he died not long after returning home. He and Jisoo were only 4 years old that year, and they must have seen the person represented by the symbol, but looking through his memories, he couldn't find what the person he saw at the time was like.

Thinking back to his childhood, even the more distant memories are still kept, for example, when he was very small and most of the time he was unsteady when he walked, although it was hazy and vague, he still remembered that it was a ridge, the road under his feet was covered with mud, his mother carried the burden, and he and Jisoo sat on the side, holding the rope that tied the basket tightly in their hands, ignorantly observing the world outside the rope.

How far away, but even now, I seem to be able to smell the fragrance of rice flowers on both sides of the ridge after the rain, the frogs croaking, the sun is bright, and the wind is rippling and fresh, the green waves are surging in the field of vision, and Jisoo is singing children's songs with a milky voice, and the song is ringing in the mud, and it rings in the infinite world of memories.

However, he couldn't remember where the memory of his "father" was.

In many films, televisions or novels, praise and praise his father, but he never felt it, because no one taught him so much, he didn't know what it was like to have a man teach him to write by hand, and he didn't know what it was like to be a tall figure walking in front of him and holding his hand when he was still very short and short.

How to be a father...... He didn't know what to do......

The light music of the CD player looped went through another cycle, the mobile phone vibrated slightly, and Ahn Junhyuk, who had been sitting for a long time, rubbed his face, sobered up for a while, and then got up and walked out of the bedroom.

The phone showed an unfamiliar number, and Ahn Junhyuk picked it up: "Hello?"

"Guess who I am?" A somewhat naughty female voice came from the microphone, Ahn Junhyuk was stunned, and the next moment, a face that had been absent for a long time appeared in his mind, and he laughed "heh": "Bao'er!"

“…… Ah, you're really boring, how did you guess it at once!" Bao'er over there complained, but her tone was full of smiles: "Forget it, for the sake of you being a friend and not forgetting me, I will forgive you this time!"

I met Bao'er a few times intermittently last year, but since the second half of last year, I have gradually lost contact. In 2006, once a bridge between Japan and South Korea, as the most successful Korean artist who debuted in Japan, Bao'er's career suddenly went downhill in the fifth year of his debut.

She released her Japanese 4th album "OUTGROW" last year, and was squeezed off the list after only 24 weeks on the official list, which is unexpectedly fast compared to her brilliant data of 91 weeks in 1 album in 02 and 59 weeks in 2 episodes in 03.

Since then, Ahn Jun-hyuk has not seen her again, and most of the news about her comes from the news, knowing that she wants to rest and rest, so she rarely bother, only occasionally talking on the phone.

This time he came to Japan, he didn't go over to find each other, after all, although they are friends, but the identities of the two parties have changed too much in a year, and it may become more and more rusty to meet rashly, but it is better to give her a buffer time, and wait for her to figure it out.

In the past, he took the initiative to call Bao'er, but this time he didn't expect Bao'er to call, and he was surprised for a moment, An Junhyuk, who was originally a little depressed, was in a much better mood immediately, and smiled over there: "No one is as good as you are not enough friends, and it has been a few months since you hid, and finally remembered me as a person?"

"The ghost is willing to miss you!" Bao'er said in Japanese, "If you don't see your news every day, and someone keeps threatening me to call you, who would want to deal with you!"

Before the words fell, Ahn Junhyuk heard a faint female voice laughing and scolding: "Don't rely on us, it's obvious that you are showing off that you and Ahn Junhyuk are good friends...... Hmmm......"

"If you don't speak, no one will treat you as a mute!" Boa shouted "fiercely", and then threatened Ahn Joon-hyuk: "Did you hear anything just now?"

Ahn Junhyuk smiled: "Hehe...... No, the signal was not good just now. ”

Bo'er snorted in satisfaction, and the surroundings immediately became noisy again, some people were whistling, some people were applauding, and they listened to the environment about which party it was.

Then these voices gradually weakened, probably Bao'er took the phone and walked away, and sure enough, after waiting for a while, Bao'er's voice sounded again: "Junhyuk, Xie Lu Xie cooperate with me." ”

"How's that, enough face, right?"

Bao'er was happy, "Enough is enough, you are really a friend...... I'm sorry Junhyuk, I haven't ...... for so long."

"Forget it, why do you want to do so much about the past?" Ahn Junhyuk interrupted her, "Listening to you, my mood has almost adjusted, this is good, everything else is trivial, don't care so much." ”

"Heh, you......" muttered helplessly in a happy tone, but the relationship was different after all, and Bao'er didn't say so many polite words, and asked directly: "Do you have time lately? Let's meet sometime, speaking of which, where are you now?" H Entertainment has always refused to reveal where you live in Japan, really, you are now in the rising period of your career, how can you learn from a loser like me to play seclusion and rest, you don't know how famous you are in the Japanese entertainment industry now, the woman who spoke just now, do you know who Lu Dao is?"

Ahn Jun-hyuk knows less about the Japanese entertainment industry, mainly because the content production link in this market is closed and exclusive, and Korean music can initially gain a foothold in Japan, which is inseparable from the efforts of Korean dramas and Korean films in the past 10 years.

He didn't know much about Japanese celebrities, so he searched his memory, and didn't remember which star he knew had a voice similar to that female voice, so he had to answer: "Who?"

"Koda has not arrived!" (to be continued......)