Chapter 131: Folding Wings Forty-two
Sometimes, it's been days since I've seen the finished topic on a sticky note, but I always feel that something is missing and I can't continue writing. Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info When it seems to feel just right, I'm not available......
There was a feeling of constipation.
There is a faint secret called "constipation".
Well, that day finally broke the dull pattern and wrote that article!
In those days, there was neither spiritual input nor spiritual output, and I lived like the walking dead. It is said to be alive but it looks like it is dead, and it is said to be dead but the fact is alive. This feeling of inclarity makes me feel like I have fallen into a decadent closed world again! I hate this feeling! I don't allow myself to feel this way! So, break it from within!
It takes a process to break from the inside. That process is like constipation......
In those days, the need for spiritual output and spiritual input was not satisfied, just like constipation made me feel very uncomfortable.
Ten minutes of "constipation" is already very uncomfortable, not to mention, more than 70 hours......
During the long process of "constipation", I kept thinking about what was wrong with me. Is it because I am affected by the sudden "aunt" every month, or because I am affected by Gan's "never"?
My eyes were getting darker and darker......
I also turned off all the lights in my accommodation when I took a shower at night, allowing myself to be completely shrouded in darkness. The feeling of opening your eyes and seeing only darkness, a helpless sense of loss. However, he can make his heart very quiet and beat very quietly. In that darkness, it was as if you could see yourself clearly.
Or, what makes me dull is that there is no sunny side of my inner world. I paid too much attention to the things that made me unhappy, so that the negative energy lurking in the dark corners of my heart could be exploited again.
When there is light in the heart, the darkness is not terrible. What is terrible is that there is no light in the heart, and such a heart, even if it is placed under the blue sky and white clouds, is dark.
Forget about the things that make you unhappy and focus on what is happy and meaningful. Even if you can't forget them all at once, you can store them in the safe in your mind. After a long time, if you look at it again, maybe it won't feel so painful......
After taking a shower, turn on the light, the light is still there.
Then, whew, passed......
Go on, still like to go on.
Time goes on.
At that time, I looked at my own talk records, and one of them was: an unforgettable day......
So, I was confused......
Uh, what the hell happened that day? What the hell happened? Uh...... Forehead...... No impressions......
How can it be like being infected with a virus, saying that it is gone?
At that time, it was 20:42 Phnom Penh time. I was going to make a cup of coffee to watch Superman while drinking, but I didn't expect to make a cup of Yinqiao Detoxification Granules.
I'm sweating, I'm detoxifying, just because I accidentally caught a cold......
It's nice to have a cold once in a while. Dizzy and dizzy, I don't have to think about anything, I just want to sleep. What is happy and unhappy, I can't think of anything. I just want to be quiet...... Get some sleep......
Originally, I was going to sleep, so that the spiritual world would continue to be dull. However, "originally" will also encounter accidents. Because I watched the finale of "Superman Diga" again, I was so moved, so I felt so much, so I wrote again......
Unforgettable!Hehe, I think that the essay topic in elementary school is always "Unforgettable ......", and I feel good......
I don't know how to describe it......
Even after the age of elementary school, in the process of growing up, I often wrote down a lot of unforgettable things. However, I don't remember what I remembered......
Perhaps, the more people or things are deliberately put on the hat of "unforgettable", the less memorable they are.
On the contrary, people or things that have not been thought of remembering, or do not plan to remember, naturally wander in an unforgettable state.
Think about it, am I going wrong somewhere?
Phew, the days I spent in that country should be quite unforgettable!
Well, it should.
Time, which will seal many plots in memory and disappear with the future, can clearly record only the key subplots or the approximate central idea.
There is not much memorable, when the time comes, what should be forgotten, will always be forgotten.
Maybe one day, I will forget to remember......
I sweated a little bit, not enough, I still need to sweat......
So, drink a glass of boiling water......
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