Chapter 4 Heart-to-heart with you
In the blink of an eye, three months passed, and I rarely saw Bai Yi in these months.
On this day, he pulled me to the playground, "Shen Moyu, I've always wanted to tell you about this, but you promise me that you can't do anything extreme no matter what." "
Looking at his serious appearance, I nodded suspiciously.
"Actually, I have known about your family's affairs for a long time, and I know Shen Zeyu. "
Bai Yi said that he knew his brother, and Bai Yi was the same age as his brother, no wonder.
"He's told me a lot about you, and he's been talking about it for as long as he can remember. "
I should be happy at this moment, Shen Zeyu, who dislikes me so much at home, will remember everything related to my sister.
"Maybe I started to like you at a very young age, starting when Ah Yu talked about you to me, or when I saw you come to pick him up. "
"When Ah Yu left, you weren't there, I always stayed by his side, he told me that this is the most precious sister in his life, I hope I can take care of you, he said that my fate with you is doomed, but we met later, I don't seem to see the original Shen Moyu......" Bai Yi's eyes deepened a little.
Maybe the tears had dried up on the day I learned that my brother had died, the corners of my eyes were sour, and my heart was extremely sad, I don't know why, I instinctively wanted to escape from here, from everything.
I am no longer the little girl who could not want anything for love, I have learned to endure, I have learned to be strong, and I have learned everything that I didn't learn when Shen Zeyu was there.
suddenly remembered the conversation with my brother when I was a child:
"Shen Zeyu, do you believe in crossing?"
"Well, I believe. "
"If you could cross in the future, what would you do?"
"Take Shen Moyu to act chivalrous and righteous together to protect the peace of the world. "
"Hehe, Shen Zeyu, why are you so naïve? If I can cross it, I will collect a few more antiques and hide them, and then I will come back to find them, then I will become a rich woman." "
"Okay, okay, then I'll steal antiques with Xiao Moyu......"
In fact, brother, Shen Moyu knows that in your heart, my fairy tales are more credible than any truth.
I lowered my eyes, bypassed Bai Yi, and said softly, "Bai Yi, I'll think about it." "
I'm afraid I've been separated for a long time, here, goodbye.
The next day I flew to University A, where my brother and I used to be.
Dazzling people can't always hide his edge, and Ann Dubai is the same.
I saw him in the crowd again, and this time, he happened to see me too.
This winter is a bit cold.
An Dubai looked a little thin in a black down jacket, and he lost weight this year.
"You're there, everything is fine. "
"I'm fine. I threw him the most polite smile.
The expression on his face was very struggling, and suddenly he grabbed my sleeve and said a little unnaturally: "Shen Moyu, if you are ready to come back, we may ......
"
I didn't give him a chance to finish, I quickly interrupted him, "An Dubai, I'm not coming back this time for anything else, I'm here to submit an application to Paris, I've already contacted the head of the department, and he asked me to come back to go through the formalities, and I'll leave in a few days." "
I paused for a moment and continued to ask, "Xiao Ran, have I ever looked for you?"
He smiled wryly, he would never know her whereabouts. "Lin Zairan, as if the world has evaporated, I haven't heard from her for a long time. "
"An Dubai, no matter what, the past is gone, I hope each of you is doing well, if Xiao Ran comes back, help me apologize. "
"When will you come back after you're gone?" his eyes darkened a little, but I couldn't see it.
I was silent for a moment, "I don't know. I guess I won't be back. "
I have always been the most afraid of cold, no matter what city I am in, it is like a wound in my heart, no matter how good the medicine is, it will still leave scars, and if I am gently pulled by someone, it will hurt to the bones.
An Dubai finally understood, sometimes growth is a matter of a moment, and sometimes, at a certain moment, suddenly everything is understood.
Lin Zairan's personality signature has not been changed for a long time, and it is still the same sentence, "Some people are very strange, they don't love you and let you go, and some people are even stranger, they love you and let you go." "
Suddenly feel that the vision of this world is too narrow, and it can't reveal your true nature, and you have already defined your life, so if you live like this, it is too boring.
Paris, the romantic capital, has a fresh breath of life, so it is a place that Shen Moyu has always wanted to go.
I left quietly, no one sent me off the plane, and when I left, I left a poem for Bai Yi:
"It seems to treat the problems of the world
Something you thought was good
In some other ways that cannot be picked
Pick on your fatality
Automatically skip your disappointment
A little worrying
Smile and say your fault
Of course, there will be loss, there will be melancholy.
After all, we are the ones we play in this world
At least a kind of recognition for ourselves
So, who is the main character?
All I know is
It seems to be in that atrium
I have only one moment as a performer
Something little is planned
Stay in a daze, sing and sing
Then count a few pairs of long-term birds in front of the window
Slowly, snuggle, snuggle
I guess I should let your perspective go. "I ended up with my English name: soul
I think he'll understand what I want.