Chapter 3 Joy to Taste
The rain stopped, and Bai Yi looked like him when he helped me wipe my tears.
We walked side by side under the street lamp, one tall and one short, and I remembered that when I was a child, my brother would walk with me like this, and he would follow me everywhere.
Because... Because he said that his sister was too stupid, he was afraid that she would get lost, so at that time, Shen Zeyu could hold Shen Moyu's hand and walk home like this.
Bai Yi tapped my forehead with a stunned expression, "What do you want?
"Nothing, little things. He suddenly grabbed my hand, intertwined his fingers, and my heart beat half a beat, and I stared at him blankly.
He said naturally: "An old man once told me that when dealing with such a girl, you should be firmly optimistic, and it is easy to get lost." "
I let go of his hand and kept a little distance, I thought that it would be the person who interlocked my fingers, it would be the person who wiped my tears, and it would be the person who said that it would be the person who would catch me, but it was no longer possible, I and him, Shen Moyu and An Dubai finally drifted apart.
I didn't notice Bai Yi's dim eyes, and ran away in a panic, knowing that I didn't belong here, not everyone.
When I returned to the dormitory, Shinoxiao hadn't come back yet, and I sat in front of the computer and looked at the story I had written, and I couldn't help but smile at the corners of my eyes.
Every previous story has been about him.
"In a dream,
You are a gentle and smiling teenager.
I'm standing at the intersection waiting for you.
It's just that
Walking vehicles between us
Non-stop
You smile at me through the humid air
It's a bright summer
I smelled cherry blossoms.
I'm running for you with all my might
Only a finger's distance away
But I can't find a trace of you
I woke up from a dream
I laughed because I knew
You're still within my reach. "
I can't remember when I wrote this poem, but it was probably one afternoon in high school, maybe it was the season when the cherry blossoms fell.
The door opened, and I got up and walked over to Xiaoxiao, "Xiaoxiao, do you remember the first time we met?"
"Moyu, what's wrong with you..."Xiaoxiao's eyes are so pure and kind, such a girl will definitely be protected by a good boy in the future.
"Of course I remember, just after the start of school, the president handed over such a key job to me, and I rushed over with a thick stack of books, and just hit you..." How can you say I'm stupid to be so cute?"
I touched my nose and said with a little embarrassment, "Yes? I just said, 'Girls are more steady, it's not cute.'" ’"
"Really?" Shinoxiao looked at me suspiciously, muttering, "How do I remember you said I was stupid." "
Yes, Xiaoxiao, you are stupid and a little cute, you are just too stupid to be so good to Shen Moyu, you are so stupid, how can I be willing to leave you?
"Xiaoxiao, I'm leaving in three months, do you have anything you particularly want to do?
Xiaoxiao hugged me with a crying voice and a little aggrieved, "Shen Moyu, how can you be like this, how can you go, you go, Xiaoxiao is so stupid, what should I do if someone bullies such a cute Xiaoxiao? I don't want anything, Moyu, let's apply again, okay? Don't you go... Shinoxiao will be reluctant to you. "
The tears reminded me of the tears that I had once upon a time.
"Shen Zeyu, how can you be like this, leave without saying hello, is your sister so unimportant in your heart? How can you be like this, Shen Moyu is so stupid, what if she gets lost? You said that you want to accompany Shen Moyu to Paris, to the place she has always wanted to go, you said that you will help your sister find the best boy in the world to protect her, on the day of your sister's wedding, you will lead her and send her to the love of her life, Shen Zeyu, how can you leave me, how can you be willing to leave Shen Moyu......
It was raining that day, I stood in the cemetery and cried for a day and a night, at that time there was no one else by Shen Moyu's side, my brother was gone, Xiao Ran was gone, and An Dubai would not appear.
Xiaoxiao, you're much luckier than me.
"Well, don't go, Xiaoxiao has to be obedient. I patted her on the back, and I knew that no matter what, I had settled in this girl's heart, how could she allow me to leave......?
Bai Yi came to me.
He was a little embarrassed to speak, "Shen Moyu, I didn't mean to offend last night, I just couldn't help it..."
"Bai Yi, I'm leaving. Three months later, it was time for me to be an exchange student. "
"Where are you going, going back to that place of pain?"
I looked at him with some surprise, he always seemed to know a little more than I thought, and I suddenly laughed, and my eyes lit up with hope, "I'll go to Paris and write a long story for myself." "
"Why Paris?"
"Because there was once a man who promised to go to Paris with me, but he broke his promise, but he always wanted to go, which was my dream and that he had had. "
I looked at Bai Yi, who was a little sad, and suddenly felt a little distressed, in fact, the one in the dream is really not important anymore, at the ends of the world, there will always be stories that are not perfect.
Bai Yi dragged me by the hand and forced me into a corner, and whispered in my ear: "So, what if there is someone who is willing to go with you instead of that person?"
"
I didn't answer, I really don't know what Bai Yi's sudden affection was.
"Bai Yi, we've only met a few times, and we're not even friends, why are you ......?"
My words were interrupted by his sudden kiss, and his lips were imprinted with his taste, a light vanilla, a dreamy taste. For a moment, I forgot to resist.
I only vaguely heard his heartbeat, and saw his slightly red ear, "Shen Moyu, maybe you will never understand what this attachment means to me." "
He let go of me, the blush on his face still hadn't faded, and I really wanted to laugh, and I did.
"You say, you are such a shy person and you have to desperately learn from the domineering president to kiss him, and the kiss is okay, why do you seem to make a look like I am bullying you?"
Bai Yi suddenly grinned, he seemed to see it again, the little, a little bad little girl in Ah Yu's mouth, such Shen Moyu, he liked it very much.
"Your final test as an exchange student hasn't started yet, and I'm also a judge, so if you don't, you won't be able to leave easily. When Bai Yi said this, there was a hint of threat, and I later told him that I was very disdainful of such behavior.
He added, "There are still a few days when things are taken care of, and I will tell you the answer you want to know." "
He hugged me, with all his tenderness, he lowered all his defenses in front of me, and this time I didn't push him away, maybe his words moved me, or maybe it was because the tiredness in his eyebrows and eyes made me unbearable to push away.
I closed my eyes, and his arms were the kind of peace of mind that I had not seen for a long time, and the smell was very light......