Yuan Changwen fell into the biggest predicament since he was born. I used to think that confusion about the future was the biggest dilemma, because I had God, and the choice went from single digits to almost infinity.

I can't find something that I can fight for all my life, and there is nothing worth fighting for my whole life.

I get lost every time, but I can find some solutions every time. For example, I thought before that I would be a killer if I had nothing to do, or go to space to drive a spaceship, or I wanted to change the world and improve the process of scientific and technological development.

But these solutions all have a common problem, their existence only depends on Yuan Changwen's curiosity, or the momentary play mentality.

Although I have been taught from an early age to persevere in one thing, I can't be half-hearted and only keep my enthusiasm for three minutes. But these educations have a hidden condition, that is, when you don't insist on doing something, it will lead to failure in life.

It's a pity, for Yuan Changwen, how can there be any failure?

If you don't care about failure, why do you force yourself to persevere? Anyway, you don't have to worry about this life anyway, you can experience anything you want to experience, what else is there to insist on?

Now, Yuan Changwen must find something to do, otherwise "I exist" will definitely devour himself and make himself that stupid background.

Write, write about your experiences, and put them online. In this way, not only find things to do, but also make a little money. Maybe, when he serialized it, it quickly became popular.

Everyone sighed, "Wow, it's so real! Does the author have a golden finger, otherwise how could it be so realistic?!"

Or, "I like this different way of dying, it's a refreshing feeling." ”

Yuan Changwen fell into his own imagination, and I have to say that this kind of YY is easy for people to get rid of the hellish reality.

Just do it when you think of it, so Yuan Changwen began to code words, after all, it is a real event, and the structure of the plot does not need to be thought about at all, as long as the story is originally told.

Soon, the content of 20,000 words was completed in less than three hours, which was beyond the reach of others.

Uploading, reviewing, publishing, everything went so smoothly.

Yuan Changwen began to keep coding words, as if he had forgotten what was real and had thrown away the so-called "I exist".

A few days later, there was no response, and the only message was, "The author is stupid." ”

Yuan Changwen was instantly angry, and through his hacking skills, he found the guy who left the message in minutes, and found that this guy's messages in all his works were all stupid by the author. And his reading record, it's obvious that he's been chasing a few books.

I wanted to warn him, or make a virus to invade his computer or something. For some reason, the anger faded away.

What's wrong with you?

Why are you so angry all of a sudden, is it because you can't get used to seeing someone scolding you, or is it because you don't get the expected response because you don't feel bad?

Yuan Changwen is just a character!

These are the sources of suffering and, of course, of happiness. Each self-definition has a specific correspondence, and when you identify with these definitions and take these false definitions as true, you will also appear in this world.

Every self-definition is the basis for Yuan Changwen. Whatever that is, as long as losing it makes you uncomfortable, then it's the definition of self-weaving.

It's also something that needs to be killed.

Define yourself as varied to distinguish yourself from others. Regardless of whether these definitions are positive or negative, they are all false. And because of these falsehoods, I have all kinds of emotional pulls, can there be anything more ridiculous than this?!

The most important thing is that after the emotional pull, I do not kill my self-definition, but continue to strengthen my self-definition. Isn't this a means of strengthening self-definition?!

If the world is not real, and your life is not your own, what kind of hard work and hard work are you talking about?!

Either wash and sleep, or start on the path of slashing.

If you put your heart and soul on it, if you don't have it, you won't be yourself? If you fail, you will die?

Apparently not.

So continuing to derive is one thing, and other things can be the same, isn't there a certain thing, and you are not yourself?

Remove all self-definitions, self or self?

I'm a fake character in the first place, so why hold on to it?

Let it go, surrender, this world is not real, Yuan Changwen is just a character.

Get lost!

Yuan Changwen suddenly woke up, and he subconsciously began to kill, subconsciously letting himself surrender and let go.

Surrender to your sister!

Lao Tzu will never let go, and will never surrender. If you kill self-definition, you will make yourself real, and this so-called reality is like a screen, indifferent to light and shadow.

So what is the value of this kind of truth? What is the point of this kind of truth if you don't even care about the family?

It doesn't make sense in the first place.

Yuan Changwen slammed the table hard, and Lao Tzu said that meaningful is meaningful!

After continuing to upload tens of thousands of words, Yuan Changwen immediately invaded the website server, ranking first on the click list and recommendation vote list.

Soon, with the advantage of the homepage, many people came to see Yuan Changwen.

But so what?

After Yuan Changwen finished doing these things, he had a ridiculous feeling that he was like a madman, doing crazy things.

Think about the last time, I uploaded all kinds of advanced technologies to QQ space, and I didn't care if someone watched or no one watched, and I didn't care if someone gave money or no one gave money.

Now, because of a small book, he is so aggressive. Regardless of whether the behavior is big or small, this inner fluctuation can be called huge.

Are you being funny?

Yuan Changwen closed the computer, threw himself on the bed, and looked at the ceiling.

What nonsense is Nyima!

To fear the future is to fear "selflessness". Because any expectation of the future is self-defining, once thinking that the future does not happen according to one's own expectations, it is equivalent to destroying the "self".

So, fear often arises, allowing oneself to make up all kinds of things about the future, and then using fear to strengthen one's self-definition. It seems normal, but when you do something, you are always afraid that something bad will happen in the future.

And when you have this fear, your normal reaction is to get rid of this thought, and then cheer yourself up and say that you will succeed. It is this kind of cheering that strengthens the self-definition and strengthens the distinction of being a certain kind of person.

That's why it's always fearful to face the future yourself. Of course, YY is also a very effective way to find yourself cool and strengthen your self-definition.

Anything that distinguishes oneself from others is false. And this distinction is also a certain sense of belonging to oneself. I am a careful person, which is my sense of belonging to the category of "careful".

Yuan Changwen unconsciously began to think about these contents again.

It seems that you can't escape?