If life is compared to a game, then life naturally becomes the life value of the protagonist of the game, but there is only one life, and you can't start all over again.

Some protagonists cherish their own health to create their own future; some protagonists are scarred in the process of creating the future, and are affected by various factors, causing their health to fall to close to zero; some protagonists have high health but have nothing to do, and let them be bored and consumed little by little; some protagonists are tormented by emotions and rules in the game, but they embark on the road of voluntarily giving up their health; and some protagonists ......

At four o'clock in the afternoon on March 18, 2017, I was sitting in the corner seat of the right window in the last row of the 455 bus, waiting to arrive at the "Heart World".

I still like to sit in the last corner seat of the bus, because there are no eyes behind me, and I can be the eyes behind the seat in front of me without any scruples. But for me, the most important thing is to be quiet and comfortable.

The bus moved naturally as usual, but slowly, it seemed to become more and more unnatural......

When the car drove near the entrance of the park, through the car window, I saw a lot of people looking up and watching, and there were pointing movements, smiling expressions, and curious eyes in the crowd......

Perhaps, humans are inherently curious creatures. That's why the herd mentality is so rampant.

The herd mentality in the crowd of onlookers is like a virus, from their eyes, expressions, and movements, to the eyes of those who see their eyes, expressions, and movements, and thus they are infected to the point that they look uncontrollably towards the center of the onlookers and are eager to get the "antidote" to their own virus.

Well, I was also infected by this virus and looked uncontrollably towards the crowd of onlookers, in the direction of the onlookers......

After a series of short analyses, it should be that a young woman was planning to jump off the roof of the building to commit suicide. As for the reason for her suicide, I don't know what happened to me in the bus......

What I can know is that the bus is crowded with all kinds of onlookers, some of them are worried, some are sighing, some are watching the excitement, and some are complaining......

People who are worried don't want to see tragedy, after all, everyone's life is not easy to come by; people who sigh are to combine the picture in front of them with their own life experience to think about society and life again; people who watch the excitement feel that life is no longer interesting, and it is rare to see such a scene, which is much more exciting than watching TV dramas; people who complain are living in a hurried rhythm, and time has forced them to forget the way life is, even in the face of such a scene, their anger will only become a sentence: If you want to die, you will die elsewhereSeeking death in this traffic artery, harming others and harming oneself......!

The world is inherently diverse, and each has its own standards for what is right and what is wrong.

I can't do anything about this, at most I can think about it: it's not easy for each protagonist to survive in this special big game of life, because there are many protagonists who have not had time to start this game, and there are also many protagonists who want to continue this game but are out of the game because their health is not allowed, so please cherish your health and don't give up easily, after all, if you don't respect it, you are trampling on the meaning of its existence. Although you often get hurt in the game, how can you be strong if you don't get hurt? Stick to it, stay up, fight hard, there will always be glory in the game!

After I closed my eyes and finished thinking, the bus had arrived at the stop before I knew it.

The woman's health should still be there, as I haven't heard any news reports about her since that day. Only by living can we change and have hope.

The next day. I've been on leave for a week, and I went to the stall where I bought breakfast every morning to buy breakfast, and when the proprietress saw me, she smiled and said with great concern: "Pretty boy, I haven't seen you buy buns for several days!"

I smiled: "I have something at home, so I took a week off and went back to my hometown." ”

Her bright smile remained unchanged: "I see, I thought you had gone." ”

Well, polite words are sauce purple, I just don't know how to answer these polite words......

I smiled: "Hehe, no......"

There's nothing about it? Neuropathy! The bull's head doesn't fit the horse's mouth. Who the hell invented the polite words?!

I scratched my head, then smiled and handed out three and a half dollars: "I want two meat buns and a cup of soy milk." ”

The hostess is already very familiar with my breakfast pattern, because it is almost always the same "two meat buns and a cup of soy milk". My single-mindedness is not only about feelings, but also about food. Uh-huh, yes, that's right.

Maybe the proprietress thinks I'm a regular customer, or maybe the proprietress wants to keep me as a regular customer, so she gives me an extra meat bun for free, but it's deformed.

Whew, but maybe she really meant it? Don't think of other people's kindness as a villain's scheming, such an idea is a blessing. Well, I'm glad she values me as a customer. So, I will continue to buy her breakfast buns.

In the game of life, truth and falsehood are often impossible to guess, so don't guess randomly. After getting along with the other protagonists, first give him a trust, and if he destroys this trust in the future, then do whatever he wants.

Not every protagonist will hurt you, and not every protagonist will help you, you know in your own heart who has hurt you and who has helped you. What should be done, or what should be done.

After breakfast, I went shopping to buy a pair of jeans.

The weather was supposed to rain according to the weather forecast, but the sky seemed to favor me and it was cloudy.

If it rains, I don't go shopping. For me, the mood of a rainy day is suitable for reading in the "heart world", not going out.

When it rains, it's like shedding tears. Ticking everywhere, ticking to my heartbeat, with the ticking of time, the ticking of my mood is even more reflected. Anyway, I don't like tick-tock for the time being......

I took the car to the mall, went up to the second floor, and began to scan the goods at a glance.

The first time I saw it, it made my heart like it, and then the feeling deepened, and then I could consider bargaining for it.

I thought I would have to scan a lot of eyes, and it would take a long time to sweep the jeans I liked. But I didn't expect that day, I seemed to be lucky that I just walked through a few stores and swept two pairs of jeans that I felt like.

Then, ask the price cheerfully.

More than two hundred!

Is it expensive to be spicy?

After a short mental calculation, I cut the price by one-third, one hundred and fifty yuan!

No, more.

No, that's it.

No, really, more.

No, this is already very reasonable, plus the back of having to turn around and go.

Okay, deal!

Okay, pay for it.

Pay with one hand, deliver with the other.

Well, a deal that seemed unusually dull in the countless transactions in China was completed.

Well, I won't bargain, if I cut less, I will lose, and if I cut more, the merchant will not be able to save any money.

Therefore, I set a bargaining principle for myself: only cut one-third of the bargaining price, do not advance or retreat, buy successfully, and lose away.

One-third is acceptable to me, not only to make myself feel worthwhile without losing money, but also to make the business earn money to support my family. Well, I can only say that it is not easy for everyone to come out and walk the rivers and lakes.

In the game of life, there are many protagonists who are cooperative traders, you give me what I want, I give you what you need. All kinds of transactions exist, good or bad, depending on whether it meets the rules of the game. Transactions that usually break the rules of life's game do not necessarily end well.

Harvesting the goods that I liked at first sight, I left the mall with a faint smile.

As I was descending the stairs, I met an old beggar with long messy hair and a dirty face begging for me with a bowl containing a little change.

Usually when I encounter this kind of image, I get very nervous. Because, all of a sudden, I will become the object of other people's eyes. Every move I make next is likely to become gossip in other people's mouths......

However, I still took five dollars out of my trouser pocket and put it in his bowl. Then, naturally go downstairs.

He nodded gratefully...... What kind of story he has, not many people want to know. Many people have different attitudes towards beggars, some people feel dirty, some people think they are terrible, some people think they may be liars, and some people feel pitiful......

There is no right or wrong about this. Because, the world is inherently diverse, and it does not stipulate who must do how. Unless, in the society in which the protagonist lives, there are special rules.

In this regard, I think Confucius said it very well, and the following is in the vernacular: "Do you feel at ease with what you are going to do? If you feel at ease without any guilt or guilt, then do it." ”

So, I gave the old beggar five dollars. Because I feel that if I give, I will be at ease.

Some people may think, aren't they afraid that beggars are liars?

Yes, but what if the beggar wasn't a liar? In fact, even if the beggar was a liar, he would have lost a few bucks. But if the beggar is really desperate, the few dollars you give will be part of his survival.

In short, there is no absolute right or wrong, just feel at ease. Behaviors such as moral kidnapping are inherently a psychological problem.

Do not do unto others as you would have them do unto you, and do unto others as you would have them do unto you. Be a man, but seek peace of mind.

Survive in the big game of life, after figuring out the rules of the game, in addition to respecting the rules of the game, you must also bring your own beliefs, and pass all the way from the rookie level to become your own king or god!

The end point of this game does not exist in the game, and the real end point is some kind of spiritual existence that is higher than health and free from material existence. It can be many forms of spiritual being, like one of them, love.

What is the highest point in your heart? What is the happiness point in your heart, and what is the end point of your yearning?

As the protagonist of my own life, I touch my heart and smile.

It's a long way, but nothing is in vain.

So, go ahead!