Chapter 20: Cultivation XX
"Because of Curiosity (4)"
There are many things in the world that are inherently unpredictable and inexplicable. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ļ½ļ½ļ½Uļ½Eć infoIf you have to find a reason to feel at ease, then it may just be a lie.
There were a lot of things that made me want to write this story, but none of them made me start writing. It's just that when all the factors happen to be in one place, everything has a beginning.
When I added her WeChat, I had already read all her moods in detail, after all, there are not many. One of them is very successful for me, that is, there are often some questions in WeChat, and you have to answer them truthfully. I've seen a lot of people answer, but I haven't played it.
So, I learned more about her, hobbies, habits, etc. Of course, I also know her name, which can be expressed in one sentence, "Slim in the beautiful winter forest." ā
What struck me the most was that there was a question: Do you have someone you like? She replied, "Yes." ā
Although there was nothing surprising about it, I began to remember in my mind that she had someone she liked.
So, I went into her buckle space to read her diary, and there were only one or two of them. One is about her feelings, it should be an ignorant and beautiful love in junior high school, and it is also a transformation between friends and lovers. I thought, well, it's time to stop being curious. There will be a special person in everyone's heart who has been staying in the depths of their hearts and does not want others to disturb them.
I didn't comment, just lightly nodded a thumbs up. Because, too much of a match.
The other one is that there are a lot of serial numbers, and each serial number has the same feature after it, such as cuteness, humor, mystery and so on. Whichever digital review you choose, it will show what characteristics you think she has. I naturally chose that one, I can't guess.
Actually, she still has cuteness, humor and other characteristics, but I just want to choose the one I can't guess.
Because, she is curious. Later, she replied to the comment: "How so?"
Whew, of course not, I just want to tease her.
Sometimes I would write songs in the evenings, and when I was not inspired, I would copy the poems I had published in the button space into my notebook, and after each copy, there would always be a lot of blank space left.
Since I have a bit of obsessive-compulsive disorder, I don't leave so much white space, so I will use painting to beautify the white part. One time I couldn't think of anything to draw, so I looked at WeChat, and she happened to post three selfies. I praise her for being beautiful, can I borrow a photo and use it......
She said that she was not like the photo, because there was a selfie artifact, so I asked me to go to Baidu to find it. Phew, I said she was more real. However, after talking for a long time, she still disagreed.
Okay, then I'll use it secretly, she won't know anyway. So, my rookie version of the sketch began. After all, I am not a person who has studied art, and I have drawn two clocks, painted and wiped, wiped and painted, and still do not paint.
Alas! No way, accept it unsatisfactorily! Close the notebook, and go to Zhou Gong not very happily......
One night, I don't know why I deleted the WeChat of my first love, and added it to black. I really don't know why, I just feel so uncomfortable, but I can't cry. So, I chatted with curiosity and said, "Let's sing again." ā
Without any doubt, she said, "Okay, you can sing it." ā
I picked up my lyric book again and ran into the bathroom.
I started with the first song, and after I finished singing, the second one followed. After singing, the third song catches up. Song 4, Song 5......
I barely talked much, I just tried to be hoarse.
In the bathroom, all wafting are the echoes of the melody with tears. Outside the bathroom, the uncle and aunt did not use the lion's roar. It was quiet, only my singing voice echoed.
The world seems to love me, and I am very moved to sing!
She asked me if something was wrong, and I said I was normal.
She also said something that many people have said: "People who usually say that they are normal are abnormal." ā
Forehead...... I replied, "Then I'm not normal." ā
Then she succeeded, "Haha, you finally admit it!"
I was ...... Ouch hey!
Later, she didn't have any news, and I didn't talk to her.
On New Year's Eve, I thought that she had so many friends, so I didn't bother her.
So, I celebrated New Year's Eve with another girl I knew. That girl was the little kid I wrote about in college.
People with more friends sometimes occupy a very important place in the hearts of people with fewer friends, and people with fewer friends may also occupy a very important place in the hearts of many friends, but they may be divided into several parts, or more. The two, it is difficult to compare, not to compare. After that, it seems like I haven't been in touch for a long time.
When my curiosity had started to cool down, I began to experience numbness in my work again.
When it was time to eat, Rui went with me. He usually prepares the food first to find a place, and I arrive later.
Whew, he always likes to find a place where there is a beautiful girl sitting next to him, or he can see the position of the beautiful girl clearly. I can only sit hard, I really don't understand, it seems that his heart is younger, am I really old? I am not as open as he was in the 80s, and I can't eat directly......
While eating, he suddenly talked about curiosity. He also said that he had met Curiosity, who was a high school student working in the summer at the time. At that time, my curiosity was quite high, but I must have grown taller by now......
I kept staring into his eyes and listened, and the rice had been in my mouth for a long time without swallowing.
He happened to see a girl who looked curious from a distance, and pointed it out to me. Usually, I'm shy. He always pointed out to me any girl who was beautiful, but I didn't dare to look at it, so I continued to bury my head in eating.
But this time he pointed out, and I immediately looked in the direction he was pointing. Yes, a seventeen or eighteen-year-old girl, also with long hair and a side face, eating elegantly. Is it a feeling of curiosity?
Rui said that this was how curiosity came from at the time. I continued to look at her in a daze, until, when a "closed moon shy flower" sitting next to her looked at me, thinking that I was looking at her, and shyly fiddling with my bangs, I was "stunned" for a moment and hurriedly ate and left......
Rui had already laughed like a "rice bucket", and the rice kept falling down in his mouth, but fortunately he didn't choke to death......!
It turns out that the residual heat of curiosity is unabated, and it may explode at any time.
I've been writing this story lately.
When I finished the second part, she wondered if I was writing about her, and alas, she was as narcissistic as I was. Oh no, I'm more narcissistic than she is.
I tried to talk to her for a long time about who was more narcissistic, and when she couldn't win, she said, "You can die!"
Just because of this sentence, I said the sentence that turned the tide and decided the victory: "No, the world needs me, and people need me." ā
She's completely defeated me because of this! So, I'm more narcissistic.
Actually, it's not interesting to fight for these, but the process of fighting with her is the most interesting.
Well, back to the subject of writing stories.
She was happy when she confirmed that I was writing about her, and she said that she was honored to provide me with material. I'm happy with her too......
But she asked another question: "What was your motivation, what drove you to write this work?"
I replied, "I don't know." ā
Actually, I really don't know......
Really? I don't know.
She came over with a declining expression, and I replied, "Don't worry, I'll finish writing soon." ā
She felt like it was going to ...... quickly
I said we didn't know each other for a long time. Indeed, I didn't write much at first.
Only the truth of the writing remains, and as soon as the truth is revealed, it is finished.
I was going to finish it last night, but something happened that I couldn't believe.
She, the first love, took the initiative to contact me......
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