The uncertainty of the future and the hesitation of the present can be exhausting when it is hesitant to move forward. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

The more I don't know where to go, the more I dare not go. The more you dare not go, the less you want to go. In the end, the heart will not leave.

Don't be afraid to go in the wrong direction, you can all get to the end of your journey while you're still walking. The road is clear as you walk. Because, all roads lead to Rome.

When the soul returns to the city of birth, it is reassuring and there will be a sense of return.

Shenzhen, my favorite city.

Dragging my luggage, when I got home, my second sister came to open the door for me.

She is not easy......

Since my aunt accompanied my uncle to Zhanjiang for treatment, the burden of the family has fallen on her alone. She has to learn to take care of a few acres of vegetable fields. Two naughty sons, she has to take care of. It's a double whammy both physically and mentally.

In just ten days, she was tanned even darker than me, and she lost her femininity at all.

Still, she talked to me with that goofy optimism. Yes, although she gives people a silly feeling, she is indeed my most optimistic sister.

The time to return home coincides with the National Day holiday. So, I helped out in the vegetable patch for a few days.

During those few days, I felt how difficult her life was.

Wake up early, go to the vegetable field for a while, and go back to coax my youngest son before he wakes up.

The eldest son is sometimes very naughty, often not seeing anyone after school, and going to look for him again. However, there is a lot of work and I can't be busy.

When he was working, his youngest son was constantly noisy around him, and he didn't look quiet at all.

Doing work, including carrying water, hoeing, planting, cutting, pulling weeds, etc. Some light, she can do. But it's a bit heavy, and it's hard for her to do it, but she endures it.

A few acres of vegetable fields, taken care of by one person, is really a deadly rhythm. However, she just survived so badly.

She really wanted to go to Zhanjiang to take care of my uncle, but she couldn't leave it at all. The vegetable patch can't be left unattended, and her son has no one to take care of it. She could only reluctantly stick to the path she never thought she would take - growing vegetables.

She didn't understand pesticides, so she asked her aunt in the vegetable field next door, anyway, she just wanted to learn to grow vegetables.

In ten days, she became a strong woman in the vegetable field. There are jobs that men can't do, and she can do them.

After feeling her journey, I was very confused and told her, "I don't know what kind of job I am suitable for now, but I will look for it." ”

She thinks that college students like me should look for some computer jobs, for example, to become clerks.

However, with my personality, I don't like jobs that sit in multi-person offices, it's too boring.

I said that I would start with a certain job and gradually gain experience.

She encouraged me very approvingly: "Yes, come on, don't be afraid of being rejected for the interview! If this one doesn't work, go to that one." Anyway, you have to be as tenacious as Xiaoqiang who can't be killed!"

Listening to her encouragement, I gave myself courage.

After the National Day holiday, I set out to look for a job with fear.

In order to make it easier for me to go home from work in the future, I set my sights on nearby companies and factories.

As I walked, I wondered, what kind of job am I suitable for?

Thinking back to my experience of working as a summer worker, the average general worker should be fine.

Thinking about it, I walked and walked to the gate of an industrial park. This industrial park is divided into two halves, with a large company on the left and several small companies on the right.

At that time, at the entrance of the company on the left, someone was hiring. At the door of the company on the right, there is only a recruitment notice.

I went to look at the job posting, and it was so-so. Because this is the first time in my life that I have gone out to look for a job, which is different from the company's recruitment at my university, I still lack the feeling of knowing what kind of company is suitable for me.

I turned to look at the door of the company on the left, and there was a woman looking at me.

So, my heart encouraged me to take a look, and if it wasn't suitable, I would leave.

It was a wonderful feeling, a faint freshness that pleased my sleeping heart.

Before I could say anything, the woman asked me if I was looking for a job. I nodded a little timidly.

She showed me the job title and answered my questions.

At that time, the premise of my job search was feeling. I have to feel it so that I can be motivated to work. The second is wages. At that time, the family environment was not what it used to be, and money was desperately needed. Therefore, if the salary is too low, I will not be motivated to work. If my family environment was the same as when I was happy, and the salary was lower, I would have done it, as long as I felt it. However, it seems that God is going to test me and let me grow up in a difficult environment.

After reading the recruitment content, the salary is more than 3,000, the benefits are OK, and you can contact CNC (under the premise of being trained). Think about it, you can think about it.

Before I thought about it, my body had already answered for me and agreed to enter this company.

Or, there is a feeling called fate.

In a hurry, all the formalities were completed and the contract was signed. The next morning, you can report to work.

I didn't expect that it was so easy for me to find a job for the first time, and I had to shop around for things, but I fell in love at first sight when I applied for a job. Whew, or not, go in and work for a while to find out if it's good or not.

I fell asleep with gratitude but a little fear of the future.

The next morning, I woke up early and walked three kilometers to my first day of work.

When I entered the company, I found that there were so many people who had joined the company with me that day, and there were dozens of people.

After that, listen to the person in charge read the matters to be complied with in the company.

I listened very carefully, this job has many firsts for me!

Well, people are starting to be assigned to various positions that need people.

I and two others were taken to the milling machine processing group of the first manufacturing department.

First, meet the supervisor.

Then, the supervisor called a man, who was about 25 years old, to pick someone to take him away.

The man looked at me carefully, his gaze stayed on me twice, and then he decided, choose me.

Yes, he is the squad leader of my group, surnamed Zhu, call him Zhu squad leader.

After he took me away, he gave me a brief introduction to the surrounding working environment and got to know me.

He asked me if I had ever driven a machine, and I said no. He also said that I was very relieved, he said that it doesn't matter, learn slowly, just pay attention to safety.

After that, he called a handsome guy who was probably 25 years old too. Then, let him take me and say that he is my boss.

Yes, this handsome guy is the leader of the group I was in at the time - Brother Xia.

When he met me, he was also very friendly and asked me about the situation, as a basic understanding.

Squad Leader Zhu said to him speechlessly: "You must at least introduce yourself first." ”

He just smiled. Huhu, actually, his name, I only saw it on the management card of a machine tool after a week of work.

After that, Brother Xia took me to a boy who looked a bit like the non-mainstream and asked him to teach me how to drive a machine tool.

That boy was cool, unsmiling, and taught me to drive a machine tool as if he had a grudge against someone else.

Actually, it's all pretended. His name is Bobo, and when he gets acquainted with me in the future, he will become a different person.

While I was driving the machine, a big boy with glasses came to see me, and I smiled at him, and he smiled at me. We'll have something to talk about.

His name is Kaidi, and his name is a bit like an English name. He was the first person I met there who would help me. At that time, he was really good to me and covered me with everything.

He asked me if I had been introduced by someone else or if I had come in looking for a job myself. I said it was the latter, and asked him curiously, "There are so many people coming in with me, do you have so many people coming in here every day?"

He affirmed it, and also told me an exaggerated truth that more people walked here every day than people came in.

I was shocked!

That's how my first day there began.

Really, I was still very confused, but I entered a new world as I walked.

It turns out that the road needs to be walked before it can be clear.

That company, can I cultivate well?

At that time, I really wished that my strength could be like its name, tr liter!

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