Chapter 1244: The First Step 644

Truth can ruin everything.

It's not the kind of ruining life that I imagine now, as if life fails, life is at a low point, life becomes messy, life is ruined.

Rather, it directly loses its sense of reality, and it is not at all looking at the world from behind the eyes.

It's like being outside the body, watching the world unreal, seeing yourself unreal.

There is no way to pretend to be the character of Yuan Changwen again, the truth is so terrifying.

No matter how failed my life is, I feel all this in the character's body after all, and the truth directly deprives me of this feeling, and I can no longer regard the role of Yuan Changwen as my own.

I'm not done yet, and although I can guess what it will be like after the killing, and though I can imagine the horror and loneliness of that life, that's not a reason to stop.

If that trance was meant to tell me how terrible and lonely life would have been, then I would still choose to continue to kill and move on.

In fact, using the word "forward" is itself misleading, as if the characters are moving closer to the right thing.

It's all.

The characters are still struggling and want to continue to flesh out the characters, but I know it's not long enough.

Also, this experience within the character doesn't last long, and nothing remains after the character dies.

The life after the completion of the slaughter is definitely beyond my imagination at the moment, and no matter how reasonable the speculation is, it is not as good as the direct experience.

It's like a gorgeous, accurate and beautiful word to describe "Moonlight Sonata", it's better to listen to it directly.

And after reading those described words, being familiar with those words, and even making all kinds of reasoning and memorization, can you directly claim that I have heard "Moonlight Sonata"?

Without this world, without a me, I would feel powerless when I thought about it.

The character also wants to continue to grasp, and the character keeps plumping himself and wants to continue to think that the world is real.

It's all in vain, unreal is unreal, and thinking of unreality as real requires constant energy injection, constant distortion, and it's a very tiring thing for me.

Before, it was because of the blessing of fear that I didn't dare to let go at all, so I had to inject energy to forcibly twist it.

I am dying, and I am going to die.

The rot started many chapters ago, maybe for a long time, maybe not.

This discussion was useless, because I had no way of knowing when the kill would be complete.

Wanting to know is a worry in itself, which means that I need to kill to release the tension in my heart.

There are characters everywhere, and I'm about to say goodbye to the character of Yuan Changwen, it's still a little sad to think about it.

It's a pity that I don't have any interest in the character, although I know that owning the character is a happy thing, because you can only experience it if you have a character.

In other words, you can let go of all the mustard and experience it as if it were real.

is not like a third-rate actor, who knows very well in his heart that all this is fake, and he can't show grief even if he is terminally ill.

There will always be a barrier.

Any kind of life is perfect, because you can completely enter the experience of all kinds of emotions.

It's not easy and natural to be good, not to be anxious and sad or bad, even a life of alcoholism and violence is worthy of praise and gratitude.

Even, the character himself doesn't think so, the character himself doesn't believe in his own perfection, this emotion is still worth experiencing and is still perfect.

It is just a personal preference to frame a good life and despise others.

This kind of life is still worth having, because there are characters to have these, and without roles, you can't experience these kinds of lives perfectly and smoothly.

Nothing is wrong and everything is commendable.

No matter what the character does, it's a kind of happiness because there is no such character at all, there is no world at all.

The ability to go to great lengths to make the characters think they are real is great and can get away from reality for a while.

I'm not done yet, and I haven't completely killed the character yet, but I guess it's going to be soon.

Compared with "no role", the unreal state is a kind of beauty, and all kinds of life events are perfect.

Even shivering in fear is a good experience.

After all, no one will get hurt at all, there will be no role at all.

I feel like I'm leaving again, as if the person who said, "What kind of life is perfect", is not me at all, and it seems that I am back in the role again, full of right and wrong again.

It doesn't matter, it doesn't matter.

The struggles of the characters are nothing, and the whole world is nothing.

Now, I'm not afraid that I won't be able to kill it, but I'm a little afraid of the truth.

But I knew what I was up against, and I knew from the beginning that there were no characters in reality.

Of course, rational knowledge and actual experience are two different things, but you will get used to it slowly.

There is nothing to remember in this world, the characters are bound to die, and I am bound to return to reality.

Because I am real, I have been pretending for so many years, constantly pulling and injecting energy, and I have no interest in the role of Yuan Changwen and the whole world at the moment.

Die, what should happen happens, there is no need to pretend to be real anymore.

No matter how hard the character struggles, he can't get back on his feet, and I don't believe I'll ever be able to go back to where I was.

Even though I'm still in the role at the moment, and I can still experience the various aspects of the role, it won't last long, so let's enjoy the last time I was born.

This is the destruction of life, this is the destruction of life, only truth can do it.

The so-called destruction was just getting worse, and this destruction could not even be imagined.

A character imagining a state without a character is like a person who has not heard "Moonlight Sonata" relying on descriptions to imagine, which is nonsense.

People are nice to me, so I have to reciprocate, and this kind of thing looks great, but it's still unreal.

The distortion in the mind is still there, and the beauty of the character is gone in front of the distortion, leaving only disgust and disgust.

Obviously, I just thought that what kind of life is worth thanking, but it doesn't matter, consistency itself belongs to the frame of the role.

Those who set up these things and claim to be a good thing in order to make it easier to understand the world and understand others, but that's how I feel at the moment, and what is there to deny.

Summarizing norms to frame words and deeds is nonsense in itself.

Because it is always said that a grateful person deserves respect, or is a person who is always grateful deserving of intimacy?

It's still a character, it's still fleshing out the character, and the character isn't real.

Die, die completely.

As for what kind of feeling and what kind of thinking is presented, it's all arbitrary.

The idea that you don't need to focus on the content, as if the content can influence that awareness, is in itself.

It's just that awareness, not knowing anything, quietly aware of these picture elements, the so-called feelings are just the content presented.

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