What is a dream? There is no standard. Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 info But I like to give myself a criterion, which is ten thousand. In other words, I have to write 10,000 pieces, draw 10,000 pictures, write 10,000 songs, dance 10,000 and so on. When I do it, my dream will come true.

No, that's my dream, a dream worth my life to achieve. Those things that are easy to achieve but very beautiful are not called dreams, they are called ideals.

Ideals take half a lifetime, and dreams take a lifetime.

Maybe 10,000 is easy to reach in the eyes of some people, but I just feel that when I really do it, I will understand how far that 10,000 is.

Persistence is painful as well as joyful. It's not because others insist, you must know that the protagonist is yourself.

Why did I choose these "10,000" as my dream? It is because they can contain all the voices of my life growth. In other words, my dream is also the growth of my life.

One afternoon, after a strange dream, all kinds of unpleasant things followed.

That night shift, I was not only late, but I also blew up the mold. That explosion caused the output to not be completed normally, and the production schedule had to be delayed. I was confused......

If this had happened to me before, I would have felt so scared that I would have even made excuses to shirk my responsibilities. But, thankfully, I'm not who I used to be.

After this happened, I didn't have much emotion other than a little guilt. After all, it was caused by my personal mistakes.

So, I decided to send a message to the Beast squad leader to admit my mistake and ask him to punish me, and I was willing to accept the punishment.

It was still early in the morning, and I was off work. The thought of going on a small trip suddenly crossed my mind. However, I am still hesitating. Because, I don't mind about popping the mold.

However, a certain beast brother who was with me at work asked me what I planned to do during the day.

I'm just casually talking about maybe sleeping, maybe going to play. Who knows, he actually said that he was going to play, and by the way, he took him with him. He's the kind of guy who doesn't go anywhere at all, but he's not the kind of person who talks big. In addition, someone asked me to take him to play, didn't my play-loving nature explode? So, I decided to go on a small trip! Leave the worries of work behind! Okay!

He asked me for my number, but I forgot to take his number. I had made an appointment with him to go to him at five o'clock in the morning, and he said he would call me. As a result, when I left to look for him at five o'clock, I forgot that I didn't ask him for the number, and he never called me.

I think he must have fallen asleep and didn't set the alarm. So I didn't wait long to continue my little trip, my spiritual world waits for no one.

When I rode until dawn, I sent the message of voluntary confession to the beast squad leader. Then, move on......

Along the way, it's all familiar routes, because too many small trips overlap the routes. Later, I took a fresh route, but it felt just as familiar. It turned out that it was the same road I walked when I got lost on a small trip. So, it's not terrible to get lost, it can also make people know more about the road, maybe those lost roads will become familiar roads in the future. Just like I did...... Nothing is in vain.

The route after that is indeed fresh, so I was fascinated by getting lost. Finally, we reached our destination.

As always, I still take selfies and photos with a flat mood. There wasn't much joy anymore because no one shared the mood of the trip with me. But I'm used to it, so I don't have too much anxiety.

During that little trip, I often saw a pair of girls in their twenties. I think the two of them should be best friends. The two took pictures of each other talking and laughing. Looking at the two of them, I feel, it's so good!

Sights along the way, as if they were both near me. One of the long-haired girls with glasses looked at me a lot, maybe because I was too careful, but I could see that the way she looked at me was like wanting to know me...... Actually, I want to get to know her too.

Later, when I walked faster, they didn't show up nearby, and I didn't think I would see them both again. So, I went to one of the amusement facilities there and played basketball.

This kind of basketball throwing is more like those basketball throwing machines in some playgrounds, which are closer and shorter.

As soon as I saw this, I was thrilled! I hadn't shot a basketball in a long time!

Pick up the basketball, look at the basket that is not far away, and feel that it is trivial!

As a result, sure enough, there were ten in a row! None of them were thrown......

The aunt who was watching me next to me was speechless, and walked past me shaking her head, as if to tell me: What's the use of being so tall?

I felt my pride being trampled on! No! I'm going to throw myself in!

So, keep throwing, desperately throwing! If you don't enter, you just don't enter!

I didn't give up and kept pitching......

Later, an uncle also came to vote because of curiosity, and found that it was not so easy to enter. And so, he became the same crazy character as me! The picture is so harmonious to think about......

Later, an aunt was so surprised! She thought, is there a mistake?

So, she came to feel it too. As a result, there was a ...... Oh, why don't you go in? Whew, how do I know you?

Later, she threw in! She said, "You have to be lighter to get in!"

However, I have already cast very lightly many times, and I have not made much. I began to wonder if there were some things in my life that I had done too hard and lost my most natural strength.

A little lighter, a little lighter.

I really took my heart lightly, and I threw it naturally, and it was easy to enter! I threw it diagonally and naturally and it was easy to get in! Okay, I got it!

I smiled and turned away gently.

It was as if a fighter had been happy after a victory, and it was then that I saw the long-haired girl with glasses looking at me with a smile behind me, and it turned out that she had just watched me play basketball behind me. After making eye contact with her, she was embarrassed to turn around and play the basketball.

When she looked at me with a smile, I thought she looked good. She actually looks average, but she gives people the feeling that she is very natural, harmonious, and not pretentious. I really want to get to know her......

However, I knew that she and I were just passers-by on the trip. After all, there is still a regular in my heart who has not left......

After a small trip, I was tired and slept for half a day.

When it came time to work the night shift again, I thought the beast squad leader would scold me. But no, not only did they not scold me, they didn't even look at me. I think it makes me feel worse than he scolds me.

Apathy, it's really scary......

Fortunately, he was still very natural after me. Actually, he didn't ignore me, he was just too busy before work......

I think I'm braver than I used to be. At the very least, dare to admit mistakes and stop making excuses. That's what I saw, the new me!

I'm really transforming, transforming!

"Classmates love freshness, love is bigger than the sky, I miss it day and night if I want to think about it, and even sweet dreams are not sweet enough...... the song "Love is bigger than the sky", I often sang it at work in the days after that.

Whew, because 10 years ago, on the last Children's Day of my elementary school days, I sang this song at karaoke in my class. So, I miss the joy of that time......

I used to think that ten years was a long time, but when I really looked back after ten years, I realized that I had just sung a few songs, how could I change the world?

The reason why memories are beautiful is that the beauty is the past that cannot be touched. In that case, let's keep the beauty and continue to add memories. Anyway, there's no going back to the past......

The mood of the new day, strange, I can't tell whether I am happy or unhappy. A feeling of emptiness......

I sang a lot at work, and I sang until I wanted to fall asleep, but I still couldn't sing.

Imagine the touching images of the novel, some of the fragments are quite innovative, but they are intermittent, and there is no coherence at all. It's boring to think about it.

The blind date mode has been started at home, and the first blind date has also begun to lock. Then, I wondered if I should talk to Gan about emotional topics one last time. If you are still destined not to be together, then I admit it. Then, I started to think about how to talk to Gan.

I thought I'd do it, but I couldn't figure it out.

There was always a thought that bothered me - it was better not to do it, Gan was always cold to you, proving that she didn't love you anymore. When she truly loves someone, she will not be indifferent. The colder she is to you, the less she cares about you in her heart. In that case, why do you want to confuse this rare harmony?

I tried to cross this idea, and I wanted to prove something for myself.

However, there is one more kind of thinking -- don't be stupid! You know what love is? You haven't learned how to love someone, so how can you love her? A child is a child, you haven't grown up, you don't know what she's thinking, but you want to lie to yourself and think you understand her very well. You're not strong enough, you can't give her the love that can protect her. Are you really ......

I'm really speechless...... Perhaps, this is really the case......

I don't know how to love......

After work, the mood is restless. As soon as I see a beautiful woman with a good figure on the road, my spirit is difficult to control! This situation rarely happens......

I feel that the whole person suddenly becomes so empty and lonely......

I don't have any feelings at all, and the more sexy I see beautiful women on the road, the more my inner desire swells!

I'm so messy! I'm so hesitant! I'm so helpless!

At this time, I can't talk about feelings at all, no matter which girl, if she comes close to me at this time, I will not refuse! Because there is no sober soul, only the desire to vent! The beast inside began to roar!

I knew I had to sober myself up! So, ride fast! Keep my eyes on the front as much as possible! Hurry back to the little world and close the door! Okay, I'm the only one left......

It's all right, good girl! The beast inside slowly quieted down......

I don't know when I've become like this......

What kind of love and love do you talk about?

When the Beast Squad Leader greeted me with a smile in the morning, I wished him a Happy Children's Day!

The aunt who heard it next to me smiled and said to me, "It's your holiday!"

I also laughed and replied, "Yes, it's my festival, hahaha......"

But I am no longer innocent, and I am full of evil, which makes me feel that I have tarnished the good name of "child......

Who's going to save me? God said, yourself.

Well, it always has been, always has been, myself......

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