Chapter 146: The Sin of Innocence

During that period, Su Shi'an received more guidance than Guan Linden.

Guan Lin was lucky, he once hid at home for a few years, avoiding that peak period of public opinion. What happened to him then was just a little bit of spray left over after the tsunami had passed.

However, what he has escaped is what Su Shi'an is really facing. He was thrust to the forefront, suffering from malice from the whole world.

The most important thing is that the identities of the two are different. No matter how stupid or bad Guan Lin's performance is, he is still one of the victims. But Su Shi'an is a real "son of a criminal", the ultimate outlet for all undisguised hatred.

During that time, Su Shian would even envy his father who was locked up in prison.

He could go to prison in peace, and even though he had committed heinous crimes, no one could hurt him anymore. And he is still alive in society, and all the beings wearing the mask of evil ghosts shuttle around him, trying to pay for the sins left by his father in him.

Every day, he was bullied by his classmates. He would be slapped and kicked in the toilet. Even if he was just sitting in his seat, someone would suddenly knock over his table. Then, whether he resists or endures, it will invite a more intense wave of bullying.

No one will come to say a word of justice for him, and this self-righteous sanction has evolved into an "evil" carnival under the unrestrained development.

Su Shi'an felt that the most ridiculous thing was that they bullied themselves, and they bullied them so justifiably.

It is as if bullying the son of a criminal is upholding justice.

Yes, the son who bullied the criminal "without any fault".

Coming to the academy every day is like going to hell. And it was such a hell, but it was my mother who was begging her mentor to let him "stay", how ridiculous it was.

He didn't tell his mother about the torture he was going on day after day. Every morning, he let his mother change into beautiful clothes for him, came to the academy with his schoolbag, and after being bullied for a whole day, he walked to his mother with his schoolbag on his back and as if nothing happened.

This is his life.

It's disgusting life.

When he couldn't bear it anymore, he once asked his mentor in despair:

"Why does everybody bully me? My father is a criminal, so am I a criminal too?"

At that time, the teacher looked at him with a kind of suppressed sadness. She trembled and held his shoulders, and tried her best to reassure him:

"There is no such thing! The system of sitting together has long been abolished, your father is your father, you are you, you are still a member of our class, just like any other classmate!"

Su Shi'an smiled, he smiled so coldly.

"Yes, I didn't kill anyone, I didn't break the law, so why should I be treated the same as a criminal?"

"Except for freedom, all the punishments to be received by criminals have come to me! What have I done wrong? The dead catcher, his son is a victim, am I not?"

"If someone who doesn't break the law will end up like a criminal, then what's the use of abiding by the law?"

The tutor was also a little speechless for a while. In her opinion, this child is indeed a pity. Obviously better than everyone in the class, but now, it's just that something like this happened in his family.

"Su Shi'an, don't think like that. The mentor slowed down his tone, "Now is the time when public opinion is at its most intense, and it cannot be ruled out that some people may have some ...... 'irrational' behavior, but you have to believe that these will definitely pass......

Su Shi'an raised his gaze suddenly: "How long will that take?" tell me, I'll wait." ”

Under his questioning, the mentor was somewhat silent. How long this matter will continue to ferment, and how long the collateral effects will spread, this is not something she can guarantee.

"Can't answer, can you?" Su Shi'an showed an expected sneer, "So, I can't go to school normally, and I won't be able to work normally in the future, until the day I die, these people who have besieged me will suddenly find out in their conscience and will work together to rehabilitate me?"

"What's the use of the abolition of the joint sitting system, it is not still in everyone's hearts. ”

……

Even if you question the guru speechless, you will not change your situation in any way.

Su Shi'an knows very well that there will inevitably be some evil consequences in everyone's heart. Usually they were able to restrain themselves, either out of obedience to the law, or because they feared retaliation from the other party, so they suppressed their "evil."

But if one day, there is a person who can be bullied at will, you don't have to worry that he will resist, because bullying him is itself punishing evil and promoting good. Even, the whole class is bullying him, if you don't bully him, you are in the same league with him, and other people will bully you together.

In such a situation, the most essential evil in people's hearts will be discovered, and then infinitely magnified. If you are in a bad mood, you can come and kick him, and when you have nothing to do, you can come and beat him, and you can also stand in the name of justice, how cost-effective it is.

It's just a group of children, and they can have such "evil" in their hearts. It is no wonder that when they grow up, the fruit of sin will continue to blossom and sprout until it grows into a towering tree.

The tutor would not be unaware of what was happening in her class, but she chose to turn a blind eye. So, what is the difference between her and the group of bullies?

On the one hand, she promotes the "evil" in the class, and on the other hand, she comforts herself hypocritically, she wants to be a good person on both sides, but ...... How can it be so cheap?

Is this the philosophy of survival in the adult world? Su Shian looked back at the sign in the office, it was really disgusting to be hypocritical-

……

On this day, the group of classmates gathered around him again, singing their own songs, comparing whose lyrics were the most creative, and this was their favorite entertainment.

Su Shi'an, who has always chosen patience, suddenly broke out this time.

He slammed the stationery box on the table, and the force was so great that the stationery fell to the ground with a clatter. And he just held the stationery box in one hand, knocked a fat boy who took the lead in singing to the ground, and smashed it on his head over and over again.

Those classmates who had been bullying him before suddenly became timid when they saw this scene. After a long time, a few boys who usually had more strength dared to step forward and try to separate the two.

But Su Shi'an was like a madman this time, and those who came to pull him were also thrown away by him, and the iron stationery boxes fell again and again, and his eyes flashed with bloodthirsty madness.

The fat boy on the ground snorted twice at first, but gradually, there was no more sound.

Su Shien was still repeating the movements mechanically. It wasn't until they were finally pulled away by the mentor who rushed that the fat boy's forehead had been smashed out of a blood hole, and Su Shi'an was also full of blood, but at this time, he slowly showed a weird smile.

……

In the medical hall, the surgical light continued to be on, and the fat boy who was smashed and injured was still not out of danger.

Su Shi'an's mother, the tutor from the academy, and the boy's parents all arrived. The scene was so grand that it looked like a three-way trial.

This time, he will definitely be expelled from school.

He believed that the academy had waited too long for this opportunity.

Looking at the "expected" gazes of those people, Su Shi'an only felt ridiculous.

Just because he is the son of a criminal, everyone sees themselves as potential criminals. While they are afraid of themselves, they come to bully themselves wantonly. Their own forbearance can only be exchanged for their intensification.

He tried to calm things down, but they speculated with the greatest malice, "What the hell is this kid up to? He must be planning to get revenge on us, right?"

Until he finally resists, they will put on the look of expectation: "Look, I just said he would sin, right?"

I don't want to sin, it's just that you didn't leave me a second way.

I don't want to sin, but your actions make me glad I did.

At least now, I feel like I've been scolded for not being wronged.

……

While waiting for the operation to end, he saw his mother apologizing incessantly. It's ridiculous, she obviously didn't do anything wrong. Could it be that this world will always let the right people apologize and bear the sins that do not belong to them?

The boy's mother was dressed as a noblewoman, dressed in designer clothes and jewelry, shining brightly. But her attitude is aggressive, her fingers are poking and prodding, and her voice is sharp and irritating, like a crazy barking incessantly.

All the glamour was peeled off, and only the undisguised shrewd skin remained.

Su Shi'an only heard a few words clearly.

"Take care of your little brute! If he dares to touch our Jiajia again, I will chop him up with my own hands!"

Although the mother had always been weak, she was still enraged to see her son being humiliated like this.

"Jiajia's mother, my son also told me that Jiajia has been bullying him in the academy, and he really can't bear it anymore to ......"

The noble lady's voice immediately raised an octave: "Who bullied whom?

"He's the son of a criminal! The son of a criminal is a criminal! And you, you slept in the same bed as the criminal, and you're not a good thing!"

"What do you say, dragon wins dragon, phoenix gives birth to phoenix, and the son of a mouse will make a hole! If you want me to say that this little beast should be thrown into prison with his father, and if he stays outside, he may one day become a criminal again, endangering the safety of us good citizens!"

Su Shi'an listened to her crazy screams, but the face that was always expressionless gradually pulled into a cruel smile.

There have always been only three paths in front of him.

Don't resist - the other party will always bully him.

Resist - If the injury is not serious and the other party is not taught enough lessons, he will continue to bully himself when he recovers.

Resistance – If the injury is severe, you will be held responsible.

So, is there only one way to be bullied?

Since that's the case...... Then pull the bully into the water together. The injured person is the other party, and it is themselves who take responsibility, which is very fair. It's much better than being bullied by yourself, but the other party doesn't have to pay any price.

……

When he saw his mother take out a lot of money from her pocket and hand it over to the other party to pay for the medical bills, Su Shi'an looked at the operating room from afar, and suddenly became unusually ferocious.

He should be dead......

As long as he's dead, it's fine......

Perhaps it was at that time that his eyes began to change.

His eyes began to be filled with hatred, not like a child's eyes anymore.

……

After a day of tossing and turning in the hospital, when I got home, I saw that my grocery store had been smashed.

It must be the revenge of those people. They are so rich, they can easily do whatever they want.

Mother was crying again, she had been crying since her father was in prison, crying so much that he was tired of crying.

So, what's the use of treating those people during the day? They still won't appreciate it.

The only way to deal with them is to fight evil with evil, and let them also suffer fiercely......

……

In the middle of the night, in the dark room, a little spark suddenly lit up.

Su Shi'an squatted in the kitchen and silently lit a cigarette.

He tried to put it to his mouth, and after only one sip, he choked and coughed violently.

It's no wonder that he has always been a good boy, and he has never touched such things as cigarettes and alcohol.

However, if he has not been in contact with it before, he will have to contact it in the future......

He turned the cigarette butt and pressed it his arm. The intense pain distorted his face, but he held back and didn't scream.

Then, he took out another utility knife and cut it slowly but surely at his arm.

Drops of blood trickled down the floor.

He couldn't remember how many knives he had cut that night. In the constant invasion of pain, he vaguely experienced pleasure.

Only such a sharp pain can still make him feel that he is real.

"Someday, I'll make all those who have hurt me feel the same pain—"

He lit a cigarette again, and indifferently pressed the end of the cigarette against his bloody wound.

In the sizzling white smoke, Su Shi'an sighed contentedly. It's as if it's not his flesh and blood that is being scalded open now.

If you want not to be bullied, you have to be more ruthless than him...... Tougher than everyone else!

Only such a sharp pain can still make him feel that he is real.

"Someday, I'll make all those who have hurt me feel the same pain—"

He lit a cigarette again, and indifferently pressed the end of the cigarette against his bloody wound.

In the sizzling white smoke, Su Shi'an sighed contentedly. It's as if it's not his flesh and blood that is being scalded open now.

If you want not to be bullied, you have to be more ruthless than him...... Tougher than everyone else!

Only such a sharp pain can still make him feel that he is real.

"Someday, I'll make all those who have hurt me feel the same pain—"

He lit a cigarette again, and indifferently pressed the end of the cigarette against his bloody wound.

In the sizzling white smoke, Su Shi'an sighed contentedly. It's as if it's not his flesh and blood that is being scalded open now.

If you want not to be bullied, you have to be more ruthless than him...... Tougher than everyone else!

(End of chapter)