Chapter 145: Unworthy of Happiness

The road is narrow!

Only these four words can describe Guan Linden's feelings at this time.

Originally, when he had a sense of foreboding, he reluctantly comforted himself, even if he had the same surname, it would not be so coincidental. There are so many people with the same surname or even the same name all over the world, can't he face every one of them in the future?

He repeated it to himself over and over again, and just when he was almost about to believe it, fate was like a twisted cage, once again connecting him to his enemies, so that they would meet in a narrow way in their lifetime, and wash away their unfinished sins with blood.

The grievances of the previous generation have come to their generation again. Whether it is responsibility or affection, they will not evade it, and it is impossible to avoid it.

It took a while for Guan Lin to recover from this chaotic state. Along with this is the absurdity that lurks beneath this logical chain of hatred.

"You...... What do you want to do......

"It was your father who killed my father...... Why do you put on such a creditor's face in front of me......"

He clenched his fists and mustered up the courage to roar: "Even if you want to take revenge, it should be me to take revenge on you!"

The culprit of the year has been imprisoned, and the verdict has been settled. No matter how much he hates the man who only has one side of the relationship, but ruined his entire life, it is impossible for Guan Lin to do anything to him. But now, the evil seed that he still left outside is standing in front of him, clamoring for revenge on his demon father's behalf? Why is he? Why is he? Is the cause and effect of good and evil in this world completely deranged?

"Oh, it's long since I didn't pay off my father's debts, and I don't owe you anything at all. Su Shi'an's answer was so leisurely.

Guan Lin's fist clenched again, and a row of deep blood marks had been pierced in his palm. Indeed, strictly speaking, at the time of the incident, Su Shi'an was just a child who didn't understand anything. He did not assist his father in committing the crime, nor was he jointly and severally responsible for the process of his father's death. He really owes himself nothing except that he is the son of that man.

However, although the system of joint sitting is being gradually abolished, how is it possible for the families of those victims who have felt deep pain to treat the sons of their enemies calmly?

On the contrary, because the main culprit is in prison, his relatives who remain outside have become the only outlet for the fierce hatred like a mountain flood and tsunami. Looking at his face now, the more Guan Lin can recall his childhood nightmares. He really hates this man, and he wants to kill him directly! Not only in this virtual space, but also in reality! Then he can go to the prison again to visit the main culprit and tell him that your son died because of you.

Su Shi'an smiled coldly, although he knew better than anyone that Guan Lin hated him, but as if he had the intention to stimulate the other party, he strolled to his side, standing side by side with him at an opposite angle, looking up at the clear sky. And his gaze seemed to penetrate the sky, looking farther away.

"Your mother must be watching the live broadcast too, she should be happy that her son is finally no longer the poor echo worm he was at the beginning. You have made friends, you have successfully graduated from the Heavenly Sage, and now you have even entered the Heavenly Palace Gate, your life has become no different from a normal person, or even better than a normal person. But only you know best what the real you are like. Do you really deserve to stand here?"

His gaze was like two sharp knives, cutting Guan Lin's flesh inch by inch.

"If your father is in heaven and sees you like this, do you think he will be happy that you are finally cheering up, or will he blame you for forgetting his hatred?"

"You have original sin on your back, and you should spend your whole life atoning for it. Why can you live like a nobody, make your friends, fall in love, and throw other people's pain out of the clouds? If your father knew that you trampled on the life he had been deprived of in vain, his rotten soul would have wept!"

Guan Lin finally couldn't help but shoot back: "It was your father who committed the crime first, my father...... You're just doing his duty as a catcher! You don't have the right to slander him here!"

Su Shi'an raised his eyes slightly, and sighed lightly as if he was touched: "Yes, so I don't hate your father, and I can't even remember what he looks like." I just hate you—"

Pacing slowly past Guan Lin, every word he said was like a low magic sound, stimulating Guan Lin's deepest pain.

"This case is not that big, my father doesn't have to go to jail, your father doesn't have to die, and our two families don't have any intersection. ”

"But because of your stupidity! My father was sentenced to an increased sentence, your father died for you, the head hunter who was in charge of this case was removed from office because of the pressure of public opinion, and your mother will never be happy again. If you get out of your prison and enjoy your new life, how can you be worthy of those who have been involved by you and hurt and suffered for you?"

Guan Lin's pupils dilated suddenly, and at this moment, his whole body was trembling unconsciously, and he wanted to raise his hands to cover his ears, but he felt that his limbs did not obey him. He is like an empty sieve, which can only be stabbed into the body by the enemy, and the blood that flows out is already cold.

"You don't deserve happiness at all. If you have forgotten your sins, perhaps my existence can remind you from time to time. ”

"From the day you ruined my happiness with your own hands, I swear that in this life, the meaning of my life is to let your whole family no longer have happiness!"

His gaze was as sharp as a knife, as if he had cut off the river of time, and once again pulled the two back into their initial despair.

……

That year, Su Sai On was still in the Early Childhood Department.

At that time, he had neat black hair, and he looked like a good child. There is no hatred in the eyes for the future, only a focus on learning. But because he is too focused, he seems to be very indifferent to the outside world.

In front of him, several workbooks were spread out, and the tip of the pen rubbed quickly between the pages. Rows of simple and beautiful numbers quickly fill every space.

These exercises, which were obviously difficult for the Early Childhood Department, did not seem to be difficult for him, and he did not even need time to think. Just looking at his posture, he is definitely a first-class good student in the class.

In general, at that time, and before that, he was just a harmless scholar.

If it weren't for that devastating tragedy, maybe he would have followed the same path as Tang Dui.

It's a pity that not everyone's life is so complete.

……

In order to enrich the extracurricular knowledge of these children, the Early Years Department will organize the whole class to watch the news before school. However, there are probably not many hard and fast requirements for this activity, and during this time, it usually turns into a tea party for children.

While everyone else was talking, laughing, or gossiping, or discussing the content of the news, Su Shi'an didn't even glance at the big screen in front of him, he was still writing the exercise book.

He was the president of the class and the best student in the class. Judging from his appearance, he has long been accustomed to thinking in such a noisy environment, and the tip of the pen does not pause for a moment.

Before that incident, although his family background was not good, he was always one of the thousands of ordinary happy families.

My mother runs a small grocery store nearby, and because of the proximity to the college, students often visit her, and she can still earn a lot of money every day.

My father worked on a construction site far away, and in order to save time going back and forth, he lived directly on the construction site. Every once in a while, a sum of money is sent home. Only during the New Year's holidays can I come back to reunite with my wife and children.

Su Shi'an is also used to such days. What is rare is that he has always been very sensible and never complains about why his father always does not come home.

Usually in the nursery department, his grades have always been worry-free for his family. After school, instead of running out and playing around the yard like other children, they will stay at home and help their mother with some household chores.

When his father came back for the holidays, he showed his father the thick stack of report cards he had saved, listened to his praises, felt the warmth of his hand gently falling on his head, and felt that this year's efforts were not in vain.

Now, he has a freshly issued transcript in his desk, and he is first in every subject.

Because he doesn't fit well in the class, his popularity is not very good, but in the eyes of his mentor, he is definitely a model student to boast about.

That's fine, Sova Ann thought. Anyway, he won't live with these classmates for the rest of his life, and there is no need to build a good relationship. As for the future, as long as you have good grades and strong ability, you naturally don't have to worry about finding someone to tie you up.

I don't know if it's a person with good grades who will look at the world more realistically, at least Su Shi'an's current mentality is far more mature than his peers. Before doing anything, he will skillfully calculate the benefits and losses, and he will do what he thinks is good for himself.

Now, he is still immersed in the problems, and today is very efficient, and he can definitely finish this workbook before the news is over! When he goes back, he will be able to help his mother do more work......

Suddenly, the class, which was still noisy, suddenly fell silent.

All the sounds seemed to be extinguished, and the surroundings were as quiet as a vacuum.

Su Shi'an frowned, although he wished that the others would be quiet, but the atmosphere at this time was too weird. Finally, he stopped his pen and looked up a little confused.

When he raised his eyes, he saw the gaze that was being cast at him from all corners.

Su Sai An is no stranger to the attention of the whole class. Every time he was announced by his mentor that he had won the first place, others would look at him with envy and amazement like this. But today, in those glances, there is something very strange.

It's no longer worship, it's amazement, it's fear, it's even disgust. They seemed to be looking at a complete anomaly.

Su Shi'an was stunned for a moment, and subconsciously looked at the screen.

At this glance, he knew that his world had collapsed.

Not only did his father become a wanted criminal, but he also killed one and injured several of them in the process of resisting arrest. There are many comatose catchers, and they are still not out of danger. Now my father has been imprisoned as a felon.

Why did a father go to sin?

Is the father who is usually kind at home and the criminal who was evaluated by the media as "extremely vicious" on the screen, really the same person?

……

That day, Su Shi'an sat in his seat like he was stupid.

He remained motionless until the other children had been picked up by their parents and the class had become empty.

In the workbook on the table, he never wrote a word again.

Because he understands that there is no point in it. Even if he could solve all the exercises, he wouldn't be able to solve his fate.

His mother didn't come to pick him up, so he must have received a summons from the county government. She still has to run for her father, and of course she doesn't have time to pay attention to herself.

It wasn't until night fell that Su Shi'an stood up and walked out of the classroom step by step.

In front of the trash can, he tore up those transcripts with his own hands.

What he had kept like a treasure was now worthless.

Looking at the scattered confetti, he understood that his future life would be like these fragments.

……

This was originally just an ordinary case, but because of the existence of that stupid fast catcher son, the media hyped it up, which led to the later uproar of the "fast arrest and death case".

Because public opinion was too loud, in order to appease public anger, my father was sentenced to life imprisonment.

As the "son of a criminal", Su Sai On is being asked to withdraw from the academy.

During this time, his mother pleaded with the academy every day on the grounds that his grades had been very good. The academy may have also taken this into account, knowing that he was not at fault during his studies, and had not forcibly withdrawn him from school for the time being. The two sides are in a stalemate like a "tug-of-war".

During the days that he continued to stay at the Academy, Su Sai Ann stopped studying and stopped talking to anyone. He sat in his seat every day, holding the newspaper that reported on the "Arrest and Death Case" in his hand, from morning to night.

Everyone else thought that he was missing his father, but only he knew that what he had been staring at was actually the child who was bombarded by the media.

Things wouldn't have turned out this way without him......

Why did he come to intervene...... Why did he survive such a catastrophe......

I want to kill him...... I really want to kill him!!Only when he dies will my father's prison not be in vain...... His life has not been ruined in vain......

The indifference to the world also gives him an indifference to life. Until then, this apathy was only manifested in indifference to everything around us. But after this sudden blow, this indifference made him gradually transform.

Metamorphosis into a cold-blooded killer.

(End of chapter)