169 Introspection

I always thought it would be nice to have something clear. [← Eight [← Eight [← Reading [← Book, .2↘ It is absolutely not advisable to do it.

Chen Shi is definitely not a person who can do it for a while.

But at that time, Chen Shi was not right today, and I didn't have time to explain that he held him down and fell on the sofa. He kissed me, it was the kind of kiss that was similar to a bite, and the strength in his hands was also very great.

My brain was buzzing and I pushed him away with all my might.

Chen Shi was drinking, and when I was very close, I saw a small red patch behind his ear. After taking a bath, there can be no smell, but the redness of his skin as soon as he gets drunk cannot be hidden.

I wanted to speak, but he spoke first, as if questioning, and he said, "Don't you want me to touch you?"

I was speechless.

Then Chen Shi gritted his teeth and asked me, "What's the matter with you and Xu Yi?"

I'll take a moment, I want to say that Xu Yi and I have nothing to do, but Chen Shi must have misunderstood something when he asked this. I knew I had to explain, but every time I said a word, Chen Shi questioned me louder, I couldn't say anything about him, and if I continued like that, no matter what I said, he wouldn't be able to hear it, let alone listen to it.

Enough trouble, Chen Zhi slammed the door and left.

He walked in style, and I was alone on the couch sulking. I don't want to cry, I'm angry. I felt like I was going to die of anger. Then I remembered that Chen Shi was drinking, and he took the car keys when he left.

I ran to the garage, and Chen Shi really drove the car away.

Now I panicked, and started to beat Chen Zhi while running out. Every time he hung up directly, he finally answered it once, and before I could speak, he shouted, "Are you annoying!"

Then there was the sound of slamming on the ground, and I could hear the rumbling of the car, and I didn't have the heart to get angry at this time, I could only worry.

I asked for help from everyone I could think of with Chen Shi, and I was looking for people on the road aimlessly. Chen Zhi doesn't come back, and Rarity calls at 4 a.m. to tell me that Chen Shi is there.

I was still standing on the street in an old down jacket, and everyone was freezing into popsicles.

When I get to Rarity's place, I see that Rarity is there, and Rarity calls for help. I paused when she opened the door for me.

Diandian is indeed a beautiful little girl, wearing a Scottish skirt, a fluffy sweater on her upper body, and knee-high boots, her hair is dyed chestnut, and she is indeed the most foreign dress in those years, and she looks like a soft little person.

After a brief hello to her, I walked inside.

Rarity gives me a look that means Chen Zhi is in the bathroom.

"No one will be allowed to touch you, so I will call you by name. ”

I didn't say anything, pushed the door in and saw Chen Shi throwing up. He must have been drinking again after going out, and now the whole bathroom smells like that. I suspect Rarity doesn't care about him just because Chen doesn't let anyone touch him.

But now it's really just me who can control him.

I'm going to pull Chen Shi up, but unfortunately I can't. He exhaled at me, it tasted really bad. Squinted his eyes at me, and said with a snort, "Xiangxi, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to yell at you just now." ”

After saying that, his head tilted over.

I startled and shook him twice to make sure he had just drunk too much and fell asleep.

Chen Shi was embarrassed to put him on the bed, so I had to let him lie in the bathtub first. Then I pinch my nose and clean Rarity's bathroom.

Thinking that it was outside, I didn't want to bathe Chen Shi here.

I open the door and beckoned Rarity in, "You carry him down for me, and we'll go home." ”

Rarity looks at me and realizes that I'm a little defensive, and he wants to say yes, but who made him a gay, a gay with a serious cleanliness fetish, and I get angry at the way he looks disgusted.

"You open the door for me, I'll carry him!"

Rarity gave me a look of incredulity, "Are you okay?"

I can do it, Chen Zhi is not particularly heavy, more than 130 pounds, I have also done a lot of work when I have been working over the years, and my strength is a little greater than that of other girls.

I really went out with Chen Zhi behind my back, and his head hung next to my face, whispering my name, and I was complaining one sentence at a time.

When I passed by the door, I wanted to help, but I avoided her gaze and said no.

I just looked in the mirror when I was cleaning up the mess for Chen Shi. I feel like a tragedy, my hair is messy, my eyes are blank, my clothes are messy, and in the end, all I can hold on to is the little bit of youth.

I don't think I'm as good as this girl who is six or seven years younger than me.

Dian Dian didn't say anything, and avoided it at the right time, she actually made me even more ashamed of this. But I don't have time to think about anything else.

Rarity, the dead, said he wouldn't touch it, and I carried Chen Shi downstairs all the way to the parking lot, and I was almost unsteady when I put him in the car.

Rarity handed me the key, "Be careful, then?" ”

I glared at him, and he stuck his tongue out at me.

Obviously, a fight that seemed so painful to me was nothing to an outsider like Rarity, and no one mentioned the responsibility for anyone else's heart.

Along the way, I not only had to drive carefully, but I also had to be on guard against any reporters who were following and taking photos. Back to the apartment the same. Chen didn't wear clothes when he came out, I was afraid that he would catch a cold, so I put my down jacket on him, in fact, I only wore a T-shirt inside, but I didn't feel cold when I sweated.

This time, without Rarity's help, it took me ten minutes to get Chen Zhi upstairs, and he slept soundly, and kissed me several times on the face with his freshly spit mouth while he was delirious.

In fact, I didn't have any resistance at this time, and I probably felt that Chen Zhi was not sober, so he wouldn't mind anything.

I don't care how dirty or smelly he is.

Six years ago, I would have hated it, but not now.

Upstairs, I got Chen Shi into the bathroom, put the water and tested the temperature before taking off his clothes, and moved him into the bathtub a little bit. He snorted a few more times, his expression was very unhappy, as if he was still angry when he fell asleep.

I didn't speak, I washed him slowly and carefully.

I hadn't helped Chen Shi take a bath before, so I would be shy to touch every inch of his skin at close range. But he has good skin and I think it's much better than mine. Chen Shi is a night animal, he goes out at night, and I have been exposed to the wind and sun in the past few years.

Seriously, I'm scared he'll dislike me. The girl's youth is only a few years, and it is obvious that I have not much left.

When I was taking a shower, Chen Shi also shouted my name, and put his mouth on me, wanting to kiss me, but I was also soaked. I can't take care of myself, so I can only take care of him first.

Then I washed his lower body, and I began to think that it was okay to rush casually, but I must have seen it, and I hadn't looked at it carefully before. This time, I saw it very clearly, and I was depressed, but I still had a sense of existence, and I would react if I accidentally touched it.

At his age, because I have been living an ascetic life for months, I think I am quite sorry for him.

After rewashing, I had to help him brush his teeth, which was the hardest, I called him a few times and couldn't wake up, so I could only stuff the toothbrush into his mouth and brush it, brush it until it was enough foam, and pour him a mouthwash.

He frowned, probably because he didn't like the smell, and threw it all on me.

Spit it out, it's better than swallowing it, and I poured it back and forth a few more times, but he still vomited. Now he doesn't stink, and the stinky one becomes me. After carrying Chen Shi out and putting him on the bed and covering the quilt, I felt like I had a fight with someone. No, I should have been beaten. My whole body was aching and sore.

I took another shower for myself, and when I went out, Chen Zhi lay on the bed on all fours, leaving me no place at all. I didn't call him to get up, I went to sleep on the couch alone, and there was no extra quilt. I covered his clothes and shivered with cold.

In such a situation, I can't sleep even if I can't sleep. I'm also reviewing myself, and I'll definitely say the explanations I should have when I sober up. It's just that I understand that he is indeed angry, indeed sad, and he probably knows that I will only be like this when I meet Xu Yi.

I reflected, I really didn't know if I should meet Xu Yi. Now I have let go of the mustard in my heart for Xu Yi, but I have not forgotten the help he once gave me, I really only regard him as a friend. I thought I kept my distance, but I really seemed to ignore that when you're in love with someone, you really can't rub a grain of sand into your eyes.

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(Fanwai began to be serialized on Weibo~ tentative name "Do You Know" Do you know that I like you? A romantic story of a straight child and a cold girl~)

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