That grain of sand, when kneaded, becomes a sword, either at yourself or at you.

I did ignore it, and I really desperately tried to make up for it.

Thinking about it, I still fell asleep, and I started to fall asleep, mainly because it was too cold. Later, I didn't know how to fall asleep, but I felt very uncomfortable anyway, my head was very heavy, and my eyelids were heavy.

When I woke up at dawn, I still didn't feel well, and I finally opened my eyelids and saw that it was Chen Shi pressing on me.

I pushed him, opened my mouth with difficulty, and was blocked by him before I could say anything.

Say kiss, kiss, I moved, thinking it's better to forget it. Then Chen Zhi continued to kiss, he put himself into kissing, and I was uncomfortable, and I couldn't exert any strength all over my body.

It's almost time to kiss, I think he should let go of me, but Chen Zhi got up from me and started to undress, he didn't wear anything, or I was afraid that he would kick the quilt at night so I put on his pajamas.

I called out to him weakly, and he glanced at me, his mouth pursed into a straight line, and he looked completely puffed out. He didn't let me talk anymore, he lowered his head and continued to kiss, touching and pinching me while kissing.

I understood what he wanted to do, but I really couldn't do anything other than mmmmmmmmmmmm

Chen Shi blocked my mouth and tossed for a while, he was singing, his lung capacity was better than that of ordinary people, my appearance at that time was estimated to be much worse than that of ordinary people, I was about to be fainted, he put his hand around XX and touched it, it was still dry at all. He didn't touch it anymore, he took XX out of his pants and stuffed it into my body, he had a lot of strength, and after barely squeezing it in, he moved hard, carrying my legs in and out.

I was completely paralyzed, and by the time he had done enough, my face was completely wet and covered in cold sweat.

At the last moment, Chen Shi snorted and leaned his neck to end.

He got off the couch, cleaned himself up, and went into the bedroom. When he came out again, he had already changed his clothes. I picked up the quilt he had thrown on the ground and wrapped it around myself, and just watched him open the door and leave.

The last sound of the door closing rang in my ears for a long time, and my head hurt more and more.

I am sad. Hehe.

After Chen Zhi left, I slowly climbed down from the sofa, my legs couldn't be closed, and I couldn't stand up straight. It took me a long time to move into the bathroom, and I fell into the bathtub without standing firm, and my tears were about to hurt out.

Turn on the shower and rinse it, but the water is still cold.

I took a cold shower like that, and I ended up with a little blood coming out, and it hurt a lot. There was more and more water in the bathtub, and I didn't feel cold when I was soaking, just like in the pool, I gradually adapted to the temperature, but I became less and less energetic, and my consciousness gradually blurred.

I don't know how long I was dizzy, but then I heard the sound of slamming the door hard, Chen Shi shouted my name loudly, and he fished me out of the cold water.

Chen Shi got me into the hospital, I don't know what the process was, I almost fell asleep, but I vaguely heard him keep calling my name, shouting urgently, I wanted to comfort him that I was fine, but my mouth couldn't open.

When I woke up, it was already night, and I slept all day in the hospital. In the private ward, Chen Shi was by my side, holding my hand, and his eyes were red.

I sniffed and raised my other hand to his hand, "I'm fine." ”

Chen Shi still pursed his mouth and didn't speak.

I'm still worried about whether I'm going to him off. Anyway, I'm scared, I can't take care of myself at all. I would be angry about what happened in the morning, but in the face of Chen Shi, no matter how angry I was, I was reluctant to be angry with him, so I felt that I had done something wrong. Refusing to propose marriage is a big thing, Chen Shi should be angry, not to mention that there is such a thing as Xu Yi, if I know who Chen Shi is meeting with, I'm afraid I will react more than him.

I just didn't have the strength to speak, Chen Zhi didn't speak, he looked at me for a while and got up to pour the porridge in the thermos bucket, he was still very careful when he fed me, the temperature was just right, and the taste was also very good.

After drinking the bowl of porridge, I regained some strength and was finally able to speak, but the situation was a little awkward.

Chen Shi ignored me, so I said alone, why I don't want to get married now, and why I met Xu Yi. By the end, I even said the reason why I didn't want to XX with him. Really, at the end, I felt aggrieved, kept looking up and blinking, and endured the tears alive.

And Chen Zhi squeezed my hand from beginning to end.

He was hesitating, he couldn't accept such a situation right away, anyway, he didn't have the heart to comfort me at that time1.

The two of us had our own hearts, but later Chen Shi still hugged me and said sorry softly. We slept together at night, Chen Shi didn't want to go back, so he squeezed into this single bed with me, I was cold, and he took me into his arms.

So I remembered that when I was a nail household in the old house, Chen Shi didn't dislike the hot weather, didn't dislike me, and hugged me like that without taking a bath. Thinking about it, I wiped my tears all over him.

At that time, I had a feeling that Chen Shi and I could only share hardships and hardships, and when everything gradually improved, I didn't know what else to do for him, and I didn't know how to accept everything he could give me.

The next day I woke up earlier than Chen Shi, and he was still lying beside me, his eyes were closed tightly, his eyelashes were very long, and his skin was good.

I touched his face and muttered quietly, "It's twenty-eight, it's not like it at all."

Chen Shi was woken up by me, smiled at me, cared about me as if nothing had happened, and chatted with me. He said he was going out to buy breakfast, and before he left, he told me that if the doctor came to check it, he would ask the doctor to come back when he came back.

I frowned, forgetting that it was not good for Chen Shi to appear with me openly now.

I understand that telling Chen Shi to leave me alone at this time is like pouring a basin of cold water on his head, but sometimes this cold water still has to be splashed, otherwise all our previous efforts will be wasted.

I looked at him, and finally squeezed out this sentence, for fear that he would misunderstand, and I made it clear why.

Chen Shi walked back, looked at me sadly, and reached out to touch my hair, "Then I'll let Diandian come over to accompany you." ”

I was stunned for a moment, and reluctantly gave him a smile with the corner of my mouth, "Okay, you go back, I'll call you." ”

Chen Shi frowned.

I remembered him throwing his phone away and saying, "I'll call the studio." Rest assured. ”

"Hmm. ”

Before leaving, Chen Shi was still reluctant, and the way he looked at me at that time gave me the feeling that he was afraid that I would run away and lose it. I was tempted to explain that I wouldn't, but I knew I still hurt him after all.

Not long after Chen Zhi left, the doctor came, I would be sick because I had a cold, and I took off my clothes to blow the cold wind when I went back with Chen Shi on my back, and added that cold shower, which was a very serious cold, and then because of the virus or something, low platelets. I don't know the specifics, anyway, it's very serious, it's going to be hospitalized, about two or three days, and I can only go out when the situation is stable.

I said okay and borrowed a phone call to go back to the izakaya to ask for leave. I have this leave, and I have to go directly to Mr. Bi to ask, it is very troublesome to suddenly get sick, and I was absent from work all day yesterday, but Mr. Bi was not angry with me. But I still have something to say, and after he promised me that I could rest for a few days, I said, "Mr. Bi, I want to resign after you have hired the right person." ”

If you don't resign, you will inevitably meet Xu Yi again.

When I first came to work in an izakaya, I was still working for a salary of more than 20,000 yuan a month and a house in the third ring. Seriously, if we didn't have this salary in those months, Chen Shi and I would probably have had a meal without a meal, the cost of the lawsuit was too great, and Chen Shi's income from selling songs was unstable. Bi is finally our savior, and now that we don't need money, I'm going to resign, which is a bit ungrateful. I said that I don't want the dividends I mentioned before, but this job is really not for me.

Mr. Bi didn't force me to stay, but I must have the right person before I can leave.

decided on this matter, and a big stone in my heart was also settled.

Then Diandian really came to accompany me, she listened to what Chen Shi said, and even if she was absent from school, she would come to take care of me. I said hello to her and went back to sleep without much energy. When I woke up in the afternoon, Diandian was still with me, but she was plugged in headphones, and her voice was not loud, but I could recognize the rhythm of the little voice that came out slightly, it was Chen Shi's new song.

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