I hadn't written about it for a long time, and I felt a little unaccustomed to it......

November 2015 was almost two-thirds of the way through, but I didn't even write seven articles in that month, was I lazy, or was I uninspired, or was I really influenced by my uncle? Oh ...... It's all excuses......

At that time, I was painting a lot, and compared to all my hobbies, I was a fan of painting for the time being. The reason for the www.biquge.info of the pen "Fun" is ...... Well, I want to see beautiful women...... Whew......

The reason is that my hobbies have a certain period of heat, just like the seasons on the earth, some plants only grow well in the season they are used to, and after the season they are used to, they will fall into silence again.

My hobby is like those plants that adapt to the season, with their own cycle of growth......

To put it simply, in June and July, I liked to write more, while my other hobbies were more silent. In the months that followed, I began to write less and less, and I began to draw more.

There seems to be a pattern, and there seems to be no pattern.

Because the season of my hobbies is my mood, and the mood is always unpredictable weather.

Actually, it's good to have a change of seasons. Because if you focus on one hobby all the time, it's easy to get bored and your inspiration will dry up. There is a certain reason for recuperation, leave a little time to let a hobby sleep, go to see other hobbies, maybe new inspiration will be born.

At that time, it seemed that there were a lot of paintings of women, but it felt like something was wrong. It seems that I have always been a painter...... Oh oh, oh, and there are more half-naked and sexy beauties. Forehead...... It's not that I'm lonely, it's not that I really want to see beautiful women.

The half-naked or sexy beauties that I paint are actually quite difficult to draw in a way, and I haven't painted them before, so I wanted to try to break my art path. Those half-naked beauties may seem a little indecent, but if the lines are drawn naturally, it is a challenge for me who has never learned to draw!

I don't paint just to please myself, but to make myself break through and grow. In fact, it is often easy to draw irritably, which is a test of one's own mentality, and it is not easy to calm one's mind to draw those complex lines......

When Arou asked me what I was doing those days, if I said I was painting, she would smile and ask me, "Painting half-naked beauties again?"

Yes, every time I make a breakthrough in painting, it can be accumulated to draw a Arou like Arou in the future.

I don't know what the definition of good is, but I'm trying to be good in my own way.

Therefore, dumb people are all stupid to be good dumb.

Time goes on.

"Arou, what are the shortcomings of Dumb?"

"I don't know. ”

"Arou, what are the advantages of dumb?"

"That's a lot. ”

I know she knows I have a lot of shortcomings, but she still wants to make me feel good about myself.

Actually, I don't mind if she picks on my shortcomings. I also knew that my "God" in her mind was flawed. I just want her to get used to a real me......

I'm not a good person, I have a lot of bad habits and bad qualities, but I won't hide it from her. Because I hope that the dumb she loves is not a pretended dumb, but a real dumb.

So what I am, I'm going to behave to make her understand. Sooner or later, these will find out, I just let her know in advance.

Suddenly, I felt that I was such a hard person to hide secrets. However, the secret that I sincerely promised to keep will definitely be kept.

Whew, I don't know if God wants to test my sincerity. When I was a child, I never thought that it would be so extravagant to even kiss my face when I fell in love, and my first relationship was a long-distance relationship, which was full of a lot of uneasy thoughts and too much. After waiting for a few years, I finally ushered in a new relationship that I was looking forward to, however, the long-distance relationship evolved into a long-distance relationship. The feeling of being able to kiss your face has become even more luxurious......

Is it really good for me to be like this? I'm an adult, and I'm in love, and I haven't even kissed a girl's face. Feeling, alas, a little sad......

In this feeling, I have to suppress my loneliness and emptiness, and protect my heart that cannot be cheated. It seems that God has asked me to hone my heart in advance, for the sake of future fidelity to marriage.

At that time, Arou especially liked to make this joke to me: "Did Dumb go to pick up girls?"

To be honest, I won't pick up girls. That's true, quack......

"In that case, then how did you get to Arou?"

"Huh, what are you doing here?"

"You care about me, the point is how did you get Arou?"

"I ...... I...... How so?"

"Could it be that Arou bubbled you?"

"Well, then I'll be honest with you. At 12 o'clock in the middle of the night that day, I went to the convenience store to buy a few flavors of Yida, but I couldn't find my favorite mint flavor Yida, so I asked the waiter if there was any mint flavor Yida. The waiter said that the last bottle of mint Yida in the store had just been bought by a girl, and if she wanted to buy it, she would not have it until the next day. Well, I had to buy a few bottles of other flavors of Yida and walk out of the store. When I walked out of the store, I just saw a girl holding a mint Yida bottle in her hand and chewing slightly, I thought she should be the girl the waiter said. So I plucked up the courage to walk over and greet her with a smile and asked, 'Can you give me a mint flavor Yida to eat?' and she smiled and handed me the whole bottle of Yida, and said something that I really remembered, 'This is your Yida!' and we were together. ”

"Uh...... Are you kidding me?"

"Haha, who told you to ask knowingly......"

"Okay, I'm not playing with you, I'm going to sleep......"

Whew, it's late at night if you're not careful. Well, it's time for me to go to bed too......

My Yida ...... Whew......

Talking to yourself is also a special art.

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