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In fact, there is another reason why I went to the rivers and lakes, not only to join in the fun, but also because I was upset.

Falling out of love is also a big deal, not to mention that there is no one to confide in, I choose to be in the midst of the noise, and I don't have the heart or lungs to laugh to numb my little sharp pain.

Of the people in the rivers and lakes, the only one who knew that I had broken up with Chen Shi was Xu Yi.

After the scandal, I have always been so wary of Xu Yi, not that I don't think he is bad, but I try not to provoke trouble if I can, but Xu Yi helped me in the first few days after returning to Beijing, and now I have to see him more or less every day, and I can't be if he doesn't exist.

We joked, and Xu Yi firmly said that he still wanted to soak me.

He's not the kind of person with a cold personality, but his aura is too big, and I'm a little transparent in front of him, so every time he says something like this, I'm still quite nervous, after all, he's always been my idol, he was, and now, in fact. When I moved, I also brought all of Xu Yi's poster CDs with me, but they weren't specially pasted on the wall like a few years ago.

Of course, as a person who has just broken up, I don't plan to develop any ambiguous relationship with Xu Yi, and I tell him frankly that I am not suitable for him because I can't afford to play.

In the future without Chen Zhi, I will definitely still be in love, and I may not ask for anything plain, but I told Xu Yi that that person is definitely not you. There's no why, it's just intuition.

Xu Yi also simply told me the reason why he provoked me from the beginning.

Xu Yi said, "Langlang likes you, you can't know it, right?"

Okay, okay, I admit, there's no need to be too serious about this, how can you be like it by a person without feeling at all, and even if you don't like it, girls are more or less prone to a little narcissism, and others will look at you a few more times, and they will find this in their hearts, hey, hey, he's not interesting to me.

So, Hunya liked me, and I had a complete realization since he rescued me from the river three years ago, and I fell headlong into the water.

However, the person in my heart is not him, and I also understand that it is impossible for Xenia to confess to me, so if he doesn't mention this matter, others don't mention it, I will always be pretending to be stupid.

It was installed for three years and was debunked by Xu Yi.

Xu Yi knew that Xu Nia liked me, he was a brother, and he had the idea of helping his brother snatch his girlfriend.

This idea may not be unreasonable, but the premise is that Xu Yi once took care of Chen Shi as his own brother, and later Chen Shi's attitude towards Xu Yi was also one of the reasons why he wanted to test the relationship between me and Chen Shi.

It's just that it changed later, since when did it start?

It was probably from the first time he got me into the hotel, and maybe when I saw his poster in my dorm.

The girl who has been calculated like this by herself doesn't seem to be so good when she is trying to find a way to be her brother's girlfriend, so Xu Yi changed the rules of the game, and he plans to come to me in person.

Maybe, you can brew a result.

Xu Yi and I both understand that he has no feelings for me, or rather, no feelings called love. I like it, it's a little bit, just like I like Xu Yi too.

I liked him and looked up to him as a star, and before he knew me, I used to talk to his posters like someone to talk to.

Xu Yi likes me, that is, as a man's appreciation for a little girl, he doesn't like the kind of being too strong and independent, and he doesn't like being too soft and weak. Xu Yi said that I just right, simple enough, hypocritical enough, a real person, and not nothing, I can support myself if I throw it out, and even one day when he is sick and tired, I can still take care of him, because he has a lot of status in my heart, and he is admired for life, and he probably enjoys it too.

Xu Yi thinks I'm very suitable for pinching, pinching, and training, maybe I'm a good candidate for a good family.

I said forget it, I guess my life has nothing to do with what kind of housekeeper is good, and words like virtuous help. I don't like that kind of life.

Xu Yi said these words when I just said that I was going to break up with Chen Shi, and I didn't mean to dig into the corner, but we chatted about it occasionally. I also understand that there is more or less comfort in his praise for me.

If he really wanted to do anything with me, he wouldn't say it at this time.

I looked at him, and my heart shook, this is the person who has been an idol and a male god since I was in junior high school, and it would be hell to say that I don't feel for him. It's just that I know too well that Xu Yi will never be able to fall in love with me.

So I didn't love him either, not from the beginning.

Because I don't love, so frank, because of frankness, this time I didn't resist the contact with Xu Yi again, but talked and chatted with him generously in the rivers and lakes.

When Chen Shi appeared, I was stepping on the ladder to change the light bulb, Xu Yi helped me hold the ladder below, and when I couldn't stand steadily, he directly grabbed my calf.

Here's the thing, a part-time student in the rivers and lakes didn't know where to get a bunch of colorful spotlights when he was arranging, and he replaced them without consulting Xu Niya.

The point is, none of us like this lamp.

Schunia has been emphasizing that what he wants is metal is metal is metal!

At this time, he was like Lao Bi a few years ago, and he looked like a boss to his subordinates. However, Lao Bi prefers punk and visual kei, Xu Nia also insists on the principle that metal must be made, he doesn't like flirting with girls recently, but concentrates on starting music, of course, not for fame or debut, just as a hobby, and a few college students in the rivers and lakes got a heavy metal band, and by the way, completely transformed his style.

After losing his temper, he threw away the mess and went downstairs to practice.

I took the initiative to change the light bulbs.

Isn't there always someone who thinks that changing the light bulb and going to the sewer is the reason why a woman has to live dependent on a man, I have to prove that I can change the light bulb too.

When I lived with Chen Xiang, I always did this kind of thing.

It's just that I overlooked that the loft we lived in before was less than two meters high, and you could just step on a stool and touch the roof. When a person like Xu Yi walks in, he has to bend down when he enters the door, and when he stands up straight in the room, he has to sit down and hit the consciousness of hitting the top of his head.

The height of the rivers and lakes is very high, even on the second floor, if you want to change the light bulb, you still have to step on a ladder, I don't want to make a fool of myself, and everyone else was sent to the first floor by me.

Xu Yi lived in the rest room, and when he came out, he happened to see me trembling and climbing up, so he came to help, but he didn't say that he went up to change the light bulb, just watched below, in case I was really fallen, he said that he would catch me, so that I don't have to be afraid.

Turning around, he saw that although he was under the ladder, his height was very valuable. It's really a very secure existence.

I took his word for it, and I didn't think anything was wrong.

I just didn't expect Chen Shi to have returned to Tianjin, and I didn't expect Xu Nia to call him to me as a surprise, and besides, he would go upstairs at this time.

What I didn't expect was that when I was with Xu Yi, I would be happier than when I was with Chen Zhi, without the kind of worry between lovers, it was rare, when Xu Yi laughed at me for being cowardly, I quarreled with him and laughed by the way.

In fact, this is the first time I have really laughed since I left Guangzhou.

I couldn't laugh anymore after half laughing, because I saw Chen, and he had just gone upstairs, and the direction of the stairs was facing me. The smile on his face stiffened, and even his face was a little gloomy, and his hands and feet trembled slightly.

Xu Yi didn't know what was going on with me, so he grabbed my calf.

I didn't see Chen Shi, turned my head and continued to twist the light bulb, and when I finished twisting one and replaced the next, Xu Yi would hand it to me, and then my fingers accidentally touched it, but it wasn't intentional.

Then Chen Shi left, didn't say anything, turned around and went downstairs.

Because I was afraid of heights, it took me more than ten minutes to change these bulbs, and I was covered in cold sweat when I came down from the ladder.

Xu Yi looked at me, "I really shouldn't let you go up." ”

I smiled, "It's fine. ”

I'm not in the mood, but I still see the reason for Chen Zhi. It's not that I didn't think he'd come back. This has his home, and he will come back sooner or later, but I didn't expect that it was only a little more than a month after the breakup, and we met.

I went to wash my hands, and Xu Yi waited outside for me to go downstairs together.

At that time, I was hesitant, knowing that Chen Shi was downstairs, would it not be good to go down with Xu Yi?

Soon this idea was denied by myself, why couldn't I go downstairs with Xu Yi.

Chen Shi and I have broken up, can it be said that I still have to care about his thoughts and opinions after breaking up with him. In the end, I even had a little bit of a gamble.

Like all young people when they break up, I don't want Chen Shi to see how sad I was to leave him. Instead, I wanted to prove to him that I was good and that it wasn't a big deal for me not to have him.

I want to tell him that I'm better off than you.

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