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When I went downstairs, I didn't see Chen Shi.

Instead, Cinya came and pulled me aside where there was no one.

He said, "Why are you with Xu Yi?"

I said, "Change the light bulb, he just helped me." ”

Then Xu Nia glared at me, he arranged for Chen Shi to come, he must have known that Chen Shi had just gone upstairs, and now that Chen Shi is gone, maybe he will be unhappy to leave.

And this unhappy may be because he saw me and Xu Yi together.

Xu Nia felt that he kindly arranged a surprise for me, which might have become the reason for my quarrel with Chen Shi.

I really want to confess to him that Chen Shi and I have broken up, but I just don't know how to say it.

But Xenia could see that my face was not good, and he asked, "You're not feeling well, are you?"

"No, let's get out, do you always care about having fun as a boss?"

I choked on Hyunia with words, basically to hide my own weakness.

We went back, and so did Chen Shi.

But this time, he came back not alone, there was a small attendant behind him, with short hair, not very tall, and the whole person was wrapped in a down jacket, a small one.

Xu Nia gave full play to her strengths and whistled, which means that this girl is very good.

Shunia is going to flirt with my sister, and I don't plan to care.

Because I recognized it, the girl next to Chen Zhi was Xiaolei. In addition to Chen Shi, I have seen Xiaolei alone. Of course, only I know in Beijing and Guangzhou, Xiaolei is constantly careful about Chen Zhi.

How did he bring people over in a dignified manner?

Didn't you say that it had nothing to do with Xiaolei, I stared at Chen Zhi's Beijing, and I felt ridicule in my heart for a while. Knowing that Chen Shi wanted to stay in Guangzhou to record songs, now I have to think that he and Xiaolei just have some things I don't know.

Xu Yi often said that it was okay to be a little willful with a little girl, and it was okay to be hypocritical, but don't die.

I think I'm rarely willful, and I try not to be pretentious, but this unbeautiful picture in front of me makes me want to die once.

Xu Nia went over by himself, so I went into the bathroom to make up my makeup, and put on more blush and lipstick, although it looked a little tacky, but it looked good.

In addition, there is also a big contrast with Xiaolei.

I think Chen Shi probably likes that kind of delicate and weak little girl, Tang Si used to be like this, and Xiaolei was similar. Then I'm not weak to show him.

These days the rivers and lakes are not open, in order to facilitate the party, Xu Nia got a few large tables put together in the middle of the first floor, a few days ago there were many people, each can have dozens of people. For convenience, Xu Yi sat with me, and it was estimated that his hands would be sour when he went to sign the autograph. There were few people today, but after I went downstairs, I walked directly to Xu Yi and sat down.

Chen Shi sat in the corner opposite us, almost the farthest, Xiao Lei was next to him, I don't know what kind of identity it is.

Xu Nia thought that Chen Shi and I had just quarreled at first, but seeing Xiao Lei sticking to Chen Shi's posture, she might also feel that something was wrong, so she wanted to go over and talk to Chen Shi.

I don't want to give him that chance, if the breakup is really exposed, I must take the initiative.

I stopped Xu Nia and didn't let him pass, and told me in a small voice, "I didn't tell you before, in fact, Chen Shi and I broke up when we were in Guangzhou. ”

The tone of my voice is really ordinary, others may not feel it, this sentence, how much breath I hold to explain it in such a way.

Broke up.

I broke up with Chen Shi.

So it doesn't matter to me which girl he makes love with, and it doesn't matter to anyone else.

Xu Nialen paused for a moment, obviously angry. I think it's not good for him to quarrel with Chen Shi in the past at this time, if he is doing it, things will be in trouble.

So I said, "I mentioned it, I'm fed up with two people not being able to see each other, so I don't want to be with him." Glancing at Chen Shi, I continued, "We are still friends. ”

There were also people who didn't know me and Chen, as well as fans who had seen me when they were playing in the band together.

When I finished speaking, I was cold.

Xu Nia didn't make trouble, probably because he has matured in the past few years, he knows that it is not only Chen Shi who will be hit the hardest, but I am also one of the parties, so he endured it. looked at Chen Shi's eyes, as if to say that he would talk to him later.

This time the party was also a little awkward because of my relationship with Chen Shi.

The others are okay, they play their own, Xu Nia has a new projection, connected to the PS, and the group of children went to grab the game controller, and someone sang on the stage. Of course, there are also some young girls and young men who have never met each other before, chatting and planning to exchange phone calls or something.

Xu Yi here, although there was someone who wanted to come over to take a group photo and sign autographs, no one really took the initiative to chat with him.

The boys are a little afraid of him, and when the girls see me, they naturally think that Xu Yi and I are a couple, and they are embarrassed to disturb.

I plucked the pistachios while looking at Xu Yi, "Do we have cut off each other's peach blossoms?"

"Do you still have peach blossoms?" Xu Yi smiled, and by the way, snatched the pistachio I had just dialed and stuffed it directly into his mouth.

I glared at him, "What are you doing, bother, it's mine!"

Then Xu Yi laughed, and almost opened his mouth to return it to me, and I was amused by him. Smiling and smiling, he saw that Chen Shi was mixed with Xiaolei again.

Chen Zhi was playing the piano, and Xiaolei dragged her chin to listen, full of a small fan battle.

Once upon a time, I was also such a small person next to Chen Shi, so he thought I was weird, and he also said that he enjoyed looking up at his adoring gaze like that.

It's just that then we came together, and there were fewer and fewer romantic moments like that.

It's not that I don't like to hear Chen Shi sing anymore, it's just that we don't have much chance to be together at all, and what time do we have left to accomplish this.

After singing a song, Chen Shi put down his guitar and walked directly in front of me.

"Let's talk. ”

Xu Yi walked away, leaving the place to me and Chen Zhi. I also put down the pistachios in my hand, and I was in no mood to eat them for a long time.

At first, I didn't want to, but Chen Shi kept standing in front of me and refused to leave. I knew that the day was going to come sooner or later, and I broke up, and it might not be enough to say on the phone, maybe there were really other things to explain.

So let's put it plainly.

Chen Shi wants to talk to me, but not here, there are too many people in the rivers and lakes, and he probably wants to find a quiet place.

The two of us went out one after the other, and Chen Shi continued to walk forward, and I followed behind him. After walking for a while, we came to the river.

I said, "Here it is." ”

Chen Shi stopped and looked back at me.

He frowned, his expression unchanged from before, a little innocent. Although he is twenty-five years old, he still looks like a boy in his early twenties.

But I think he's changed. And it's the heart that changes.

I may have changed, because now I don't have the joy I felt when I look at Chen Shi anymore. If there was only Chen Shi and no Xiaolei today, maybe this would not be the case.

I said, "Is there something wrong?"

He said, "Are you alright?"

I just laughed, "Then you can say it." I turned my head to look at the river, trying to avoid Chen Shi's burning gaze, and trying to warn myself in my heart not to entangle with him anymore.

But actually, I can't.

Since I saw Chen Shi again, my heart was not so calm, it was okay just now, but now when there are only two of us left, my heart is very chaotic. The action of avoiding his eyes is actually because my eyes are so sore.

I wanted to cry, but I didn't want to cry in front of him.

We know a lot of things, and the three years we have been together have not been without gain. For example, I know that if I cry in front of Chen Shi and tell him that I regret it and I don't want to break up, he will definitely hug me immediately. Tell him that he never changed his mind.

He still likes me and still loves me.

But Chen Shi must also know that I will never be able to show weakness to him in such a situation.

He, actually, is the same.

In such a stalemate, neither of us had to give in.

We are all too tired, and perhaps this is one of the reasons why we love each other but have to separate.

After a long time, Chen Shi still didn't say a word, just glared at me as hard as before, as if blaming why he stayed with Xu Yi when we were arguing. Although he believed that we were nothing, such a situation would make him very unhappy.

In his heart, he has not yet accepted the fact of breaking up.

But no matter what kind of eyes he has, I will not show weakness. I said, "If you don't have anything to say, I'll go back." Since we met today, let's take it as if we officially broke up. If you have a chance in the future, you will continue to be friends. ”

With that said, I'm going to go.

That turn, in fact, is not chic, the movement is too slow.

Chen Shi also grabbed my hand, and as soon as he exerted his strength, my whole body was pulled over. I struggled a few times, but I was still hugged by him, and then I couldn't help crying.

I cried badly.

Chen Shi lowered his head and kissed me, his eyes full of distress.

He kissed me very gently and seriously, and there was a faint smell of tobacco in his mouth, probably because he secretly went out to smoke when he saw me and Xu Yi together.

After kissing for a long time, he let go of me, "Are you really going to break up?"

I took a deep breath, but I didn't want to. But I also remember everything that happened to us before.

I said, "You left me alone on the train." ”

Chen Zhi frowned, but did not refute it.

I could see that he was helpless, and I asked, "If you had the chance, would you do that again?"

Chen Shi didn't answer, and I understood that this meant that he would indeed make the same choice.

"I know why you got off, but I now realize that I may not be able to accept that in your heart I will never be able to compare to your dreams. I used to dream that your dreams would come true. Maybe it's me, I've become selfish, and I don't want to be the one who isn't the most important one in the hearts of the people I love. In the future, you will go farther and farther, and you will get farther and farther away from me, I may really not be able to stand this life of not seeing each other a few times a year, I am just an ordinary person, I hope my boyfriend can accompany me every day. I'll be lonely when you're not with me, I'll be lonely. I'm just now realizing that in the three years we've been together, there haven't been many days when I've been really happy. Do you remember that you said you would marry me before you were thirty? Then I'm telling you now, I can't afford to wait. I'm going to break up with you. ”

After speaking, I shook off Chen Shi's hand that had been holding me.

Turning around, I saw that Xiao Lei hadn't known when she had chased after me, she bypassed me and threw herself directly into Chen Shi's arms. Chen Zhi stood numbly in place, being held by Xiao Lei.

I looked back at them and raised my hand to take off the ring that Chen Shi had proposed.

"Give it back to you. ”

Chen Shi looked at me with puzzled eyes.

"I won't ask for it. To the west you ......"

"So be it. "Before he could finish his sentence, I had already thrown the ring into the river. Turning around, and taking a few more steps forward, I ripped the necklace with the guitar pick from my neck and threw it into the river.

Actually, I was crying, and I was already crying from the moment I turned around.

Or maybe Chen Shi has been waiting for an opportunity for him to resolutely deny everything I just said, and to prove that it is not actually happy for me to be separated from him. But I didn't let him see it.

Xu Yi also followed, but he was not as active as Xiaolei appeared, but he saw me crying. Sighing, Xu Yi stepped forward and hugged me.

I pressed against his collar, wiped away all my tears, and whispered thank you to him.

Xu Yi has been holding me for a long time, I secretly raised my head and saw that Chen Shi and Xiaolei had passed in front of us, and when I walked closer, he turned his face to look at me, smiled at the corner of his mouth, and then reached out and hugged Xiaolei's shoulder.

I smiled too.

Xu Yi said, "That kid did it on purpose, don't take it seriously." ”

I said, "It's okay, I just feel a little sick." ”

I was nauseous, really nauseous, probably eating the wrong thing again. When Chen Zhi and the others had completely walked away, I pushed Xu Yi away and kept retching with my back to him.

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