Chapter 106: Folding Wings XVII
A smile is one of the most beautiful expressions in a person's expression. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ļ½ļ½ļ½Uļ½Eć info I think so.
Every morning, I need to collect smiles. Because, I am short of smiles. Standing in front of the mirror, looking at the numb expression inside, I was not in the mood at all. Repeating the exhaustion and helplessness of the previous day, and continuing the exhaustion and helplessness of the new day......
Every morning, my room was dim. There is no vitality at all, only my bad luck.
Open the door, walk out of the room, look up, blue sky, white clouds. I'm in a little better mood.
Close the door and start walking to work.
The first thing I saw was the big security guy at the factory, and he would smile at me. So my face also had the strength of a smile, and he replied with an infectious smile.
Keep walking, on the way, you may meet two girls who smile at me a lot, and then, my face will smile more forcefully, and they will smile more contagiously.
I continued to walk and arrived at the company gate, where the security guard at the company gate also smiled at me. Then, my mood was gradually like the rising sun, and I returned him with a sunny smile.
Finally, it's time for the office. Clock in and get to work.
Although I am busy at work, many colleagues will smile at me in the communication at work, which is a great motivation for me to persevere under pressure! When I almost can't hold on, one of them happens to smile at me occasionally, then I feel empowered! Because smiling is empowering.
When I go to the factory to do something, many workers like to smile at me, whether they are teasing me or thinking that I am smiling, my heart is so touched! At least, there are so many people who are willing to smile at me, which is a kind of recognition. Only if they think you are a good person will they smile at you......
When I got off work, some workers would smile and say "goodbye" to me when they saw me on the road. There are so many smiles......
When I was a student and in my previous work, I never had so many people smile at me, and it was at every stage of the day.
The smile they give me, feel it with my heart, and you can get a happy power. I feel that with these smiles they gave me, even if I didn't learn anything, I felt like I had gained a lot.
Smile in their expressions, I think they are so handsome! They are so beautiful! Smile is the best cosmetics!
Thank you for their smiles so that I can still smile.
Time goes on.
Life, for me, is of two kinds. One is the spiritual life, and the other is the material life.
In the years I was growing up, I was more concerned with the spiritual life. I was born in the countryside, but even so, I still love the spiritual life more than the material life.
Am I not suffering because I don't know the importance of matter?
When I was a child, I probably didn't have to suffer, so I didn't understand. But when I came out to work in the society, I still tasted the bitterness. But the weight of spiritual life in my heart is still heavier than the weight of material life in my heart.
My dreams are mainly focused on the spiritual life, and I can feel comfortable in the spiritual life. I thought it would be good to keep pursuing it like this, but ......
Reality is still reality after all, and almost all the people around me focus on material life, such as how much is the salary, when to buy a car, buy a house......
I talked to Brother Peake about the spiritual life I aspired to. Let's say what kind of work I want to do.
But I was shocked by the answer he gave me, and he thought I was selfish. For example, when I was choosing a university, I had relatives at the post and telecommunications bureau, and they told me to apply for the post and telecommunications university, and I could be introduced to the post and telecommunications bureau in the future. But I don't like this feeling, I don't like the work of the post and telecommunications, and I don't like to rely on the relationship to go through the back door. That's it, Brother Peake thinks I'm very selfish, he thinks that I should go to the University of Posts and Telecommunications, so I don't have to worry about work in the future, even if I don't like it at first, I will like it after learning it for a long time.
At that time, in his eyes, I saw a materialized thought. He thinks about the standard of living both financially and family, and from a responsible point of view, he is 100% responsible and good man. It's just that, for me, if my life is all about these material factors, then I will feel that life is very boring. I even buried what I liked, and I completely forgot about myself......
Maybe that's why I can't mature. I haven't been able to look at the whole picture, I just look at my own feelings.
However, since God let me come to this world on the day of Sagittarius and made me like freedom so much, then there is naturally a reason for my existence. If I don't live out myself, then what's the difference between the world and the world without me?
I am selfish, I selfishly choose my own way to live, selfishly choose my own way to love others, selfishly choose my own way to pursue my dreams......
Selfishness is often ostracized. Therefore, I am alone. It's hard for me to get the approval of others for my selfish way of living, but I'm still selfish......
Material life is not unimportant to me. It's just that on the premise of having enough to eat, water to drink, a place to live, and clothes to wear, I care more about the enjoyment of spiritual life, such as writing things, songs, poems, paintings, and riding a bicycle to go on a small trip......
That's how my dreams lean toward a spiritual life. But what Brother Peake said is not unreasonable, I can't be so selfish, I always have to start a family......
As a result, the concept of dreams was impacted. This made me think about how to strike a balance between my spiritual life and my material life.
In that case, there are only two ways. First, my spiritual life can earn me the money I need for my material life. In the second way, work skills outside of the spiritual life can stabilize the needs of the material life, so that the spiritual life can be carried out normally.
Huh, when I am still walking on the road alone, selfishness will still accompany me to chase my dreams.
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