Forget the so-called killings, forget the so-called rhetoric, in fact, I don't know what I'm doing, and I don't know what it's going to be.

Anyway, it's all about the presentation of the elements of the picture, including this thinking, I always want to find the best choice, but in fact, I don't have a choice at all.

There is no escaping fate, whether it is rebelling against fate or obeying fate, it is a part of fate.

No matter how I think about it, it's all picture elements, and I can't get rid of the picture elements, so what are I worried about?

What looks wrong, what looks poor, maybe for the rest of your life, but isn't that good?

It's just not good for the character.

Even, "bad for the character" is just a distorted judgment in the mind.

No knowledge is important, that's just, maybe for a certain job, for a certain situation, you need specific knowledge.

However, the whole situation is not real, and a firm grasp of knowledge can only hinder the killing.

Treating knowledge as true and scientific theories as true is just a product of brainwashing.

My anxiety is also a picture element, my anger is also a picture element, what does it matter?

No matter what, I can't escape the elements of the picture, no matter what I choose, it's just a representation of the elements of the picture.

I can never be wrong, but I don't believe in that, the twists in my head keep thinking and weighing, it's all.

Taking the downstream as correct is itself an obstacle to the downstream.

Moreover, not really.

You don't need to think about these things, it's just to make life better, to be a better version of yourself, but it's still not real.

What else is there to think about, slash, destroy, throw away the whole picture element.

What about my mother, what about my wife and children, it's just that the presentation of the picture elements is as unreal as mine.

It's not that I'm walking in this false world, but the character of Yuan Changwen, like everything, is a presentation of picture elements.

It's like I've entered a movie role, but the character's words, deeds, and thoughts are all set things, not me.

This entanglement, this discomfort, this pain, this happiness, nothing belongs to me.

I have no reason to regard the world as an enemy, nor do I believe that the entire universe exists to kill me.

You can present whatever the picture elements want, what does it have to do with my thinking?

Firmly grasping the falsehood, the fear keeps me from letting go, these words have been said countless times, and then what?

For the character to die, must die, and then nothing will be left.

The presentation of the elements of the picture has little to do with me, just living like a walking corpse.

I'm not done yet, but what if it's it?

Completely dead, the picture elements are just picture elements, and in this way, those so-called interactions have become dead and silent.

I don't know what that means, whether it's good or not, but that's what I am at the moment.

Why is it necessary to get out of a certain state?

Fear is fear, happiness is happiness, there is nothing to escape, it's just a picture element, it's just an unreal thing.

Even, the idea of wanting to escape and avoid is just a picture element.

It's not a big deal, it's death, complete death.

If I were in a state of death, how important would these happenings matter?

How necessary is it?

The character is still there, but the character is not me, dying while alive, that's all.

Once you reason, you will find that it is not clear at all, right, those things that are for the good of the character, or those things that everyone thinks are for the good of the character, how can I kill them?

None of this is real, there's nothing to say, the characters have to die.

Explode, I have nothing to remember, I can die.

The mother can die, the wife and children can die, and after these things are all dead, the role of Yuan Changwen will also die.

I don't need my mother to disappear from my picture elements, the so-called flesh kills my mother, it's useless.

It's to kill my mother, but my mother's influence is still in my head, and this doesn't kill anything at all.

Moreover, the practice of "I'm not afraid at all, so I killed my mother", this kind of behavior used to prove that I have killed my mother, is itself driven by fear.

Throwing away the character, destroying the character, what is the difficulty?

There is no need to worry about it at all, because worrying about it is useless in the first place, it is just the result of a twist in the brain that desperately wants to weigh but simply cannot do it.

It's either omniscient or prejudiced.

And the trade-off in the limitations is in vain.

How terrified I am to hold on to the twist in my mind.

Fear is fear, anyway, the character is not me, and it doesn't matter if I am afraid at will.

The whole character is thrown away, the scared character, the happy character, like a piece of shit mixed with all kinds of flies, the whole thing is thrown away.

There's no need to dwell on whether the character should be feared, and there's no need to discuss how the character should live and throw it all away.

Let yourself die, it's not that "what happened has nothing to do with me", but the words, deeds, and thoughts of the character of Yuan Changwen are all picture elements.

It's about killing the character, it's so unreasonable.

I know that this will ruin my life, and I also know that it will lead to the inexplicability of life, and I will no longer be able to control anything, and I will no longer be able to live as if nothing happened.

However, there is still no reason to stop.

Let me die, what can reason stop me?

The failure of the career, the dilemma of money, this in itself is a distorted judgment in the mind.

Even if I am poor for the rest of my life, I don't have any idea of stopping killing and going back to the way I used to be.

Beg?

Stuck on the streets?

Tight days?

Alone?

It's nothing more than self-writing and self-directing twisted in the mind, and even if it happens, so what?

If you dare to mess with me, I will kill you, it's so unreasonable.

There is no need to weigh anything at all, the character has to die, it's as simple as that.

Are there any other goals?

It's still just an emotional pull, which makes me fearful, and at the same time, it means that you are one step closer to death.

Fear comes and pulls to see who kills who first.

None of this is true, I can never be wrong, there is no me at all, so who exactly is fearing whom?

I will not forget that state of ecstasy, since it is easy and natural, this fear is not real at the moment.

There is nothing to resist, fear and ecstasy are not real.

Come on, whatever you want, I didn't resist in the slightest.

It's not real anyway, there's no me at all.

Just waiting for death here, watching the character of Yuan Changwen die, there is nothing to catch.

Whether it's a career or a family, it's just a picture element.

I don't know what else I can do, it's obviously not real, what qualifications do you have to be arrogant here.

Destroy, destroy them all, and leave nothing behind.

It's so unreasonable, it's to be killed. (https:)

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