Chapter 1184: The First Step 584

How many times do I have to say that the role of Yuan Changwen is not me.

Fear comes, what is there to resist.

That kind of resistance to fear is to think that the character of Yuan Changwen can't be afraid, and in the final analysis, it is to think that I can't be afraid.

In other words, fear is not good, fear is not good for the character, fear is a mistake,.

All this is to die, there is nothing to argue, there must be death.

I'm not interested in knowing all the things about the characters, the so-called good and the bad.

It's not that I don't know, it's that I'm not interested at all.

The only interest, which is to kill the characters, is to destroy the unreal.

The unreal don't exist, and I don't know how these falsehoods can have such power.

I've never dared to let my mother know, even if I'm killing her, I'm afraid that my mother will know about my condition.

However, in the ecstasy of wanting to dance, I thought it was nothing and I didn't need to worry about it at all.

Unfortunately, now fear has put this in front of me again, and the thick emotions have flashed.

Whatever you want, see who's going to kill whom.

I have no interest in continuing to maintain the role of Yuan Changwen, my mother will know when she knows, maybe she will cry, maybe she will be sad, maybe she will complain about how she raised such a son, so what?

The character of Yuan Changwen is not real, and his mother is not real, it is all nonsense.

And these falsehoods must be dead, all of them must be dead.

There is nothing left behind, the mother will die, the wife and children will die, everything will die.

The character's injury is my business, and I have no interest in taking care of the character, on the contrary, I just want to kill the character.

This is a killing, it is unreasonable, there is nothing to say.

A lot of important things are no longer important, and I no longer care about the so-called material foundation, those so-called moral basics, which are all nonsense.

Every time, I think I'm about to finish the kill, but this thought is a hindrance in itself.

I'm not done yet, I'm not even crazy yet, the characters are still solid, and it's not going to end so easily.

There is no need to divert attention, there is no need to pay attention to all the, the distortion in the mind is always pretending to be the truth as "there is some truth".

Moreover, with the advent of fear, it is simply seamless.

It's all fake, these things can't fool me, even if the characters are trembling with fear, it's still not real and it's still just a picture element.

What are these?

What is career, what is family affection, and what am I?

None of this is real, but it's been pretending to be real, and I have to die.

It's not about letting go of attachment at all, nor is it a nice word like letting go, it's death, it's killing the character of Yuan Changwen.

It's suicide.

Chop off all that I cherish, destroy all that I love, let fear in, and what is not allowed to happen can happen.

I died, and I was not interested in knowing all kinds of Yuan Changwen's character, nor was I interested in planning or planning.

Either that, or give me obvious hints that this is downstream.

Or, just get out of the way.

The existence of fear makes it very difficult to go downstream.

All of them are going to die, there is no need to discuss, there is no need to reason, there is not a single possibility of survival.

The feeling of devouring in my heart will consume everything, the anger in my heart will destroy everything like a nuclear bomb, the character can firmly hold and frame it all, but for how long?

The world is not real, so how can you tease me?

I'm not interested in what kind of state the character will become, what kind of character attributes will become.

I can't see such an obvious good life, such an obvious help life.

It's just a distortion in the mind, even if it's a simple truth, it's just a distortion.

I'm going to kill the character, without negotiation, like a madman, and just let the character die.

No matter what the character wants to catch, I don't have to kill that catch, and I don't need to discuss it at the content level, just destroy.

I need madness, I need anger, and then destroy it all, desperate to destroy.

There is no backup plan, there is no second way, either you die or I die.

What a simple thing, unreal, and then throw away.

The distortion of the mind will hinder this madness, and the intellect will think that the madness is bad, but it will not be able to come up with any evidence to prove that the madness is bad.

Emotional reactions, I'm an emotional monster.

It's not worth believing, even thinking about it is a waste of time, just a procrastination under fear.

Slash, destroy, there is nothing to keep, and nothing to keep.

It's all picture elements, none of them have anything to do with me, what are you keeping?

And the picture elements themselves are not real, they are simply things that do not exist, how to keep them?

If you were a sane person, you wouldn't be bothered with it at all and just throw it away, right, why should you try to grab a thing that you can't keep at all?

Because I don't have reason, because it's all emotional pulling.

The only thing that fights against emotions is emotions.

Since you are unreasonable, then I am not unreasonable, see who kills whom first.

It is more and more like invective, only invective remains, and there is nothing to analyze at all.

There is nothing worth having, those truths in killing, those expositions used to kill truths, are still just distortions in the mind.

What do you want to do to keep these discourses?

To show off?

Used to teach disciples?

It's still just a stuff of plump characters, and it's not real.

And what is not real, does not qualify in my head at all.

It's like my mother, as if I have to make my mother cry for the sake of my mother's good, or if I have the ability, I must make my mother live well.

It's all artificially distorted, and I didn't say that all this is bad, or that these things are bad, and they are not true.

I only care about whether it's true, how people treat me, whether people kill me, if bad things happen to me, and these waste problems shouldn't exist at all.

It's all nonsense, it's all the tricks of the bewitching woman.

It's not enough, it's too much to divert attention, and I've always thought that a little bit of a day is enough to move forward.

However, perhaps the speed at which he himself is slashed is not as fast as the speed at which the character catches the fake.

Wrong.

I'm talking about theories again, and there's nothing to kill at all, it's all false.

You don't need to kill them one by one, you throw them all away.

It doesn't matter what you grasp falsely or emotionally, throw them all away.

There is nothing to say, to throw away is to throw away, and to slash is to kill.

The destroyer does not need sympathy, only destruction.

It doesn't matter if the character is touching or cold, because I don't need to imitate anything at all.

With so many chapters of slashing, are you really moving forward?

Forget it, forget everything, let me die completely, as if I had never lived.

There is no hesitation, there is nothing to cherish, I don't exist in the first place, what is there to disappear.

What's more, what I'm going to do is cut the distortion in my mind, and it's too easy to just die.