Thinking of this, I couldn't help but look at him, he saw me looking at him so carefully, and thought that I was interested in him, but in front of so many people, he secretly touched his legs, his eyes shone evilly, and then said in a low voice: "Shu Hua, I like you for a long time, I really ......"

My stomach churned, and I quickly stood up, pretending not to hear, and said, "The event is about to start, I'll go to the back to see how the preparations are going." …………”

With that, I quickly left my seat and headed backstage. He still wanted to chase after him, and then, I heard Lin Xi shouting loudly: "Brother Bin, come here to discuss something with you." ”

I went backstage with a sense of relief, and saw Chen Xiaoye busy coordinating and directing at the scene, so I hurriedly joined in and helped her deal with it. The event started as scheduled, and the whole process went smoothly, and everything was going slowly and unsafely.

It was almost my turn to speak that I started to get nervous. I read the lines several times in front of Chen Xiaoye, and I was sure that I wouldn't get stuck. Chen Xiaoye slapped his hands with me as if encouraging, and then said, "Sister Shuhua, you must be able to, come on." ”

I nodded, but my heart kept drumming, and I felt like my whole heart was about to jump to my throat, and my breathing became unusually short. I thought to myself, my voice would tremble nervously, and even my facial muscles would start to shake. I said, "Ono, what to do, I'm too nervous." ”

She was also anxious, and seeing that I was nervous like this, she said: "Sister Shuhua, if you really can't hold on, you can quickly negotiate with the company to replace people, it's still too late, you can see if any of your company leaders are willing." ”

I shook my head, and I said, "It's useless, it's our manager's business, and other departments won't interfere." Forget it, I can do it, I'll go to the bathroom and wash my face, time is running out. ”

I went to the bathroom, wet my forehead with cold water, touched up my makeup, and then suddenly thought of the breathing method that Brother Monkey used to tell me, I breathed hard several times according to that method, and finally my mood calmed down a lot.

I looked at myself in the mirror, and I was saying to myself: "Shu Hua, stand up, be a new self, the most proud self, and become the woman you want to be." Don't be afraid, don't be afraid, everything will be fine. ”

After finishing the psychological construction for myself, I returned to the backstage from the bathroom, Chen Xiaoye held my hand and asked me, "Can it be done, there are still 5 minutes." ”

I nodded, and I said, "Yes." ”

She immediately laughed, and she said, "Come on, don't be afraid, just act like no one down there, just talk to you alone." ”

I said, "yes, I see. ”

Soon, that moment finally came. When I stood on the podium, facing the oppressive audience, my heart was still panicked, my vision was blurred, I couldn't see the faces of the people below, I only felt nervous and flustered, almost suffocated.

When I said the first sentence, my voice trembled, even my calves trembled, my brain went blank, and those words were almost subconsciously spoken.

As it turned out, it was just the moment I stood on the stage and felt panicked. Soon, I found my senses, I began to slow down, my mind slowly calmed down, I managed to hold the whole picture, and I finished the three-minute speech fluently. Immediately after, there was a wave of applause from the audience, and I knew that I really did it at that moment.

I bowed down the stage amid this applause, Chen Xiaoye hugged me tightly, and then said, "Sister, you are amazing, you looked very calm when you stood on it just now, and you can't see that you are nervous at all." ”

I smiled, I was actually very excited, I thought I couldn't do it, but I really did it.

After making the statement, our work is considered to be a successful conclusion. According to Yan Bin's arrangement, I gathered other colleagues who cooperated with our activities this time and went to have a supper together. Then, I dragged my tired body home, but I felt a full sense of accomplishment and satisfaction. All this, after worrying about it for so long, has finally come to an end.

I made a report call to Yan Bin and told him that everything was over, that the place where he was very noisy, and it seemed to be some kind of entertainment venue, and he hurriedly said two or three sentences, and suddenly, a familiar voice floated over there and said, "Hmm...... What else do I want...... Don't call......"

My scalp was numb, and the sound was so special, it was so sweet, it was clearly ...... Chen You's voice!

At that moment, my heart was half cold. Perhaps, he really regards several female subordinates as his "harem", and each of them is "caring"!

I ran to Chen You's room to knock on the door with some reluctance, and Zhang Hui said lazily on the sofa: "Don't knock, she won't come back at night." ”

I said "oh", and then went back to my room, but my heart was very cold, and I realized that I was really attracted to Yan Bin. Otherwise, where would you feel like that?

My original self-confidence was ruined by this sudden twist and turn, and I lay on the bed tossing and turning to feel the loss and sadness. Perhaps, every woman longs to be catered to by an excellent man, every woman longs for a man's true love, and every woman wants to be unique in the heart of a high-quality man. Yan Bin, he more or less gave me this feeling, making me think that he was special to me, different from others, and even, with his heart.

It's just that the facts of the night sarcastically tell me that no, he doesn't care about me, he does this to every woman, and he might be better to them.

I thought of what Chen You said about Yanbin belonging to Wang Ling, and suddenly felt that the relationship between the few of them was really chaotic. Could it be that they all surrendered to Yan Bin like this? A man, what ability does he have to make several beautiful women revolve around him and still coexist peacefully?

I feel that there are more and more mysteries in my heart, and my opinion of Yan Bin is constantly changing. But no matter what, I told myself in my heart: "Shu Hua, you must control your heart, otherwise, you will be finished." ”

A new day soon came again, Yan Bin and Chen You both came very late, and when it was almost noon, the two entered the company one after the other. Wang Ling seemed to be in a particularly bad mood, and she had been angry at the male colleague sitting next to her all morning. Zhang Hui was silent for the first time, if Wang Ling was like this, she would definitely help her say it with her voice raised.

Yan Bin's expression when he entered the company was still faint, and he couldn't see anything. Chen You seemed very happy, but the moment he saw Wang Ling, he lowered his head again, looking weak.

Zhang Hui glanced at her, and then said, "Let's go, come with me to smoke a cigarette." ”

After speaking, Zhang Hui dragged Chen You away. Wang Ling suddenly called me, and I stood up in surprise and asked, "What's the matter?"

She has always given people a sense of indifference, but she actually smiled at me for the first time, and then said, "Eat with me at noon." ”

I was amazed that this was the first time she had called me so unsolicited. She has always been the most arrogant of the three of them, perhaps because of her family's local relationship, so in the trio, Chen You and Zhang Hui are more respectful to her.

I hurriedly said, "Okay, it's up to you what you eat." ”

She said, "Okay, then we'll be together at noon." ”

I nodded, did it again, and began to organize yesterday's activities into a report and submit it to headquarters for review.

Soon noon arrived, and I took the initiative to walk to Wang Ling's table, and then said, "Are you busy?"

She stood up and said, "Alright, let's go." ”

After saying that, she kindly took my hand. Zhang Hui and Chen You looked at us dumbfounded, Wang Ling didn't look at them, and dragged me out of the office arrogantly, but did not speak.

I went out side by side with her, and she said, "Let's go downstairs to the western restaurant for a bite to eat, I'll have a treat." ”

I smiled and said, "Okay, I'll ask you." ”

She said: "I don't need you to ask, I have the membership card here, just swipe it directly." ”

We sat down by the window, and she looked at me, and she said, "How old are you?"

I shook my head and I said, "Why, I'm 30." ”

She looked at me in surprise and said, "Ah, you're older than me, and I thought I was the oldest." ”

I said, "How old are you?" I look at you and feel like you're not that old. ”

She said, "I'm a year younger than you, I'm 29."

I complimented, "I can't really see it." ”

She laughed and said, "You're not the same." ”

We laughed at the same time, and we felt like we were instantly closer to each other. She asked me about yesterday's event, and she said, "You are very good, you just came to the company, and you independently organized such a large-scale event, and the time is so short." ”

I said, "Yes, but I've always been disliked by Manager Yan, and he always thinks you're much better than me." ”

I said this on purpose, just to see how she reacted. Sure enough, at the mention of Yan Bin, her eyes dimmed. She said: "I went on a blind date the day before yesterday, and the other party was a returnee, with a good job and family background, and my parents asked me to think about it." ”

I was surprised that she told me about her private affairs, and that it was the first time we had sat together in private. I said, "That's great, you can consider it." ”

She shook her head, and she said, "I'm not interested in the tight family." However, it made someone misunderstand......"

Hearing this, my heart also had a small ripple. The person she was talking about was Yan Bin?...... So what does she mean, does she think that she is unhappy to go on a blind date with Yan Bin, so she is with Chen You?

In that case, I may have really been self-inflicted. Thinking of this, I couldn't help but laugh at myself.

I smiled and I said, "Yes, women will be forced to marry by their parents when they are older." ”

She smiled a little bitterly, and then said, "Listen to Zhang Hui, you have a good personal relationship with Yan Bin?"

I was shocked for a moment, and hurriedly said, "No, it's just that Manager Yan has come to me a few times in private." ”

When she heard me say that, it seemed as if she had confirmed something. She said: "He's just such a person, very casual, you must not fall for his tricks, otherwise, you will regret it." ”

I saw that her expression was gloomy, as if she had been taken care of by Yan Bin, and her tone was very helpless. I said, "How do you call him a trick?"

She laughed, and she said, "The three of us are not lightly poisoned. He's a scumbag, but we can't hate him. Hey, don't talk about him, it's a disappointment. Come, shall we have a drink?"