084 Take charge of yourself

I fled home as if I was running for my life, and the moment I ran upstairs, my heart was still excited, and I found that I was much younger, and I actually had a kind of childish joy. ()

I went back so late, Zhang Hui and Chen You didn't sleep, the two of them were lying on the sofa lazily applying nail polish, I said hello, and they smiled at me. There were no extra words, I simply washed up, put on a mask, and fell asleep.

My phone was broken by Yan Bin, which added another expense to my expenses. I went to the company early the next morning, and browsed Taobao while I was not busy, wanting to buy a mobile phone, but I didn't know what to buy.

Yan Bin came very late, and when he entered the door, he had a dark face, and I wanted to laugh and be scared when I saw it, I didn't know what kind of punishment he would give for his behavior last night. The strange thing is that he didn't even look for me at the end of the day, and today he was very calm, and he didn't get angry at anyone all day.

I wondered a little, did he really not care about my "deserted escape" last night?

Thinking of this, I couldn't help but feel a little flustered, and I felt more and more that he was too unpredictable. I thought it was going to be a stormy day of punishment, and I even imagined him cramping with anger in my mind's eye. Yet, he was uncharacteristically silent. Does he really care about me, or is he just playing with me because of loneliness?

After getting off work in the afternoon, Zhang Hui and Chen You made an appointment to go shopping and left early. I set up the preliminary framework of the activity and wanted to get off work, but I saw that Yan Bin's Q was still on, so the ghost sat there stupidly waiting, staring at his Q's avatar, stupidly looking at God. Suddenly, his Q flashed, startling me, and I quickly clicked on it, and he sent a message: "Come here, come to my office." ”

I remembered the punishment last time, did I come to trick me again? I picked up the phone and dialed his landline, and asked, "Manager Yan, I'm going to your office now, right?"

My tone was businesslike, and he said impatiently, "It's already off work, sister." If you are called, come here, don't talk nonsense. ”

I hung up, exhaled, looked in the mirror, and walked into his office, where I saw him sitting in his boss's chair and spinning around. Seeing me enter, he stretched out his finger and pointed to a square box on the table, and then said, "Take this, you can get off work." ”

I picked it up suspiciously, only to find out that it was actually an Apple smartphone, and I was shocked at the time. Although I don't know much about mobile phones, I do know how expensive they are. I put it down, and I said, "Manager Yan, I can't accept this." ”

He didn't react much when I said this, and he looked calm, and he asked, "Oh? ”

I smiled slightly, and I said, "No merit is not worthless, that's the reason." ”

He began to turn the pen in his hand again, and said, "This is what I paid for you." Take it. ”

I shook my head and I said, "My phone isn't worth the money, don't need it, I'll buy it myself." ”

He slammed the pen down on the table, and then said angrily: "I have my reasons for doing this, and it can also be said that it is for the company, and you are giving me a discount for using such a poor mobile phone." Take it, I'll be angry if I push it off. ”

He actually used the company to press me, okay, then I just picked up the phone stupidly, and then walked out of his office sullenly. All his reactions made me wonder and at the same time make me deeply curious about what kind of game he was playing with me, and I realized that I was really very passive.

I got home and fiddled around in my room for a long time, still not knowing how I put my phone card in. There was no way, I could only turn to Wang Haoran for help. Wang Haoran was very surprised to see that the latest Apple mobile phone in my hand was actually in my hand, and he said: "Sister Shuhua, you are very willing to buy such a good mobile phone." ”

I smiled and said, "I don't know how to put the card in, can you help me look at it?"

He took it very enthusiastically, worthy of doing IT, three times five divided by two to help me put the mobile phone card in, and then turn on, the fresh interface and intelligent operation make me feel magical, we sat together and studied. He explained some basic features to me, and I realized where the phone was expensive.

When Zhang Hui and Chen You came back, they saw us sitting together, and asked, "What are you doing?"

Wang Haoran said: "Sister Shu Hua bought the latest Apple mobile phone, and we are researching it." ”

Zhang Hui's eyes lit up obviously when he heard Wang Haoran say this, and then he said with a fearless attitude: "Cut, the new generation will come out soon, and it would be too much of a loss to buy at this time." ”

Chen You also chimed in and said, "Yes, I lost all of it." I knew I wouldn't buy it, but I heard that the new generation is much stronger than this one. ”

They were all carrying several bags in their hands, probably because they had just bought clothes and were very happy, so the two of them changed their clothes one by one, and then showed them in front of me and Wang Haoran. I silently put away my phone, sat on the sofa and watched the fashion show of the two like an audience, and then kept saying things like "good-looking" and "very temperamental", but I always felt that there was still a sense of estrangement and distance between me and them, and that feeling was difficult to cross for a while.

Within two days, Zhang Hui was also holding the latest Apple phone in her hand, and they were showing off and discussing the phone at the back table of me, and several male colleagues were also gathered around. I was working the event, and the next day, it was about to start.

Probably because of the newcomer, I would encounter all kinds of embarrassments when communicating and contacting colleagues in other departments, and it was difficult to get through the relationship between departments like a mountain, and I was exhausted for two days. Fortunately, Lin Xi gave everything to Chen Xiaoye, and my communication with them became much smoother.

The night before the event, I didn't sleep well all night because I was worried, and as soon as dawn came, I arrived at the company early, studied the whole process and specific details over and over again, listed all possible situations first, and then waited until work hours to communicate with other relevant colleagues.

Yan Bin called me to his office and gave me a few small comments with my proposal, and he said that it was okay overall. After saying that, he gave me an approving look with that superior gaze. Just one glance made me panic.

After eating at noon, I arrived at the event site early, I made an appointment with Chen Xiaoye and asked her to come early, and when I arrived, she had already arrived. When she saw me, she happily ran over to me and asked, "Sister, how are you getting ready?"

I said, "Pretty much it's pretty much." I hope there won't be a mess. ”

She said, "yes, I'm worried about dying too." But that Lin Xi didn't care too much about it at all. ”

I smiled and said, "Don't mind too much, it's a good thing that she gives you the opportunity to exercise, and it's a good experience for you to be able to do such a relatively large-scale activity independently now that you have just left society." ”

She nodded hurriedly, and then said, "yes, yes, I think so too, so I'd rather do a little more." ”

We didn't have much time to chat, and after a cup of coffee, we started to go about our own business. This time, we were just co-organizers, so Yan Bin didn't come over in person and handed everything over to me, which made me really stressed and afraid that I would mess up. Because during the event, I had a three-minute speech as a representative of the company. I originally thought that this matter was Yan Bin's business, but he gave me a phone call temporarily and irresponsibly, saying that he asked me to go up and speak, I said I can't, he said I absolutely believe in you, and I instantly broke out in a cold sweat.

I used to rarely speak at conferences, let alone such large-scale events. And, although I wrote the speech, I didn't practice it at all, because I didn't know that it would end up on me.

I called a few of my colleagues over to the event, and when I asked if anyone would like to speak on behalf of the company, they all shook their heads, and even some managers said it wasn't their business. Eventually, I decided to grit my teeth and get on my own.

Lin Xi and Wang Bin came late, as soon as Lin Xi came, he sat on the VIP seat early, chatted and laughed with the leaders of the units who came, and frequently flirted as if he was the main leader of this event. I saw her coldly, and when I compared myself, I still found the gap between myself and her. But I think I can do it with the ease I can do in social situations, and it just takes time.

Just speak, there is nothing to be afraid of, I clenched the manuscript in my hand and kept practicing it repeatedly. At this time, someone poked me in the shoulder, and when I looked up, I saw that it was Wang Bin. I smiled and he sat down right next to me, and he said, "What are you looking at? ”

I smiled and said, "I'm going to speak on behalf of the company later, I'm trying to familiarize myself with the script." ”

He looked at me in disbelief, and then said, "Ahh

When he said this, his voice was a little louder. Lin Xi, who was sitting not far away, glanced at us, and just happened to be seen by me, she smiled at me, and I smiled too. I said, "No, it's just that our manager can't come because of something, and he asked me to replace him." ”

He said: "That also shows that you are very valued, and it is good for new employees to be favored by their managers." Shu Hua, your manager is a man, right?"

I nodded, and I said, "yes, it's a man, what's wrong?"

His smile immediately brightened, and I felt a little displeased in my heart, and he said, "No wonder, you, you, are so attractive wherever you go." ”

I felt a small flame burning in my heart, but on the surface I still coped with it calmly: "What's the matter, it's all old women." When it comes to charm, there are a few people who can compare to you. ”

When he saw me complimenting him, he was overjoyed and said, "Really? Haha, why don't I think." You have been in the company for three years, and you have never squinted at me, and I have low self-esteem. ”

I was a little disgusted, and I said, "Why, your charm is obvious to all." ”

He was even happier, and he said, "Hey, as soon as Shu Hua said this, I instantly gained self-confidence." I'll just say, I can't compare with other people, and Brother Monkey is still casually compared. He's just a little clever little boy,......"

He crackled and said a lot, and his words were full of self-confidence and disdain for Brother Monkey, which can be seen in the man's little chicken belly. I suddenly realized that he was resentful of me because he had been asking for nothing for me, whether he was very dissatisfied because Brother Monkey always pressed him over his performance, and whether he was angry about the "scandal" between me and Brother Monkey, so he repeatedly compared himself with Brother Monkey in front of me? And his purpose was nothing more than to say that he was so much better than Brother Monkey, why did I choose Brother Monkey over him?

So, could it be that he was the one who tried his best to spread the photos throughout the company that night?