Chapter 10: Metamorphosis X
Looking at the rain now, I think back to when I was a child. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info
When I was a child, I watched the rain, and I fantasized about me looking at the rain now.
In a very small moment, we are all in common. What doesn't make sense is that when I was a child, I didn't have any illusions about being like this, and I don't want to go back to the past. We're not the same anymore.
When I was a child, I felt happy and happy, and I looked forward to growing up soon and feeling more happiness. However, he did not know that there would be gains and losses. When he got a new happiness, he gradually forgot the original happiness. You can't have it both ways.
It's not that I'm unhappy now, it's just that the brain that feels happy is a little short-circuited, or a little numb. Fortunately, I still know that the present is the best! The past can't go back, the future hasn't come yet, it's all nothingness. If I always live in the past or the future and forget the present, I think that no matter how good happiness is, it is only pain.
Many people always feel that the past is better than the present, so they hate the present and dwell on the past. In fact, this is also the weakness of human nature. What you can't have is the best. Most people like to think like this. Even if he hadn't thought about it that way, his actions had betrayed him.
When you have time, freedom, and love, you think you will always have it but don't know how to cherish it, and it is not until you lose it that you ask if there is any regret medicine in the world.
If we look at the past and the present from a different perspective, perhaps, it will be different.
For example, in the old era of studying, there was indeed no pressure in life. However, the pressure of school is no less than the pressure of work. Moreover, students have to read early every day, and there is no big lazy sleep to sleep in. The degree of freedom is also not very high, and it is even more difficult to have financial income. In today's working era, although there is pressure in life, this is something that should be endured. Parents have endured so much pressure for themselves, can't they bear pressure for their parents? This is the reward of love. Moreover, salaried people have their own economic income, and they can also support their parents, and even buy gifts for their loved ones with peace of mind, because it is their hard-earned money......
Many, in other words, there is a good thing in the past and a good thing in the present, and the good in the past should not be compared with the bad in the present. You know, there were times when things didn't go well in the past, so why not compare the good things of the present with the bad things of the past? Not to mention that the past can't go back, but the present is in your hands. So, think more about the beauty of the moment, perhaps, life is better!
Happiness is transitional. When I was a child, I was the happiness of being pampered, so now I am the happiness of love. Each stage of happiness is unique, just like when you get old, you will have a different taste of happiness. Because the environment is different, the mood will be different.
I still liked the way I lived at that time, because I had a little world of my own. That little world is no longer as easily destroyed as it used to be, because I can protect it well.
The small world supports my spiritual world, and the spiritual world pulls my destiny. Of course, the physical world of reality is also indispensable.
The material world is the foundation, and the spiritual world is the extension. The unity of the two is your own real world.
No regrets when I was a child, and I hope that I will have no regrets in the future now.
When I woke up one morning, I remembered that I had long hair in my dream.
After that, leave early for work. Sure enough, getting up early to go to work, the possibility of meeting her is really high.
To my surprise, she put down her usual tied long hair, which was the second time I saw her put her down. For some reason, as soon as I saw her long hair, my mind immediately showed the picture of the long hair in my dream. That feeling is so special!
Since I am a semi-superstitious person, I checked Zhou Gong's interpretation of dreams. It turned out that there were multiple explanations. Some say that dreaming of long hair means that there will be a lot of troubles, some say that a man dreams of his long hair, which means that the family is harmonious and carefree, and some say that a single person dreams of long hair, and the object of unrequited love is likely to become a reality, etc.
After reading it, I said I was very happy. Because I choose to believe good explanations.
So, and then what? Well, take a day to verify it.
After going to work, I continued to work hard. Because I was accidentally absent from work for half a day a few days ago, the leader of the beast lost his trust in me. Therefore, in order to regain his trust in me, I have to make continuous breakthroughs and increase production. In the past few days, my output has increased from more than 4,000 a day, to more than 6,000 a day, to more than 7,000 a day, and finally to more than 9,000 a day. I'm sure I can!, though I've been harassed by a feeling of exhaustion......
In the midst of his desperate efforts, the leader of the beast brought some scrap to me and showed it to me, saying that it was caused by me. I was speechless, ready to accept his abuse, and I also kind of thought that the dream was a bad dream. However, he didn't scold me, and rarely calmly told me to pay attention in the future.
In this way, I was able to recognize new problems from the mistakes I had made and correct them. It's really so good all of a sudden!
After that, the pace of going to work has been good. Finally, I broke through my speed again and successfully completed the production of more than 9,000 a day! Therefore, the leader of the beast gave me a night off. Yes, it's finally back!
And when I was eating in the cafeteria, I could still see her, and I felt more and more attractive.
She and I are like two magnets, just when opposites attract, and we are getting closer and closer. In the workshop, I often peeked at her through a window between us. As soon as I saw her, I was so happy. I didn't do this before, and I really couldn't understand why I was so abnormal. However, it is a bit like the feeling of the first love in the old school days......
After leaving the company that evening, I chose to take a shortcut back to Xiaotiandi.
The short road is a dirt road, and if it doesn't rain, it's a good road. But if it rains, it can turn into a bad road. However, it had rained all day, but I still approached. That can also be said to be a small adventure.
As a result, the road was really bad! It was so muddy! I told myself that if I could ride it, it would prove that I wasn't going the wrong way.
Reality is reality, I can't ride at all! Perhaps, needless to say, I can barely walk. Of course, it can't be said that you can't walk through, but you have to pay the price - your shoes are covered with mud!
So, I paid a terrible price! The soles of my shoes were covered in mud, and the most uncomfortable thing for me was that the "shiny" tires were all covered in mud!
If "Flash" is stained with so much mud, he can't enter the small world.
So, I had to ride "Flash" back to my vegetable patch. There are water holes in the vegetable patch and you can wash the car.
It was raining lightly, and my aunt and my second sister also went home for dinner. I passed by the door and didn't go in, for the reason, I wanted to be quiet.
At the moment when "Flash" was covered in mud, I thought, am I really going the wrong way?
When I helped "Flash" take a bath, I used my hands to remove the yellow mud from it little by little, without regret or complaining.
I still don't think I'm on the wrong track. Yes, although I walked the muddy road and let the "flash" get dirty, it is because of this that I once again thought about the road under my feet. So, I didn't go the wrong way.
If I had chosen a clean road when I had returned to the small world, I would have entered a framework as usual without thinking too much.
Isn't it great to be the last one? After the "Flash" is cleaned, it is newer than before! I am also more determined in my own way! There are many new feelings appearing! I have grown again!
The muddy road can be compared to the difficulties encountered on the road of life. Yes, enduring difficulties will be accompanied by pain, but as long as you persist in solving it little by little, then it will be a new realm!
Whew, it seems that dream is a good dream!
In fact, dreams are just dreams, and whether they are good or not is up to one's own heart.
Like, it's raining, but I think it's sunny too.
Well, for me, it's sunny.
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