The question of who I am will always be a big question and an unsolved mystery.

Because there is no way to answer at all, all the answers are just metaphors, that background and that awareness, and this answer does not say anything specific at all.

However, this is the only answer.

Who will write these at the beginning?

It seems that the words "online writer" have defined the author's superficiality and low literary attainments, even if a few great gods occasionally write flowers, but it is only limited to the online literature circle.

Isn't that a self-woven definition?

The "self" is such a thing as the foundation of the whole society, without which we would not be human. It was its existence that made me realize that I am an individual, that I have this or that trait, and that is an important label to distinguish others.

For example, I'm an online writer.

This kind of label is a kind of denial, a denial of the thing itself, and when there are enough labels, you will be too busy focusing on those labels and ignoring the thing itself.

After this trip, Yuan Changwen began to continue thinking uncontrollably. He was the last to wake up during the trip, but not yet.

Knowing that you are in a dream may be the beginning of awakening.

The point is that society as a whole does not share this view, and the "self" does not want to be awakened. What it wants is to pursue awakening, and then use it as another self-definition.

For example, Lao Tzu is a person who is going to awaken, and you are all scum. This pursuit of awakening, on the contrary, strengthens a certain kind of self-definition.

There is no essential difference between comparing with the so-called awakening and comparing with money and power.

So, that's what the ego wants.

And Yuan Changwen is just a character, and all self-definition is to interpret this role. Moreover, the recognition and pursuit of anything is also just to enrich the role.

Yuan Changwen looked at the mirror in the toilet and looked at the clear mirror image inside.

In the eyes of others, is he such a character?

People and things that can affect you are not real, they are only in your mind. We never know what the other person is thinking, all we know is what we think the other person is thinking.

Isn't this kind of thinking just happening in your own mind? Where else can it happen?

Think about the cool points and fears mentioned before, like rewards and wolves on the road. Cool point is reward, imagine how high your achievements will be in the future, imagine yourself pointing out the country and be heroic, and everyone will bow down to you.

This kind of coolness lures me to run forward hard.

And fear, like a wolf chasing after him. Leave yourself without time to think, let go of the pull of emotions, let fear drive you and run hard.

All running is to get away from "selflessness", one temptation and the other fear, both of which make you strive to stay away from the reality of "selflessness".

Who would dare to stop and approach the wolf to see the reality of "selflessness"?

Those who can do this are not forced to do so. No one can take the initiative to go this way, because the part that "actively wants" itself needs to be killed.

If you don't see this and define yourself as "a person who kills and goes to the truth", then you will never be able to awaken.

Lao Zhang's excuse to cultivate the truth is this reason.

But I don't want to kill you!

Yuan Changwen looked at himself in the mirror, and seemed a little helpless and unwilling.

It's good, I have God, and I can experience anything at will. For the whole life, there is no need to satisfy anything, because I don't have this impulse.

What world pinnacles, power, etc., are not interested.

This kind of thing is incomprehensible to many people, because many people's "self" is about hard work and struggle, after all, not everyone can not care about money.

As a result, any non-mainstream values are not recognized by the public. However, if it can be recognized by the public, is it still non-mainstream?

Yuan Changwen doesn't need the approval of others now, and the whole thing revolves around himself. Look at yourself now, angry, irritable, and full of melancholy. It seems that all the negative emotions are concentrated in themselves.

This is the after-effect of travel, because when the world is created to travel, everything about him will be fed back. Emotions, knowledge, etc., will be fed back to Yuan Changwen, and he himself is Yuan Changwen during the trip.

It's just that God has deprived him of his memory.

The previous idea was to learn different things through several trips. Indeed, Yuan Changwen now has a mastery of English, Russian, French, Italian and Algerian dialects.

In terms of knowledge, hackers, killers, wilderness survival, and insider knowledge from all walks of life.

Unfortunately, the most crucial emotions are not considered before the trip. Several life trips, and completely different outlook on life and values, all had a due impact on Yuan Changwen.

This time, the real thinking is like a hammer hitting the drum surface, and the aftermath of the sound cannot be ignored at all. Moreover, this is a completely different direction from the current outlook on life. No matter how different the previous outlook on life was, it was based on the "self".

This time, he completely denied the definition of self-weaving, and he couldn't refute it.

The unreal does not exist, and the real never ceases to exist.

Yuan Changwen looked at himself in the mirror and couldn't help but ask himself:

I'm a character? My mother is also unreal? Military school, money, my own life trips, all of these are unreal?

Is the uncle next to me real? Is this toilet real? My hand is injured and hurting, is this real? This glass, this wash basin, this bottle of hand sanitizer, is it real?

Depend on!

If Lao Tzu writes, he must definitely create a character, and the gods are babbling these every day!

Yuan Changwen rubbed his face, forced himself to stop thinking about these contents, and turned around to leave the toilet.

However, if you force yourself not to think about these things, you have to think about other things. And Yuan Changwen has nothing to think about.

This feeling is like the space ring trip, too much money but can't find a direction, you have to find something to do.

Is it that now you have to run over and sweat profusely to pick up in the 4S store?

It's not good, it feels like it's lo.

Whatever he does, do you still need their nods?

Depend on!

Yuan Changwen found this contradiction, if he didn't care about the eyes of others and used running to block the thinking in his head, then he was in a state of killing.

It is not to kill with thinking, but to express it through behavior, which is more effective!

If you don't run, you care about the opinions of others, and think that you should be neatly dressed when you go to a 4S store, at least not sweating, and think that this is very embarrassing.

So, on this journey, I will definitely continue to think, and I can't get rid of it at all! It seems that I have consolidated my self-definition, but who knows what I will think about on the road?

No matter what, he is in a state of slashing.

Go to Nima's!