Yuan Changwen was lying on the bed and found that it was absolutely impossible to go on like this. Although I try my best to resist and hold on to some meaning now, one day I will get bored and exhausted.

At that time, I will definitely let go and let myself be pulled into the abyss of "I exist".

Intellectually, I know that the abyss is not evil, but rather a new life. However, no one can be calm and elegant in the face of the unknown. It's not about guts, it's all instinct.

Strictly speaking, this is a kind of suicide, this surrender of letting go and letting yourself fall off the cliff, more of a kind of helplessness. At that time, I must have looked particularly melancholy, commemorating the death of the character.

When you think about the world, it seems that there is always a high and low. Some have good personalities, some have bad personalities, some behaviors are commendable, and some behaviors must be curbed.

Jinnyima is funny.

It's obviously all character attributes, this absurdity is like a TV series, a group of characters with positive attributes, desperately trying to reverse those characters with negative attributes. If all people are positive, the society will collapse.

There are also Buddhists, if everyone is a disciple of Buddhism and escapes into the empty door, then according to the precepts, they will not approach women, so the human race will become extinct. Isn't that a good thing?!

Depend on!

Yuan Changwen sat up, it couldn't go on like this, and his brain couldn't help but want to kill.

Something had to be done.

Yuan Changwen put on short sleeves and went out for a run.

I have to say that exercise is the best way to consume oxygen, and without enough oxygen in the body, the brain also seems a little wooden.

Very good.

Yuan Changwen continued to run, Rongcheng was very hot during the summer vacation, and the clothes on his body were wet with sweat after a while.

It's also good because it helps you maintain your strength and train your muscles.

Many of Yuan Changwen's killer skills are based on physical fitness, and now it is just right, and if you don't want to think, then try to return your body to its former peak.

Having the knowledge and knowing exactly what the training will look like is too simple to stick to in this state. What's more, you don't have to keep thinking, you don't have to worry about the so-called killing, why not?

After the exercise, Yuan Changwen did not rest, but began to write.

Whether it's a new technology in your mind, write it all out. Anyway, don't give yourself time to rest, once you rest, you will involuntarily kill.

The previous trip to keep the memory, the code for the holographic projection has not been hammered out. There is also the Mars Wars, which contains a lot of high-tech materials, and has not yet begun to be written. On this trip, the brain-changing technology can also make your writing time longer.

It's funny that I used to be so lazy, but now I'm more diligent because of killing this thing.

I hope those who have stumbled upon these contents, will do a good job of researching them.

Speaking of which, this is really a state of contradiction. If you want to grasp a certain meaning, such as your own, and want to grasp the self-definition of "I am a writer", but find that it will bring you a lot of trouble and pain.

And to kill this self-definition will lead to falling into the abyss of "I exist".

Depend on!

The most important thing is that I have no reason to grasp some meaning at all! I am not short of money, time, and experience, so what reason do I have to grasp those self-definitions?!

The current self is completely for the sake of not continuing to kill, and to grasp self-definition in order to grasp self-definition.

It's like if you don't grasp something, your arm will slowly dissipate. And when I grabbed it, I found that there was only a piece of to catch. In order not to let the arm dissipate, grab the. However, the disgusting feeling of grabbing is strongly urging me to let go.

Depend on!

…………

On weekends, accompany my mother to see the car.

Yuan Changwen wants to stay alone, and every time he is with others, he can't help but think about what is just a role. So under the pretext of having something, I made an appointment with my mother to meet at the 4S store.

In order to grasp the technical parameters of the vehicle, God randomly set a place called the Cheling Continent, and all the scientific knowledge is the technical parameters of the vehicle.

And also fictionalize a basic material composition called Che Lingzi, which is obviously plagiarizing the setting of atoms!

Despise you, God!

"God is with you. ”

Yuan Changwen: "With your sister! During this time, I have been preventing the continued appearance of the killing, which makes me anxious. There is no longer the ease and chic as before, you compensate me. ”

God: "That's a good thing. ”

Yuan Changwen: "Good thing?!Can you explain to me my negative emotions in the past few days...... Are you sure that's a good thing? You know, it's not a travel, we create a world, of course anything happens is a good thing, but what about reality?"

God didn't speak.

Yuan Changwen frowned, and said in an uncertain tone: "Are you trying to say that this so-called reality is actually a kind of travel? Just like the so-called reality, I have a role so it must be false?!"

God didn't speak.

Yuan Changwen shook his head: "I don't believe that this world is so real. ”

He himself is not completely sure of this sentence, and he must know that the world in travel is also so real. For him on his travels, it was the real world, just like the situation he was in.

So, how do you prove that this is a virtual world, or that you are on a trip?!

Depend on!

Yuan Changwen found that what he was thinking about now was exactly the same as what he was thinking after experiencing the illusion of the jewel during his travels.

The existence of characters must be false!

Depend on!

Get out, I don't want to know this!

I don't believe it, there is no evidence for this at all. I can't prove the truth of the world, and I can't prove it. That's it, the argument ends!

Someone is looking at themselves?

Yuan Changwen's mind was in a state of confusion, irritability, that kind of slashing was not what he wanted at all, and this uncontrollable feeling was the most irritating.

The vigilance of killing intent is what Yuan Changwen left over after experiencing the killer's trip. In fact, as long as the brain can take it away, it will be received on every trip, just like this slash.

Just now, I seemed to feel that someone was targeting me, and that kind of gaze couldn't be wrong. It's just that......

Yuan Changwen was a little unsure, because his mind was too confused and he was in a state of irritability. If it weren't for the thought of killing these things, a clear head would never be as clumsy as it is now.

"Ouch!"

Yuan Changwen was bumped and his shoulder was hit, and the strength was not small.

At such times, people will subconsciously look at each other and glare angrily. This is a protection mechanism, if the other party apologizes or something, he will also put on a smile and say that he doesn't care. If the other party is also angry, then your own angry gaze will at least not put you on the weaker side.

When we focus on the other person and stare at each other's eyes, it's easy to ignore the rest. For example, the shorts were gently lifted, and in the process of impact, the phone slipped out of the trouser pocket.

Compared to the hard impact on the shoulder, the slight sensation that occurs in the trouser pocket at the same time is difficult to notice.

It's a pity, that's Yuan Changwen!

Shot like lightning, directly clasped his neck, and kept exerting force.

It's hard to get in trouble, the man is holding his mobile phone in his hand, do you still need to explain?

The thief also seemed to be confused, and there was no reason to look away. However, quickly putting these shocks behind you and struggling to resist is the way to go. There are your own brothers around, so you might be able to bite back.

The thief slammed the arm around his neck, no matter what, to get out of danger first. The killing intent just now seemed to have a life-threatening hallucination.

Yuan Changwen's muscle strength is not strong, but he just relies on the killer's skills and consciousness to take the lead. Competing for muscle strength, Yuan Changwen does not have an absolute advantage.

But why compete for muscle power?

As soon as Yuan Changwen's arm was loosened, he took it lightly, and the thief's center of gravity suddenly became unstable. Yuan Changwen's knees were forced, hitting the lower part of his lower abdomen, and the thief instantly bowed into the shape of a shrimp.

At this time, the thief's accomplices had already gathered around and shouted to set the tone: "!

"Yes, what can't be solved properly? You have to beat people, young people now!"

"Don't be so impulsive, young man, there's something to talk about. ”

Justification?

That's what they want most, after all, the fact is that they hit people themselves.

Alarm?

They are not afraid, who saw the theft of the mobile phone? It is completely possible to say that the mobile phone fell down, just grabbed it, did not let your mobile phone fall to the ground and break, and beat people without thanking them?

If they are repeat offenders, it is more troublesome. Being able to swagger out on the street and continue to commit theft is in itself a matter of something.

However, Yuan Changwen did not think about these ideas. That's right, he didn't think about it at all, and now he was completely consumed by rage. What was already very annoying before, and I happened to meet someone to tease, so I didn't need to think about anything else at all.

Just like urgency meets toilet, release it!

Yuan Changwen stepped forward with an arrow, raised his leg and kicked high, hitting the man's jaw. The fallen right leg kicked hard, and the man fell backwards.

With the help of counterforce, Yuan Changwen jumped in front of the other person and punched out.

The man was on guard, covering his head with his arms, barely blocking the punch.

Kill him!

Yuan Changwen punched again, punching continuously, not caring whether the opponent blocked or not.

Kill him!

The killing intent in his mind is like substance, and it hits the bottom line of law and morality.

Yuan Changwen kept punching, and the sound of punching to the flesh was much louder than he imagined.

The man didn't even have a chance to breathe, so he could only hold his head and keep retreating. Accidentally, but it fell backwards.

Kill him!

Taking advantage of the short gap when the other party fell to the ground, Yuan Changwen punched the man in the face twice in a row, and blood flew out immediately.

Boom!

The man fell to the ground.

Kill him!

It's all false anyway!

Unreal!

Kill him!

Yuan Changwen slammed one knee into the man's lower abdomen, the whole person pressed on him, and his fist rushed straight to the man's eyeballs.

No!

The fist stopped in front of the man's eyes.

Panting, Yuan Changwen did not continue.

Look at the person in front of you, your nose is bleeding, your lips are full of blood, and it is estimated that your gums have been broken. Yuan Changwen knew that his strength was not enough to break the other party's teeth.

What's going on?!

Yuan Changwen picked up his mobile phone, ignored the three injured people, and left on his own.

What's going on?

I've never been a grumpy person, how could I be so cruel today?

Well, it's not cruel, it's just a fight.

But no, I'm not such a person!

Is it because of what killing, let yourself be full of negative emotions, so it just burns at one point?

Yuan Changwen turned into the public toilet in front of him and slowly washed his hands.

His body was still not tough enough, only ten punches, and his fists were bleeding. The body in peacetime, not to mention the killer's trip, even the self 1.9 million years ago was much more powerful.

Yuan Changwen shook his head self-deprecatingly, looking at himself in the mirror, he seemed to have an inexplicable sense of strangeness.

Who is the person in the mirror?

Is it me?

If it's me, then who am I?

The automatic sensor faucet stopped the flow of water, but Yuan Changwen couldn't stop thinking.

He is a character, a person named Yuan Changwen, a person who has God who can constantly create the world and travel. Everything is an addition to the background. It's just that there are a lot of things that I can add.

What's wrong with this? I was so impulsive? I used to be, but I always showed positive emotions. Coupled with the fact that I have God, what others care about is not worth mentioning in my eyes, so what is there to argue about?

And today, why are you so irritable!

And, it wasn't controlled at all, and at that moment his body moved, without any thought at all.

Yuan Changwen couldn't figure it out, was this considered being pulled by emotions?

It's like a different person!

If you are just a character, then the so-called change of a person is completely possible. Because the self-definition that makes up this role is itself false, and it can be constantly updated and changed.

Therefore, the definition of self-weaving is not real.

In other words, I have begun to subconsciously kill my self-definition, so it will cause me to become a different person. Because of Yuan Changwen's self-definition, part of it has been killed.

However, how can he still be in a state of slashing if he has tried his best to restrain and divert his attention? Or is his diversion just futile, just procrastinating?

Or, slashing this kind of thing can run in the background?!like window minimization?!

Depend on!

Yuan Changwen looked at himself in the mirror, and suddenly felt so ridiculous, he was a character?!

There is also a wound on the hand, how can I explain it to my mother?

Hey, wait a minute.

I'm still thinking about my mom, and according to my previous thoughts, it shows that my mom still has influence in my mind.

Okay, keep it up!

Yuan Changwen was suddenly a little happy, because it meant that he still let his mother maintain an important position in his heart and did not kill his mother.

All self-definitions are not isolated, but entangled with each other, and if you can retain your mother's self-definition, then other self-definitions will continue to exist.

will not be killed, and the role of Yuan Changwen will not disappear.

Jinnyima is funny, how can anyone think of killing self-definition?

Yuan Changwen looked in the mirror and found that he was not smiling at all. Because he knows better than anyone else why he wants to be killed.