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Thank you for the reward from Beifeng Qianqi~

This chapter is a bit less, mainly substituting the psychology of a girl, which is quite difficult for me......

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"January 1, 2005, snow

I have been in this city for more than 100 days, and the season has gone from early autumn to midwinter, and every day is very ordinary and busy, just a little homesick.

From Jeonju to Seoul, only 3 hours by car, I thought there would not be so many worries, I wanted to go home easily, but I still underestimated the loneliness and loneliness in a different place. I was the only one in the company, and they laughed at my accent in private, saying that I was a country bun, and I knew that they were jealous, and told myself to ignore them, but I would still be unhappy, although I was very lively every day, but I was like living on an island, and the only one who was willing to talk to me was another foreign girl in the same dormitory, but her accent was worse than mine, and I couldn't understand it......

Luckily, it didn't take long for me to reunite with Junhyuk. ”

……

The pen fell here, and the girl who was writing under the desk lamp pushed her glasses, and a sweet smile curled up at the corner of her mouth.

It seems to think of the Mid-Autumn Festival day again, the cold corridor in the basement, and the changing wardrobe that she likes to hide in now. For her, it has almost become her sustenance in this strange city, because another person who has more of her heart is not always by her side.

The tip of the pen clicks on the paper and begins to rustle again!

……

He didn't blame me for evasion, although he also said with a straight face that he would really be angry next time, but I knew that he wouldn't, just like the eyes he had been looking at me, tolerant and warm, like a dark hot spring pool, tolerating all my willfulness and melting all my grievances.

I understood that he doted on me, so although in the days that followed, he became very busy and busy, as I had once thought about it, and inevitably ignored my presence, I did not feel depressed and sad anymore, because I knew that the next time he appeared, the warmth in his eyes would not fade, and would still shine like the autumn sun, dispelling all the darkness and coldness around him.

Like all the days of the past!

Just like today!

Today was unlucky, I almost froze to death on the streets, maybe tomorrow people will wake up and exclaim that there is a 'little girl eating snow balls' in Korea, but that tragedy did not continue because of his appearance, he took me home to take a bath, eat, and then stay overnight.

It was natural for him to mention it, and it was natural for me to accept it.

It's strange when I think about it occasionally, it's a miracle that I, who is introverted and complicated, agreed to stay and stay so easily, and lied to my dad that I slept in the dormitory, and I didn't have so many cranky thoughts......

We seem to have been familiar with each other since the previous life, and we have a fate, so we trust each other like that in this life - it must be like this!

So I also like the feeling of being around him.

I don't know what he thinks?

I can't see through his thoughts, I'm still too young, I don't understand his world, just like I don't know what he said, why didn't he believe in love, why didn't he reply to Lin Xiujing's seniors' calls.

I only knew that he thought I was gone, and when he showed that kind of silent appearance, I secretly watched, and my heart was uncomfortable and I couldn't breathe......"

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There was a wind on the windowsill, and when she looked up, the bright lights outside were flickering under the dark night and the snow, and Taeyeon, who tied up her hair casually, stopped her pen in a daze, and her mood was complicated and difficult to understand, until the ink faded on the paper, she lowered her head and silently closed the brand-new notebook.

The notebook was given by him, saying that it was a New Year's gift, and when she received it, she protested to him that she actually gave such a cheap thing, but she actually liked it very much, because this was the first time he gave her a gift, and it was written on the title page: Give it to our eternally lovely Taeyeon...,

So even though she was slandered, as soon as she entered the bedroom, she still happily began to write down the first diary in this notebook.

It's just that the content isn't very happy.

After a while, there was a gentle knock on the door outside the bedroom: "Taeyeon, have you slept?" Taeyeon hurriedly picked up the notebook and got back to the bed, before replying, "No, brother come in!"

The doorknob twisted, Ahn Junhyuk in pajamas stood outside, holding a cup in his hand, the faint light of the corridor cast his shadow in, he raised the glass and asked, "Do you want some milk before going to bed?"

"No, I'm losing weight!" the girl said, puffing out her cheeks.

“…… Losing weight? It's ......."

"It's cute, isn't it? It's only when it's not pretty, and when the boy praises it, he will say it's cute, huh!"

"Uh...... Alright!" Ahn Joon-hyuk shrugged, glanced at the still lit lamp, and admonished, "Go to bed early!"

With that, he closed the door, and when the last ray of light disappeared, Taeyeon quickly got up from the bed, leaned over to the door, opened a gap, and peeked out.

Looking through the oblique corner of the corridor, looking at the living room, turning back to the living room, he sat on the sofa holding the glass of milk and drank it slowly, with a calm demeanor, so that people couldn't see what he was thinking.

At one point, he picked up his phone and fiddled with it for a while before pressing it down again.

"Hey...... I'm sorry, I haven't seen you call...... Hehe, how else can you live? What about you...... Don't stay outside for too long...... Uh-huh, I'm going to sleep...... Well, Happy New Year!"

The short call ended with a slightly distant greeting, and he threw down his phone, supported his forehead with his hands, and sat quietly for a long, long time.

It wasn't until Taeyeon felt a little cold and quietly closed the door and ran back to the bed that a faint sigh came from outside.

Taeyeon, who is still young, can't hear how much emotion is contained in it, but feels that her chest is very depressed, confused, and uncomfortable.

She took a deep breath, put aside all the doubts in her mind, and hugged her notebook to get ready for bed, these things she couldn't understand yet, but one day she would understand, just as she firmly believed that one day she would come into contact with his world and walk side by side with him.

When the time comes, she will always enjoy every breath that fills his scent like she did today, never receive a call like the one just now, and never let him sigh for her.

"Well, come on, come on! Kim Taeyeon!"

In the quilt, the girl clenched her small fists to cheer herself up like this, and then covered the quilt, took a few big breaths, and didn't know what she imagined in her head, giggled, rolled up the quilt and rolled back and forth on the bed.

Perhaps it was because of his smell that the girl, who had been playing with herself in bed for a while, soon fell into a deep sleep, did not choose a bed, did not have any vigilance, and dreamed of the mysterious dreams caused by any wariness and apprehension, and slept soundly until the next morning, opened her eyes, the air outside the window was clear, and the wind and snow that lasted for several days quietly stopped in the dark night.