Chapter 40: The Girl on New Year's Eve (Part II)
The first is more recommended ~
Yesterday Kavin, I didn't move the keyboard all day today, and I didn't start coding until I got home in the afternoon, and I feel much better...... So it's late, sorry~
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The air conditioner was turned on very much, the whole room was warm, the door to the balcony was closed, and the curtains were closed, so I couldn't see the wind and snow raging in the dark night sky outside, so I felt at ease.
In the spacious living room, the orange light quietly swayed, and the whole space was filled with warm brilliance, there was the sound of stir-frying on the kitchen side, and the dishes and chopsticks had been set on the tidy dining table, Taeyeon sat solemnly on the left side with her head bowed, her head slightly lowered, but her eyes were always quietly cast to the opposite side.
There, Jisoo is bored fiddling with the dishes and chopsticks, and the porcelain spoon collides with the bowl, occasionally making a soft sound, which is pleasant to the ear.
"It looks really too similar......"
Looking at that face, Taeyeon sighed so secretly again, about Jisoo, in fact, she knew the truth a long time ago. Ahn Joon-hyuk had told her before that he had a twin sister, and when they played together, Yoona and Xiaohyun also talked about it, describing to her how Ahn Jun-hyuk and Ahn Ji-so's brother and sister look alike, but they haven't seen it with their own eyes and have no accurate concept.
This is the first time the two have met, the process is not too ideal, and the impression left on her is not very good.
Remembering that Jisoo had just asked who she was with a frowning and cold face, and when she immediately shook her wheelchair away impatiently after answering, Taeyeon felt hurt.
How can the personalities of two people who look so similar be so different? The girl quietly pursed her mouth, a little aggrieved. Of course, it's only a little bit, she heard Yun'er say that this sister's obedient character is because of the relationship between her legs paralyzed in a car accident, and her heart is more sympathetic.
At least she couldn't imagine how gloomy the world would have become, if her legs were paralyzed, maybe she would die without being able to bear the blow.
People who can resist all difficulties and obstacles and not be defeated by setbacks are a minority after all.
Thinking like this, the little grievance in her heart disappeared, she paused, plucked up the courage and whispered: "Sister is a fan of Bao'er's predecessors, right?"
Jisoo, who stopped playing with the dishes and chopsticks on the other side, looked up at her indifferently, his eyes were very oppressive, giving Taeyeon the feeling that he was like the last time Ahn Joon-hyuk joked with her and deliberately turned a cold face. She swallowed her saliva, held back the fear in her heart, and continued: "I am also a fan of Bao'er's predecessors, and I have a lot of posters and records of my predecessors at home.
As if sensing her deliberate flattery, Jisoo's cold gaze loosened slightly, and after a moment, he looked away and said, "I don't like her now." ”
"Huh?"
"She has an affair with Junhyuk and hates her!"
"That'...... That's fake, it's said that the company instructed the hype. Taeyeon hurriedly argued.
"Zhilu Dao is fake, that's why I hate it. Jisoo snorted impatiently, "It's like she's so bright, what's the big deal." ”
Taeyeon didn't dare to speak, and sat with her hands on her lap with her head bowed, like a fat rabbit that had eaten a carrot, timid and a little restless, her legs kept moving slightly under the table.
Although she has an introverted personality, she is actually a person who doesn't like the oppressive atmosphere very much, and she feels that she will be out of breath, especially now, when she has nothing to say to unfamiliar people, she always wants to run away quickly. Fortunately, it didn't take long for Ahn Joon-hyuk to poke his head out of the kitchen and see her in the living room, so he shouted, "Taeyeon is done, come and serve me food!"
"Whew!" the girl hurriedly agreed, and ran over. …,
At this time, the kitchen was already filled with the fragrance of dishes, and on the big kitchen counter, there were several dishes that had been fried, and the girl looked carefully with drooling, and found that she only knew braised salmon fillets and fried dried bamboo shoots, which were ordered last time I went to a Chinese restaurant with him, oh, and there was a smell of bean paste. She looked down and saw that it was a small urn boiling over a small fire.
"Does my brother also make bean paste soup?" Taeyeon sucked the corners of her mouth, since she came to Seoul, she hadn't drunk miso soup made with bean paste for a long time, Seoul here is made with hot sauce, and she likes to put sugar, she is not used to it at all.
"Yes, my mother is from Gyeongbuk, and that's what she does over there, you're from Jeonbuk, and you're close, so you should like this taste, right?"
"Uh-huh!" Taeyeon nodded repeatedly.
"Okay, bring the dish over, fry the dish, cook the soup again, and we'll start the meal!"
Taeyeon, who had been screaming from hunger for a long time, hurriedly rolled up her sleeves and ran back and forth, seeing Ahn Joon-hyuk busy stir-frying, she took down the soup can and served the soup herself, and also helped cut the radishes and prepare the ingredients for the soup for a while.
Poured a spoonful of oil on his hand, and the moment the fire suddenly started, Ahn Jun-hyuk shook the pot and chatted casually: "Taeyeon often helps her mother with housework?"
"Occasionally!"
"Alas, it's much better than Yun'er, those girls will only help every time they go into the kitchen. An Junhyuk sighed, "It's just that Yu Li is stronger, it seems that our country children are worry-free, and they grew up in big cities, and they won't support their families when they get married in the future!"
Taeyeon, who was cutting beef and radish, smirked and bumped into him, "Brother is really, marriage is far from them!"
"Where is it still far away, it is normal to get married at the age of 16 in my hometown, I remember when I joined the army, a classmate was holding the child to send me to the car, people thought it was my wife, and persuaded me not to volunteer, otherwise my wife would run away with the child. ”
"Poof!" Hearing him say helplessly, imagining that picture, Taeyeon couldn't help but laugh out loud, raised his hand and slapped him a few times, "Brother is so annoying, how can I say such realistic words in front of a girl, I haven't been in love yet, and I can't believe in love in the future." ”
Ahn Jun-hyuk shrugged: "I don't believe in the best." ”
"Brother, don't you believe it?" the girl asked curiously, she knew that Ahn Joon-hyuk must have had an emotional experience, but she had never heard him talk about it.
"Hmm!" replied casually, Ahn Junhyuk stopped talking about the topic, and instead ordered: "Before eating, call your father first, the snow is so heavy, let him not come, so as not to have an accident...... Now, the phone is hanging on my waist, take it yourself!"
Taeyeon agreed, and while picking up her clothes and taking her phone, she said a little apprehensively, "If you don't let Dad come over, where will I sleep at night?"
"Dorm, ask your roommate to get the key, don't you remember her phone number?"
"Well, it's always been in my phone, and I haven't deliberately remembered it. ”
An Junhyuk had to smile bitterly at the girl's embarrassed answer, then thought about it and said, "Why don't you sleep here?"
"Huh?"
Taeyeon, who was pressing the button with her head down, raised her head suddenly when she heard the words, her face was red, like a boiled shrimp, her eyes were full of shyness and panic, her heart seemed to pause, and then beat violently, and her ears buzzed.
Why don't you sleep here...... Sleep here...... In this ......
For a while, the chaotic mind was full of the replay of this sentence, and in addition, it was blank, and then many chaotic thoughts suddenly came up:
Did you hear me wrong...... He's kidding?...... How can you say such casual things...... Do you want to say yes?...... If you don't say yes, you really don't have a place to sleep......
"Ah, why have you already thought about whether to agree?Kim Taeyeon, be reserved!Be reserved!!" slapped her head hard, the girl tried to straighten her face, pretending to be disgusted, and was about to reprimand him for tricking a girl to stay overnight, whether there was any bad intention, so she heard Ahn Junhyuk continue: "...... The bed in Jisoo's room is not small, it can squeeze the two of you, if you are not used to it, you can also sleep in my bedroom, I will make up for the night in the living room. ”…,
"Uh......" The momentum that had just been puffed up suddenly leaked after this sentence, and the girl who realized that she had misunderstood collapsed her shoulders in embarrassment.
Ahn Jun-hyuk, who had finished stir-frying, turned his head to look at her, "What's the matter?"
"Oh, oh......" Taeyeon smiled weakly, and was about to go out to make a call, when her eyes swept to the open screen of her phone, and she exclaimed in surprise, "Brother, you have a missed call." ”
"Huh, who's?"
"I'll see...... Hmm, Xiujing...... Ah, is it the Lin Xiujing senior who acted in the TV series with my brother?"
The moment he heard the name, Ahn Jun-hyuk, who was serving food to the plate, paused slightly, "...... yes!"
"Brother, do you want to give her back?"
Ahn Jun-hyuk, whose eyes were slightly scattered, came back to his senses after a while, and in Taeyeon's strange gaze, he smiled: "Forget it, I'll give it back to her after eating!"
"Oh......"
Holding the doubts in her heart, the girl went out, Ahn Junhyuk stared at the steaming heat on the plate in his hand, and after a while, sighed.
Alas...... Lin Xiujing......
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…… Ahn Joon-hyuk......
On the streets of the bustling Jiangnan District, the woman who still hadn't waited for the bell exhaled a breath of white air, stood under the street lamp, raised her head and looked at the endless snowflakes in the sky, read the name in her heart, and sighed silently.
Passers-by walking back and forth can see that she is standing in the snow, and the loneliness that penetrates the bone marrow. But no one dared to come forward to talk, not because the cold weather eliminated the heat in people's hearts, but because she was too far away, that kind of distance is not a realistic distance, more figuratively, or it can be called the spiritual world.
Standing silently, she is so quiet, like a piece of ice and snow slowly falling around her, and like a withered petal, any words related to warmth and liveliness seem to be far away from her, all the light and color, at the moment of contact with her, also seem to collapse into gray, only the cold and heart-wrenching silence can remain, as if she and this real world, forever separated from the vacuum layer after layer.
It's New Year's Day, the neighbors are celebrating, it's lively, but her room is very deserted. Turn off the lights, when the darkness hits, a strong loneliness surrounds her, so I miss the days in the crew a little, when she can follow him without any scruples, where he goes, she also goes, by virtue of the identity of the hero and heroine, others will not show any abnormality. He would invite her to eat and drink coffee, and he had never thought that snacks and coffee would bring so much warmth. I didn't think that I could be very happy in life just by being alone before.
But it was all gone again, and she mustered up the courage to call but received no reply, and what she was waiting for was perhaps another lonely night......