Chapter 24: Cultivation XXIV
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Wei's skills are getting more and more affirmed, and my heart is really uncomfortable. I came in a month before him, but by then, I had become his deputy. More or less, the mood is still quite uncomfortable. In addition, their sometimes jokes are really too hurtful to people's self-esteem.
And when I first came in, Kaidi, who took good care of me, also changed her temperament and had a bit of a conflict with me, and almost beat me. It's okay, I'll bear with it. Slowly, though, we can get back to normal jokes. However, the good impression of him in my heart has long been shattered.
Rui was transferred to another department, and the communication between us became less and less......
There, I started to lose my bearings. The characters were gradually forgotten by me. I'm confused......
Later, I was transferred to the night shift. The new working atmosphere also has a good mood. However, after a long time, there will be problems as well. At the end of the day, mentality is fundamental.
"The Girls I Like" started to write until it was uninspired, and I wondered if I should write it in a different way, so a lot of alternative things came out.
Working night shifts and not getting enough sleep can easily make people irritable. When I get home from work and sleep, I am often noisy by my little nephew at home, and my heart is really angry! However, it is all unnecessary, but there is something wrong with my mentality.
If you don't pay attention to small problems, after a long time, big problems will appear.
Later, the stress made me physically and mentally exhausted, and I really wanted to rest. However, I still have to pay my debts. Most of the expenses for Uncle's treatment in Zhanjiang were borrowed, and our children had to work hard to repay the debts. Because of this belief, I gave almost all of my monthly salary to my uncle at that time, and I felt that I didn't need to use much money. During that period, I was very rare.
In order to pay off the debt, hold on.?
However, there will still be a day of collapse.
During a night shift break, some of my colleagues were talking about how bad our company was, how low the pay was, how hard the work was, and how far worse it was compared to other companies. They all said that they were going to quit their jobs! These are all negative energy words, just at that time, I was in the trough period of negative energy, and I was infected by these negative energy words, and it was terrible! Impulsive!
Originally, if I left like this, I should not be able to leave my job, because Brother Xia would definitely keep me.
However, an old colleague who said that he was also leaving told me that he wanted my mobile phone to be turned off, otherwise Brother Xia would persuade me to come back. At that time, I was so tired that I didn't care about anything!
When I left, it happened to be other employees at work. I still met the married woman, Li. I worked there for more than half a year, and she sat across from me for more than half a year, but we didn't even say a word. There was only an occasional eye contact between us. If you have to pass by 500 times in your previous life, you will have to look back in this life. Then I and her past life are really too fateful, I have looked back at her so many times in this life, but you can imagine that I and her past life I don't know how many times, but I haven't said a word. Oh hey, I feel sorry for my past life.
Whew, perhaps, this is fate. There is only a passing eye, and there is no communication that stops and stops.
After leaving, went home. But I didn't let my family know that I left my job voluntarily, for fear that my family would say it. I needed to be quiet, and if my family knew about me and said me this, I didn't know what I would do.
In order to make life go on as normal at that time, I went out and rented a house by myself to have a small world. In the same way, I hid it from my family and made them think that I was still at work. It was the day when my conscience was condemned, but at that time, it was also forced to do so. My heart is so tired, I really need to be quiet.
The phone was turned off for a few days, and I didn't think I would be persuaded to go back. Because as long as you miss work for one day, you will automatically leave your job.
After turning on the phone, I saw a message from Brother Xia. He said he was so disappointed in me.
I'm so disappointed in myself, too! Why don't you stick to it? Maybe there's a new breakthrough.
Fate is like this, if you don't toss you, it's hard for you to grow.
It wasn't until later that I learned that the old colleague who said he was going to quit and told me to shut down my phone never quit in the end. So, I finally understood the meaning of the word "villain".
In the experience of making mistakes, I have cultivated again.
Anyway, my growth didn't stop.
After renting a house, I stayed in the rented room every day to be quiet. I've thought about it a lot, what the hell should I do?
Originally, I only had to hold on for another three months to pay off my part of the debt and start moving forward with a new attitude. But I didn't persevere, not only did I not pay off my debts, but I also lost my expenses.
I even used up the money that my three sisters sent me to pay off my debts. Although I used it, I had a rare experience.
Later, my family also found out about me. Luckily, I wasn't blamed. Family affection is priceless!
I was able to relax my body and mind during those days when I didn't have a job.
I saw the sea for the first time, and I attended my own sister's wedding for the first time. Many small wishes that I wanted to fulfill when I was a child have come true!
Even, I was able to meet her, my first love.
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