I haven't seen her since I met in my freshman year, and almost three years after the breakup, I finally had a chance to see her. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info

At that time, she and I still had WeChat communication, but we rarely chatted.

Once I commented on her mood and she replied to me for the first time. So, we made small talk.

Talk about why she doesn't go to play on weekends and stays in her rented room. She said that she was a road idiot, with no one to accompany her, and she didn't know where to play.

I don't know why, but as soon as I heard her say that there was no one to accompany me, I really wanted to go over and accompany her.

So I told her that I was going to take her to play. She said yes.

I asked her to send me the address. After receiving the address, I told her, see you in a few hours. Because she and I are both in Shenzhen, just in different districts.

However, she thought I was joking. She thought, I'm just talking. Perhaps, in her mind, I am such an unreliable person.

Otherwise, we wouldn't be where we are today.

But I'm not kidding, I left after lunch in a hurry, and my family encouraged me......

Because of a joke, I was lucky enough to find the answer I wanted to know.

It's just a joke, but I take it seriously. She didn't believe it, and it was fine, because it was very problematic for a person who would joke a lot to suddenly stop joking one day. Her disbelief is really sensible.

In the time she didn't believe, I had everything ready and rushed to her city.

God seems to be very supportive of me to solve the problem that has been entangled with me for more than two years as soon as possible and find the answer. So, the car arrived soon and the first seat was reserved for me.

The journey was smooth and there was no traffic jam on a crazy weekend.

When you arrive at the station, you need to change trains. Her city, I'm not familiar with. Except by looking up maps and asking people, I can only guess and try my luck.

In order to wait for the only bus to pass her, I wandered through the crowd at the platform for an hour and a half.

When I finally saw the bus, my expression was petrified...... There were so many people that they put their faces on the doors and windows! I don't think I'm going to squeeze it, and although I've squeezed a lot of buses, it was the most crowded bus I've ever seen.

Well, another way – an electric car.

I asked the first person where I was going, and he said he wanted twenty dollars.

At first, I thought it was very expensive, and ten yuan was enough. I turned around and he said eighteen. I continued walking, and he said fifteen. I said it could only be ten dollars, and he shook his head and said no.

I'll go a little further and continue to ask, I don't believe there is anything less than fifteen.

Who knows, it's twenty again. I turned around, and he didn't come down.

I asked another one, and it turned out to be twenty-five yuan!

I looked up the map curiously, and it turned out that there were more than ten kilometers away. For people who live by driving electric cars to carry people, it is really difficult to do without twenty yuan.

So, I asked another one, and after telling me the location, he was the only person who made me think he knew the place very well. With this feeling, I set off in his car without saying a word.

At that time, it was inevitable that I would regret that there was such a good person who was willing to lower his standards twice to make me his passenger. However, my demands were too high for him to accept, and I didn't notice it. It wasn't until I noticed how good he was, but unfortunately he already had other passengers. And I could only lower my requirements to find the right electric car owner, and sure enough, I found it. Although it is also charged twenty, it is very secure, and the money is very comfortable, I believe that he is not lying to me, he really knows that place. Therefore, after regret, there may also be contentment.

Sure enough, I didn't pick the wrong person. After driving me to where I was going, he asked me if I wanted to take a little longer and didn't need me to go that far.

I was touched and thankfully declined his kindness.

After that, I felt the place step by step, whether this road was not her walk, and whether the building was not seen by her. Like, trying to get a feel for what she might be feeling.

After walking for a long time, I contacted her, and I said that I was lost, how to go. She was still playing with my jokes and didn't believe me. It's good, so I'm so good at joking.

As he walked, he held his phone and waited for her reply. The sky of this place, it is blue and the sun is shining. My skin is already healthy, and it stands to reason that it should be able to withstand the sun's warm support, but the burning sensation makes me not believe that my skin is healthy.

After waiting for a long time, walking for a long time, the phone still does not come from the crisp message ringtone I want to hear.

I was so tired that I found a small path on the side of the road to sit on. Look at how the dust on the side of the road doesn't match the blue sky here.

After waiting for more than an hour and sitting for more than an hour, she still did not reply.

I began to think too much, and sad thoughts hit me again. I wrote a lot of sad words, saying that I was leaving. The message had already been written, but I didn't press send. I always feel that there is still something to look forward to. If it was me in the past, I might have sent it over a long time ago, leaving a period of unhappiness.

So, I deleted the information I had written. As soon as I deleted it, she replied to me. It seems that there is still a little bit of trust in me.

Or, more than an hour of waiting is a test given to me by God. There is a price to be paid for finding the answer.

I found the place she said in my own way. I said I arrived, but she didn't believe it, saying that there was no picture and no truth.

Whew, don't believe me, and joke with me for so long......

I had to take a picture of the location and send it to her.

However, she still didn't believe it. At that moment, I realized how untrustworthy I was......

In that case, I had to take out my ID card and take a picture with the location, and then send it over.

Finally, in exchange for the phrase "wait a minute". It's quick and easy, but it makes me feel like I've seen a special light.

I guess in which direction she's going to come out. I wonder what has become of her. I haven't seen each other for more than two years, what will happen to me? I am looking forward to it, and I am afraid. Scared and looking forward to ......

My heart was beating fast when I saw a woman who looked like her walking by, and I wasn't sure if it was her. I looked at my phone, I looked at her again, and I said, whew, it's okay not.

When I saw a pair of special feet coming by, there was no doubt in my mind that it must be her.

Sure enough, a natural "hello" ended the situation where we hadn't seen each other for more than two years.

I also complained that she didn't believe me. However, it is only a complaint. Her unbelief was correct.

She hasn't changed much, and she dresses quite nicely. And just like that, the content of the joke began.

All the way, all the way, as if nothing unpleasant happened between us. It's really natural!

The only biggest unnaturalness is that I don't hold her hand when crossing the street. When she called me in the car, she just poked me lightly with her finger.

Everything, in general, is good. I know she's doing this very well, and I don't talk about emotions as much as I used to. I just think it's good to take her out to play and have fun. She is supposed to belong to nature......

Call in an electric car and head to our destination.

The feeling of her sitting behind me, the first time I felt it, was so natural. When I turned around to talk to her, our faces were so close, but no matter how close we were, we couldn't get close. Still, I didn't feel anything wrong.

When I arrived at the destination, I must have to play, and I bought a ticket to go in.

In addition to taking pictures, it is to take pictures. My words with her are no longer the same as the porridge we used to talk about on the phone, there are fewer laughs, and there are fewer laughs. Still, I felt natural. Even if sometimes everyone has nothing to say and just walks away, I don't feel embarrassed at all. Like, there is no like, it is very natural, and there is no sense of disobedience.

We both seem to like to take pictures, she shoots hers and I shoot mine. Occasionally I would shoot her, but I don't know if she would shoot me. Or, it's better not to shoot me, don't have too much clutter.

There was a lot of fun in taking pictures, and we all had fun taking pictures. I used to go somewhere and don't like things that hinder me from taking pictures. That's why I like to travel alone. However, to my surprise, she did not hinder my free mood at all, but made me happier to take pictures.

It turns out that this is really the case......

We kept walking, laughing, chatting, and slowly ushered in the night.

The song she played, as if it spoke for her. I still don't understand the same as before...... Don't let yourself understand.

Looking at her back, my heart hurts, I can only look at it in the night when I can't see it.

After leaving the destination, I realized that we had taken so many photos, but we didn't even have a group photo. Perhaps, there is only one that can barely be called a group photo. However, it was only our shadow that was captured, and even our shadow had an unbridgeable distance between them.

Heaven arranged it properly, and I accepted it naturally.

I took the motorcycle back again, and on the way, she suddenly poked me with her finger a few times and motioned for me to look over. I don't know what it means, but she seems to be longing to say how many couples there are.

I looked back at the couples she was pointing to, and said to her with a lot of pain in my heart, "You really want to get married, right?!"

She said no......

Really? Whatever you say is not very credible.

Back at our starting point, it was her turn to take me.

Bubble tea and barrel rice, good. It's just that milk tea shouldn't be filled with pearls, and barrel rice is oily......

I found my room again, put my backpack away, and went out for a walk.

That part of the road was very tiring, but it was very willing. Along the way, her phone already has someone to chat with, maybe the person who makes her happy, or maybe someone special.

I didn't ask, and continued to pretend to walk naturally, trying to maintain a situation that didn't involve emotional issues.

Along the way, all the way, she is no longer the original her, she has become more mature and more connotative. It seems that that person has really made her better. I just smiled and followed her and listened to her say cross-stitch and some of the joys of living here.

That's all I could have said, that's all I could have said......

The road was walked over and over again. She still likes to walk on my left. I don't know if it's because of the human factor, or if it's just a habit.

Every few steps you take and you reply to someone on your phone, like, I should go back and rest sooner. Don't bother her to chat with the guy.

Before I got back to the door of the rented house, I was thinking that I would hug her as a friend when I said goodbye.

I've always thought so.

Her smile convinced me as we smiled and said goodbye, so be it......

I turned around and ran upstairs without looking back. Well, so be it, I can finally spend it for her, and I can make her happy. At least, there is an explanation for the past me.

I'm so tired, so sleepy, lying on the bed and trying to sleep. However, when you fall asleep, you will always sleep very uncomfortably. It's hard to open my eyes, but I just can't sleep. It was hard to fall asleep, but I had nightmares again. What the hell is going on? Insomnia?

I don't know, but my body encouraged me to go out for a walk. It was past one o'clock in the morning.

As soon as I walked on the road, I was full of reluctance, and my eyes were instantly filled. If I wanted to shoot emotional scenes at that time, I didn't need eye drops at all.

I paced, and the memories were clear. It's only been a few hours, but it seems like a long time. This place is so familiar, so familiar.

I kept walking, and I kept walking, and I went for a circle. The more I walk, the sadder I feel!

Perhaps, what the family said was right. I said I didn't know what love was, but my family always said I did. I didn't believe it all the time, but when I think about myself, I think about how I felt in just a few hours. I don't know what evidence to look for to prove myself......

I bought a bottle of Coke and a large bottle of mineral water back to the rental house, and when I couldn't sleep, I drank Coke.

I accidentally saw a lot of sad words written on the bed, especially "We can never go back to the past".

I drank Coke as a drink, and then changed all the sad words to beautiful words. I also wrote a song for my sister.

At this time, it is already past three o'clock in the morning. I thought I could sleep peacefully. However, I thought that I was just thinking after all, and I still had insomnia until dawn.

After dawn, I slowly fell asleep.

After that, I woke up and it was nearly half past eleven, and I began to check out and leave.

Actually, I could have seen her again before leaving. Thankfully, I didn't......

By the time I got out of there on the electric car, I couldn't control my emotions anymore.

What can I say? I'm so sluggish, and every time I try to understand the essence, I realize that I've missed it. I can't be like a child and not leave. Because I'm not the same person I used to be......

It's like, when I first started taking an electric car, there was an electric car owner who cut the price for me twice, but I didn't realize that it was what I needed the most. But what can be done, if you miss it, you miss it. The rest are all electric car owners who have to charge 20 yuan. I can only find the one who feels from these people, and that is the owner of the electric car that took me past. I guess this is my future marriage.

The missed youthful love can only be continued by an ordinary and simple marriage.

Although it will be heart-wrenching when I know that I missed it. But when new love is found, all will be fine. It's like, the owner of the electric car who took me in the back, I sat in his car, and I felt very comfortable all the way. I will think that twenty dollars is worth it. I guess that's the happiness that comes with a good marriage......

Before leaving, she sent me a message asking me how I felt about watching her change little by little over the past seven years.

In one sentence, I hated you in the time I had, but I loved you in the moment when I was too late.

My growth has always been unable to keep up with her changes. I can only, hehe......

I remember when we were riding our motorcycles to our destination, I asked her if she felt like she had won the lottery when she saw me.

She smiled a little and said no.

Actually, it was harder for me to meet her than it was for me to win the lottery.

Even though I won the lottery in the end, it was only two dollars......

That's enough, I've found the answer.

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