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I would say that this is probably the most beautiful confession I've ever heard.

In fact, I never thought about the difference between Chen Shi and Xu Yi, but at this moment I understood. No matter how much unhappiness there was between me and Chen Shi in the past, he was always the most special one in my heart.

This is special not because he is the one I met first, but because only Chen Zhi can give me courage. Because of his bravery, I was brave too.

I always thought that Xu Yi changed me, it turned out that Chen Zhi changed me, if I didn't know him, maybe I would only go through my life in mediocrity, I wouldn't want to become stronger, I would choose a stable and carefree life and relationship like other girls.

He has never told me some big truths, but he has been walking his life step by step down-to-earth, I watched him desperate for his dreams of enthusiasm and bravery, and because of his dedication to learn to give.

It was Chen Shi's persistence that made me realize that there is only one life, and our current efforts are all in order to live up to this life.

Because of dreams, we will gain a lot and we will lose some of the most precious. It is precisely in this way that there will be no regrets, no regrets.

Chen Shi's dream not only fulfilled himself, but also inspired me in the process of realizing his dream. This experience is unique and irreplaceable by anyone, including Xu Yi.

Chen Shi looked me in the eye and said, "Xiangxi, you don't need to choose anyone, your life is just your own, understand?"

After saying this, he turned around and left the private room, it seemed that there was no reason to stay, and probably he never wanted my choice when he said these words, he just hoped that I could understand, and hoped that I could be myself.

He doesn't need me to choose him.

He's already, not necessarily me and him, the two of us are bound together in life.

I couldn't say a word for a long time, sitting in the chair in a daze, Xu Yi was still next to me, I didn't know where to start, I looked at him, everything that had happened in the past two years seemed to be constantly circulating in front of me.

It was a difficult sentence to speak, but I finally said it.

I said, "Xu Yi, let's break up." ”

I didn't think about Chen Shi when I said this, and I didn't want to break up with Xu Yi because of Chen Shi, but he gave me the courage to face myself.

"If you choose to be together just because you're lonely, it's only going to get more lonely. Each of us belongs to ourselves, and we don't necessarily need the company of another person to not be lonely, and only by relying on ourselves can we truly escape from loneliness. In the past, I liked Chen Shi very much and loved him very much. Now, I guess I'll still adore him. He is much braver than all of us to be able to stand firm all the time. Me and you are the ones who are defeated by loneliness. I'm going to break up with you because I finally understand that I don't love you and you don't love me. ”

When he said this, Xu Yi kept staring at me, his eyes burning. It was the first time he had looked at me like that, but I didn't feel uneasy, and I insisted on saying everything I wanted to say.

When I finished, he tugged at the corners of his mouth and nodded.

I understand that he agreed, in fact, he agreed to disagree that I would break up with him today.

Then I didn't know what to say, I thought it would be too hypocritical to say something that I would be friends with in the future, and in the end, I could only say, "I will definitely pay off the money I owe you, and there will be interest." However, I still want to thank you, this sentence is true, without you, I might have lived a mess. ”

It was Xu Yi who left first, and he didn't say a word until he left, probably because he felt that there was no need to say more.

In fact, I understand that he has some feelings for me, people are emotional creatures, and it is impossible to get along for so long and not care at all, but he can forget me soon.

At noon, I went back to the hospital, and Xu Nia hadn't left yet, he was lying on the makeshift bed, and when he saw me coming, he propped up his eyelids and pulled me out and said he wanted to talk.

Outside, he asked me, "Clear?"

I frowned, "How do you know?"

"Xu Yi asked me why you came back. ”

"You said it?"

Schunia shrugged.

I nodded sullenly, "I broke up with him." ”

Xu Nia was probably quite happy about this result, at least on the surface, and he asked me, "Then you and Chen Shi should have a good time, right?"

This time I shook my head, "I didn't want to reconcile with Chen Shi. ”

Xu Nia glared at me, her mouth almost closed, "You tossed around so much and told me that you don't want to reconcile with Chen Shi? I don't know, what do you want to do now?"

"You really don't know, well, emotional matters can really only be grasped by yourself. Langlang, thank you for caring about me, but you really can't help with this matter. ”

Xu Nia sighed, "But I want to tell you, you have been separated for so long, and Chen Zhi is the only one in his heart. Do you know the story of the two women who went to snatch their daughter and finally let go of their own mother, the one who is really distressed will let go, why do you think Chen Shi came back to you to let go? It's all because he loves you, and he would rather be uncomfortable than make you sad. I admire him very much, I can't do what he does, and I don't love someone so deeply. To be able to love is actually very happy. ”

He looked at me one last time and shook his head, "Let's go, you can do it." ”

"Hmm. ”

I want to do it, it's not that I'm hypocritical and don't reconcile with Chen Shi, but I understand that Chen Shi doesn't necessarily want a love now. Our lives are too tired, and it may be counterproductive to have something in a hurry, but it is better to go with the flow, if there is each other in our hearts, it is destined to be together.

I'll be there for him these days, too, for as long as he needs me.

I had completely quit my job at the izakaya after breaking up with Xu Yi, and Rarity couldn't find anyone to replace me for a while, so I had to go back and hand over to the temporary person in charge first, and I stayed in Beijing for two days, and when I came back, Chen Shi just smiled at me and didn't ask me where I had gone for those two days.

Chen Xiang is also leaving, her work in Beijing is completely over, before leaving, I still took the time to come to the hospital again, when I came back from cooking at noon, I saw that she was chatting with Chen Shi in the ward, through a layer of glass through a door, I couldn't hear what they were talking about, but their expressions were very soft, just like old friends for many years.

Chen Xiang handed the headphones to Chen Shi, and the two of them listened to the song with a pair of headphones, Chen Shi hummed softly with Chen Xiang's score, and then carefully made some adjustments.

changed Chen Xiang to sing, Chen Zhi listened very seriously.

Again and again, it was revised again and again, until in the end, both of them were satisfied, excited like two little children.

This kind of picture, in fact, I saw it many years ago, when Chen Xiang was still Chen Shi's girlfriend, although they were not together for a long time, everyone thought they were a very compatible couple, including me.

I used to think that sooner or later, a girl would appear next to Chen Shi, and that girl would replace all our memories.

I thought I would be very jealous, but if it was Chen Xiang, I wouldn't seem to be able to be jealous, and I would bless it, although my heart was sour.

Or, Chen Xiang is the most suitable for Chen Zhi, and Chen Zhi is also the most suitable for Chen Xiang, they already have the same dream. If they had been together, they wouldn't have gone through as many hardships as we did.

I took my lunch box and walked around the outside for a long time before I went back, which lasted about two hours. When I returned to the ward, Chen Xiang had already left, and I pretended not to know, "I just went home and slept for a while, so I'm late, are you hungry?"

Chen Shi shook his head, "I've eaten it." ”

"Well, that's good. "I put the lid on the lunch box back, and fortunately he ate it, I was out for so long, and the food was already cold.

"Haven't you eaten yet?" Chen Shi looked at me suspiciously.

"I've eaten at home. ”

"Hmm. He nodded, and continued to keep his head down and write something on the paper, and I walked over to take a look at it and saw that it was sheet music.

But I can't read it, so it's just some irregular symbols for me.

Chen Shi had been writing that song all afternoon, and there was no guitar in the ward, so he used his hands to simulate the action of playing the piano. Write a few sentences, he will pick it up and hum it, the corners of his mouth slightly raised, very happy.

I have also seen Si Chen and Xu Nia write songs, and they say that when a song is written for the person you like, you will feel happy.

And when Chen Shi wrote it in the past, he didn't smile like this.

He's writing for people he likes.

That person, could it be Chen Xiang?

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