Before Chen Shi finished writing this song, Grandma Chen passed away.

The day she left, it was Chen Shi's birthday.

I always remember Chen Shi's birthday. It's not intentional, it's just that every year when these days come to me, I feel that it is an important day, and then I think about it repeatedly before I think about him.

Grandma Chen's spirit is also very good on Chen Shi's birthday, her recovery has been good these days, and she can even say a few simple words, but her brain is not very clear, and she often asks me why I don't go to class, and asks Chen Shi how his exam results are.

In her mind, we were all teenagers.

In the morning, I helped her wash her face, and she suddenly took my hand and said, "Xixi, today is Xiaozhi's birthday, can you help me buy him a cake." ”

I said okay.

"You, you're going to buy it at the store across the street from our alley, only the little knowledge of that family likes to eat. ”

"Well, I know grandma, don't worry. ”

"By the way, he likes the two-storey one, and he asks for ten dollars, and grandma gives you money. Grandma Chen said that she wanted to get up and get the money for me, but she only raised her arm a little and couldn't move.

I went over to hold her hand and smiled sweetly, "No, grandma, I have, Chen Shi gave me money, and he can make a lot of money now, give it to me." ”

Grandma Chen put down her hand when she heard this, "Xiao Zhi is a good child, Xixi, when you two grow up, grandma will make the decision to let you get married, are you willing to marry Xiao Zhi?"

I was stunned and nodded, "Grandma, I do." ”

This sentence is true, maybe because Chen Shi is not in my place to be able to admit it so frankly. Fortunately, Chen Zhi was not there, so I could understand my mind.

When I got out of the hospital, I looked for the kind of cake that Grandma Chen said, but I went to several places and told me that the cake was no longer sold.

When we were children, our birthday cakes were bought in grocery stores, not the kind of freshly made, and there was no Häagen-Dazs and Dijon, they were all simple cream piping, and the cake embryo was not soft enough, but when I was a child, I couldn't eat the cake a few times a year, so I felt that it was particularly fresh, and every year I regarded the birthday as a big festival, and put the leftover cake in the refrigerator for two or three days, and I was only willing to eat a little bit if I didn't eat it.

Grandma Chen said that Chen Shi likes to eat very much, but Grandma Chen also likes to eat, and at that time, the little Chen Shi knew that he would give the cake to his grandmother, and if Grandma Chen didn't eat it, he wouldn't eat a bite.

I knew that no matter how difficult it was, I would have to help Grandma Chen find this cake, but I ran all morning and found nothing.

I had no choice but to ask my mother for help, but when I told my mother about Grandma Chen's situation today, her face changed.

My mother said that Grandma Chen is probably not good like this, she has taken care of too many elderly people, and she must have seen and heard more than me.

But I didn't want to believe it, I said that the doctors all said that Grandma Chen was recovering little by little. Anyway, I think she's going to get better.

She sighed, "I'm not going to go today, you and Chen Shi will accompany Grandma Chen." ”

I didn't know what to say, I just nodded.

I understand that my mother no longer objects to me and Chen Shi being together, but I can't tell her that Chen Shi and I are actually not reconciled.

In the end, it was Xu Nia who helped me find that kind of cake, and he frowned when he heard about it, and then he drove me to find many places, and finally we found a cake shop in front of a very remote school, which sold this simple cake.

I bit my lip when I paid and took the cake, and the words my mom said kept going around in my head, which none of us wanted to see, but I had to admit that it might be true.

Xu Nia comforted me, "Okay, it's useless for you to think about it now, learn from my brother, it's all superstition, I guess how Grandma Chen can live to be a hundred years old."

No matter what, Lao Bi Na is still dozens of years old to lend to Grandma Chen. Huh?"

I was almost amused by him, I don't know if Lao Bi would be so angry that his hair stood on end if he knew that Xu Nia was still so fond of pastime, but Xu Nia was right, we should look on the bright side.

Even if you can't do it yourself, at least you can't worry about others.

It was already two o'clock in the afternoon when I rushed back to the hospital after buying the cake, and Xu Nia sent me to the door, but he said that he would not go in, and before leaving, he told me that today was a good opportunity for me to grasp.

I said okay, but I felt a little helpless.

Feelings are not something that one person can grasp, I can only take one step at a time, try to fight for what I can, and I won't force what I can't get.

Of course, I won't give up easily, unless one day Chen Ming clearly tells me that he is in love with someone else.

When I entered the ward, Grandma Chen was still sleeping, and Chen Shi was on the side.

I walked over lightly and brought the cake to him, "Did you eat like this when you were a kid?"

Chen Shi raised his eyelids, "You're going to buy a cake?"

"Hmm. Grandma asked me to go, you say right first, if not, go out and buy it again. ”

"No need. Chen Shi took the cake and put it on the table, "That's it." ”

I thought he would say something to me, but after putting down the cake, Chen Shi still lowered his head and wrote his song quietly. It's been like this these days, since I broke up with Xu Yi, Chen Shi has always had such a tepid attitude towards me, he didn't talk much, and now it's more like a stuffy jar.

I don't mean to complain, he's right, neither me nor him, we can't go back to the relationship overnight, it always takes a process of adaptation.

Of course, there will be some surprises along the way.

All I can do is wait quietly, for his heart to calm down, and for my own heart to calm down.

At that point, no matter what the outcome is, I think I'll be okay with it.

Grandma Chen woke up a little earlier than before today, and when it was about dinner time, she opened her eyes and called my name, and I walked over and opened the cake to show her.

She said, "Yes, yes, that's it." I'm afraid I'll go to bed too late and miss Chi's birthday. ”

I shook my head, "It's not too late. ”

Chen Shi also came over, "Grandma, how are you feeling?"

"What am I tired of, now Xixi is busy taking care of me every day, you have to care more about him, Xixi will be your daughter-in-law in the future." ”

"Good. Chen Shi nodded and took my hand in front of Grandma Chen.

I was a little uncomfortable because of the excitement, and although it was just a simple touch, it felt like the first time he held my hand.

There is a little bit of happiness.

I took a pillow and asked Grandma Chen to sit up against the pillow, and Chen Shi opened the cake and put it on the small table in the hospital bed. There is also the kind of little crown that you get when you buy a cake.

Chen Zhi didn't bring it, he felt too childish, but when Grandma Chen spoke, he had to bend down in front of me, and I helped him take it. He turned his face a little embarrassed, and I said, "Pretty handsome." ”

It's not twelve o'clock, and there are still a few hours before Chen Shi's birthday, Chen Shi originally said to cut the cake now, but Grandma Chen insisted on waiting until twelve o'clock, usually she woke up from sleep, but that day she took the hands of the two of us and said a lot of words.

She told me about Chen Shi when he was a child, it turned out that Chen used to be a crybaby, when he was a child, he was a little shorter than other children, and he looked like a little girl, so he was often bullied, but he was also very well-behaved, when Grandma Chen was sick, he would always be by her side, when he was only a few years old, he would use two small hands to hold Grandma Chen's hand and blow with a small mouth, saying that Grandma was not in pain.

At that time, Chen Shi felt that being sick was painful.

If it doesn't hurt, it's cured, but not all diseases can be cured, the full moon is short, the human giant is scattered, there will always be a time when I have to say goodbye, I saw Chen Shi holding Grandma Chen's hand, he is no longer the child he was at the beginning, I hope that this pair of hands that already have strength can hold Grandma Chen and let her not go.

Thinking of this, my heart trembled slightly.

Grandma Chen also pulled my hand over, overlapping with Chen Shi's, "Xiao Zhi, you have grown up, grandma can't accompany you anymore, I have only one wish now, I hope you two don't quarrel anymore and don't separate again, Xixi is a good child, she is very sensible, if she is unhappy, it must be your fault." ”

Chen Shi nodded, "I know." ”

"Grandma wants to see the two of you get married, and I asked Sissy during the day, and she said she would. ”

Chen Shi turned his face to look at me, and my face burned, avoiding his gaze.

Grandma Chen said, "Then today, the two of you will settle the marriage, and I will be relieved when it is settled." ”

I looked at Chen Shi, and he also looked at me, obviously asking for my opinion, but I couldn't say anything, he didn't say anything about proposing, did he want me to take the initiative?

"That ......" After a long time, Chen Shi opened his mouth with difficulty.

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