Chapter 255: Memories Vignette (37)
"The Curse" - 2015.1.7
This afternoon, I fell under a spell - do you think I have a point?!
Surviving in the world of beasts, I feel like I'm no longer pure. However, the real beast laughed at me: "You are so innocent!"
I don't know if I should be happy or sad.
This afternoon's conversation with the beast. (The following is about sensitive topics and should not be read by children under the age of eighteen.) )
The beast asked me curiously, "Little handsome pot, have you had a girlfriend?"
I habitually replied, "Oh, no." ”
The beast was surprised: "Wouldn't it?!If I were your current age, I would have gone to pick up girls a long time ago." Why don't you go find a girlfriend?"
I had to find a more desirable reason: "Because I don't have feelings, I have to feel them." ”
The beast attacked sharply: "You have to find a girlfriend! Now a boy of your age doesn't know how many girl friends! A man must know how to pick up a girl." Do you think I have a point?"
I was taken aback and nodded stupidly.
The face of the beast is only now beginning to be torn off: "Then are you still there?"
I...... I...... I was shocked again: "Uh, yes." ”
The beast went crazy: "No, aren't you?! You're still a man's failure! Now a virgin is worthless! Think about it, in today's society, how many men are still in place? Not even many middle school students, unless they are elementary school students. Do you think I have a point?"
I think I must have been deceived by this beast that looks like Sven on the surface, otherwise how could I have been involved in this kind of conversation? I nodded perfunctorily. Just nodding my head does not mean that I agree with his so-called "truth".
The beast was corrosive, and he intended to slowly erode my psyche: "Have you ever slapped a drag?"
But I replied defenselessly, "I did it once." ”
A beast is a beast: "What?!, you're still a virgin?"
I replied, a little speechless, "yes." ”
The beast is always so energetic: "You, you, you are really a man's failure! Why don't you sleep with her? What is there to talk about when men and women fall in love now? Isn't it just to? Do you think I have a point?"
I'm already confused...... Nodding.
The beast will also have the capital to preach: "When I was your age before, I was also very shy, and I didn't dare to approach a girl when I came to the door." But now that I'm old, I regret it! I regret why I didn't go to pick up girls in the first place! So I'm the same at my age! You should learn to pick up girls and throw away the label of "virgin". Do you think I have a point?"
I really didn't know what to say to him other than nodding my head. After all, it is very speechless to reason with the beast.
The beast continued to attack: "You can go outside to find women every night after work, there are so many outside! I think, in the whole workshop, you are the only one who does not engage in women, and they don't know how many women they have outside." Men, learn to enjoy. Sleeping with a woman is a kind of enjoyment! Do you think I am justified?"
Oh my God! I regret it! I shouldn't judge people by their appearance, I shouldn't be deceived by his appearance! It seems that I can only ask him other questions, such as his family, his past.
Through understanding, it turned out that he was a college student more than ten years ago, and college students at that time would be assigned jobs after graduation. He was then assigned to work in the government, where he did it for thirteen years. Now he left there and came out to work because he would be kept in the government unit, but he would not be paid. So, we got acquainted.
He is also a man with a family, a husband and a father. He has only one daughter, who is studying, and they are all eighteen years old. Come to think of it, you already have so many identities, and you have to go out to engage in women often. I really don't understand what this beast thinks, and compared to him, I don't think my little beast really is worth mentioning.
But as we talked, I was pulled into that topic by him again. However, it has something to do with his first love.
I'm a little interested in that. I wonder if he ever loved his first love.
The beast recalls his special love history: "When I was in college, there was a beautiful girl from Sichuan. She admired me for how beautifully I wrote. Don't look at the Mediterranean Sea now, when I was in college, I had a lot of hair, and I still had Aaron Kwok's hairstyle. After that, we were together. After we took the mop, we went to the hotel to open a room. Her first time was given to me, and mine was given to her for the first time. That night, the world was spinning! The world was turned upside down! I did it six times in one night! It was so comfortable!"
I...... I...... Oh my God, I just want to know if he loves his first love, why does he reveal so many details? Listen to me, good...... Good...... Stop!
I immediately asked him, "Then why did you break up with your first love?"
The beast was a little serious: "At that time, her parents came to see her at school and knew me. They wanted me to be their son-in-law, because they only had one daughter. However, my parents did not approve of me going that far. So, in the end, they broke up. ”
It turned out to be the distance. I still asked, "Do you love your first love?"
The beast was calm: "I didn't say whether I loved or not, well, and then half a month before she was going to marry her current husband, she came to me again." ”
I asked with a little feeling: "Does she still can't let go of you, or does she love you, and I hope you can continue to think about becoming a son-in-law?"
The beast always wanted to go crazy: "Yes, she said I was her first man and she couldn't let me go." So as soon as we met......, we went straight to the hotel to open a room, and we took off our essence!
Oh my God! That's enough, take my feelings into account, okay?
The beast went crazy again to its primitive state: "Seriously, you don't know, it's very comfortable to sleep with a woman in your arms!
Nodding...... Nodding...... Alas!
The beast really wanted to turn me into a big beast like him: "What are your hobbies?"
I was energized: "Draw." ”
A beast is a beast after all: "What kind of hobby is that? I can also calligraphy." A man's hobby should be eating, drinking, prostituting and gambling! That's what a man is! Do you think I have any point?"
This is a negative textbook at all, and it is completely opposite to what my aunt taught me. So, I don't nod my head anymore.
Quietly replied to him: "Everyone has their own opinions." ”
After the beast didn't see my affirmation, the offensive was gone. Perhaps, he understood how much I wanted to stay away from him.
Is a man who has a family but defiles it a real man?!
Phew, do you think I have a point?
Alas, it's all the devil's fault!