024 Uninvited guests, cynicism

I saw "Han Qianmo" written on the screen and knew that it was her girlfriend calling. I hesitated for a moment and didn't answer, but she kept calling, and when it rang for the third time, I couldn't help but pick it up, and I said, "Qianmo, I'm Shu Hua, Brother Monkey is not here, and his phone is forgotten here." ”

Her tone was not very good, and she said, "Shu Hua, why do you keep hanging out with Brother Monkey?

I was suddenly speechless, and I didn't know how Brother Monkey told her about me, so I asked suspiciously, "Qianmo, why do you say that?"

Her tone was a little more excited, and she said: "He said that you are sick and need someone to take care of you, don't you have a husband? He is not related to you, and he runs around the hospital all day long? Don't blame me for speaking politely, you are a married woman, and you are so much older than him, is it appropriate for you to be so unclear with him?"

It's been more than half a month since I was hospitalized in a blink of an eye, and I've been immersed in my own sadness and despair, and I subconsciously take Brother Monkey's care for me as a matter of course. It's normal for her to be jealous and not understand, and I, too, should be more grateful and grateful to Brother Monkey, I can't disturb his life anymore.

I thought about it for a few seconds, and then I said, "Qianmo, I'm about to be discharged from the hospital." When I am discharged from the hospital, I won't have to worry about Brother Monkey. When the time comes, I will invite the two of you to have a meal and give you a gift, I have borrowed your boyfriend for so long, and I can't help it. ”

After I said this, her tone did not change much, she said: "Please eat, you don't have to, please stay away from my man in the future, other people's men are good, you can't always dominate." That's it, wait for Brother Monkey to come and ask him to call me back. ”

As soon as I finished speaking, I heard a busy beep over there. After hanging up the phone, I was stunned for a while, got up from the bed and sat down, thinking about all the care and care that Brother Monkey has given me in the past month, and even washed my face and feet for me without disgust, and specially hired a nurse to help me cook.

In this world, apart from my parents, only this young man has been so kind to me. He really treats me as a sister from the bottom of his heart, but we don't have the chance to become real brothers and sisters. In the end, such a pure relationship is enough to misunderstand others and make others gossip.

People, living in the world, are sometimes very innocent. And I, Shu Hua, talking about innocence, have been completely blackened.

I forced myself to recall the painful memories of all these years, the most painful lessons of this time, and the large and small traumas that have haunted me for many years, and I suddenly realized that I had long since lost myself and lost the strength to move forward.

I vaguely remember when I was a child, in that hill that shabby teacher, the teacher was reading my composition aloud on the stage, that was the scene I imagined "I went to my father's friend's house as a guest", at that time, I had never seen a high-rise building, I don't know what the ceiling looks like, I think the "slippers in the door" thing are special city people, even the tablecloth on the dining table feels fresh, the sofa in the living room, the beautiful curtains, the exquisite cabinet, not to mention the melons and fruits brought out by the protagonist. For children and teachers in mountainous areas, it is a great wonder to write an essay on "going out of the mountain village to the city".

That year, I was 8 years old, and I was proud of the life I fantasized about living in the city. Since then, the dream of entering the city has never been broken.

It is with this belief of "becoming a city person" that I have walked step by step from the mountain village to the town, from the town to the urban area, and along the way, I have achieved excellent results, and the future seems to be full of countless possibilities.