052 My Patronus
When we said this, I still looked at the child in Tang Si's belly as Chen Shi's own child.
And it was in a chat a long time later that I learned Chen Shi's thoughts, and he felt that even if he could be sure that Tang Si's child had nothing to do with him, he still couldn't give up. Chen Shi has always believed that he is responsible for Tang Si's changes, from the age of seventeen to the age of twenty-one, both of them have really paid.
Tang Si paid more than Chen Zhi.
He also felt that Tang Si, the girl, had his reasons for taking the wrong path later, and he even thought about sacrificing himself to fulfill her, but those were all under the premise that I didn't show up.
One night the week he left, he was talking to me on the phone and realized that if he was really responsible, he didn't owe Tang Si alone.
So Chen Shi asked me if I wanted him to be responsible.
But what I want is his feelings, not responsibility.
I asked, "Then do you still like Tang Si now?"
Chen Shi smiled bitterly and shook his head. In fact, we can all see this answer, if you don't like it, you don't like it, and there may be many reasons, but it is difficult to get a lost relationship back then, and those who are divided and combined have never let go.
Chen Zhi seemed to let go of Tang Si.
I asked again, "What about Chen, do you like me?"
Chen Shi hesitated.
This hesitation is out of kindness, I can understand, Chen Shi still held my face, very reluctant, "Xiangxi, do you want me to think about it again?" I don't know, but I can't lie to you, you are really different in my heart, different from others. ”
I said okay. I understand Chen Shi's thoughts, he really doesn't know if he likes me or not, but the time to think about it was delayed by Tang Si's matter, he wants to think about it seriously now, just because he doesn't want to disappoint me again.
No one knows what will happen in the future, in case he says that he likes me now is actually to escape Tang Si, Chen Zhi himself is not sure, he would rather be wronged and wronged than use me as an excuse.
Suddenly, I didn't blame him so much.
It's not that my heart is too wide, it's that I like him, I love him, and I feel sorry for him. Even if he's a bastard, he admits his mistake and softens, he should feel sorry for me or feel sorry for me.
I didn't leave this night, the three of us stayed in the practice room, Xu Nia was on one side, Chen Shi was lying on the other side with me in his arms, the second basement floor, although the thick carpet was still very cold, Chen Shi maintained a very hard posture, I felt that my whole body did not directly touch the ground.
He was so tired that he slept soundly in spite of all the things on his mind, and before going to bed he said, "I wish I could sleep very well right next to you." ”
It's a high rating, and it even makes me think that this is enough. Hey, my heart is still sour.
I haven't slept very well, I woke up at dawn, gently pushed Chen Shi away, and I left.
What a note, a message, I didn't leave anything, when I was sitting in the car, I called Chen Xiang and told her not to worry, so I turned off my phone.
Actually, I didn't take anything with me, I went to the house that Chen Shi helped me find, and I would like to clean up the other things later, I just took off Xu Yi's poster and took it away.
Xu Yi didn't know me, but I always felt that he was my patron saint.
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