051 Do you want me to be responsible?
"Langlang drank too much. ”
I dodged Chen Shi's hand reaching out to me, turned to Xu Niya's side, and helped him to sit crookedly on the ground.
I said, "I'll send you back." ”
Schunia rubbed his eyes, looked at me, as if his mind was still not clear, grinned and fell down, falling asleep.
Chen Shi was still pouring himself on the side, I moved Xu Nia aside by myself, found something to cover him, and like last time, I wet the towel and helped him wipe his face carefully.
More carefully than last time, I thought to myself, try to slow down. If I can stay here a little longer, this may be my last chance to stay with Chen Shi.
I think, I have no reason to be stubborn and willful, I can treat any girl Chen Shi slept with in the past, but he and Tang Si got killed, I think that he and I are really finished, perhaps, it has never begun.
Some people may think that I have low self-esteem, I think, a little, a little, but not all.
At the beginning, standing in front of Chen Shi, I regarded him as an idol, I was a small fan, and I wanted to look up at him from a distance. But that doesn't mean I need his handout, and it doesn't mean that I feel inferior to him in my heart.
From acquaintance, to contact, to more and more familiarity and understanding. From he hates me, to joking with me and even caring about me, I think all my feelings for him have also changed subtly, when I really fall in love with him, I don't use the identity of a fan, but myself, that is, I am a person, I like him clearly, stand in the same position with him, and like him with the most equal and sincere mood.
I'm quitting, not because of cowardice, but because I don't want him anymore.
But I still couldn't help crying, Chen Zhi came over and hugged me, and moved cautiously, holding me in his arms and not daring to move, probably for fear that I would push him away.
"What are you going to do?"
"I don't know. Chen Shi lowered his head and rested his chin on my shoulder, "What do you want me to do?"
"It's okay with me. ”
Chen Shi sighed, raised his head to distance us slightly, he held my face with his hand, rubbing the tears on it, "I really don't want to, I don't want to marry her." ”
I actually wanted to comfort him at this time, after all, I still feel sorry for him like this, but I know I can't.
I got the topic down to a special popular word, and I was responsible.
Chen Shi squinted at me, as if asking, "Then Xiangxi, do you want me to be responsible?"
When he said this, he looked very helpless, I found out that Chen Shi is also a child, he is only twenty-one, he has not graduated from college, most people walking on the street have experienced more things than him, but he now has to face a choice that many people have never struggled with, and even, out of the kindness of his nature to protect the girl who once betrayed and hurt him.
Tang Si's kid has nothing to do with Chen Shi, we only found out later, but Chen Shi doubted it from the beginning, but even if there was a 1 in 10,000 chance, he chose to carry everything by himself, Tang Si is the girl he loved, true love, after all, he can't be ruthless.
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