It feels like the world likes to joke a lot of the time......

When you come out of the dark trough and feel the warm sunshine that you have not seen for a long time, you think that you can finally start a new journey......!

When you have been searching in the world for a long time, if you are constantly separated, you have been separated many times, you are not right or wrong, and you finally get a feeling that you think is true love, and you give everything in your heart without reservation, but in the end you find that it is just a short-lived joke......

So, I began to feel uncertain about my future path and feelings. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

Two days before the start of school on September 1, 2016, my aunt and I sent my nephew Bin to a school in Gaozhou where primary and secondary schools were merged to register and pay fees.

Gaozhou is connected to my hometown of Xinyi, so for me, going to Gaozhou will feel like returning to my hometown.

Actually, it was just my aunt who accompanied my nephew Bin to Gaozhou to pay the bill. The reason why I want to go with me is because I want to get the answers to some of the questions in my mind.

That morning, while waiting for the bus, Xiao Hong asked me what I was doing in Gaozhou on the buckle.

I said, "Worship God."

She jokingly replied, "God bless you to start a family, won't you?"

I smiled and replied, "It's just a pointer." ”

For a superstitious or semi-superstitious person, when he encounters a problem in his life that he has not been able to figure out for a long time and cannot make a decision, then he will think of asking God for guidance.

Some people who believe in science may find this ridiculous. However, everything has a reason for its existence. Since it has existed for so long, there will naturally be things that science cannot explain. In other words, even if you don't believe it, be in awe. Whether it is a creation of nature or a culture handed down by the ancients......

After taking the car for half a day, I finally arrived at my nephew Bin's school.

The moment I walked into the school gate, I felt like I was going to school. But, I'm no longer a student. The life on campus has long been sunk in memories that can only be recalled.

The smell of school is always a strong smell of oil and sweat......

If there are many people, it will be crowded, and if it is squeezed, it will produce oil.

When the weather is hot, you will sweat, and if you sweat first-class, you will be "fragrant".

Well, that's how it feels.

But after physical practice, it has been proven that there is nothing wrong with the feeling, and it really is like this......

Find my nephew Bin's new homeroom teacher, and then talk about the issue of payment. Because, my second sister transferred money in the bank, and only had a bank transfer receipt. So, you need to go to the conference room to verify with a certain teacher, and then issue a bill.

Well, that's my job.

Auntie took her nephew Bin to find a dormitory, and I will try a new experience - not responsible for my own tuition.

I thought the conference room was right next to the crowded doorway when we entered the campus, and I was a little uneasy. I'm already so thin, and I'm skinny when I squeeze it, even though I don't feel fleshy in the first place......

However, lucky as I am. As soon as I walked to the campus, I turned a corner, and oh, the conference room was right in front of me. It turns out that it's not in that crowded corner, which is good!

Then I had to think about who I should go to, and then what should I say to turn the bank slip into a bill?

Come to think of it, it's a hassle. I was a person who didn't know how to speak, but I had to face this kind of ambiguity. Whew, but there is no way, there is no escape. In every sense of the word, I was the best person to do it at the time. Otherwise, wouldn't it be illogical for my aunt or my nephew, Bin, who is about to enter the fifth grade, to do this......

Well, then, I calmly walked to the conference room.

At the door of the conference room, a boy and a girl stood on the left and right. As far as I can guess, it must be the student volunteers who manage order or help us parents. Well, there you have it!

I walked to the door of the conference room and faced the boy who was taller than me, and I needed to look up a little bit at his angle. Cantonese asked, "I'm sorry, I would like to ask, what bank slip I have to submit to the teacher for verification by bank transfer, and then issue a bill for me?"

Then, a scene of ignorance......

From his blinking eyes and puzzled expression, I could tell that he didn't understand what I meant.

Is my expressive skills really that bad?

I looked at the girl next to me again, and she also had a puzzled expression.

Well, it turns out that my expressive skills are really so bad.

After that, the girl still walked into the conference room with my bank slip to find the teacher to solve it, and I followed.

Just as I was taking two steps into the conference room, I heard someone behind me talking to the tall boy, well, in Mandarin.

So, I got it. It's not that I'm having a problem with my expressive skills, it's that he doesn't know what I'm talking about at all.

It turned out that although that school was a school in Gaozhou, there were also many people who sent their children to that school from other places. And some of those who are out of town do not know Cantonese......

Well, it's my problem. To go to school, I should speak Mandarin......

In the conference room, well, it's still crowded. It occurred to me that when I send my children to school in the future, will I be in that situation?

Call...... It's not easy to pay in cash! So, children who are studying, please study hard! Because when your parents pay the fees, they are squeezed out a lot of meat...... Oh oh......

In the end, I successfully got the fee sheet and handed it over to my nephew Bin's homeroom teacher.

So, let's go and see my nephew Bin's dormitory......

Sixth floor. Well, a good height, up and down is good for exercising the physique of small children.

The dormitory environment doesn't look as good as the dormitory environment in my university, but at least it's better than the dormitory environment in my elementary school. Such a comparison is really wise!

Watching my nephew Bin and his classmates fighting, I feel very envious! I am already past that age......

After one of my nephew's friends saw me, he kept asking my nephew: "Who is he?"

Nephew Bin didn't say anything, and his little friend kept chasing him and kept asking......

Well, you know, his uncle and I are terrible creatures!

After everything was done, my aunt and I said goodbye to our nephew, and then began our mother-son "journey" - the path of praying to God.

Under the influence of a natural encounter in the vast sea of people, we found an electric car driver. Well, let's call this electric car driver a grumpy uncle.

The reason why I called him Uncle Grumpy was because when he was negotiating with my aunt, another electric car driver interjected a few words, and he thought it was a business robbery, so he immediately scolded the electric car driver who interjected in a short temper......

Although this irascible personality is not something I agree with, we still got on his electric car. After all, the price was negotiable, and he was the first electric car driver to negotiate with us at the time.

Along the way, the speeding electric car gave the wind power, constantly tearing my face and pulling my hair like crazy......

After going around and around after asking for directions when we got lost, got lost, and asked for directions, and asked for directions when we got lost, we finally arrived at the destination of praying to God - Liu San Xiangu Temple.

In fact, when I was about to arrive at Liu San Xiangu Temple, the roadside environment at that time seemed to be something I had dreamed of, very similar. It wasn't the kind of feeling I usually felt like I had all of a sudden, but I remember having a dream in which there was such a similar environment. It's so special!

Liu San Xiangu Temple is actually quite a lot in western Guangdong, and the temple we went to belongs to one of them. Of course, I went to that temple because I heard about the miracle. The temple was in a relatively remote location, surrounded by mountains on three sides, but it didn't feel like it had an aura and it looked deserted.

The door of the temple was open, and when we walked in, we found it empty. The aunt shouted "three women" nearby. I think the third woman that the aunt shouted should be the person who watched the temple. Uncle Grumpy, so he went to walk around the temple......

It was the first time I went to Gaozhou after I understood what was going on, and I went specifically to worship God. Therefore, I was curious to look at the statue of Liu San Xiangu in the middle of the temple.

The first glance, the first glance is so special, and it is also a very comfortable first look.

Looking at the eyes of the statue of Liu Sanxian Gu, there will be a feeling that she seems to be looking at me, and she is still looking at me very happily. The heart will beat very comfortably. I have never looked at the statues of other gods before.

It was already four o'clock in the afternoon, and if the third woman hadn't been found, I don't know how much time it would take. After all, the return trip also takes an hour.

So, the grumpy uncle drove my aunt in an electric car to find the third wife. As for me, I waited in the temple.

Actually, that's exactly what I was hoping for. If my aunt and grumpy uncle are next to me, I am embarrassed to ask God if I have questions.

Thinking about it, maybe it was deliberately arranged by Liu Sanxian Gu. She knew what kind of person I was and what I hoped for most at the time.

Therefore, when I was the only one left in the temple, I happily worshipped God. And, I want to find answers to the questions in my mind.

I saw a "cup" on the altar, so I wanted to ask God for guidance by throwing the chalice.

The so-called "cup" is actually a very traditional thing used for divination like cashew nuts, and there are two pieces in total, each with a flat side and a protrusion on the other. When divining, ask the questions you want to divinate before throwing them to the ground. If the two sides are different, it is the "Holy Grail", which means to agree with the agreement. If both pieces are flat up, it means that the question is not asked correctly or that the question itself does not make sense. If both pieces are convex and face up, it is a "yin cup", which represents the meaning of negation and opposition.

What I was more confused about at the time were dreams and emotions.

I first asked a question about one part of my dream, and after asking, I said that if I agreed, please give me the "Holy Grail", and if I don't, give me the "Yin Cup".

After bowing three times, I closed my eyes and threw out the "cup" in my hand, as if throwing out a kind of hope.

When I slowly opened my eyes expectantly and fearfully, I saw that there was a "holy grail" on the ground!

Then, pick up the "cup" and start asking questions about emotions.

I asked, "Liu Sanxian Gu, I want to ask, there is a girl who likes me very much, but I don't feel much about her." I feel like I'm going to be a little sorry for her if I continue to spend it like this. Will she be the other half of my life?"

After that, toss the "cup" as required.

I bowed three times reverently, then closed my eyes and threw out the "cup" in my hand.

A little unknown emotion is scurrying in my heart, and I slowly open my eyes, and what I see is the "Holy Grail" of positive and negative!

But I don't understand why I don't feel much for her if she's the other half of my life, and if I marry her because of the feelings, I don't think it's what I want......

So, I picked up the "cup" and asked a third question.

I asked, "I have a lot of feelings for a girl who lives next door to my apartment, is it possible for me to be with her?"

He bowed three times reverently and threw out the "cup" in his hand, as if he wanted to be affirmed.

However, what I saw was the "Yin Cup". In other words, it was impossible for me to be with the girl next door to the rented room.

I was even more puzzled. Why is it that the other half of my life who doesn't feel much is the other half of my life, but the one who does not feel?

I picked up the "cup" and moved on to the fourth question.

I asked, "Could it be that the girl next door to my apartment is just a passing passer-by, and the girl who likes me very much will make me feel more and more in the future?"

Bow three times reverently and throw out the "cup" in your hand.

Then, what you see is the "Holy Grail" of positive and negative.

It turns out that it is.

Later, I asked some questions about my family, and I got satisfactory answers.

After my prayer was over, my aunt and my grumpy uncle found the third woman and brought her to the temple.

Like, everything is so just right.

When the third woman entered the door, I greeted her with a smile: "Hello third woman!"

She obviously didn't know who I was or where I came from, but she smiled back at me: "Hello little brother......!

I heard my aunt say that the third woman is eighty years old. She looked kind, healthy, and in good spirits.

Then, it comes to a more special way of praying to God - birth. To put it simply, the third woman invited Liu Sanxian Gu to go on and the like.

Actually, I've already asked everything I wanted to ask, and I've got the answers I need. But it's okay to ask more than once, and then implement it.

This is the first time I've seen this kind of prayer. I don't know if it's really a god or if it's a human being. Usually people who can ask God to be born are generally related to God, not just anyone.

So, when the third woman asked the gods, I just watched quietly.

After the third woman asked God and recited the song of inviting God that I didn't understand, it looked like a different person.

Then, my aunt helped me ask me about my marriage.

The third woman who had already asked God to come to us one by one, saying that the girl who liked me very much was the one she helped me match, and she would be a good husband. Although the girl doesn't have much meat on her face now, and the cheekbones on both sides of her face are a little convex, but if she eats well and is nutritious in the future, she will grow meat, so her face will look better.

Then, my aunt asked and asked, and the third woman who had already asked God to be born replied as if she had changed back to the third woman before she was born by God. It was as if God and her were one and the same. I don't have any opinion on this, just watch and listen quietly......

Later, I asked about the part of my dream. The third woman, who has been born by God, agreed, and she said that if you really want to do something, even if you eat and sleep, you will want to do it. And, she loved it when I did that.

The aunt on the side felt that it was unrealistic and didn't agree with it very much. But the third woman who had already asked God to be born said, yes, as long as I am willing to keep doing it!

Come to think of it, it turns out that the gods can also say such philosophical things! Yes! I like it! Especially the kind of trust that I think I can do!

After that, the style of painting changed!

The third woman, who had already asked God to be born, said, "If you really become it in the future, how can you thank me?"

I...... Stunned......

The aunt, who understood the way of worshipping God, said, "If the future really comes to pass, we will thank you with the 'Three Animals Wine Ceremony'!"

The third woman, who had already asked God to be born, immediately came to me with a very impressive sentence: "Okay! I will do this transaction!

Auntie replied reverently: "Yes, yes, yes, you must remember." ”

It was an eye-opener for me to see that God also talks about buying and selling.

So, there was a pact between me and God. In layman's terms, it should be my deal with God.

Well, it feels cool!

After the aunt finished asking, the time had already gone to about half past five in the afternoon, so I had to go back.

Before leaving the temple, the third woman also asked my name.

I smiled and replied, "Liu Jinlong." ”

Then, the third woman smiled and waved to me while reciting my name.

When I was about to walk to the gate of the temple, I heard the third woman say: "You look so good......

Well, I really heard that there was no element of narcissism. Although when I heard it, my heart blossomed......

I thought that this was the end of the road to God, but my aunt was very happy because her wish had come true!

And the grumpy uncle played the role of a guide, leading us into another fairy land.

Uncle Grumpy said that the temple of Mrs. Xian that he took us to was the real temple, and it was very spiritual, and the incense was prosperous!

Sure enough, after arriving at Mrs. Xian Temple, I took a look at the terrain where the temple is located, and combined with the surrounding environment, it is really a good blessed land. A kind of natural aura between heaven and earth, faintly active on the green hills around the temple......

Actually, I didn't feel anything in my heart at the time. Although I heard that Mrs. Xian Temple's temple was very effective, I had just finished worshipping Liu Sanxian Gu at that time, and I had already finished asking what I wanted to ask, and I didn't have any doubts.

Also, I've always been thinking, we worship this temple and worship that temple, so in the future, our requested wish will come true, which temple should be considered a miracle?

Later, my aunt gave me this answer: "Just like my little grandson, I will ask the uncle next door to help me take a look at him, so as not to let him be abducted." After that, when we arrived at the vegetable field, we would still ask Uncle Can from the vegetable field next door to help us see if our little grandson Yu was playing on the road. Actually, I just want more than one guarantee. Because if you don't have time to watch this, maybe you have time. ”

Well...... It's a bit far-fetched, but it makes some sense.

For me, though, the most important thing for me is feelings. The statue of Liu Sanxian Gu in the Liu San Xiangu Temple gives me a very cordial feeling! Perhaps, it is because we have the same surname......

It doesn't matter how the day ended, because Auntie was very happy! In her heart, it can be said that all wishes come true! Perhaps, my luck was not born, but was inherited from Auntie.

After returning to the heart world, Xiao Hong talked to me about wearing a skirt on the button.

After that, she sent me a photo of her wearing a dress a few months ago.

When I saw that photo, I thought she in the photo was more pleasing to the eye, probably because she had a bit of flesh on her face. Then, the second feeling she gave me began to ......

Slowly, the more I talked, the more I felt.

She is like a song, a song that you can't fall in love with instantly when you listen to it for the first time, but you have to listen to it carefully and slowly over and over again several times before you can feel the moving and wonderful attraction in it. In other words, it is a song that is intriguing and tastes more and more flavorful the more you listen to it.

It is obviously different from those songs that you can easily fall in love with as soon as you listen to them, because songs that are too easy to fall in love with are easy to cycle singles, and you will get tired of repeating too many single songs. If you get tired of it, it will sink into your memories no different from the other songs in the playlist. Unless you haven't listened to it for too long, you want to revisit it once in a while. Or, inadvertently hear it in shuffle.

So, maybe Liu Sanxian Gu matched her for me really followed my heartline. Let my feelings for her deepen little by little, little by little into my heart, little by little I can't extricate myself.

A few days later, the girl who lived next door to me moved out. It's really as Liu Sanxian Gu said, that girl and I are just passing by.

After the girl who lived next door to me moved out, there was only one aunt and two or three boys on the seventh floor where I was.

Well, the emotional barrier was completely cleared for Xiao Hong. Immortals, are you so thoughtful?

None of that is the point, though. The point is, Xiao Hong's feeling in my heart is getting deeper and deeper!

Even though I have asked God, the fear in my heart is still there. Because every time I confirm the place of a girl in my heart, I find that we have no results......

So, whenever Xiaohong asked me how I felt about her, I always told her, "Time will tell." ”

Because I'm afraid to start too quickly and then end too quickly, like a meteor in a flash. Although it was beautiful, it was tears from the sky, and it didn't fall to the bottom of my heart......

I just hope that we can slowly get to know each other's hearts, slowly understand each other's minds, and slowly ......

Why can it be done slowly?

Because it's like, if you know that I'm yours, you'll understand that I'm here and I'm not leaving. You can read me with confidence and slowly......

The moment you read it, in front of you, there will be a flower that I have opened for you interpreting "slowly......

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