When Rarity called, I was watching a movie with Chen Shi on the couch when a disc was finished.

After hanging up the phone, I ran to Chen Shi barefoot, pulled his arm, and couldn't say a word for a long time.

Chen Shi turned his face and stroked my hair with a smile, "What's wrong?"

I grinned reluctantly, then sniffed hard and held back the tears in my eyes. I said, "You went to Xu Yi, so why aren't you angry with me?"

Chen Shi thought about it and pinched my face, "I want to be angry." ”

My nose was so sore that I almost cried again.

"Stupid, don't cry. I'm angry that you don't tell me something. ”

At first, Chen Shi didn't like me, and he looked at me unpleasantly all the time, and he lost his temper with me a lot during that time. But after they were really together, he seemed to be a different person, and we would quarrel, but he glared at me a few times at most, and afterwards he was still gentle.

But some people are not used to such gentleness.

Like me.

Yes, Chen Shi and I are both people who are not good at expressing themselves, but what I hide from him are things that I feel I have done wrong or done badly, and I am afraid that he will not like me if he finds out.

Chen Zhi is different, many times he knows what I did but has to pretend not to know, and the things he hides in his heart are his tolerance for me.

Thinking about this, I feel that I am particularly unworthy of him.

More importantly, I knew that all gentleness and patience would run out one day, and I was worried about what would happen to us when Chen Shi no longer had patience with me.

I already regret it at this time, I regret it, at the beginning, it was already the rhythm of death to follow Xu Yi to Japan regardless of it, and I didn't deal with any of the rest of the things.

If I had changed to someone else, I would have been dumped completely, but it was Chen Zhi who tolerated all my shortcomings.

I hugged Chen Shi hard, and I said, "Chen Shi, please scold me a few words." ”

Of course, Chen Shi couldn't scold me, and the mood to watch the disc was gone, so the two of us nestled on the sofa and hugged each other.

I kept holding his hand and rubbing it in his arms like a kitten, just like when I was in Japan, I took the initiative to pull Chen Shi and roll the sheets with him, and I was bent on giving birth to him.

It's not how passionate my love is, it's that I'm trying to please him.

Chen Shi told me that he was looking for Xu Yi, and on the day I returned to China, he went to Xu Yi because he couldn't contact me. Then Xu Yi handed him my necklace.

Chen Shi didn't say anything, didn't ask anything, and left with the necklace.

I asked Chen, "Do you really believe in me that much?"

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He glanced at me, remembering the previous and his face tightened, "I was very angry at the time, and I was angry that I didn't care about you in the future, but when I heard that you were wilting on the phone, I wanted to settle accounts later." ”

"And then?"

"And then, I don't lose my temper with you not because I'm not angry, every time I'm almost by you. ”

After speaking, Chen Zhi glared at me vigorously, my brain-dead behavior of turning over old accounts successfully threw myself in, Chen Zhi was still angry, so my nose was sore and uncomfortable, I don't know if I wanted to cry.

He glared at me again and told me not to cry.

I didn't cry, my nose was sore, it was because I was sick.

In the next few days, Chen Shi was always sick and let Chen Shi take care of him, and he joked that he finally wanted to lose his temper with me and wanted to clean me up, but I was sick.

I had a very serious cold this time, and at first I was reluctant to go to the hospital, so Chen Shi fed me medicine every day, and then my spirit became worse day by day.

By the time he insisted on taking me to the hospital, I was unconscious, and I regained consciousness after three days of high fever, and the first person I saw was Chen Zhi.

At that time, I was still living in the hospital, with an infusion needle in my hand, the nurse's technique was not good, the back of my whole hand was particularly red and swollen, Chen Zhi pulled the back of my hand and blew gently, asking me if it hurt.

I shook my head.

When Chen Shi went to buy food, I walked around the ward with an infusion bottle and heard the gossip of the little nurses.

They were talking about Xu Yi's recent scandal, there was no surprise, Xu Yi had a lot of influence among girls of our age, and some people recognized me as the heroine of the scandal, and proudly said that in order to help Xu Yi get angry, he deliberately pricked a few more stitches in my hand.

I looked at the dense needle holes on the back of my hand and thought it was funny.

But that's okay, this incident is a blessing in disguise for me, and many things between me and Chen Shi have been made clear, and there is no need to guess anymore.

We agreed that no matter what happens in the future, whether it is good or bad, we will confess to each other.

Of course, Chen Shi still doesn't have any temper with me, he thinks that his girlfriend is to be spoiled, he used to like that kind of very well-behaved girl, but after being with me, he said that he was used to my coquettish and willful temper.

I occasionally make trouble with him, and he thinks it's funny, so why should he be angry with me.

This time, my reconciliation with Chen Shi was not as perfunctory as before, it was a real reconciliation, he asked the record company for a big leave to stay with me, and I didn't have classes or work.

Most of the time, the two of us soaked in the rivers and lakes, and I listened to Chen Shi singing, and I could listen to it all day.

I think that's what I was looking forward to at the first time.

Just when we thought that the previous scandal had subsided, the photos of me and Xu Yi entering the hotel room together were still exposed, not only those, but also me and Chen.

In contrast, Chen and I have more photos together, and evidence that we have been living together since two years ago has been found.

The entertainment industry is a place of right and wrong, and people in the circle are not surprised by such things, and those gossip reporters like to add fuel and vinegar.

At the beginning, all the gossip newspapers and magazines said that Xu Yi robbed the girlfriend of his juniors, and also dug out the fact that SLAM had not been able to make his official debut for two years after signing a contract, saying that Chen Shi and Xu Yi were not in harmony, and most people would think that Xu Yi was deliberately suppressing SLAM after reading it.

Later, Slam's name continued to appear in the headlines, increasing exposure, and more and more people knew about the band, and some fans even posted recordings of Slam's singles and covers on the Internet.

In a short period of time, Slam's popularity has risen, and the company even plans to arrange SLAM to release an album while the iron is hot.

But there's another problem, and that's me.

So, one day I saw in the newspaper that Chen Shi and I had broken up because of Xu Yi.

Of course, that's fake, but the details are depicted in the details that even I, the client, believe it to be true. Before that, Chen Shi and the others had already returned to Beijing, but after the news was released, Chen Shi came back angrily.

The album is not recorded.

Chen Shi said, "It's a big deal to stay up for a few more years." ”

He doesn't care to hype it up in this low-end way, and it's even more impossible to sacrifice me.

Rarity says that Xu Yi also knows about this, but Xu Yi doesn't say anything, and not coming out to clarify means that he has tacitly carried the black pot. For Xu Yi, one or two such negative news is really nothing.

But Xu Yi has a group of supporters behind him.

Xu Yi's fans began to clarify for Xu Yi on the Internet, and someone found where Chen Shi and I lived, and posted the evidence that the two of us are still living together, which means that Chen Shi is hyping up and using Xu Yi to take the position.

When the reporter came, Chen Zhi generously took my hand and admitted that I was a girlfriend, and also said that we had never broken up, and Xu Yi and I had nothing to do with it.

Looking at it this way, it's nothing, it's just that it passed by with an opportunity to become famous, and Si Chen and Xu Nia didn't agree with the record company's approach.

But then the media began to point the finger at Chen Shi again, and Xu Yi came forward to explain, but Chen Shi's crime of using Xu Yi to take the position was still confirmed.

The song uploaded by SLAM was hacked, troublesome fans gathered outside the record company, and Chen Shi was splashed with paint during the performance.

The company gave them a big vacation.

I dipped in banana water to help Chen Shi wipe the paint on his body, the more I wiped it, the more distressed I felt, I wiped it little by little, but his skin was very thin and prone to allergies, and after the paint was wiped off, his body was still red one by one.

Go to the hospital and occasionally suffer from some white eyes.

Chen Shi said that he would not go to the hospital, he took medicine at home all day long, he had rhinitis, he kept sneezing, his nasal voice was very strong when he spoke, and he had insomnia all night long, and he looked haggard.

I really feel like I've hurt Chen Shi, and I don't seem to have encountered anything good since he was with me.

Chen Shi glared at me, and lost his temper once, "The last time I released a single, I met **, which also has something to do with you?"

I shook my head, "But this time it's all because of me." ”

Chen Shi let out a long sigh and said, "Have you ever thought that if you didn't have me, you wouldn't have encountered these troubles? The scholarship is gone, the insurance research is gone, I can't accompany you, and every time I go to Beijing, I have to live with me in the partition room." ”

I think that those are all I want, not aggrieved at all, and I will still choose this way if I do it all over again.

Chen Zhi said, "So, why do you think that you are not as important as your debut in my heart?"

"Really?"

Chen Shi smiled softly at me, "It's in your hands." ”

Later, SLAM fans also started to make trouble, but they won't go to Xu Yi's trouble, most people who like SLAM originally liked Xu Yi, and it was me who was unhappy.

So I went to my school every day to make trouble, and I graduated in a month, and I was invited to the office to talk again.

The teacher used to think that I was a good student, and I got a first-class scholarship almost every semester since my freshman year, but I was about to graduate, and there were more and more problems, and she didn't want to blame me for anything, and comforted me that I didn't have to worry about my graduation certificate and degree certificate, and called me there, but I was actually afraid that I would be cranky and depressed or something.

Human nature is inherently good, Chen Shi and I have been tossed like this, and finally met some good people.

In such a situation, I really didn't get depressed, but my relationship with Chen Shi was better than ever.

When we go out, we will encounter various situations, so we will stay at home, watch the discs, or listen to the songs that Chen Shi sings when he has a thick nasal voice, I deliberately make fun of him, and he is not angry.

Another example is Lao Bi, after knowing our situation, he accepted all the demos that SLAM didn't sell last time as gifts to students who often go to the rivers and lakes to listen to songs, and said that he could help Chen Shi find a job as a high school music teacher.

He thought it would be better for me to persuade Chen Zhi.

I thought about it for the first time, what would it be like if Chen Shi was an ordinary person in the future, his debut or fame or something, they started tossing since their junior and senior years, and now it has been more than two years and almost three years, and they will be famous as soon as possible, and Chen Shi will be twenty-five years old in a few months.

Young is young, but it can't compare to those who have a large group of fans in their teens, and the company's investment in them is not as good as that of a real newcomer.

Moreover, the biggest problem now is that the record company has decided to hide the SLAM, and they have committed a big taboo by not cooperating with the company's hype. It's not practical, and throwing them aside to fend for themselves is enough to consume the next three years of the contract.

So this time, Chen Shi is on an indefinite vacation.

And I can also see that the dream in Chen Zhi's heart has not been shaken, and he also practiced the piano every day when he was at home, and after the limelight passed, he returned to the previous practice room with SLAM to practice.

I couldn't persuade him to give up his dream and become an ordinary music teacher.

Dreams, in fact, everyone has them, and I had a lot of dreams when I was a child, but I have never been as insistent as Chen Shi, his persistence has fundamentally moved me, and I am reluctant to let him give up anything.

The company didn't allow it, and it was not okay to go to the rivers and lakes to perform, so Chen Zhi and them went back to the days of singing on the roadside.

I also followed, every day, at this time I should support him the most, in front of Chen Shi, I have always been his most loyal fan.

The performance on the side of the road also did not go well, and occasionally people took photos and posted them on the Internet, and then many people felt that it was another hype. There are a lot of people who come to see the performance, but there are few who really support it, and it doesn't matter if they are looked down upon or whatever, Chen Zhi still insists on standing on Nanjing Road and singing every day after dark.

When they met the chengguan, a few of them still packed up their equipment and ran away in a hurry as before, but now Chen Shi would pull me one more.

That month was actually the most carefree for us.

Chen Shi said that without the company's control, he now feels more free, and the big deal is to wait until the contract expires in three years, and he believes that there is still a chance.

I also think that people are still more optimistic.

In June, I graduated from university, Chen Xiang was still on a suspension, and she couldn't accompany me to graduate, but several of them came to my graduation ceremony.

The scandals before were boiling, there was almost no one in the school who didn't know me and Chen Shi, and some people in our class already knew that Chen Shi was my boyfriend, and at this time I felt that we had gone through so many bad things and still be together, which was actually quite enviable.

People in their twenties who are about to graduate and go to society are certainly not as impulsive as those young fans, including when fans of Xu Yi and Chen Shi went to our school to trouble me, my classmates also defended me with a unified attitude, so it seems that my four-year college life is also a complete one.

But because of this, I couldn't stop crying on the day of graduation.

I cried a lot.

Chen Zhi and them accompanied our classmates to KTV all night, he sang so handsomely, and his classmates said they envied me.

One of my classmates had a wedding on the second day of graduation, and Chen Shi and I went hand in hand to attend, and Chen Shi was invited to sing on stage. Chen Shi is not such a showy person, of course, he is not the kind of special force, when someone asks him to sing, he will go on stage generously, even if he is not familiar with the protagonist of the wedding at all.

After singing, I was pulled over by the master of ceremonies and asked him to propose to me.

There are a lot of my classmates here, and everyone is coaxing, and I'm still embarrassed.

Finally, Chen Shi walked up to the microphone and said with a smile, "Not yet?"

Up, up, up!

The ring was prepared by Chen Shi a long time ago, but I didn't expect him to wear it all the time, and the master of ceremonies jokingly asked him to propose, but when he really took out the ring, including me, the bride, the bridesmaids, and a large number of girls in our class were there to wipe the corners of their eyes.

This is a marriage proposal, although Chen Shi whispered in my ear that this time it would be an exercise, but I was still very excited. The first time I was proposed to marriage when I was so old, maybe not the last.

But at that time, I was particularly firm in my belief that Chen Zhi was the only person who would propose to me in this life.

I also believe that I will only agree to Chen Shi's marriage proposal in my life.

After attending the wedding, Chen Shizhen and I are really planning to get married. In fact, it is also a plan, when we receive a flyer from the bridal shop when we go shopping, we will take a closer look.

At the mall, he also took me to try on a few rings.

The biggest problem when I want to get married is the house, there is one thing Chen Shi has forgotten to tell me, it is really not intentional, he also thought that I already knew. It turned out that the house we live in now is Chen Shi's, and it was Grandma Chen who bought it for him with her savings, and Chen Shi didn't tell me at first because he was afraid that I would not want to live in, and after a long time, he ignored this matter.

I think that when Chen Shi told me about the house, it really hinted that he was going to get married.

Getting married, sometimes it feels far away, but then I meet my parents or something, and I want to be sure that it will be determined soon. My classmate also decided to get married at the beginning of the year, and he set up a banquet in June.

When I was urged to marry by my mother, I accidentally said that I leaked my mouth, and then my mother told Grandma Chen. Grandma Chen spoke, detained me in the nursing home and didn't let me go, and called Chen Shi to come over to ransom people.

Of course, Chen Shi came, and he was quite happy when he came.

Secretly said to me, "You are so anxious before you officially propose?"

I glared at him, "You're in a hurry!"

Well, I admit that I am anxious, people's mentality will change, and the early marriage of my classmates around me instantly made me enter a state of hatred for marriage.

What's more, I like Chen Shi so much, and I have long planned not to marry him.

Chen Shi doesn't have any company constraints now, and he also thinks that we will get married sooner or later, as long as I am willing, he is also very willing.

We are in a sweet state like never before.

Then my mother and Grandma Chen began to discuss the date, Eleven has the most people getting married, and now it is barely too late to start preparing, the two old people have continued in terms of money, and Grandma Chen also took out a passbook and asked Chen Shi to buy me a ring.

Those zeros, I said to Chen Shi, "I thought you were a down-and-out rich second generation, but it turned out to be an invisible rich third generation!"

Chen Shi smiled, "Then you still don't have a good grasp of it?"

"Cut, you've been my man for a long time. ”

Looking at the ring and trying on the wedding dress, we both thought it would be better to take the wedding photos while the weather was not particularly hot, so we paid the full amount in the photo studio before everything else was decided.

Chen Shi means that since you want to shoot, shoot immediately.

I disagreed, and I said, "I want to lose weight!"

Every girl is like this, the goal is to be thin and thin, these two months with Chen Zhi, I am indeed a little healthier than before, still thin, but not as skinny as thin, but the wedding dress has to be exposed here and there, I still think the effect of unhealthy shooting is better.

Chen Shi glared at me, but in the end, he also followed my wishes, he felt that if he got married once, then everything would be happy for me.

"Take care of you after you get married!"

"Hee-hee-hee, wait for you to clean up. ”

When we decided to get married, we didn't take as many measures when we rolled the sheets, and we were even more active than before. Early marriage and early childbearing are the tacit consensus of both of us, if there is a child, we will give birth, and if we have no children, we must give birth to children, and it is best to save the pregnancy before the wedding, so that the child will not be born in the winter.

As soon as I thought that the child I gave birth to in the future would call Chen Zhi's father, I felt very happy.

Chen Shi too, he told me that he really didn't think about what his children were like before. He is sometimes very transparent about things, and sometimes he is very childish, so he naturally doesn't think about what he looks like as a father.

I can't hide that the two of us are going to get married, and I can't wait to tell the world that Chen Xiang and they must know, and my classmates who have a good relationship with Chen Zhi also know, Lao Bi knows, and then Rarity's eighth wife also knows.

The record company has no opinion, anyway, they have a free-range mentality towards Chen Shi, and these days Chen Shi has begun to go to the school introduced by Lao Bi for internships.

He thinks that it is not bad to be a teacher, and if he wants to support his wife and children in the future, he must have a stable job.

So Chen Shi and I also thought that there were no worries. The two of us started to get busy with the trivial matters related to the wedding, from the style of the invitation to the big one about whether the house should be renovated immediately.

After the renovation, it will be left for a while, and Chen Shi feels that if I am pregnant by then, I must not be able to live. I thought so too.

But my mother and Grandma Chen felt that we had to have a new house to get married, so we simply moved back to my house, and from the time we started to decorate the house, the feeling of getting married was very real.

Moving home, I happened to meet Yu Xueqian, who returned to China during the summer vacation, Chen Shi regarded others as potential rivals, pulled me to show off in front of him several times, and said that he would definitely come to our wedding.

Yu Xueqian is a real person and a scholar.

Xueba is usually dark-bellied and kind most of the time, but when Chen Shi provoked him with a few words, Yu Xueqian was not polite.

So he said, "It's not necessarily that it doesn't have to be knotted." Hehe. ”

Chen Shi's little temper, he gritted his teeth in anger, but at that time, neither of us doubted that there would be an accident when we got married, and when we met again, Chen Shi still pulled me to show off.

However, we didn't expect that the matter of marriage would be stranded after all.

The wedding photos have not yet been taken, and the house has just begun to be renovated.

One day in early July, I received a call from the school telling me to pick up my acceptance letter.

To tell the truth, I was in a very bad state during the re-examination, so I didn't take this matter to heart for a while, plus I planned to get married, and Chen Shi would not go to Beijing, so I also felt that it didn't matter so much whether this graduate student wanted to study or not.

Therefore, when I learned that I had been admitted to BFSU, I was not as happy as I imagined a year ago.

But that's not a bad thing, I took the acceptance letter home anyway.

Chen Shi came home late that day, and music lessons were usually at the latest in the afternoon or two periods, so he would definitely arrive home before five o'clock, but I waited until more than ten years for him to come back.

I called in the middle of the call, and he said he was busy, so I didn't pay attention.

But when Chen Shi came back, he said to me, "To the west, I'm going to Beijing today." ”

"Hmm. I was chopping vegetables and preparing to make him supper, so I casually agreed, and then I had a question, "Beijing?"

I asked Chen Shi, "What are you doing in Beijing?"

He frowned, "The company is looking for me." ”

"Because you were a music teacher at school?"

Chen Shi shook his head.

"What's that?"

"What do you think if I still have a chance to release an album now?"

Chen Zhi's words, I didn't understand for a while, I thought he had looked down on these things these days, but Chen Shi's eyes were very bright when he talked about the album.

But what do I mean.

Released an album and made his debut.

If we continue on that path, we will probably have to reconsider the matter of getting married.

Also, we're going to be separated again.

I asked him, "You'd love to go, wouldn't you?"

Chen Shi didn't speak.

"Wait a minute. ”

I ran back to my room, took out the admission letter, and handed it to Chen Shi.

"You open it and take a look. ”

Chen Shi was stunned for a moment, and then listened to my opening.

I said, "Actually, it's okay to get married later, and if you want to go back to Beijing, I can go with you." I have been hiding from you before to give you a surprise, I was admitted to Beijing, and I will accompany you back. Okay, okay?"

Chen Shi clenched his fingers, and his brows furrowed even tighter.

I shook his arm, "Husband, why don't you speak?"

Chen Shi looked at me, he took a deep breath, "It's the people from the Guangzhou company who want me to go." ”

In the Internet era, there are both disadvantages and advantages, and last time my classmate's wedding photographer edited the clips of Chen Shi singing and proposing marriage like me and uploaded them to the blog, which was initially used as a wedding company promotion.

But that video spread quickly, and everyone still remembers that the protagonist is Chen Zhi, who was almost crushed to death by the scandal two months ago.

There are many curious people, and the number of clicks will naturally go up, and after so long of the scandal, no one has resolutely resisted Chen Zhi, and even has a little fame.

Then, that video was seen by the people in the record company, but it was from Guangzhou, there was a producer who also cooperated with Chen Shi, Chen Shi went to Guangzhou to work under him in the first two years, and he watched Chen Shi go step by step to the present.

People are concentrating on making music, so they never take the scandal to heart, and they think that if Chen Shi is buried, it will be okay, so he discussed with Beijing to borrow Chen Shi back.

Chen Shi went to the company today and talked about this matter.

But he hasn't decided yet, Chen Shi wants to ask me what I mean, and even, he feels that he has left this decision to me.

How could I stop him?

But I couldn't do it if I told him to go, and we sat facing the ground and couldn't say a word for a long time.

I went back to the kitchen to continue making supper, and I secretly cried in the kitchen before bringing things out, and was discovered by Chen Shi with red eyes. He slammed his fist against the wall and hugged me tightly, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry." I shouldn't have said that, I'm not going, okay? ”

"It's not. ”

I pulled away Chen's hand, "There's still a three-year contract, right?"

Chen Shi nodded.

"Tomorrow I'm going to talk to my mom and Grandma Chen, and I'm going to say that I don't want to get married yet. ”

"To the west. ”

"I don't want to get married. ”

I repeat it again.

"I figured it out, I really don't want to get married. I still remember what you said about your biggest dream is to be able to hold your own concert one day, so do you remember me? Chen Shi, I want to go to your concert, this opportunity is for the two of us, I am willing to let you go, we have survived those two years, I think it will be okay for another three years. ”

Chen Shi didn't say anything, or he didn't know what to say.

In fact, there is no need to reply to the company's side quickly, we still have time to think about it.

In the evening, I took the initiative to kiss him, and Chen Zhi said, "If you are pregnant, shall we get married?"

I looked at him and nodded.

When you get pregnant, you get married. Let fate choose for us.

The next day I woke up early, my stomach hurt, and I lost my strength from the pain. Chen Shi also woke up and asked me worriedly what was wrong.

I clutched my stomach and broke out in a cold sweat all the time, "My stomach hurts." You go and pour me a cup of hot water. ”

After Chen Zhi went out, I was still in pain, rolling on the bed in pain, and I glanced at the bloodshot on the sheets.

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