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I'm not pregnant.

When Chen Shi came back with hot water, I jumped under the bed barefoot and put my arms around his neck, feeling depressed for a while.

"I'm not pregnant, here comes that. ”

Chen Shi looked at me, then his frown gradually relaxed, and he put the water aside before carrying me to bed.

There's nothing to regret, it's just that before this day, I often had a feeling that I was pregnant, which was very real, and sometimes I felt that eighty percent of it was true when I touched my belly.

And as it turns out, those sixth senses and all that stuff are deceptive.

After drinking hot water and lying on the bed for a while, Chen Shi turned off the air conditioner for fear that I would catch a cold. I did feel cold at this time, obviously it was the feeling of being cold all over my body in summer, Chen Shi hugged me, and then there were fine beads of sweat on his forehead.

I nudged him, "I'm going to take a shower." ”

Chen Zhi hummed, pulling the corners of his mouth to reveal a warm smile.

When he came back, he had already changed the sheets, and I was holding the quilt and falling asleep again.

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In the next few days, Chen Shi still went to school and went to work as usual, and there was really no urgency to go to Guangzhou, and there was nothing to hurry, he didn't care about the past few months after two years of tossing, and he went to work in Guangzhou as he did in Beijing before.

Just to change places and wait for opportunities, I often feel that Chen Shi is actually tired of waiting, so he is not in a hurry to leave.

Or, he doesn't want to be separated from me either, so he's not in a hurry to leave.

In short, Chen Shi did show what I thought, he was really not particularly eager to go to Guangzhou, and the same was true for Si Chen and Xu Nia.

As a band, one of the members who was most afraid of being shaken, and at this time, the three of them were in a very confused state.

A week later, I was resurrected with full blood.

Chen Shi is the same, these days we are both heartless and happy, the house is still being renovated, occasionally take the time to see, and then Chen Shi suddenly saw something when he went online, and told me not to go to the house in the future, if you are pregnant, it is not good for the child.

He also quit smoking and drinking, others started preparing half a year in advance, and the two of us belonged to the battle, but fortunately, the mentality is good, plus both of them are young and strong, and it should be a matter of time before they want to get pregnant.

Of course, we all want the sooner the better.

When chatting, I told Chen Xiang about this idea, and Chen Xiang's first reaction was that I was crazy, she was pregnant and knew her mood better than me. Just like the breakup between her and Si Chen, it is more or less related to the later miscarriage, her mentality has changed, she will be depressed or something, if you really want to say it carefully, there will be a lot of trouble, and this matter should not be used as a joke at all.

I said I wasn't joking, I was serious.

Chen Xiang said, what if you are pregnant and he insists on leaving?

I said it couldn't be, Chen Zhi wouldn't be like that.

Chen Xiang finally reserved his opinion, and asked me to think about it again, none of us are Chen Shi, and we can't really know what Chen Shi thinks in his heart, he wants to make his debut and wants to hold a concert, he has been thinking about it for so many years, are you really willing to give up?

I can't tell.

But I still think that in Chen Zhi's heart, I am more important, it can be regarded as a kind of narcissism.

Besides, I don't have to give up now, our idea is that if I get pregnant, I will get married, give birth to a child, and if I don't go to Guangzhou, Chen Shi wants to sing or band, I will support him, and staying here may not have a chance in the future, as for whether the fact of being married will affect his future development, we don't care.

If he is not pregnant, then let him go to break through, after the start of school, I will go to Beijing, Chen Shi will go to Guangzhou, we can still meet. At this time, the mentality of the two of us should be better than the previous two years, and it may not be so difficult to endure in a different place.

I don't think we're really going to be apart anyway, about the future, take one step at a time.

The only thing that makes me uneasy is whether it is really fair to use such a method to determine the future of Chen Zhi?

I told him these doubts in my heart, and my expression was wrinkled, as if I had been greatly wronged. So Chen Shi hugged me distressedly, and finally simply pressed me to carry out another plan to create a person.

By the end, my tired legs couldn't even straighten.

Chen Shi laughed at me, "Don't have the strength to think nonsense?"

I was not reconciled, "Chen Zhi, are you really happy? If you really don't go to Guangzhou, you won't regret it?"

Chen Shi didn't speak, and then I pulled the corner and smacked my mouth.

After a while, he put his arms around me from behind, "I don't know either. ”

This answer really annoyed me, so I simply shook off his arm, "Or forget it." ”

Chen Shi frowned again, and wanted to hug me, but I didn't hug him, and the two of them rolled on the bed like fighting, so he thought about it again, I didn't want to, and opened my mouth to bite him on the shoulder.

After biting, he roared loudly, "You don't know you don't know you don't know anything!"

It's not a quarrel, I regretted it after a while, and took the initiative to pull out the quilt to see the two rows of small tooth marks on his shoulders that I bit out, and asked very distressedly, "Does it hurt?"

Chen Shi pulled the corners of his mouth and smiled, "It doesn't hurt." ”

I blew there for a long time.

Chen Zhi let out a long sigh of relief, pinching my cheek with one hand, "Xiangxi, isn't it aggrieved to be with me?"

I didn't speak, I'm the same as Chen Shi at this time, I don't know.

I really didn't feel it at first, but there was a time when I was still in Beijing, I would often feel insecure, and when others went on dates with my boyfriend every day, I would read books alone, or go to work, and even then I felt that something was missing in my life.

But now, I don't feel wronged.

Even if Chen Shi packs his luggage and goes to his Guangzhou tomorrow, I probably won't be wronged, after experiencing some things, people's mentality will change.

Now, I'm not afraid of starting another long-distance relationship with Chen Shi, but I'm worried about whether he will regret it one day after he stays for me.

Chen Shi said that he and I had similar ideas.

If I really wanted him to stay for me, he would definitely agree, but whether he really regretted it in the future was not for sure. I understand, I change me, I can't say for sure.

Just like I followed Xu Yi to Japan without hesitation.

So Chen Shi said that if we have a child, he will be determined.

I don't ask and I know why, that's why so many young people end up choosing to marry their sons, and sometimes our self-righteous love is not as strong as we think, and it may not bring enough courage.

But in the eyes of some people, it is different when you have a child, it is a life, strong enough for the other two to firmly bind themselves together.

Chen Shi is this kind of person.

I also know that Chen Zhi loves me, how much he loves me, and he loves me very much. However, he can live a good life without me, and if he gives up his dreams, he may not be happy.

To put it bluntly, Chen Shi's love for me still has a certain limit.

Ask yourself, I'm the same way, we're both mortals, we can't act out the kind of dramatic plot on TV, we fall in love, but not to the point of life and death.

It may be in the future, but now it is obviously not enough, so I can especially understand Chen Shi's vacillation at this time.

I hugged Chen Shi and said, "When I start school, you can go to Guangzhou." ”

Chen Shi looked at me for a long time, but still hummed softly.

After another week, I simply tore up the small note posted on the bedside copying the ovulation period, and Chen Zhi and I, whether we should be in love or in love, hand in hand all day long.

As for pregnancy, it's better to let it be, we were both too nervous some time ago, and it would be better to talk about it.

Picking a sunny day and not too hot, we went to take wedding photos, for us, getting married is just a matter of time or night, and it's okay if the wedding photos are taken in advance.

Xu Nia and the others followed, and the photo studio agreed to let the five of us go on camera together, that is, to put the photos on the storefront as a signboard at the end.

That's good, of course, we young people still have this little vanity. Besides, a few of them are not particularly eager to become famous or not, so they are not worried about being found out about their relationship or anything.

Rarity also saw my autograph online, knew that we were going to take wedding photos, and introduced a famous makeup artist in the circle, and he paid for it, so he paid for it.

is indeed better than the makeup artist in the photo studio, and we are also very satisfied with the effect of the sample, that is, Chen Shi is too handsome.

I didn't notice it before, although I have always liked Chen Shi, but I think he is very good-looking, the feeling of school grass, but in the past two years, in fact, his appearance has also changed slightly, and he is longer than at that time, especially when he plays the piano and sings, which makes me feel very much like a person.

Like Xu Yi, Bixu Nia's own brother is like.

At this time, Xu Yi and I have not been in touch for four months, and the two of us have finally returned to our proper relationship and position.

It will take a long time from the time the sample comes out to get the real photo album, and the house is also being renovated, but without notifying relatives and friends, the wedding will definitely be canceled temporarily.

After clarifying the cause and effect, my mother and Grandma Chen also accepted it.

If you don't accept it, you can't help it, the two old people are used to being tossed by the two of us, and my mother is not urging me as much as before, probably because I understand that the urging can't get a result.

It's just that they don't understand why Chen Shi must want to release an album and become a singer, does he want to become famous, or what do he want.

And I understand that this is Chen Shi's dream, which has been started since he was young, and he wanted to hold a concert, and there may be more small reasons at first, but later, it became simple.

In his bones, Chen Shi is not willing to live an ordinary life, it's not that he can't endure hardships, but if he leaves the guitar and his music, life will become boring.

Not everyone has such a dream, and I can understand that it may not be all he really wants. But even this little bit is enough to support a person to keep forging ahead.

Once one day that dream has nothing to do with me, confusion and pain will follow.

How can I give it up?

There are many musicians in the rivers and lakes, and everyone often gathers together, some people say that SLAM doesn't have to rely on the company if he wants to become famous, and now large companies see that almost everyone has signed up, especially the kind that doesn't guarantee the release of the film or something.

Even if you don't pack it well, you have to sign it and consume it, for fear of being signed by competitors.

There are really few people who can get out of the way after they really sign a contract, so it's better to go to the draft.

In the summer of 2004, the word draft was extremely hot, and batches of young people squeezed their heads to participate, and various TV stations were full of audition pictures of different competitions every day.

Not to mention that Chen Shi was born professionally, many people who have incomplete pentatonic tones and no sense of rhythm can brush up on TV to brush their sense of existence, and most of those who are more likable can be popular for a while.

I looked at Chen Shi, and no matter how I looked at it, I felt that if he went to participate, he would be wronged.

Our family knows that he must have connotation, strength, can sing, dance, compose and arrange, and he is so handsome, SLAM also has a certain fan base.

I once actively encouraged Chen Shi to participate in the competition, but Chen Shi did not agree.

Chen Zhi also understands what the musicians in the rivers and lakes say, but he himself knows the rules, those who participate in the draft are basically not signed by the company, and the condition for winning the ranking in the competition is to sign a five-year or eight-year contract with the organizer, and Chen Zhi can give up just saying this.

I said it would be better to show your face if you didn't get a ranking.

Chen Shi glared at me, he still didn't want to go, probably because he thought it was boring to hype up this kind of thing, and he didn't disdain this method to become famous, which mostly came from his confidence and conceit in himself.

Rarity disagrees, who is he, like a human spirit. Rarity says that if it weren't for the previous, Chen Shi could have made a fuss, but now that it's not long after the incident, he still has more negative effects from participating in the draft.

Let's not talk about whether the company is willing to praise him for being disobedient, the competitors will definitely try their best to find a way to get dark, Chen Shi is good to go to Guangzhou, Taoguang is obscure, and it also gives people a feeling of being calm and focused on music.

I listened to it, and I didn't mention it to Chen Shi about participating in the draft.

But there was still one person around us who went and made it all the way to the national finals.

It's Chen Xiang.

Chen Xiang has been concentrating on singing in bars since he took a leave of absence, and bar singers are also a group of unique presences in the draft army.

However, the content on TV is all edited, and it may not be complete, even if it is complete, we don't watch every game, in short, Chen Xiang told us about it when he got the invitation card for the finals.

said that it was because the finals were held in Shanghai, and the whole process took two months.

In fact, we all feel that Chen Xiang did something inappropriate, she went to participate in the competition and even Si Chen was kept in the dark, we have seen the relationship between Chen Xiang and Si Chen in the past two years, and we have long recognized it.

It's nothing to participate in the draft, the important thing is that after the competition, sign a deed of sale for I don't know how many years, and it is even more impossible for the two people to simply live together.

Even if Chen Shi and I feel that it is hard in such a situation, let alone two insiders, it is impossible to even accommodate each other.

Several of Chen Xiang's friends were in favor of her going to the competition, saying that why Si Chen could go to Beijing and Guangzhou, Chen Xiang couldn't try it for his future.

Including Chen Xiang himself, Chen Xiang would not give up if he decided on something.

I still remember that day, before Chen Xiang left for Shanghai, I accompanied her to pack her luggage, and Si Chen came to the door, and they had been in a cold war for half a month before that.

Si Chen said, "Xiangxi, you go out first, we have something to say." ”

I looked at Chen Xiang, and she nodded to me.

Then I went out, and I didn't eavesdrop on it, but the house was too small, and the two of them obviously stopped restraining their voices, so I still heard a few words.

Si Chen said, "What if I say that we will break up if you leave?"

At that time, I already wanted to go in and persuade them, but in the end I waited outside the door, Chen Xiang didn't say anything, and then I heard the sound of something smashing.

When I pushed the door in, Chen Xiang had already dragged the box out.

I wanted to catch up, but I saw Si Chen sitting on the ground, he was wearing a white shirt with blood all over it.

He shook his head, "I'm fine." ”

Later, I learned that when Chen Xiang was leaving, Si Chen wanted to go up and chase after him, but he tripped over something on the ground, and then touched a vase, and the vase fell on his head.

Sent to the hospital with a few stitches on his head, but no concussion or anything.

It's just that Chen Xiang's mobile phone has been turned off at this time, and when she left, she only thought that Si Chen had fallen.

Chen Zhi and they also came, including me, and none of us actually had the power to blame Chen Xiang. Chen Xiang also has her dreams, and I haven't participated in many of her past, but Si Chen said that he understands.

Si Chen also felt that he was selfish.

They are a group of people who choose to leave their homeland to realize their dreams, and they are not qualified to ask others to wait where they are.

When there were only the two of us, I asked Si Chen, "Are you really going to break up with Chen Xiang?"

Si Chen shook his head, all angry words.

At that time, I was still relieved, and I still felt that Chen Xiang's departure was only temporary, and she would still return to us after the two-month competition.

Even if she signs a contract, there is always a way to be together.

The day Chen Xiang left was also the last day of July. There is only one month left for Chen Shi and I to be together.

Later, we also saw Chen Xiang on TV, there were more than 100 people who participated in the national finals at the beginning, and 30 people were eliminated in the first game, and Chen Xiang was on the side of promotion.

However, there were many people, and there was nothing particularly sensational at first.

Si Chen also watched the game with us, and he watched it very seriously in less than a minute when Chen Xiang appeared. On that day, we finally got through to Chen Xiang's phone, but Si Chen told him not to say anything about his injury.

As for Si Chen himself, he still didn't contact Chen Xiang.

The matter between Chen Xiang and Si Chen also made me and Chen Shi reconsider the issue between the two of us, and Chen Shi once asked me if his choice was very selfish.

In Chen Xiang's persistence, I gradually understood how heavy the dreams in their hearts were.

The first two games a week became one a week in mid-August, when only 20 people were eliminated.

Chen Xiang said on the phone that the remaining 20 people must sign a contract if they want to continue.

At the beginning, she walked resolutely, in fact, she also wanted to give herself a chance to really develop to the point of signing a contract, Chen Xiang was still shaken, we all understood that she wanted to ask Si Chen what he meant.

The person who can best understand how Si Chen feels now is me.

If he misses this opportunity, Chen Xiang will probably never forget it for the rest of his life, the competition continued, and Chen Xiang also signed a contract with the artist company under the TV station.

Eight-year contract, Chen Xiang and Si Chen are high school classmates, in fact, she and Si Chen are the same age, and it will be their twenty-fifth birthday in a few months, and participating in the draft is really not young, and after eight years, there will basically be no new opportunities.

However, in terms of popularity, Chen Xiang is the highest among the female contestants, and this kind of talent show is actually generally popular among male contestants, and last week in an elimination link, Chen Xiang sang with the male contestants who ranked first in popularity, and the popularity ranking went directly into the top five from more than a dozen.

Later, some photo news on the Internet speculated that Chen Xiang and the male player were in a couple's relationship, but the parties did not clarify, and the speculation continued.

These are all company arrangements.

At this time, Si Chen still supported.

It's just that there are good sides and bad sides, and the competition in this kind of competition is often more fierce than that of the agency record company, and it is not uncommon for competitors to dig up each other's black material or something.

Fortunately, Chen Xiang was ** when she was pregnant, and almost none of her friends and classmates around her had the heart to pay attention to these, and Chen Xiang was in the hospital at that time, and it was impossible for anyone to visit.

If you can't dig it in college, you can dig it earlier, I asked Si Chen Chen if there was anything special about Chen Xiang in high school, Si Chen said no, that kind of tight-lipped attitude made me more worried, Si Chen once again took the initiative to persuade Chen Xiang to give up at that time.

Chen Xiang did consider giving up, but at this age when she should have matured, she finally decided to take this road until there was no way out.

During that time, Chen Xiang really didn't get any bad news, her ranking in the competition rose steadily, the number of fans increased, and she even started recording singles when there was still a month left in the finals.

This road, she walked much smoother than SLAM.

Si Chen's family was in Shanghai, so he took the opportunity to go home to meet Chen Xiang, and this time when they came back, it was time to prepare to go to Guangzhou.

A week before going to Guangzhou, Lao Bi gave them a small farewell performance, which was decent.

I'm laughing at Lao Bi, is this too serious?

Lao Bi said that it's good to be serious, SLAM is considered to be something he has watched grow up day by day, similar to his son, and he feels that he doesn't know why recently, he always feels that he should be so serious once, as if he is not serious, there will be no next chance.

Xu Nia choked, "Brother Bi, you are ten years older than us, don't talk about what you are going to do." ”

After thinking for a while, Xenia felt that something was wrong and shouted, "Oh, you can't be terminally ill!

Lao Bi hit him with fruit, "Less of those who don't." ”

Yes, Lao Bi is actually only thirty-five, although he can't say anything about his prime, but he is also an older single young man, a few days ago Lao Bi took someone to the nursing home to perform for the old people when Grandma Chen was still shouting to introduce him to the object.

Lao Bi is indeed a good old man, who would have thought that when he was young, a rebellious young man who sang heavy metal in front of ** would sing the eighteen bends of the mountain road in the nursing home at this time.

And Lao Bi is in good health, and when he goes to the hospital for a physical examination every year, he will also bring a group of little musicians who don't care for their bodies day and night.

However, we can't figure out why good people don't always have a good ending.

The show that Bi got for SLAM was scheduled for a Saturday, and all tickets were free, and the record company had no opinion, of course, it was impossible to help promote it, but Rarity and Xu Yi both retweeted the information on their blogs.

Then it spread in the big and small forums, this is the first special live of SLAM, and there are many fans from the surrounding cities.

So Lao Bi went out to maintain order in person.

It was a rainy day.

SLAM was all prepared in the practice room upstairs, and Lao Bi took the other musicians and waiters in the rivers and lakes downstairs to check the identity of the live fans before they booked.

The biggest hidden danger of this kind of free live is here.,It's not about worrying about any terrorist attacks or anything.,It's mainly a crowded place.,Once you mix in one or two people with bad intentions, it's a big trouble.。

I also wanted to help, but Lao Bi said that it was too chaotic downstairs to let me go, so I watched them rehearse peacefully.

Chen Shi was still the same as before when practicing, very serious, I looked at it carefully, and suddenly said, "Today is the last time I will watch you perform." ”

Si Chen's mood is not high these days, so he doesn't talk much.

Xonia, too, has had a cold since the other day, and his voice is so hoarse that he can't say a complete sentence.

Chen Shi glared at me, "You really want us to say goodbye to the show." ”

I shook my head anxiously, "That's not what I meant, I don't know how I said it wrong, hehehe." ”

Then we stopped talking, and the atmosphere in the practice room was eerily quiet.

When I wasn't pregnant, I thought it was a lie to think that my sixth sense of being able to get pregnant, but this day I know that sometimes such a premonition is accurate.

Accurate terrible.

However, we felt that it was unnecessary to worry about anything, and the show went smoothly at the beginning, and I watched it on the second floor as I did every time.

Looking down from the stairs, the number of people on the first floor is indeed several times more than usual.

Don't say the pogo as you like, I'm afraid it's very difficult to walk, and if you don't make a fence in advance, it is estimated that people can squeeze onto the platform.

Before the official start, Chen Shi looked upstairs, I was afraid that he couldn't see me clearly, and he exaggerated the light of his mobile phone and shone it on his face.

Chen Shi smiled at me, very brightly, and Xu Nia also smiled.

Lao Bi took the time to come upstairs to drink water, and he was sweating profusely after a busy afternoon, I said, "Brother Bi, are you okay, do you want me to help?"

Lao Bi shook his head, "It's okay, you can honestly watch it here." ”

"Okay, thank you very much today, and I'll come to volunteer for you for free when I have time in the future. ”

Lao Bi laughed at me, "Just you, I haven't heard you sing? When you had an awkward relationship with that kid Chen Shi, he often didn't know what to listen to here, so I went over and listened." ”

I asked, "And then?"

Lao Bi, "Ahem, I won't hit you, but Chen Zhi's kid is very good, I can't look at them in the future, you can take care of him for me." ”

"No, I will bring him back to be a pillar when Chen Zhi becomes famous in the future. ”

"Okay, that's okay. ”

After drinking the water, Lao Bi was in a hurry to go downstairs, there were still many people downstairs, a waiter came to Lao Bi and said that something seemed to be wrong, and the music was too loud and I couldn't hear anything clearly.

Lao Bi waved his hand and hurried downstairs.

I didn't expect that to be the last time I saw him.

Lao Bi walked for more than ten minutes and didn't come back, when someone ran up to the stage from behind and said something to Chen Shi.

Then Chen Zhi and the others stopped the music and ran out.

I didn't know what was going on, and I wanted to go out with it, but there were too many people, and when we finally met at the gate, we only saw Lao Bi lying outside the gate of the rivers and lakes.

It was raining heavily on this day, and the traffic jam on Fifth Avenue was very serious, and it was impossible to drive the car out, and it was already half an hour later when the ambulance came.

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