The sky is gray because there is no hope.

The road is also gray because I don't know how to go down.

The car arrived at Yujing, stood in front of the entertainment area of Yujing, and did not dare to move.

The part of my heart near my chest was still aching, pumping and pumping, like a rope.

If what the man said was true, how terrifying was it?

How can Huo Jidu hide everything bottomlessly, or is it irrational for women who are in love?

Walking in like a marionette, perhaps because I saw Huo Jidu with me before, the usher came out very respectfully and led me to the service desk: "Miss Lily, are you going to the entertainment area, or are you looking for Captain Huo?"

Looking for Commander Huo? Huo Jidu is really here? A white light burst out from my brain, and I was so tormented that I could not stand still, but fortunately, my fingers slammed the edge of the platform.

"Miss Lily, you have a very bad face, is there anything wrong?"

I shook my voice, trembled my lips, waved my hands, and tears rolled in my eyes: "I'm fine, where is Huo Ji?"

The usher browsed the information: "Commander Huo has set room B2, and I will find someone to take you in." ”

"No, I'll go by myself. ”

The voice was almost inaudible, like a whisper, so much so that the usher couldn't help but ask again.

I raised my voice slightly, repeating my words very stiffly.

Leaving the service desk to the hotel, along the way, resentment filled all the emotions.

Everything Huo Jidu has done to me has a clear purpose clearly printed in his heart-

He loves Nie Zhuoge, he doesn't love me, he approaches me, he spoils me, all for a purpose.

But there is still a crack in my heart, hoping that this gap can penetrate into the sunlight and sweep away the current darkness.

Walked to Villa B2, took the card given by the service desk, but stopped on the marble bricks, finally mustered up the courage to move on, and stopped at the entrance.

My heart was in a mess, and it took me a long time to sort out my emotions a little and look for it from room to room.

Walking to the end of the first floor, close to the swimming pool, a very small murmur suddenly came from the room: "Jidu...... Hmmm......"

Very depressed, with obvious entanglement, and then, this depression rose in vain: "Jidu, don't ...... Ah......h

"Where not?"

When the delicate girl was responded by this mellow voice that could penetrate the eardrum, my heart fell to the bottom and I could never come up again.

Huo Jidu, this is a deep magnet that can be burned in my heart after listening to it once-

The cold swept in from all around, and it was so uncomfortable, so bad, that at that moment, my foot felt like it had been hit by a particularly heavy stone, and I couldn't move.

"Jidu...... Don't push so hard...... Slow down...... I can't do it......"

The unbearable sound lingered in my ears, scraping my heart like a blade.

I contracted my arms and stroked my coat up and down: "No, no......"

I don't know where I got the courage, like a madman, I slammed my hand on the handle of the lock and tried to push the door in.

The sudden 'Are you comfortable?' broke my movements.

That's when I realized how scary I was, how crazy I was, what was I doing?

My heart was very cold, and a voice was telling me, Lily, you should calm down.

Don't be excited at this time, this man is doing things behind your back and Nie Zhuoge, he is not worthy of your love, you can't be sad, you have to fight back.

But why does my heart hurt so much?

A knife was pierced in it, no one pulled it out, no one -

I was broken and vulnerable.

Tears fell without warning, drop by drop, with blood, with heartbreak.

When there was a shout from inside that Nie Zhuog was no longer restrained, and shouted higher than one, I couldn't bear it anymore and pulled my legs away.

The crying was so loud that I covered my lips and ran through the crowd to the steps.

However, after only taking a few steps, he suddenly bumped into a tall body.

I couldn't control my emotions, and I said 'I'm sorry' with a crying voice and continued to go on in a hurry.

The hand was suddenly pulled: "Lily......"

The moment he raised his eyes, Su Yinghe's figure swayed in the pupils.

The tears hung and fell, and I couldn't see his silhouette clearly.

"I'm sorry, I left a little beforehand. ”

"What's wrong with you? Lily, where are you going? I'll send you. ”

The breath was held in my chest, and I was extremely uncomfortable: "I don't need anyone to care, I don't need ...... You let it go......"

The scene of Huo Jidu loving me flashed in my mind like a movie, my eyes were cold, and my nails grabbed Su Yinghe's hand, trying to make him relax.

At this time, there was a heavy rain in the sky, which was very rapid, like many bottles of water pouring on the body.

"Are you satisfied? Major General Su, let it go...... Can you let it go...... Let it go......"

He wouldn't let go, and I roared heartbreakingly.

I don't want anyone to see my embarrassment.

I just want to cry secretly, I just want to hide in my shell and be the withdrawn Lily again.

In this way, my heart will feel better, and it will not hurt so much.

However, no matter how much strength he had, he couldn't break free from Su Yinghe, and the rain instantly soaked his hair and clothes.

"Su Yinghe, what do you want to do? Can you let go, can't you see that I need to be quiet?"

"No, you can't. ”

He replied with the same brutal word, and picked me up and walked down the stairs.

This reminds me of the scene when I went to the military region before, and Huo Jidu rushed down in three or two steps, and I struggled in his arms and rubbed down.

However, Su Yinghe's hand was tightly stuck in the crook of my leg, and I couldn't break free at all.

He pulled me into an Audi SUV, tucked me into the back seat, and handed me a Burberry checkered handkerchief, exactly like the one he had given me.

I slammed the handkerchief on his face: "Who are you, why do you care about me? Why persuade me? I don't want you to care about ......" I let out my voice angrily: "You said that Huo Ji loves me...... It's all fake, he's just playing with me, it's me who is doing it all by myself, trying to keep the best of myself for him. ”

Su Huan didn't care about me, the car door was slammed shut by him, followed by him and sat in the front row, started, and left.

I don't know how long I cried, but my voice was hoarse, and I began to curl up in my chair, covering my face and sobbing quietly.

"Su Yinghe, please...... Can you let me go down alone, I don't want to have someone around me when I'm embarrassed...... I'm only suitable for lonely ......"

Su Yinghe still didn't say a word.

Twenty minutes later, he dragged me out of the car and into a villa with me to the bathroom on the third floor.

In the bathroom, he looked at me condescendingly and threw a towel over: "Wash yourself, a love will make you lose your soul." When I first met you, weren't you pretty good?"

I ignored him and hunched over the bathroom tiles, shivering.

The face is against the cold brick surface, and the pupils are not focused.

Everything around me was cold, and my heart was circulating.

Su Yinghe tried to pull me up, but I coldly put my palm on the ground: "Don't pull me, you don't understand this feeling of being like ashes...... Losing Huo Jidu is no different from losing your entire life...... Why, Huo Ji wants to lie to me? If he likes Nie Zhuoge, he should leave me far away...... Why spoil me...... Su Yinghe, my haven from the wind, no ......"

It's gone—

It's gone—

It's all gone.

Tears slid out of the sore eyes again, down the bridge of the nose to the eye near the tiles, and then against the cheek to the floor.

Su Yinghe coldly echoed from the top: "Nie Zhuoge is also my favorite, she left not long after she married me, and I bear all the pain, Lily ......"

As if I hadn't heard, I replied lightly: "It's different...... It's not the same......" slowly closed his eyes.

Su Yinghe was helpless about my state, so he filled the bathtub with water, scooped me up with one hand and put me into the bathtub: "I have a cold like this...... Wash up, I'll wait outside, something will call me. ”

The water is lukewarm, keeps spreading outward, and is not cold.

Sitting numbly in the water, I indifferently said to myself: Happy birthday, Lily.

Congratulations, back in the darkness again.

Lily in the dark is rational and strong, and her emotional emotions are slowly swallowed up by reason, I can't help but think, why did Huo Jidu do this?

Su Yinghe's knock on the door broke my thinking, and he reminded me that there is a brand new bathrobe in the bathroom closet, you can change it in.

Coming out of the water and changing into a bathrobe, Su Yinghe handed over a glass of milk: "Drink it while it's hot." ”

I stared at it quietly, then raised my eyes, and looked at the dark eyes under Su Yinghe's thick eyebrows, and I said lightly: "I'm going to find Huo Jidu, thank you." ”

After going through so much pain in the past, what else can't you bear?

Even if Huo Jidu uses me and betrays me...... No, maybe it wasn't a betrayal, he and Nie Zhuog might never have been separated, was it?

Thinking about it, my heart became more and more silent, even if I died, I had to die clearly, and I completely broke off the thoughts in my heart.

At this point, I was no different from a beast desperate to escape the hunters.

If I had a little bit of rationality, I would have found that the timing of Su Yinghe's appearance in Yujing was very coincidental, but impulsiveness occupied the whole mind.

Su Huanhe didn't ask anything, nor did she stop me, she just said that she wanted to send me.

I refused neatly, ignoring my undried hair, borrowed a set of Su Yinghe's sister's clothes and left.

It has been more than 20 minutes since the two hours he said to Huo Jidu, and there is not a single unread message on the mobile phone, and there is not a single missed call.

I'm afraid that Huo Jidu doesn't care at all.

In the past, his kindness and love for me completely turned into nothing, and I lost to the scene when I heard him and Nie Zhuoge fornicating.

When I arrived at Shengtang, before I reached the front desk, the receptionist came over: "Miss Lili, Captain Huo is waiting for you in the box." ”

I nodded extremely calmly and followed the receptionist into the box.

The box was a little dark, and Huo Ji didn't turn on the ceiling lamp and wall lamp.

The receptionist closed the door, and a bitter smile tugged at the corner of my mouth, this atmosphere can really blend into the mood at this time.

Love, it's really embarrassing, I think about him every day, and the result is ......

"You're late, Lily...... Happy Birthday......" Through the soft orange light next to the sofa, I saw Huo Jidu's hand rubbing against the edge of the seam of his pants.

After a few seconds, he pulled out a small fuchsia box.

It may be a gift for me, but it doesn't matter, I smiled before he handed it over: "Huo Jidu, separate, okay?"

Separated, why do you really say it, it's so uncomfortable?

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