057: Paralyze yourself

The moment he heard my words, Huo Jidu's hand holding the fuchsia box stiffened, and then slowly withdrew it.

The deep eyes were mixed with pain, which was particularly obvious, and it was not concealed at all: "Lily......"

The voice is fragile and not like the man who can play with everything and call the wind and rain.

I shivered a little, and then my heart shrank coldly.

How could you do that kind of thing with Nie Zhuoge and show me such an expression again?

Perhaps, it was his seemingly affectionate eyes that deceived me.

There was another voice in my heart that instigated: Go and hug him, Lily, you love him so much, leave him, you will die, and wait until he says he doesn't want you anymore.

The sound erupted like a flash flood and buried me in a mudslide.

opened his dry lips, and after all, without saying a word, he threw himself on the sofa, covered his face, and cried.

Do you want to cry? Actually, I don't want to at all, but it just can't restrain itself, like draining a lifetime of tears.

Huo Jidu broke my fingers apart, very gently, and then held my chin: "Baby, what's wrong with you? ”

From his words, I thought of the warmth of the past, and the sudden pain in my heart pushed him away.

He didn't use any strength when he touched me, and when he pushed it, the backbone went straight to the glass table, and the cup on the glass table instantly shook and shattered.

I turned a blind eye and glared viciously: "You have a heart, Huo Jidu...... Don't do it in front of you and behind your back, I don't need your love. ”

He leaned forward against the glass, blocking all my way out, breathing heavily, his breath spraying over his head.

"Who do I belong to, don't you know?"

My scalp tingled for a while, and I didn't dare to look at his expression, so I was silent.

However, Huo Ji didn't give me a few seconds to be silent, his eyes were cold, and he was very tough: "What are you and me?" ”

His anger came up completely, and he crushed me to the ground, and slapped one hand on the small cabinet next to him, and the table lamp on the cabinet was violently knocked down by his brute force, and all of them smashed on the back of his hand.

I really couldn't stand such a weird atmosphere, seeing a blood cut out of the back of Huo Jidu's hand, my hands trembled terribly: "Don't contact ...... anymore"

"Lao Tzu gave you a heart, spoiled you everywhere, sheltered you from the wind and rain, you said don't contact? You really have the ability to play people around, this is your long-standing cheapness?"

The tears that did not stop seeping out of the corners of his eyes seeped out again, like spring water: "Why do you deceive yourself? I'm just so cheap, just play with it." ”

Before the words came out, I only heard a 'bang', and the glass was kicked open by Huo Jidu, and the remnants fell to the ground.

He slapped me on the cheek with his big hand: "Did you have fun?"

"Cool, it's cool to see a military commander crazy about me. The red and swollen eyes narrowed slightly, and he smiled bewitchingly: "What, Commander Huo is not satisfied? What do you want me to repay you for sheltering from the wind and rain......?

Huo Jidu's eyes hooked up a bleak contempt, and his eyes were quenched with some viciousness: "Okay, I want to be fucked so much, satisfy your ......"

He knocked me down on the couch with great ease, grabbed my waist with one hand, and made me lie on the couch with his hand neatly stroking over the overly long skirt.

There was a chill behind him, and at the same time, he came fiercely and directly.

"To be able to wait so wetly, really give Lao Tzu a long face......"

I grabbed the edge of the sofa with both hands, the sweat on my neck falling one by one, and gritted my teeth to tell myself that if I didn't listen, if I didn't think, it wouldn't hurt.

However, the body had already fit, and the feeling came very quickly, and the voice that he had wanted to hold back continued to spread, and he didn't withdraw until his whole body trembled.

I endured the trembling, and the clouds were light: "Can you write off my shelter from the wind and rain, Commander Huo?"

What responded to me was the sound of Huo Jidu pushing the door.

Why is it that he is the one who did wrong, but it is I who is hurt?

There was silence in the box, so I turned off the lights and stayed for a long, long time before I went out.

Walking out of the Tang Dynasty, he did not hesitate to stop a taxi back to Shen Nao's villa.

There was a white light in the living room, Shen Nao leaned on the sofa with his eyes closed, and a cake with candles on the coffee table.

Inexplicably sad, I put my upper and lower lip together and bit it.

Shen Nao opened his eyes, smiled at the corner of his eyes, and said, "Come back, happy twentieth birthday, Lily." ”

I laughed too, but it was sour: "...... Huo Ji and I are separated, you are right, he doesn't love me...... I'm not going to make him feel better......"

If you love someone and that person doesn't love you, you have to be a thorn in his heart to remember for a lifetime. I can't pull it out of Huo Jidu, I can only be his thorn and not let him have a good time.

This kind of psychology is very bad, very bad -

But I can't help itβ€”

After the breakup, I immediately missed him in vain.

After a night, the eyes were red and swollen.

Early in the morning, Shen Nao took me to the National Defense University and got out of the car, and Yan Miaoling also happened to get out of the car.

Originally, she and I were walking on both sides, but she suddenly came along the diagonal line.

"I went to Yujing yesterday, and I saw Su Yinghe, Major General Su, hugging you, I took a photo. ”

I didn't even look at Yan Miaoling, and went straight forward: "Huo Ji and I are separated, from now on he has nothing to do with me, you are free." ”

Yan Miaoling reacted excitedly and grabbed my arm, her eyes turned around in her sockets, and suddenly she sneered: "Hey, no wonder my eyes are swollen like peaches." ”

"He's single now, you don't have to pounce on me, pounce on him, good luck." ”

Even if my heart is hurt thoroughly, I still love Huo Jidu and can't be extinguished.

The days without Huo Jidu taking care of him passed very quickly, and time flowed like flowing water after class.

My heart is unusually cold, and I am numb to everything, during this period, Su Yinghe is the one who looks for me the most.

I am still grateful to him for bringing me home that day, and his attitude is much kinder.

On this day, he was talking to me when Yan Jiaye came over, and his face was very unsightly.

"Major General Su, what about chatting, can you borrow this girl?"

The words are yin and yang, and they are not in tune at all.

I held back my strength and left with Yan Jiaye.

On the way, he was not calm: "Lily, you have to torture Jidu for three long and two short, right?"

"Three long and two short, the points are divided, what is there to say, Brother Kaye ......"

Yan Jiaye raised his eyes and looked up at the sky, interrupting the rhythm of my speech: "What do you have to do with Su Ying? Then he turned the words back to Huo Jidu: "Ji knows that you have seduced others before, and you don't care at all, ordinary men can't do it, how much he spoils you? Why do you have to drive him to a desperate situation? Is your heart made of diamonds? How smooth it is to play with people." ”

For Yan Jiaye's words, there was no way to return it, as if all this was my fault, and Huo Jidu was the victim.

I had to say indifferently: "...... He knows what he's doing, Brother Kaye, thank you. ”

Probably sensing that I was talking very hard and had no intention of continuing to speak, Yan Jiaye sneered and nodded: "Okay, it's okay...... Count you ruthless, Lily ...... "U-turn and leave, very fast."

I blinked my pantothenic eyes, closed my eyes, and told myself three seconds later: Don't cry.

So, there were no tears.

When I got out of school, Shen Nao's car didn't come, so I called him and the driver picked him up.

"Miss Lily, Mr. Shen is talking about business at the 'Summer Palace', and there is still a wave at eight o'clock in the evening, and the guests are going to play 'folding cups' at the 'Royal View'......"

Stacking the cup is a game of playing the amount of alcohol, generally three or more people to play, with beer in the majority, take a sip of the wine in the glass, and then throw the cup upside down on the table, whoever is the fastest and most stable wins.

If one cup after another, Shen Nao would undoubtedly suffer.

I can't help but worry: "Why don't I go over and watch it at night?"

"Hey, Miss Lily, it's best if you come, some time ago I heard Mr. Shen call to say that the financial embezzlement of the company's funds to bribe officials, but the official died suddenly after taking too many drugs, and the family members in turn wanted to sue Mr. Shen, this matter has not been solved until now, and the company's business has gone wrong in the past few days. ”

Through the driver's statement, I gradually came to the original situation of the matter.

After thinking about it carefully, Shen Nao's background is not good, he has worked hard to this day completely on his own.

He said that he couldn't rely on power in Chongqing, and he was blocked by Huo Jidu, and now in such a situation, he should be very helpless.

Haruka remembered what the detective had said, and a sense of guilt came over her.

I always felt that Shen Nao was harming me and using me as a gunman, and I never thought about how difficult it was for him.

sighed and replied: "I will wait for Shen Nao outside the 'Yujing' with you at night." "I really don't want to go into that place.

I took a taxi from school to 'Yujing', but the driver and Shen Nao hadn't come yet, so I stood outside and waited.

After a while, a charcoal black cheetah XJ business car drove over, I couldn't help but take a look, the door slowly opened, and Huo Jidu's mother's figure with a cashew-colored grained leather seat was elegant and luxurious in my sight.

Subconsciously, he didn't want to make contact with her, so he turned his face and turned his back to them.

Who knows, ten seconds later, a call behind me that I least want to hear pulls me back to reality.

Turning back slowly, Nie Zhuoge jumped around.

Before, she kept saying that I stabbed her, but now she is so enthusiastic that she is not afraid of hurting her tongue?

She walked up to me: "Lily, what happened that day was not your fault, the doctor said that it was a reverse force after identification, maybe the glass was not of good quality, I had a little argument with you at the time, I thought you were going to hurt me, I'm sorry." ”

That being said, the meaning is that I hurt her.

I despise her from the bottom of my heart, but Huo Jidu's mother was present, so I couldn't make the atmosphere so stiff, so I had to secretly poke and respond: "Congratulations on your recovery." ”

Nie Zhuoge didn't seem to see the disgust in my eyes, and continued to himself: "Are you waiting for Brother Jidu here?"

It's impossible for her not to know that Huo Ji and I are separated, since she knows, she shouldn't come to stab my heart again, if this continues, my wounds will always be beaten by wind and rain.

Huo Jidu hurt me, what kind of person are you, Nie Zhuoge, why did you hurt me?

Naturally, I won't give a good face: "I'm sorry, I broke up with Commander Huo." ”

"Really, why didn't I listen to Brother Jidu?"

"Inconsequential people, he shouldn't want to reveal them. ”

She and Huo Jidu are so close, naturally they will not be inconsequential people, but I don't want to let her verbally, even if I survive, I have to numb myself to be happy.

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