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I can.

Chen Shi completely ignored my words after hearing this, so we rolled the sheets for a while, I won't say how cool it is, anyway, it's very cool, just remember that Chen Shi said while exercising and breathing heavily, "To the west, you call a little quieter." ”

I didn't dare to make a sound at all when he said that, and kept pulling the pillow and biting the corners of the quilt.

I don't know when the horn was replaced by Chen Shi's hand, and I bit a piece of his wrist.

Isn't this how we can feel each other more deeply?

I'm enjoying this indulgence, and I think Chen Shi is the same as me.

Later, we hugged for a long time, and when everything was over, I lazily lay in Chen Shi's arms, the weather in Beijing in June had begun to be sweltering, and the fine sweat on the two of us seemed to merge together.

Then Chen Zhi went to take a shower, and when he came back, he hugged me again.

I don't want to talk, I feel so tired.

Chen Shi didn't speak, he closed his eyes and grabbed my mouth and kissed it.

After enough rest, I left his arms and lay curled up with my back to him, Chen Shi put his arm behind me and gently hugged me. His face pressed against my back, leaving a wet patch.

I cried too, I don't know why I just wanted to cry so much.

I turned around and rested my head on his chin. Chen Shi lowered his head, dragged me by the waist and moved me up a little, turning into the appearance of us facing each other.

After thinking about it for a long time, he sighed and said, "To the west." ”

"Well, I'm listening. ”

"To the west. ”

I smiled and waited for what he was about to say.

He said, "Let's break up." ”

Stunned for a moment, I looked at him and nodded.

Let's break up, maybe it's a day of breakup, maybe it's a year of breakup, maybe it's a breakup for a lifetime. And that doesn't really make a difference.

I looked at him, at his face, and at his still-young, ** body. This body is beautiful, and I am happy that for the past seven years, it belongs only to me, it only has my taste, only the traces I have left.

It's a pity that after today, everything can only be said to be uncertain.

I lifted the quilt and got off the bed, and walked into the bathroom generously, maybe I didn't need so much cover at this time. I took a thirty-minute shower, rinsing myself thoroughly and letting my tears run clean.

I understand that after this day, I probably shouldn't even appear in front of Chen Shi like this.

We did it again, and by the end of the day I couldn't take it anymore and finally snuggled up in his arms and cried and cried. Then I fell asleep and seemed to hear him singing in my ear.

It was as if I heard him say, "I promised you to sing to you." ”

Perhaps, we really can't live a lifetime.

When I woke up, it was late at night, and I turned my head to the empty side behind me. There seemed to be a little wrinkle and depression left by the old in the sheets. When I touch it with my hand, it seems that there is still a little bit of temperature.

But his people are no more.

It took me a long time to calm down.

After that, I worked hard to adjust myself for a few days, worked hard, and the second interview went well, and I started to prepare for going to Japan, which took two years, and I went back to accompany my mother in the last month before leaving.

My mom didn't say anything about my decision, she just said that she still remembered that I was in my junior year and was also preparing to go to Japan, but after so many years of tossing, I finally had to go.

I said yes, after so many years, I still went back to my own life and walked the path I should have taken a long time ago. In the past few years, I tossed for Chen Zhi, for Chen Zhi to grow, and for Chen Zhi to change, I want to live a good life for myself while I am still young.

I'm leaving, and I haven't been there for long, but some of my friends are still going to get together in the last days, and Xonia is indispensable, of course, and Rarity. I also went to see Lao Bi, and even flew to Shanghai to meet Chen Shi, and of course, Si Chen.

Standing in front of Si Chen's grave, I remembered what Xu Nia said when he decided not to go to Guangzhou, he said to Chen Shi, "SLAM is only temporarily separated, we have not disbanded, and we will have a concert together in five years." ”

That five years, in fact, only the last year remained. There's only one year left, so why not.

I never thought that one day I would cry like a fool to Si Chen.

I said, "Si Chen, do you know that if you hadn't provoked me for Chen Xiang seven years ago, then I wouldn't have entered the lives of your group." If you don't reconcile with Chen Xiang, she won't suffer so much for you. You and Chen Zhi and Xu Nia will not be separated, SLAM will always be there. But in the end, you and Chen Xiang are not together, and Chen Shi and I are not together, and there will be no SLAM again. ”

I cried and looked at the face of Si Chen on the tombstone when he was seventeen years old, which I had never seen, and that was what Chen Xiang loved the most when he was young.

Maybe that's what makes people happen.

So, Si Chen, do you regret it?

After leaving Shanghai, I took a break in the small towns in Jiangsu and Zhejiang, I have been so tired over the years, and I may be even more tired after arriving in Japan, I want to take advantage of the last time to rest, until two days before I went to Tokyo, I returned to Tianjin.

I'm leaving, and I've seen all the people I can't let go, but I haven't seen Chen Zhi again, and I haven't even left myself the opportunity to meet him again.

But Dong, who I entrusted to Xu Nia to take care of, heard him say that he was still sent to Chen Shi.

Dong is seven years old, the dog's seven years old is not the same as the human seven years old, at first I wanted to take it away, but Xu Nia said that Dong is already old for a dog at this age, if you can't take care of it, let him stay.

I still remember when I first brought Dong back, he was still a small one and hadn't even been weaned, at that time, Chen Shi always said that Dong was his son, and asked me to take care of Dong, and if I didn't take care of it, he would come to find fault with me.

Okay, okay, I told myself again and again not to think about Chen Zhi anymore, but how can it seem that everything around me has to do with him in such a small way.

The night before I left, I slept with my mom. She said that I had never left her for so long since I was so old, and she was not at ease, and she said that no matter how old I was, she was not at ease.

She also said that I have been a very well-behaved girl since I was a child, and she always thought that I could live an ordinary life, get married a year or two after graduating from college, and give her a little granddaughter when she was almost twenty-five years old. She never thought that her daughter would be so capable and more prominent, but she always thought that I should be happy.

I touched a handful of tears, and I said Mom, I'm actually very happy.

Regarding the question I asked Si Chen, I am afraid that I will not know his answer in this life. But I don't regret it, I won't regret going around Chen Shi in this life. This lap has been going on for many years, and it doesn't seem like it's enough to keep us entangled for the rest of our lives, but if time goes backwards, I think I would still choose to meet him and fall in love with him.

I don't regret it. Loving Chen Shi is the happiest thing in my life.

My mother also said that in the past few years, she always urged me to get married, and then she stopped urging me, but this time she still had to urge me.

So I promised her that if I met the right person in the past two years, I would cherish it.

This sentence is also true. Maybe that's the difference between me and Chen Shi separating and breaking up. After breaking up, we will not be bound when we encounter another happiness in the future.

Actually, Chen Shi came to see me off on the day I left, and if he didn't say it, it doesn't mean that I didn't know.

In those two years, there were very few direct flights from Tianjin to Tokyo. I want to go from Beijing, and I didn't let my mother send me, I arrived at the bus station at three o'clock in the morning to take the bus to the airport, and after completing the check-in, I went to have a breakfast, the location on the second floor, and when I looked down, I accidentally saw Chen Shi.

He sat where I had just sat and propped his head on his hands.

My heart is so sad, in fact, there was a moment when I hesitated, whether to go down and run to him now, and then the two of them cried together vividly, crying enough, maybe saying I don't want to go, or he said I don't want you to go. Then I stayed as a matter of course, and we reconciled.

But then what? It's not just that I don't have faith, but Chen Zhi should be the same.

Then, there is an endless quarrel, arguing and arguing to consume all these feelings in the end, and then it may be the real separation.

Time has changed Chen Shi and changed me, and I finally realized that what I wanted most at that time was not to stay with Chen Shi, but to let myself go and take a look.

I know why Chen Shi said to break up, and I know that this may be the best, I can finally go without worries, and we don't need to be tied together by any promises. Maybe when I leave, he will meet someone who is better and more suitable for him, and maybe I will be happy first.

I don't blame him, it's he who said what I didn't dare to say, what I didn't dare to make, and made it for me.

We're all so tired, and it's probably time for this relationship to draw a break.

But I'm still sad.

The ending will be together, the ending will be together, the ending will be together~ There are not a few chapters~ Wrap up~ In fact, this time the separation is just for them to think about it, in order to meet new choices. But they successfully passed the test~ and it won't be the same as before

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