Before leaving Shanghai, I found a chance to meet Chen Xiang, and by the way, I also met her current boyfriend, a very sunny man, who smiled very gently, even if it was the first time they met, it was easy to give people a sense of closeness.

And then his voice was exactly the same as what I heard on the phone that time, and it seems that they must have been together for a while. That's good.

Later, I learned that this man named Qi Xiang was Chen Xiang's high school classmate, that is, he should know Si Chen.

In fact, Chen Xiang also mentioned it unintentionally, when she said Si Chen's name, her eyes were just faint, and it seemed that there was no great sadness or joy, just like talking about other people's business. On the contrary, her boyfriend looked at me very vigilantly, and when Chen Xiang went to the bathroom, I asked him, "Do you know about Si Chen?"

He nodded, "He's been my best friend since I was seven years old." ”

I was surprised by this result, and I continued to ask, "Then why don't you tell Chen Xiang." ”

He squinted at me, and suddenly sneered, which was diametrically opposed to the gentle appearance he had always had before, "People are selfish, whether it is for myself or for Chen Xiang, I hope she will never know about this and never remember that person." ”

"Si Chen is your friend. I whispered a rebuttal.

He said, "He was my friend when he was alive, but when people die, they are dead, and there is no meaning." ”

This man, I think he's calm and terrible. When Chen Xiang came back, he changed his previous smile again, helped her pull out the chair, and helped her change to a cup of black tea with just the right temperature.

And Chen Xiang, I can see that she is very happy.

Happiness is good, why should I block them? Before leaving, Qi Xiang said to send me, but we didn't communicate along the way, but the last look he gave me also impressed me.

That look seemed to warn me not to mention Si Chen's matter to Chen Xiang, and it seemed to promise that he would make Chen Xiang happy.

I took a deep breath, or maybe this was what Si Chen wanted.

Chen Shi saw Qi Xiang sending me back in the upstairs room of the hotel, and when I was opening the door, I felt that something was wrong behind me, and when I turned around, I saw him.

Chen Shi glanced at me and didn't speak, but judging from his expression, he should be a little unhappy.

In fact, Chen Shi has not been happy since Si Chen's accident, and I didn't plan to make things worse for him, so I opened the door and directly beckoned him in, and then took some snacks for him to eat.

Chen Shi didn't like to eat snacks either, so he put aside all the jelly potato chips I handed over, and after enduring it for a long time, he still asked me, "Who is the person who sent you back?"

I was stunned for a moment and explained, "That's Chen Xiang's boyfriend." ”

"Boyfriend?"

He walked to the window and took a look, but Qi Xiang's car was no longer visible downstairs.

We didn't say much about Chen Xiang, but it can be regarded as having our own hearts, and we still think of each other more or less. I stole a glance at him and saw that he had been watching me silently as well.

Before leaving, Chen Shi just instructed, "The plane at seven o'clock in the evening, I will pick you up at five o'clock." ”

"Let's go our separate ways. ”

Chen Shi didn't speak, turned around and left. I understand that he is worried, and after experiencing what happened to Si Chen, we finally understand that life is sometimes very short, and accidents can happen at any time.

Are we afraid of death? We should be afraid, but perhaps what is more afraid is that when we die, we haven't loved enough, and we haven't had time to love well.

On the plane back to Beijing, Chen Shi and I didn't sit together, Rarity and I were in the same row, and Chen Shi and Xu Nia were in the first two rows of us. This time it was rainy again, and when we got to Beijing, the plane circled for a long time, and once when the air flow was relatively strong, I remembered the day we set off from Beijing to attend Si Chen's wedding.

That time, Chen Shi held my hand tightly.

And then I looked up and couldn't even see his back.

After getting off the plane, we went our separate ways, Rarity took me back to the dorm room, and Chen Shi picked me up a little bit. I glanced in the direction they left, and Rarity reminded, "Aren't you afraid that if you let go of your hand, he'll really get lost?"

I shook my head helplessly, "Actually, I can't catch him anymore, in this case, I just hope that I can be chic." ”

If it weren't for Si Chen's matter, Chen Zhi would have traveled all the way to Sichuan to find me, maybe we would have reconciled, but since it happened, we don't have the heart to talk about our feelings for the time being.

Because I finally realized the shortness of life, I hope that I can leave this small circle and go outside to take a look in my lifetime, and not leave any regrets.

Not long after I returned to Beijing, I received a notice from Taili that I had passed the preliminary examination for applying for a resident correspondent in Tokyo, and there was an interview after that, so I could start preparing to go to Japan as soon as July.

I didn't want to hide it, after all, it would be two years since I left, and I told my mom, Rarity, and Hyunia. However, if you pass the first test, you may not be able to go, and I still have a choice and regret if I want to go in the end.

Before I decided, Chen Shi came to me.

I expected him to return, and Rarity couldn't have told him about it.

When I came home from work that day, I saw Chen Shi standing at the door of my dormitory waiting for me, I don't know how long he had been here, the sensor light in the corridor had long been extinguished, he was standing against the wall, smoking.

So all I see from afar is a tiny spark.

When I got closer, the lights came on, and Chen Shi tilted his head to look at me, smiled and said, "You're back." ”

I nodded and opened the door to let him in.

Chen Shi said, "Actually, I already knew that you lived here. ”

I didn't speak.

He continued, "Are you leaving? Heading west, you're going to Japan, aren't you?"

"Hmm

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