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Chen Xiang and I arrived in Beijing at noon, and then we had dinner together and symbolically cut a cake or something.

The candles didn't blow either, and they didn't play with children.

Xu Nia coaxed me to have a glass of wine with Chen Shi, Chen Shi glanced at me, he had already picked up the cup, I didn't react, and when I knew that I was going to get the cup, Chen Shi had already put down his hand again.

It's not a big deal, everyone is so familiar.

Xu Nia and Si Chen pooled money to buy a headset for Chen Shi, and I didn't understand their professional equipment, so they got together and tinkered for a while when they opened the gifts.

Chen Xiang asked me, "Are you two okay?"

I shook my head.

It's nothing, it's just that I haven't seen each other for too long, and when I sit together again, I suddenly feel a strangeness. But it doesn't seem to be a long time, it's only two months, when Chen Shi went to Guangzhou, we didn't see each other for three months, and when he came back, the two of them were still hugging each other and kissing in the dark.

But now it doesn't feel right, at first the two of us sat next to each other, and then everyone wiped the cake with each other for a while, and the position was messed up, and Chen Shi ran to Xu Ya's side.

And I, having a decent drink.

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I've been working as an assistant for the last two months, and I'm drinking a lot better now than I used to. Chen Shi would take the time to look at me, just look at him, and when I went to see him, he turned his face sideways and didn't speak.

He didn't bother to talk to me at that time, and he was also expressing his anger.

I blame myself for making Chen Shi unhappy on his birthday. So I took the initiative to go to him, and pulled his hand under the table, at first Chen Zhi was avoiding me, and he would only deliberately make himself appear more angry when he was angry.

I think it's okay for him to be angry, and it's a better situation to solve.

After grabbing Chen Shi's hand, I didn't let go, whether he was happy or not, I had already felt Chen Shi's little temper thoroughly, every time he was unhappy, as long as I took the initiative to show favor, he had no temper.

Then Chen Shi turned his head and glared at me, but under the table he had already taken the initiative to hold my hand with his backhand, and his strength was so great.

I stole a glance at Chen Zhi, who was smiling, holding back the obvious smile that he didn't want to express as before. Then I sighed faintly, I just felt unhappy in my heart, and after this small action was discovered by Chen Zhi, he glared at me several times.

I looked at him and didn't know what to say.

Chen Shi went to the bathroom, and then Si Chen also went out. I think Si Chen went to talk to Chen Shi, because it was already more than twenty minutes after they came back and forth, and the two of them came back together.

We don't know what the two of them said, but it may have something to do with me, Si Chen smiled at me when he came back.

That kind of smile is also familiar to me, Si Chen has also helped me solve some troubles before, and his smile means to make me feel at ease. So I looked at Chen Shi again, and Chen Shi didn't seem to have a stiff face like just now.

Later, Si Chen took Chen Xiang away, and Xu Nia also answered the phone with a fake appearance, saying that there was a girl waiting for him to save.

Then there were only two people, me and Chen Zhi.

Chen Shi looked at me, "Let's go." ”

I sighed, got up and went to settle the bill, anyway, Chen Shi gave me the money every month, and it didn't matter if either of us went to settle the bill, and he didn't stop me.

Their dormitory in the restaurant where I ate was quite close, and after I went out, I consciously walked in that direction, and Chen Zhi followed me, without talking or getting angry.

The only thing I could feel was the occasional footsteps in a quiet environment.

It was already cold in Beijing at the end of October, but we didn't have too much intimacy along the way, as if we didn't need to perform anything when we were the only ones left.

I really didn't deliberately alienate Chen Zhi, and I don't know what he thinks, anyway, neither of them took the initiative.

Go upstairs, open the door, and enter the room.

I have always been in front of Chen Shi, the key was assigned a long time ago, and I am very accustomed to the action of opening the door, no longer like at the beginning when I always had to be behind Chen Shi, waiting for him to open the door for me, and then waiting for him to take me here and there.

Even this Beijing city, which is easy for me to get lost, is much more familiar than before, and I have followed the interview a few times, and gradually I have the concept of southeast, northwest, and northwest.

It's no longer like before, wherever I go, I will hold Chen Shi's hand for fear that I will get lost.

What is the significance of all these changes when they are projected in Chen Zhi's eyes?

When we are constantly changing, there are some things that will not change, such as the partition room is always so small, and you can only sit on the bed when you enter the room.

It's only four o'clock in the afternoon, but in the partition room, it's no different from ten o'clock in the evening, and if you don't turn on the lights, it's pitch black, and when you turn on the lights, it's not necessarily better.

At this time, there was no one else in the dormitory, so I opened the door to change the air, probably because I didn't want to be so bored and panicked by the two of us.

As I walked back, Chen Shi glanced at me again, and he was sitting in the middle of the bed.

The bed wasn't big, and no matter which side I sat on, I still had to be close to him.

My hesitation made Chen Zhi unhappy again, in fact, he didn't know what was going on with me, and from Chen Shi's point of view, he probably felt inexplicable, and even I couldn't tell it myself.

Chen Shi looked at me a few more times, but I still sat next to him according to his wishes, and was hugged by his shoulders.

Chen Zhi is a bit domineering at this time, he is such a temper, he hides a lot of things in his heart and is unwilling to say, but he is not the kind of person who wants to let go if he doesn't know it.

After hugging me for a while, he raised his eyelids to look at me, "Where's the gift?"

I hesitated for a moment, then took out the passbook and put it directly in Chen Shi's hand.

The lights are too dim, I can't see anything at a glance, and everyone usually uses cards, who else will use a passbook, the reason why I carry a passbook is because I can see specific numbers on it, and seeing those numbers makes people feel down-to-earth.

Every month, I just put the money that Chen Shi transferred to me in this passbook, and before I came, I took out all my money and transferred it to this passbook.

Chen Shi frowned after seeing the things in his hand, he threw the passbook on the bed, turned around and squeezed my shoulder, especially hard, "Xiangxi, what do you mean, you want to break up with me?"

Breaking up was the first word that Chen Shi thought of after seeing the passbook.

He thinks that if I return the money he gave me in one lump sum, I want to clear the money.

Actually, I didn't mean that, but I didn't have time to explain, and Chen Shi didn't want to give me a chance to explain. He is a person who is very good at countering violence with violence, of course, I don't do anything violent, but in Chen Zhi's thinking, if I want to break up with him, it will probably be no different from fighting him, or even more serious.

His little physique has been trained very well, and I can't resist at all when he is strong at this time.

In just ten seconds, Chen Shi had already pressed me on the bed with my mouth, the side of the bed squeaked, I finally pushed him away a little, exhaled hard and said, "I'm not ......"

Before he finished speaking, he was held down again.

In bed, the two of us were fighting, I just wanted him to let go of me and let me explain things clearly, but Chen Shi felt that when I opened my mouth, I must have said what he didn't want to say, so he focused on attacking my mouth.

I don't think he will let me go until I am suffocated.

Then he started to pull my clothes, which didn't work very well, it was winter, we were all dressed a lot, and he couldn't give me a chance to say break up or anything, anyway, he didn't go so well with my struggles.

The most important thing is that although Chen Shi was angry at this time, he was reluctant to hurt me, and his movements were still measured, but I kicked him several times.

If you continue to make trouble like this, there will always be times when you are tired.

When I was tired, I didn't move, lying flat on the bed, Chen Zhi was still focused on kissing my mouth, and he opened his eyes and looked at me when he noticed that I stopped resisting.

His eyes were red, and he didn't know if he was angry with me, and then he let go of me.

At that time, half of my clothes had been torn by him, and I felt like I had been abused.

Chen Shi turned his back to me, I was very angry in my heart, I didn't want to talk, I sorted out my clothes by myself, and wanted to leave.

When I walked to the door, Chen Shi pulled my wrist, my strength was not great, I still couldn't go, and I remembered that today was Chen Shi's birthday.

So Chen Shi hugged me, from behind, his head was slightly lowered and stuck in the position of my neck socket, his body was very hot, but my body was cold and cold.

Chen Shi put my hand in the palm of his hand again, and warmed my hand little by little as before.

I couldn't help it and turned around and hugged him.

I asked Chen, "What's wrong with us?"

He couldn't say anything.

Regarding the passbook, I still made it clear to Chen Shi. I gave him a passbook, not because I wanted to break up, but a few days ago, I heard from Xu Niana that they were planning to pay for a demo by themselves, and the company still had a laissez-faire attitude towards them, but now that there are more and more fans, some people want to buy their discs.

They don't want to make money, it's probably an ideal of making music, and they want to transform their voices into something that they can actually get in their hands.

Record a demo, the quality is better, in fact, forty or fifty thousand is enough. But they are a band, and they demand more, and Chen Zhi's character must be the best if he wants to do it.

Finally, the question comes back to money.

Xu Nia spends money lavishly and has no savings, Si Chen's money is used to help Chen Xiang fill the holes in her house, and Chen Shi's money is placed here with me, but it is not enough to meet their requirements.

So I also put out the money I had saved and put it together, and the savings of Chen Shi and I for more than a year, plus the money I had saved since I was in college, added up to 80,000 yuan.

When Chen Xiang was in trouble, 80,000 yuan was still an astronomical amount for us, but now, it was saved little by little.

I didn't prepare a birthday gift for Chen Shi, I just wanted to give him this as a birthday gift, and I wanted to help him record a demo.

This money is also what I want to use to marry Chen Shi in the future, but now, marriage is far away. When I decided to use this money to fulfill Chen Shi's dream, I didn't hesitate at all, and even felt very happy for a while.

But in fact, they have also calculated that for now, they can sell a few hundred demos at most, and if they make a thousand, they will have to sell it for eighty yuan to recover the cost, but this pricing is unreasonable, so it can only be set at forty to fifty, and it has been a bloodless business from the beginning.

This is the first thing I really did for him since I met Chen Shi, but I didn't expect to be misunderstood by him.

Chen Shi looked at the passbook again under the light, and then looked at me.

He asked, "Where did the money come from?"

I was angry again, and I wanted to leave again, Chen Shi didn't feel awkward with me anymore, pulled me back and hugged me tightly, and his tone was soft, "Can't you not make me angry?"

I didn't move.

Chen Shi said again, "I really like you, you know? ”

When he said this, I still couldn't resist it.

This time it didn't roll into sheets, and as soon as we lay down, there was a lot of movement next door.

This is a partition room, and if you move a little bigger, the walls will be deformed. I leaned over curiously, touched the wall with one hand, and couldn't help but laugh after clearly feeling the strength.

Chen Shi glared at me vigorously and dragged me back to prevent me from touching the wall.

Actually, I don't mean anything else, I just think it's funny, but Chen Shi is just unhappy, I have always been a very well-behaved girl in his heart, but unfortunately after the two of us were together, I kept refreshing his perception of me, tearing off the disguise of that good girl, in fact, my heart is not pure at all.

But Chen Shi said that he recognized everything, who made him fall in love with me.

I also have an attitude of recognition towards Chen Zhi.

I think we will definitely get married, or if I will get married in the future, that person must be Chen Zhi.

So much has happened to both of us, I'm not a virgin anymore, and more importantly, we've done it many, many times, and this kind of intimacy can't be replaced casually.

When I joined the internship, I went for a full body check-up, and the doctor said that I was in good health and that there was no problem. Includes menstrual period disorders more than a year ago.

Others say that with regular sex, life is normal.

Now, Chen Shi has cured me of this disease, and I feel that I can only marry him in this life.

A little quarrel or sweetness after the Cold War is a rule between me and Chen Shi, others seem to be boring, as the parties both feel special, but that's the way it is.

After Chen Shi's birthday this time, the two of us kept in touch frequently.

When he called me, Chen Shi would also ask me about my work, and then he would praise me, and he found out that I was actually an independent girl, but when Chen Shi praised me, he would like to say that his girlfriend or something, in short, he would not call my name directly, and there was a little intimacy between the words, of course, these are only the two of us, in front of others, Chen Shi is still a very serious person.

But that's enough.

Chen Zhi and they still recorded a demo, and everything was ready, so the disc came out in less than half a month, a thousand.

Along with the disc came my passbook, which didn't touch a penny.

Later, Chen Shi still decided to use the least amount of money to make the disc, they also accumulated some contacts this year, and many programmers also tried their best to help, and the quality of the final discs was very good, but the envelope was not the one with the plastic shell, and the lyrics were not printed particularly exquisitely, it was simple.

Chen Shi didn't plan to use this money from the beginning, and from the moment he decided to give me the money he saved every month, he said that the money would be my dowry in the future.

When I received it, I felt happy, but I didn't know that Chen Shi thought like that. He thought, what if the two of us don't get together in the future, of course, if he thinks that I choose to leave him, he thinks it's good that I can have some money in my hands.

I have always left a way back for myself, and Chen Zhi has given me his own way back. It's a pity that I know all this a long time later.

Sometimes, our lives are like those lame romances, but unfortunately it is the male number one in my heart who always pays affectionately regardless of return or even does not express it.

Or, who is the real male number one, it's up to us to decide.

Entering November, I am even busier, the unified examination is in January, and by this time I have not told Chen Shi about going to Beijing, in order to surprise him.

And Chen Zhi now has a new job, selling discs, selling his own discs.

It's also very difficult, I can't think of what it looks like, but I think Chen Shi's little appearance shouldn't be wrapped in a down jacket and stand under the overpass to sell, he should just say something casually when singing in a bar, right?

I don't know how the sales of that demo were, Chen Zhi only told me that it was okay, Si Chen and Xu Nia were all okay, and Chen Xiang got the same result. So I have no way of knowing how good this is, how good it is.

That's how I've been coping with myself these days.

In the last month of my internship at the magazine, I gradually became familiar with the work, and I had more opportunities to go out and interview, sometimes with the heads of some medium-sized companies, and sometimes with the owners of small shops. Most of them are what I am more interested in, and the editor-in-chief also mentioned to me that I can stay and continue to work, I still want to go to graduate school, and she said that it is okay to come back after graduation.

This kind of retention makes me more energetic when I work.

That month, I helped the magazine get an advertisement, which was actually purely accidental, but the bonus commission added up to more than 4,000, plus the money Chen Shi gave me, I saved 10,000 yuan this month, and I wanted to help Chen Shi do something, even if it cost some money.

This is also a convenient part of my work.

I asked Xu Niya to send me another ten demos, and when I went to interview the owner of the sukiyaki restaurant two days ago, I wanted to give him one and let him broadcast it in the store, but he was rejected.

When I went to interview the nail salon chain, I took it out again, and the results were pretty much the same.

The only one willing to help is Lao Bi, when no one sings in the rivers and lakes, Lao Bi will let people keep looping the SLAM disc, and say that they will be the living signboards of the rivers and lakes in the future.

I didn't know that I was working so secretly, but the matter reached Xu Yi.

And when Xu Yi knew, this was no longer a good thing, I followed the interview is work, and by the way, recommending SLAM is to use the public for personal gain, and the impact on the magazine is not good if the problem is serious.

The Japanese are still quite rigid on these issues, and I have made some taboos in what I do.

However, the editor-in-chief didn't know, because he was stopped by Xu Yi, it turned out that he knew more than the editor-in-chief in this magazine, and there were other eyeliner.

This time, Xu Yi mentioned me, and I can only thank him.

In addition to thanking them, I couldn't help but ask him what I could do now to help them.

Actually, I can guess that Xu Yi is willing to help when he is there, and Xu Nia may not be looking for him, but Rarity's eighth woman will definitely tell everything.

It's just that they don't need Xu Yi's help at this time, and without Xu Yi's advice, they still get things done well.

However, the problem is that the products that are made are good, but the sales have become a problem.

So Xu Yi's answer to me was very straightforward, how to sell those discs, he really couldn't help.

This can't help and it doesn't really help, it's probably Xu Yi who feels that it's not within the scope of what he should help. Sometimes I think that Xu Yi's existence is the same as the partition room where Chen Zhi and them live, and it can block the wind and rain at critical moments, but in fact, it is still a test.

Xu Yi is an examiner in front of SLAM, and Xu Yi will pay more attention to what they do than me, so sometimes he has already weighed the favors I want him to help.

I think that in front of Xu Yi, I am also a little transparent who can't resist scrutiny, I have never been able to understand and guess what he wants to do, but what I want to do, what we people want to do, has always been within the scope of his calculations.

When I was cleaning the room, I took out Xu Yi's poster and looked at it, it's been five years, and this poster looks very old. And when I decided to be with Chen, I knew that I wouldn't be putting this poster on the wall anymore, so I ended up putting the poster and the signed CD in the back of the cabinet.

And the mobile phone number he wrote to me, but I couldn't find anything.

On the last day of November, I finished my three-month internship, and when I went to meet the editor-in-chief, she was still very nice to me and liked me as much as ever.

But I understood that it was all with Xu Yi's help, and on the premise that she didn't know that I had made some small mistakes before.

I still kept a few words, but I am very determined to go to graduate school, and the effect of the review in the past few months is also good, so this time I want to say that.

But I didn't expect that the editor-in-chief said that there was a translation job he wanted to introduce to me.

At the beginning, speaking was still my shortcoming, but the results of the three-month training were actually very good, the anchor felt that I was quite suitable for that job, and she didn't know the specific content, so she said that she needed a girl in her early twenties, and the oral language could be used to communicate in daily life, and there was also a need to have a certain understanding of the Japanese entertainment circle and JPOP.

After listening to her, I felt that it was very suitable.

On top of that, this job requires a three-month business trip to Japan with the team, which happens to be just three months between the UEC and the re-examination.

I don't need to worry about visas at all.

At first, I couldn't study in Japan because of the material problems, and I thought that I would never have a chance to go in my life.

I used to say that I didn't want to go, which was a bit of a self-deception, but in fact I still wanted to go, so I chose this one of the multiple languages to show that I was interested. After studying for four years, I think it makes sense to want to go to that country.

And this time, just like my internship at the magazine, what people gave me was just a chance, and whether I could succeed or not depends on my own strength, and I had no reason to refuse anyway.

It was almost my birthday when I found out about it.

Chen Shi and I are actually more than a month apart from each other. The two of us didn't say a word on the birthday the year before last, last year's birthday Chen Shi couldn't come back in Guangzhou, and this year's birthday, I also looked forward to it, but the days are getting closer and closer, and he still doesn't seem to say anything.

And the day I was going to interview for a translator, it happened to be my birthday, and the anchor gave me the other party's business card, which was an agent in a studio.

I glanced at it, and I didn't pay much attention to it, but it was an unfamiliar name anyway.

But the opportunity for an interview is just like this, and the location is also in Beijing, so it's up to me to decide whether to decide whether or not, and I told the editor-in-chief that I would think about it again.

If Chen Shi wanted to spend my birthday with me that day, maybe I would really give up.

Chen Shi called me again in the evening, and we insisted on calling every day since his birthday.

I said, "This weekend ......."

Before he could finish speaking, he interrupted him.

His voice was very noisy, and he was still on the street, but Chen Shi didn't deliberately look for a quiet place, probably because the time was tight, he said, "I can't go back this weekend, the company has arranged two performances, I shouldn't be available." ”

"Oh. ”

Last time we were in the partition room, the room next to Honya was entered by someone from another band, and the girl was brought with him. Since then, Chen Shi has not allowed me to go to Beijing to find him, and he does not like to take me out to open a house, so he has taken leave every week to come back to see me.

But this time he said he didn't have time.

It's my birthday.

Chen Shi has a job to do, and as a girlfriend who can understand him, I don't think I should be willful at this time, but I will feel more or less regretful in my heart, especially regretful.

We've known each other for more than two years, and more than a year ago, and he hasn't really spent a birthday with me.

When I hung up the phone, I didn't say anything, I just forced a smile and wished him a smooth performance, and I forgot what I wanted to tell him about the interview before, and then I felt that it was not necessary to talk to him again.

I arrived in Beijing early in the morning on the day of the interview, and after coming so many times, I didn't wander between worrying about getting lost and getting lost as I did at the beginning, and I found that studio in the middle.

Said to be a studio, in fact, the area is very large, Chen Zhi and they signed a large record company, but I found that the area of this studio is also half the size of a record company.

Before I came, I guessed that this time I was probably working as a translator for the singer, and it was very exciting to meet some celebrities in Japan.

Although these are not enough for me to ignore the regret that Chen Shi can't accompany me on my birthday, they can only temporarily allow me to hide the depression in my heart

I went early, so I had to wait, and after three cups of coffee in the lounge, the door opened.

I was quite surprised when Xu Yi appeared, and then reacted and said a good coincidence, until he sat down in front of me, I couldn't believe that he was the one who wanted to find me as a translator this time.

I repeatedly confirmed the business card in my hand, and the name is indeed not related to Xu Yi, but he is just an agent.

So the agent also came and sat next to Xu Yi.

I want to leave, not because I can't work for Xu Yi, let alone because of stage fright, but because I feel that I have been calculated by Xu Yi again.

If he generously told me that there was such an opportunity, I think I would definitely be willing to try, after the internship, Chen Shi didn't particularly care about Xu Yi's affairs, and even I was a little let go.

But now, I don't know.

I want to go, Xu Yi didn't stop him, and he didn't even say anything, in front of other people, the two of us are strangers. I left so hastily and gave them a bad impression.

When I got to the door, I hesitated.

Turning back to where I was, I said, "I want an interview." ”

Xu Yi has been reading the document before, and that document is actually my resume, he shouldn't have read it before, and now he may not be curious, probably to pass the time.

So when I walked back, he raised his eyes, and then he looked at me closely.

When I came to the interview, I could also dress up, plus today is my birthday, I got up before dawn to put on makeup, my hair was blown for money, and the clothes were bought with the seniors of the magazine, which is a small brand.

Everything doesn't look like the previous students, mature, but not old.

I think I look pretty good today, but in front of Xu Yi, who has seen so many good-looking girls, I don't have so much confidence. What's more, from the moment he closed the file, a pair of eyes stayed on me.

Xu Yi said, "Sit down." ”

The content of the interview is also very simple, Xu Yi and the agent do not know Japanese, I am the same as other girls who were recommended to come for an interview, before coming here, someone has specially tested the oral level, this time I came over is actually the same as an ordinary interview, talk about my own situation, and then talk about the content of the work.

In terms of strength, everyone is similar, but I was the first one to come, so I was arranged to interview first.

I don't know if this sincerity is important in their eyes, but I still want to know what Xu Yi says about me.

He calculated again, I don't really care if I can get this job, and I really want to say that I say no when he tells me to hire me.

I just want to refuse Xu Yi once.

Chen Shi said that I have a big temper now, it turns out that I am really big.

I don't know what it's like when someone else interviews, but since there is an agent, his presence is certainly not a decoration, but as soon as I sat down, the agent opened the door and went out.

There were only two people left in the room, Xu Yi and me.

I glared at him, hard.

Xu Yi couldn't help but smile, "Let's introduce yourself?"

I glared at him again, and then began to make an introduction in a regular manner, the previous interview jobs were all in Japanese to do self-PR, I also have this habit, so as soon as I open my mouth, it is Japanese, and I am very proficient in speaking, after three months of training, I have become more careful about my speaking, and this self-introduction is also very fluent

To put it mildly, now I can give myself a 90 points.

Xu Yi listened very seriously, nodding against my resume from time to time, but I felt that he was comparing my current appearance with the ID photo taken when he was a freshman on his resume. Because in the process, Xu Yi smiled, and the smile was not obvious, but I found out.

I talked about three minutes in that paragraph, and after I finished speaking, I looked at Xu Yi and waited for his next question.

However, he, put my resume on the table and poured me a glass of water.

"You just made an introduction in Japanese?"

I nodded, "yes." ”

Xu Yi frowned, deliberately pretending to be very helpless, "Then please repeat it in Chinese, I can't understand Japanese." ”

He's playing tricks on me again!

At this time, there was no one else in the room, and I asked, "Then why didn't you just say it directly?"

Xu Yi thought about it, as if he was seriously considering a problem.

And he said, "I think it's good." ”

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