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Chen Shi and I didn't have to get up early, and when I was about to make breakfast, he dragged him back and got tired in the bed until nine o'clock.

He kissed my mouth from time to time, and his eyes narrowed into a curved line, which was very beautiful. It's a pity that there are no windows in the compartment, and I think it would be better if there was sunlight coming in.

When I look at Chen Shi, I will remember when we first met, and now, it has been more than a year and a half.

At that time, he still ignored me, and often dragged the two hundred and fifty or eighty thousand, and those past memories were very clear.

And now, Chen Zhi is by my side, like a tamed lion cub.

The company asked him to dye his hair flaxen, which would look lighter under the sun, his hair was messy, and his skin was particularly white.

Actually, I still like Chen Shi's black hair, his hair quality is very good, I like the feeling of inserting my fingers into his hair, the same as the shampoo advertisement, when I say this, Chen Shi can't help laughing, saying that I am stupid, and I am probably proud in my heart.

But right now, he was rounded and flattened by others, and there were newly pierced ears on his ears.

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That kind of steel nail is not good-looking, so Chen Shi changed the ear studs directly after the ear piercing, and replaced them before the wound healed, and the process would be particularly painful.

I remember that day Xu Nia complained to me on the phone that the record company did not arrange the release of albums, but would only make a fuss about their appearance all day long, and I don't know which new female supervisor gave the order, and the three of them were shot separately.

The wound in the summer is not easy to recover, and when I came, Chen Zhi had been wearing this ear stud for several days, but the earlobe on one side was still obviously red and swollen.

When I accidentally touched it, Chen Zhi frowned slightly, and then Xu Nia immediately made a painful expression of grinning, he said that this is called empathy, and immediately covered his ears after speaking, his eyes were wet, and the tip of his nose was a little red, I suspect that he really cried when he pierced his ears.

Xu Nia is a person who is very afraid of pain, and he is also very afraid of blood, he would rather take a punch than go to the hospital for injections, and blood tests or something will be resistant from the bottom of his heart.

But I heard that the female executive was obsessed with a bass player who was active in the sixties and seventies, and then Xu Langlang's ears inexplicably had several holes, exactly the same as the deceased bass player.

That's all for later, I just want to say that this record company is very inhumane, but when you think about it, there are vampires in the industry, and no one is better than the other. And the fact is that after the studs, SLAM has more fans, and now there is no need to tip people for toasts.

This is a little bit of progress, after the income is high, Chen Zhi and they still live in the partition room, and the habit of spending a lot in life seems to be a matter of the previous life.

I also once asked them why they were so succumbing, in fact, Xu Nia is very rich, I don't know the situation in Si Chen's family, but looking at the way he spent money in the past, he shouldn't be wronged to live in the partition room.

Later, I learned that part of the reason why they did this and shared the hardships with Chen Shi was that they felt that their dreams were to work hard, so they didn't plan to rely on their families to achieve their goals, and they chose to work hard step by step like other musicians.

They are willing to be honed because they are confident enough to get through it all.

Chen Shi was gradually polished into an unfamiliar appearance, but I understood and believed that he was still the arrogant young man I knew and loved in his bones.

I didn't speak for a long time, and then Chen Zhi came over and played with my head, dragging in a tone, "What do you want?"

I grinned, "It's okay, I think your hair is actually pretty good." ”

Chen Shi glared at me several times, "I can't dislike it if I want to." ”

The sharp eyes are still the same as before, and they haven't changed at all.

After SLAM's popularity has improved, I won't be shouted around in the company, and this time I came to Chen Shi and took a day off smoothly.

Of course, we can't do anything during the day, and there is no air conditioning in the partition room, and the day is hotter than the night.

But Chen Zhi just doesn't want to get up.

He was tired, I didn't come, he wouldn't give himself a holiday, and now he was lazily lying on the bed, hugging me, and he didn't want to move at all.

When my mother was in a nursing home, she would massage the elderly who were bedridden all year round, and I learned some when I went to help.

So I said to Chen Shi, "Husband, I'm here to give you a massage?"

Chen Shi glanced at me, not quite convinced, and then I got out of the quilt, and by the way, I dragged Chen Shi out and let him lie on the bed.

Chen Shi's figure is very good, and he is the one with relatively good-looking muscle lines and no exaggeration. But I hadn't paid attention to it before, and now that I looked at it closely, I noticed that he had two more scars on his back.

He explained that he had been fighting with people in a bar when he first came to Beijing.

When he spoke, he was light and breezy, as if the injury was on someone else.

Then I gave Chen Zhi a massage, the technique was not very professional, and the strength was not enough. I didn't think I could just ride on him, and the range of movement was also very large, and I soon tossed a sweat again.

Chen Zhi also cooperated to get up under me, very comfortable.

Listen carefully, this little movement is not right, so we laughed together, Chen Shi smiled and laughed and found that I was laughing at him, and he became serious. Roll over on your own, still let me stay in the same position I just had.

I ran away from him with a thud.

Chen Zhi pinched my chin and teased the little girl's posture, "Tell me honestly, who did you learn from?"

Then I put my arms around Chen Zhi's neck and leaned towards his face, "In the nursing home, I learned from my mother, but I used to help those old people." Don't think too much, I'll ride you!"

This sentence sounded quite strange, and then Chen Shi's little face was faintly red, and finally tense very tightly, "Let me know that if you don't study well, you will be miserable." ”

I asked curiously, "How miserable is it?"

Chen Shi smiled and glanced at the side of the bed.

The box with the condom in it.

I screamed and ran out of his arms to get dressed.

Now I won't change my clothes with Chen Zhi on my back, the big deal will make him turn around, I don't think he will peek either, and he has seen it many times in the open, okay.

Except for Chen Zhi, I haven't shown my body to anyone, and even my mother hasn't seen it since puberty.

In fact, Xu Yi has also seen it, but he just saw me in a swimsuit, at this time I will regret it, and regret those photos even more, I think I should find a chance to find him to get the photos back.

But I just thought about it, and soon forgot about it.

We spent the morning fighting like this, and at noon I encouraged Chen Shi to go downstairs and buy a box of family-sized ice cream, especially a large one. It was so hot that we didn't have an appetite and fed each other ice cream.

Chen Shi also warned me while eating, just this time, girls can't eat so much cold.

I said yes, and continued to eat.

In fact, it doesn't seem to be very smooth after Chen Shi and I get together, from Tang Si to long-distance relationship, it seems that there are constant tribulations, but recently we are both in a better mood and have more sweet time.

I think it would be nice if I could always do this.

Recently, I have fallen in love with the phrase: small happiness – small but certain happiness.

I think Chen Zhi is my little luck, but it doesn't seem to be, the sense of happiness he brings me is strong, not small.

***

After tossing with Chen Shi until the afternoon, I suddenly remembered about work, and it was obvious that Chen Shi had always remembered it, but he didn't want to mention it.

He probably thought it would be nice for me to forget about it, but when I remembered it, he pursed his lips and asked me with a serious face, "Do you really want to go?"

I nodded, "No mistakes promised." ”

In Chen Shi's eyes, I haven't made any mistakes, and he will feel that it's not good for him to limit me too much, but he just doesn't want to let me go to work in a place related to Xu Yi so smoothly.

I was afraid that he would regret it again, so I decided to call Xu Yi immediately.

When he flipped through the address book, Chen Shi glanced at it, and his little face became gloomy again, "Do you still have a phone?"

Then I want to explain, in fact, there is nothing to explain, but Chen Zhi took my mobile phone directly, and he did not have the habit of looking through text messages and call logs, and the last time the student sent a message was seen by him.

In fact, Xu Yi and I haven't texted either.

Chen Shi directly dialed the phone, meaning that he said the same thing as Xu Yi about work.

I don't think it's anything, although these two people are full of gunpowder every time they meet, but after all, they used to be very familiar and familiar, and Chen Shi's mobile phone has always had Xu Yi's mobile phone number, and he will re-save it when he changes his mobile phone, he is just used to having a hard mouth, and he is not really unhappy with Xu Yi.

The phone was only answered when I made the second call, Xu Yi should be very busy, and then Chen Shi said that I had already talked to him about work.

The voice on the other side of the phone was relatively quiet, so I couldn't hear what Xu Yi was saying, but his tone was still a little surprised, so Chen Shi also smiled proudly, and pulled my hand over and fiddled with it by the way.

Then the two of them chatted a little more, there were things related to the company, Chen Zhi's attitude was obvious, he didn't want Xu Yi to interfere in his affairs, he just hoped that Xu Yi's friend would help take care of me.

I don't think I have to take care of it, I also plan to rely on my strength to go through this back door, I don't want to be favoritized or anything, and then Chen Shi glared at me and asked me not to intervene.

Chen Shi is a relatively low-key person, and he doesn't like to show affection in front of people, of course he won't say anything to Xu Yi about our family to the west, but what he said at this time is still full of a sense of protection.

Before hanging up the phone, Chen Zhi hugged me for a while, and then I didn't know it at the time, and suddenly I was hugged and made a little movement that was easier to make people want to be crooked.

I don't know what Xu Yi will think when he hears it.

Anyway, Chen Zhi was very proud at this time, and we lay on the bed and kissed again.

Then I'm leaving, and recently Chen Shi and I have agreed to meet once a week, so each time there can only be one day, and I have to go back the next night.

Chen Shi took me to dinner, he was already very familiar with Beijing at this time, and he took me to eat in a relatively high-end place, he told me to take me to Quanjude next time.

I said yes, yes, in fact, Tianjin also has Quanjude, but it doesn't feel so authentic. Of course, I'm not a foodie, but I just feel very intimate and happy to eat and drink with my boyfriend.

When I went to the train station, Chen Shi sent me, he didn't like me to send him, he was afraid that I would be sad, but he was used to sending me, and he would buy a platform ticket and look at it until he found a good seat before getting off the train.

During the summer vacation, the TV station rebroadcast "Love is Deep and Rainy", there is a song called "Parting Station", in fact, I am used to listening to rock punk and these lyrical slow songs will not be particularly cold, but because I have been on the train with Chen Shi too many times, so I will be particularly touched when I listen to this song.

I once secretly shed tears after the train left, not much, just one or two drops.

The parting scene will always repeat itself/You almost waved your hand off/When will the train bring you back/I'm here stupidly looking forward to/I don't care where you are/Please take care of me

I can't think about it, and the more I think about it, the more sad I become.

Chen Shi and I will not be separated for many years at a time, and we will be able to meet again soon, so we will feel much better when we think about it.

On the way, the two of us will talk on the phone, in fact, after being together for a long time, it is easy to not have many topics. But unlike Chen, I'm still a little fan of him, so when he talks about the band, I listen very devotedly, and then I don't forget to show my support and worship all the time.

When I got home, it was already nine o'clock in the evening, walking the dog, reading, doing problems, and sleeping.

After leaving Chen Shi, I was thrown into an ordinary life again, but I knew that it was good to have him thinking about me.

The next day I went to work as usual, and I was made as usual, and of course, this time even my boss would not be on my side. During the lunch break, a male colleague came to me, with clear eyebrows and beautiful eyes, looking like twenty-seven or eight, this is Xu Yi's classmate.

Sure enough, the person who can have a relationship with him is not far behind, Xu Yi asked him to take me to the magazine for an interview, but he didn't come in person, I don't know if it means to avoid suspicion.

But I think this arrangement is very good, but the lunch break is not particularly sufficient, and I will be worried.

The male colleague is also a person who does things vigorously, so he said that there is no need to worry about Xu Yi. So I followed him in his car to the magazine.

Most of the Japanese companies are concentrated in the development zone, so the magazine called it is also located in the development zone, which is not very far from the automobile company.

The beginning of the interview was not particularly smooth, and the other party was not satisfied with me.

The editor-in-chief is a Japanese woman in her thirties, but she is fluent in Chinese, and she should have lived in China for a long time. However, the whole interview was conducted in Japanese, and she only gave me a score of 6 out of 10, and I had a good grasp of the written content, but my spoken language was lacking.

Barely passing, but people don't want to pass to this level.

In the end, I was admitted, not because of Xu Yi's light, but because I worked at an izakaya for nearly two years, my spoken language was average, but my Japanese honorifics were very good.

When the female editor-in-chief said that it was already a tactful refusal to let me go back to listen to the news, but I used a whole set of honorifics when saying goodbye, and the kind of subordinates to superiors, coupled with the pronunciation standards, made her impressed.

There are not many honorifics used in the workplace in Japan, and younger Japanese people can't speak them well. But the Japanese boss, who lives overseas all the year round, likes this set the most, and when the magazine goes to interview, people also value sincerity very much.

And in this interview, I also showed enough sincerity, which is a big plus.

So she gave me another chance, and I introduced all the specialties I could think of, Xu Yi told me that the position I interviewed for this time was an assistant, but in fact, what they needed was biased towards PR, so my years of work experience in the industry, as well as the TOEFL in the months when Yu Xueqian suggested that the TOEFL became the key to the final admission.

I was thrilled when I found out, I don't think I've been so happy in a long, long time.

This is different from the happiness when you are in love, not the sweet kind, but the feeling of being recognized by others as a person, which is very fulfilling.

I had two interviews, and it took more than two hours, which was long past the time I had to go to work in the afternoon.

After I went out of the editor-in-chief's office, the male colleague did go back, but they left a note for me, saying that it was all arranged by Xu Yi, and I didn't have to take care of the company's affairs there, and he would help me deal with it.

I don't think it's good to leave temporarily like this, but after thinking about it, I understand that it is also Xu Yi's arrangement to be angry, probably to help me get angry?

I wanted to tell Chen Shi about the success of the interview first, but his reaction after receiving the call was still very calm. I was actually looking forward to him asking me how the interview process was, but he didn't seem to be interested, focusing on whether it would be inconvenient for me to go to work so far alone, and even said that I would do whatever I wanted, and it would not be a problem for him to support me with his current income.

I know that Chen Shi cares about me, but I also understand that in his eyes, I am always a girl who needs to be protected and taken care of. That's probably why he never told me when he had a problem.

When I think of this, I am lost.

The second call was to Xu Yi, and it was the opportunity he gave me to go to the magazine for an interview.

Of course, Xu Yi and I won't talk much on the phone.

Xu Yi is still in a state of "busyness" as usual, and his busyness is not really busy going around Beijing like Chen Shi, even at home Xu Yi is busy, taking a free time to sign a card, or write a song for a singer or something, or go to shoot the covers of some magazines.

Xu Yi's busyness is very convenient for him to take a break from his busyness.

It's just that our relationship doesn't particularly need to be celebrated or thanked, so he said congratulations generously on the other side of the phone, and he didn't plan to ask me to come out to celebrate or anything.

Usually I don't talk so much to Xu Yi, but I will be more excited when I am admitted just now, and I will talk a lot.

I asked him, "Don't you want to know how I got in, and how did you get that classmate to go and help me resign, and what if I got returned?"

Xu Yi laughed on the phone, his voice was small.

I said, "What are you laughing at?"

I will be weak-minded, I think Xu Yi is a big person, very big, so occasionally I will be afraid that he will look down on me, and I will worry that this phone call will be boring, maybe he will help me this time is really just a casual help?

Or maybe he forgot about it, or maybe he told the classmate to go back early just because he thought I was a little person who didn't have enough time to delay them.

At that time, I began to regret making the call.

I admit that Xu Yi and I have been for a long time, and we have never even had much communication, but this does not mean that I don't care about him, while I like and love Chen Zhi, Xu Yi is still a special existence in my heart.

To give an inappropriate example, I haven't seen my dad for more than ten years, I don't know what other people's children's feelings are for my dad, but I will pin my feelings for my dad on Xu Yi, when I know him and he doesn't know me, I have unilaterally regarded Xu Yi as a fixed existence in my life.

This kind of emotion is a bit complicated and a little inexplicable.

Later, Xu Yi still talked to me, and he said, "Because I think you will definitely be admitted." ”

I asked, "Why do you think that?" or are you really going to help me through the back door?"

Xu Yi just smiled and didn't say anything more.

He's a bit unfathomable.

So I unilaterally guessed that Xu Yi was admitting my ability, and as for why he felt that way, I couldn't guess. But this admission is enough for me to be happy for a long time.

My work in the magazine club is also relatively smooth, three days a week, Tuesday, Thursday and Saturday, and the rest of the time I continue to be in school, following the class, but I have already studied the content of the class by myself, so I continue to do questions and problems, and insist on the review of the graduate school entrance examination.

In terms of major, I was still quite confused, and at first I wanted to go abroad and then change to a popular major. But now staying in China, in fact, the best choice is to continue to study Japanese, go to graduate school, maybe take a doctorate, and a doctorate degree to stay in school to teach students, which is also my life plan in the past.

Then I started to choose a school, there are two language colleges in Beijing, Beijing Foreign University and Beijing Second Foreign University, both of which are key school levels. However, Beiwai has a very loud name - the cradle of diplomats, and the strength of Beiwai is in foreign tourism. The most important point is that the reputation of Beijing No. 2 Foreign Language is very large, but in fact, the ranking of Japanese majors is below our school, and the teacher's suggestion is that I either stay in school, or if I really want to go to Beijing, I should take the Beijing Foreign Language Study.

But Beiwai is really strong, and my current level is indeed a little reluctant, so I increased the intensity of revision.

I don't particularly want to talk to Chen Shi about this, I don't think he is particularly interested in my exams, and the same is true for my work.

Chen Shi cares about me, but his concern for me is limited to life.

I like him so much, and I believe he likes me the same, but because we have been standing in different lives from the beginning, when we were together, it was me who tried to enter his life little by little, but he never got too involved in me.

I'll admit that I'm a little willful about these thoughts, but in those days, I really thought like that, or because my relationship with Chen Shi was so smooth that I would get carried away, so since I decided that he didn't care about my internship, I didn't like to share work with him on the phone.

During that time, I was really tired, so tired that my body was weak, and I had quit my job except for an internship at the magazine in order to prepare for the exam, but I still only had five or six hours of sleep every day.

Over time, it will manifest itself in many ways, such as a bad temper.

I hung up on Chen Shi twice, once because he didn't reply to my text messages in time, and once because he didn't call back for two days after I hung up on him.

But it's all a little bit of a quarrel, and we'll reconcile soon.

The most important problem is that I don't have time to go to Beijing to see him, and I haven't been to Beijing for a month after the start of school and the National Day.

Chen Shi is the same, other people's holidays are his busiest time, there are many large and small concerts in Beijing on the National Day, Chen Shi and they will accompany them, and there are one or two opportunities to sing a song as a guest in the middle.

Before the National Day, he had to be busy with rehearsals and couldn't come back to see me.

We were used to seeing each other every week before that, so it was a difficult month, but we got through it.

Habit is a terrible thing, and after both of us are a little bit free, we don't think it matters so much whether we see each other or not.

Chen Shi would still talk to me on the phone about the band, about their new jobs, and about which city they might go to and which celebrity concert they might be guests in.

I listened very carefully, but I was so tired that I sometimes fell asleep in the middle of the call.

Chen Shihui found out a long time later that when he hung up the phone, he was actually just as helpless as me.

Sometimes I would like to tell him about the interviews I had gone out with at the same time, but I couldn't say anything, and I was used to not telling him about my life.

Moreover, he never asked.

Gradually, we become a state of having nothing to say. Probably, this is also a necessary process in a relationship, from the first attempt, to the later difficulties, to sweetness, and then, there are always some new exam questions.

Chen Shi and I are actually just primary school students, and we have already failed many subjects in the past, and our first reaction when facing new topics is to escape.

There is nothing to say, and the two of them have to continue to maintain intimacy. The reason is that we know that we still love each other deeply in our hearts, and we don't want to quarrel, let alone break up, but we don't know how to continue this distance relationship.

Perhaps, those who are together every day will have more possibilities to quarrel. But long-distance relationships, in fact, are easy to lose to time and distance, and we are all afraid that we will lose one day, so we carefully maintain it, pretending to be a posture of passionate love.

The more you pretend, the more tired you get.

A meeting after being busy was already Chen Shi's birthday.

In the blink of an eye, another year has passed.

I asked myself, does time really have to be so fast?

We seem to have experienced a lot this year, but there seems to be nothing, big things, we have watched a human catastrophe, small things, countless noisy and reconciled together.

During this year, our relationship did not heat up, but gradually became a habitual tacit understanding, tepid, but it will be maintained together, only with a little less heartbeat.

This year, I am only very small and small from my life plan and Chen Zhi from his dream, so small that it can almost be ignored.

This year, Chen Shi's promise to marry me before the age of thirty was a little closer, however, I didn't dare to ask, and he didn't mention it again.

Chen Shi's birthday is still going to be celebrated in Beijing, the day before he spent it with those fans, and the next day he was free alone, belonging to the two of us.

Chen Shi didn't take me to Quanjude, probably he forgot, and I didn't mention it, but when I passed by, I would be a little disappointed when I saw the signboard with three big characters.

Before Chen Shi's birthday, Chen Xiang and Si Chen reconciled, so our group of people was finally able to get together again, and this meeting also gave me a new experience.

Chen Shi and I witnessed the love of Chen Xiang and Si Chen together, so when they quarreled and separated, Chen Shi and I would be unhappy, and when they reconciled, the two of us would suddenly have an urge to cherish each other and always be together.

I can't say why, but it seems to have a psychological suggestion.

In layman's terms, the friends around us make us believe in love even more.

This is also a little comfort in the confusion.

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